Crystal! Your readings await! Change is coming and it starts with the expansion of a new thought here to stop you so that you see a better perspective that ends up freeing you.
This is going to be a time when you are being pushed outside of your comfort zone for the purpose of getting you to believe that there is more for you out there and that if YOU can see that for yourself, then you will walk it for yourself. There are subconscious things in you that are coming to the present moment for you to see where you do cut yourself short on the journey of your dreams, but a slight change in your mental focus is all it will take to get things TOTALLY transformed in regards to what you can manifest next.
This is something that is like rewriting your story, but from feeling what is going on around you and in others, where you sort of detach as you process how you do want more of this in your future. There can be a calm as you process things because the people and experiences coming your way ARE for the purpose of inspiring you to take what you see they are doing and to imagine you can have it for yourself.
So whether others bring high or low moments, it is to sit in your body different at this time so that you slow down a bit in automatically discounting that you can have the same or that there is something still up ahead that could change your perspective on life. You are moving through things heavy, and have been for some time, but now you are being asked to believe in a miracle and to send this out to the Universe, knowing that some sort of healing situation will be put back into order and into a better position.
This is when you are going to be seeing the pieces come together and will have way more energy to attract things that put you into positions where you feel like you are living your soul’s purpose, or something is really working out. There is for sure A LIFT to this energy where you holding the belief in your mind that you do trust this process is all it will really take to see shifts happen.
There is the warning that you can also bring up the past that you most want to leave behind at this time through worrying or remembering times when you did not get what you wished for. And for this reason you need to remind yourself, even if you feel you are pretending, to stay on the hopeful with what is dropping on your path because it’s all about getting you to make mental shifts so that you CAN manifest things that do have room to grow – and aren’t things you will later regret because you made a decision too quickly.
You may be traveling at this time or thinking about moving because something will be waking you up about your environment and how it is contributing to something that you have been worrying about. And there will be ah-ha moments that open you to new roads that you haven’t considered traveling before, so do allow something to ripple forth and grow – because it’s important also that you realize there is MORE.
A decision you make may be based on your value rising, which will come when you sit in the energy of dreaming that there IS more for you and that what has limited you is only a cloud in the sky right now, not something you can’t overcome.
You are to hold onto some sort of thought that is superhuman or has really slim odds. Even like how I always tell people I have never had a credit check in getting a rental, not in San Francisco, Oakland, Santa Fe, or even Durango. I always find someone who is more like family where they just feel your energy and invite you in. But I know a lot of people worry about their credit and I say, don’t worry and you will manifest places like I do.
And in whatever way you are insecure in thinking you won’t be successful with something or are being held back or limited by some force, SEE that the glimmer of odds are TOTALLY gonna make you the winner. Just wake your mind again to knowing there is a way and it will appear for you. Steer yourself clearly into knowing you will get there. Your energy is a magnet to all spaces expansive, and if you believe it, you will get it. Prove this correct. Shoot for the most far-out and make it your own.
Full Moon Affirmation:
I release the old story of how I feel that things will challenge my moves up the mountain of life. I open to a new flow where all things are coming my way with ease. I accept that what does not go my way is only something that down the road would not be good enough for my expansive dreams. I trust the process and see that finally my worries are set to ease. My life is showing new growth and I am grateful for the miracles around each new corner to come.
This time is asking you to keep with the heavy loads and the situations that have dropped into your life that have hit your emotions in unusual ways. What you are going through is all about getting you to show up clearer, brighter, and more vocal, where you are providing what you know so that others can experience upgrades or improvements to their lives or situation.
Where you have been polite, you may be feeling that you want to roar or break through limitations that have forced you to believe in one way or another or to follow a path that conditions you to be on it.
And there is a rebel or new essence that is rising from these uncomfortable places that you WILL enjoy seeing and experiencing when you fully rebirth into an awakened sense of self-worth.
This time has been or will be a bit of a test in that it will take your all, but what you need to understand is that you have changed recently and ACTUALLY you can handle way more than what you could a few months ago, BECAUSE of what this year has been for you.
Now we finally start to reach the point where you are going to see that the tide is changing or things are starting to go in your favor again, but what you have to remember is that something created a pattern in you that is pretty deep, and this deals with you doing something to feel important and to feel sunshine coming your way.
And true, we all want the sunshine coming our way, but there are areas in how you process things and complete them that are kind of beneath you in that you would do it so much better IF you said what you were feeling or brought your ideas to the table. So this time wants to push you to push things out that don’t feel good to you and that keep you playing in any way smaller than what you know you got in you.
What is great about this time is that the shifts will be really quick when YOU allow them to be and when you release some pressure to follow suit or to do anything for others, really. Like, this is when you are to put you first, knowing that then we have an excellent leader for all the rest. Seriously.
This energy wants you to know that YOU have the answer, the solution, and the way and it comes when you allow yourself to be you and to even make big time changes that you maybe otherwise wouldn’t make, but to still push from this mysterious place within, like feeling called to do something, even if it does have slim odds of success.
FOR SURE, if you hold the value for yourself in knowing you got it in you to rise above any challenge, then you will win when others do not and you will be that person who gets through at the very last moment.
This time WANTS YOU in precarious situations, purely to wake up this strength within that IS allowing the spotlight to come on what is real and authentic about you -- that will be transforming before your eyes.
And truthfully, you are going to see rapid changes in regards to the upleveling of a role you play or that others see you as FROM the times that feel too challenging to overcome. Like. You need to stop and notice that you are changing, this strength is rising from the depths of you and you ARE ready to go beyond and break through limiting ways that others have steered you that now you may be screaming ENOUGH.
Something ends at this time, but also something new comes to replace it. So there will not be a harsh space between, as a flow rushes in to bring a new to what was old and needing to shift into a better pattern in your life. What hits you will shift you and seeing how much more it is going to have you wanting to GO FOR, is enough to show you that you ARE onto something and you ARE going to be making a change of where you are going next. Focus on speaking in high valuing ways and allowing your creativity or ideas to be shared and expressed purely – even if something about this time is different. Your changes will bring new results in your life. So allow the new to unfold.
Full Moon Affirmation:
I release the old story of just following along to keep others from feeling discomfort or to keep from going against the grain. I allow my voice and feelings to rise because there is something inside that sees this different. This new me rising has new ideas for what is the potential and what CAN be done. Therefore, I release what keeps me on old paths and ways of being as now I believe in unlimited potential to expand and hold my awakening dreams.
This is the time to see some growth in your life and to look at a different perspective of something that you are holding onto as a heavy burden and possibly feel that you did something wrong or made a choice that now feels like a path you are questioning.
Do be aware that your discomfort is birthing a VERY NEW Gemini for the world to enjoy, where you are grounding in the information you take on that remains lofty until you are given an opportunity to walk an experience that forces you to learn from it.
It is the thing that has so many people depressed right now because in wanting to just KNOW we have taken on too much information, all at once, that was there to serve us down the road and NOT all in one sitting. We are gobbling up life, thinking if we read more or research more we will find comfort or the answer and then our spirit will just frolic through life without a care in sight. But that is not how it works and it seems that the more we chase after, like with drugs, the further away we are from this feeling we seek.
This time is getting you to feel very odd in your skin or uncomfortable in the moment so that you open to awareness that gets you seeing there is a better path for you and way to run your life, but it will almost require you to step into a new role and to present yourself different, so that we become what you want us to be for you – kind of thing.
So you are the one who is going to be soul searching into what your truth really is, who you really are, and how it does feel better to do things. Your feelings are also going to be real strong at this time because they are guiding you into seeing where you need to soften up or rebirth around your position of forcing yourself to keep up or be something that others programmed you to be. And that is the thing. We all are programmed to say these things, to believe these things and to buy into a world that makes money, getting our way to the top, even through exploitation of others, as the priority and point of it all.
And YOU have a lot to reconsider as you see how you have fallen along onto this path, and others around you have done the same, but something in you is seeing clearer into how you want to view your place in the world and the process of getting you there. And what is going to happen is that you are going to be facing things that you have thought of as mistakes but it was the programming that got you labeling them that way -- and you are to RISE at this time in seeing that those “mistakes” were there as building blocks to get you to use your voice, to say no, to draw your boundaries, break through some limitation, or see that the others’ way is not necessarily YOUR WAY.
With this awakening that there IS another way, the energy AND opportunities to finally see things falling into place will come, where you DO actually gain what before had you chasing your tail. It comes from finding a new way to walk your life and show yourself to us while also holding this dream that things are still in a process and WILL reap you what you believe if you keep with it and continue to put things in order, while interpreting them as positive and not negative.
That is the key. You can look at all that still needs to be completed in terms of the negative that is still not done OR you can look at the positive of how far you have come. You will need to hold this position often, in grounding yourself into a start over, in regards to what life presents to you. And yes, the words were START OVER, so something is about to reboot and get going again, but it’s on you to first see it coming true. Just because you don’t have the answer doesn’t mean it’s not perfectly timed to show up soon. Learn to walk that perspective and your life will start changing in about 24 hours. You are that close to a shift in what you will be seeing. Believe the wildest dream into reality. Go beyond where others have conditioned you to go.
Full Moon Affirmation:
I release the old story that had me falling into line and chasing after things that never seem to fill me. I stop that track today and find a new one that feeds my soul and helps me see that the process of life is something to savor and respect. With each challenge I grow stronger and more sure of my place in the world because with each challenge I see that I got there by following someone else’s lead. This new me rising has new ideas about how it needs to be.
Your job is to pay 100% attention to the vibration of the quality of words you are using as you think about your future to come or what you are dreaming to see manifest that is still in the works. This is a testing time where I can see a layer is thin in how it separates something old that you DO NOT want to take on and something new that is inviting you to step a bit into the dream of what can be.
For this reason, you need to be aware of what you are looking for! And your responses and your thought patterns kept inside are where the attention needs to be in how you process something and how it either tanks you and gets you feeling that you’re in competition or there is something out there that is better or you are too cursed to really see the joy and bliss that you dream for. Something where a message comes from out there, like on the internet, and how it affects your energy is what you need to be aware of.
At this time you are learning how to complete a new pattern so that some ripple in the road doesn’t set you flying into the gutter to feel that there is no place for you, but rather to slow down around the ripple, to FEEL IT, and feel what it really means and then to allow the natural cycle that THEN talks that fear down and places it into a higher vibration of a thought, such as that you are doing the best that you can and getting better every day.
You need to use affirmations right now because the layer is so thin -- and you know this old way where you do find fault with yourself and feel that maybe you should believe something negative, that maybe this is a sign. Just be aware of that and make the commitment for several days to monitor your thoughts and steer them into some empowering stance that trusts the process and knows this moment now is not all there is.
The reason being is because you are set to manifest a new space that is kind of fairy tale in that it speaks of a return to something and it may be creative based or even with having a baby, but where there was experience, you will now go back and get to do something again – and this time you will walk it as an older and wiser being.
AND because of this last year you are learning to step into a different role for the world to see. So there has been schooling and learning ways that would have worked before, but we are in a new space where new ideas need to be discovered. There ARE ways to do things but there are upgraded and new ways that do it better and you are walking something that is providing the schooling so that you CAN be an authority.
You trusting this is what moves you to this new space that IS going to be about using your soul’s purpose gifts and somehow showing yourself in a new way BECAUSE you feel so solid and at home with the place YOU HAVE CREATED. So, to build a house you got to go step by step and discover, along the way, how to do it best and make it most eco and something you will want long term.
We have these ideas of how things will be and what will work but ultimately, until you walk it, you don’t know what you still need to learn. And growing pains come next in getting the real you to the surface, but you are apprenticing with something that IS important and you ARE creating something that will hold you in the ways you dream.
So pay attention to each step and use your words and thoughts to support their growth and DON’T cut it at the roots through judging it to pieces as it goes through its process. Trust the layers and be positive as you hold each. Things are coming together on the tail of your BELIEFS – so believe as if the Universe is loving on you no matter what it looks like at each step. ONLY love is pouring your way and YOU just got to open to this bounty wanting to show you a better way.
Full Moon Affirmation:
I release the old story that had me looking at my process negatively as if there is something wrong with me. I open to the truth that I am figuring this out and learning the best ways for me so that when I get close to my dreams I will leap with BELIEF. I can feel a new space is coming and I am ready to see that the world only wants to love on me. I gratefully welcome and anticipate this bounty.
Something has you seeing things more clearly when it comes to your heart. You WILL dream something is possible where before you may have thought it could never be improved upon. This time can be when you wake up to something that has you wanting to plan a new way to live your life or to go for things that you thought we out of reach before.
This also says that you facing your wounds or your challenges with others is where you are releasing energy that is opening your mind to seeing we can do better and things that die merely transform into something else that tends to bring positive growth. Even when we lose things most dear to us, we gain a new passion to live life fuller and to appreciate what we do have around us.
You are going through some sort of emotional time where your heart is speaking about wanting to correct, to invest, and to get to the bottom of what is keeping you from feeling that life is exciting and something to want to live for.
This will have you looking at aspects of your life with a new lens where you do want to see what you can to make this better and to stay active in moving things along into a position that makes you feel happy. This energy is asking that you choose and also that you believe fully in rebirths and do-overs and the past only making you better.
You are to be finding a new strength that has you dreaming into areas that are heavy and confusing and full of doubt while you see a new plan and way to grow a crop that WILL bring an upgrade or improvement to what has already occurred. You are in a space where you CAN affect what grows in your life -- and thinking about the details, while positively processing the steps, knowing this is something you want in your life so that you can live a fuller life, is where your focus needs to be.
You can grow something better and your heart is speaking to you about what that is. There may be fears, because you won’t really have assurance that what you are onto is going to be what you imagine, but you are to overcome the fears and push through BECAUSE of the feelings in your heart. These feelings will not let go – and for good reason.
You may also be reaching out to people at this time as friends are highlighted where they are showing up and helping to bring more joy and love to your heart. They are a reason your heart is feeling so strongly right now and they are inspiring you to birth this start over in life that will be a contagious energy you will be sharing with all. Do know, too, that where friends or situations were broken for a minute, they will be coming back together even better. Things that were gone come back now but in better form and with much more inspirational energy attached to them!
So stay conscious of that. You are seeing things from your past that will now be available and it is you realizing you are important and valuable that brought them your way. So it is a time to be grateful for what is manifesting but also grateful for how far you have come and how much you have healed so that you DO hold yourself with a higher sense of self-worth, EXPECTING that you DO deserve the best.
Feel the heart and go to where it dreams. Through things confusing and still in the dark, there IS AN ANSWER. Things are not all lost and gone but your heart has to rebirth what wants to manifest your way as, ultimately, it is attracted to the light you hold inside for it to find. So hold the light and wait patiently knowing what is yours will be yours if you keep inviting it in through knowing you deserve this amazing and soul-satisfying thing.
Full Moon Affirmation:
I release the old story of what I thought life was all about. I see now that my heart leads the way into creating new levels of life for me to play. I want more than I was told is possible and I want to improve upon what I thought of as dead and gone. I see that recycling somehow makes things more exciting and therefore I look to the pain of my past to discover my desire to see my dream life transpire.
Oh yes there is a place for you my love! This time is to get you seeing where you need to walk your talk and start planting those seeds for what you expect to manifest in your life. You need to physically plow your spaces and work through them to make sure they are running in the ways they need to so that you are feeling hopeful with what is around you, thriving out in the world because you feel so supported and held within your roots.
This is when you are to be getting more vocal or putting more energy into things that are creative gifts or ways that others see you through this role of you being good at what you do. And at this time you are moving into a new space where you are getting to start over based on how you have processed what you learned in this last year. What has happened is that things are coming your way from out of the blue to get you feeling more empowered about what you can do.
So things in the otherworld come at this time to bring the message that change is here and YOU have more control in what you grow in your plot of land than you realize. Something with the news to come is what will get you waking up and seeing clearly that you do want to get your life in order and not let things slide because they seem to be too much to handle or have no solution.
This energy wants you assertive, VERY, in keeping with the plowing and keeping with the maintenance and doing things that ultimately are going to be what we see as different about you or what gets us to see you in a higher role or higher light. All Virgos go from the virgin to the whore and back and forth and to each side in life. Just like Scorpio always reaches a time when they are totally turned off by sex, which is what, as a norm, they are totally turned on by.
And you have it in you to teeter to both sides where you are frugal and then give it all away, fully open and then closed to the max. It’s all a part of how you learn the fine balance of what you do need to hold and support you so that you still have a grip on hoping for a better day.
When in the trenches and feeling like you are getting nowhere, it IS easy to bitch and moan and get mad at how challenging or stuck things are. But you are learning a new pattern within about how you see life being for you, so it’s important that you are trying out a new way, where you only see things working out and all of this meaning something in the grand scheme of things anyway, so why worry or complain - Let’s just get on with it!
You may even be saying those words! You are ready to get on with things and get them moving into a better order – and this time is ready to deliver that for you so that you are walking on a new feeling of a platform in the next few weeks, if not today, and out of the blue, for many of you. A surprise comes to jump start your heart and this new birth or awakening is just what you need to see that you are driving your future and you deserve to be at the top, supported for what you bring.
NOW is just to get the universe following those new positive thoughts you are holding that do understand a new day is here if YOU decide to create it for yourself. Messages come to let you know your role is changing and help is here to take on some of the grunt work so that you can focus on bigger dreams.
Allow others to show you who they are and to see things coming full circle where you thought they were lost and gone. This is to get you focusing on rebirths and start overs so that you can change your perspective of the power you DO HAVE to transform your life into something that helps you feel loved, held, seen, and valuable in the eyes of those that love you.
Things are not over and the good days are still on the horizon for you. Lean into the better life you want to be seeing and just watch how things start coming your way like opportunities, sales, and things correcting what got you thinking your life had fallen out of order. Get ready to see that a new you is driving this next cycle of your life forward and support is going to hold you so that you CAN fly higher in 2020 than you ever dreamed for yourself in years past. Something is building and it’s a new space for you to land into.
Full Moon Affirmation:
I release the old story of how life has been as I open to a new level presenting where I feel like I fit in and have a home that holds and supports the dreams I have for future days to come. I am writing a new story where my pain translates into rewards that show me there is a reason to dream and work towards things that are yet to be obtained. I expand my mind to believing the best days I seek are the ones I am about to walk into.
Oh my love, you are so close to noticing that your story is starting to change and that things are shifting into a new flow. But to really see this you HAVE TO LET GO. You have to trust this process and not get hung up on thinking you need to understand each step of the journey.
You also need to get used to CHANGE. There may be some surprises to come that do confuse you or bring about a forced transformation, just flow with what wants to show up on your path with a faith that this is getting you clear on what you DO want to write into the story of your next year. You are going to transform in regards to what shaped you, to the point you will change how you handle things that try to control you or make you compromise beyond what is healthy.
You also are being given tons of inspiration to choose for better things and it will come from seeing ways that you have been controlled or manipulated and how you are resistant to aspects of life because of these things that you give so much attention to in your thoughts. At this time, sitting with those thoughts and allowing them to transform will get you to the ah-ha moments your soul needs in order to get you shifting so that you can get to SEEING better things for yourself.
What is happening now is that you are being asked to put yourself first and to do it with the wisdom that you CAN start over and that just knowing you deserve so much better is what it will take to get the Universe supporting you more and showing you the care that does help you to feel held and cared for in the ways you need.
It's also important that you are keeping your thoughts on glass half full positions, as if you are waiting for the door to open, KNOWING it will. It’s so important that you are not allowing confusion to mean no, or a delayed response to mean no. You may even have to wait on something because you are being tested to see how you respond!
So do know, waiting means yes, or at least, why not train your brain to think that way? What could it hurt? You are helping to bring this shift into your life but it really is based on what kind of space you are giving it to grow into. So even if you don’t have anything to prove that your hopes for something can come true, you do still need to sit there and decorate the room or house in your mind – anticipating something good will come for you.
You are being asked to be creative and to see the future you want to see, but really, to actively create it with your imagination while you are in things that are still budding and growing into something else. BUT I do get the strong feeling that opposition is only there for you to snap it down, which you maybe don’t normally do, and come forward with a direct motion that does not allow a negative intruder to come in and determine how far you can go.
In knowing you are writing a new story for yourself to walk into be FIRM in your boundaries and in using your voice to speak in ways of how things will be put back together again or rebuilt in a better way. Your past and what shaped you is not all there is for you. This time wants to elevate you into seeing that you trusting this process of yours, while not holding on to anything from the past, thinking it will permanently alter you, is to open a brand new start over rebooting of the maximum that is to come in the next few weeks.
Something will transform around you and it will free you to dream of something better than you have ever seen. But it may have you feeling sad or lost or alone as it shifts into something that IS like home. So trust your process. It’s really all you have to do, along with knowing it’s time for the Universe to rain supportive blessings on you so that your new plants can grow wild. SEE this happening -- and it will. Write that story like you want it to be – and not a further appraising of how it was not what you wanted it to be. Transform your brand-new path that is so close to blessing you. Good change is on the way. Trust this.
Full Moon Affirmation:
I release the old story of what I have seen that held me in ways that felt like lack and not honoring of my divine being. I open to a new way of expecting that the good is on the way, learning from my pain, while planting better seeds to bring about an awakening of why it had to be. I am ready to rise in power from what let me down so that I can dream for more and finally step into a life where I feel found.
You already know that this time feels different and I can tell you that THIS is when you are to change patterns in your life that usher in a whole new plan for what you will be going for, as something is changing with your heart and now it knows it MUST hold steady to something that values this upgraded Scorpio that you are.
There is a whole big wave of NEW coming into your life and it’s all coming from you making decisions that YOU would make and not what you would do in consideration of others first. I know this sounds off, but for real, this time wants you to create a new world for everyone around you that first takes place from the changes going on deep within you where you are seeing into something that has you locked in fear or scarcity or some dead end street, when really, this is just like a habit in the same way smoking is.
So the changes you seek and the better feelings you want to be having are coming from each deep-sea dive you do into the depths of looking at how YOU hold yourself. This is a time to awaken to the truth that what you possess inside is genius and you have the answers to what needs to be done to upgrade and improve upon these other, bigger issues going on around you.
From this solid ground, that is full of value and true feelings of self-worth, not entitlement or I am better, but I KNOW MY SHIT, you need to somehow hold that perspective, with no shade attached, towards being a leader and making the plans to grow some new things in your life better.
This means you may be coming out of stuck perspectives or pathways where now things need to be changed and you will need to accept that some things may have to be let go of. But it’s like letting go of the tree branches that were casting shade on the plot down below where you will now grow new veggies. One thing may have to leave, but this is only to make room for a better plan in your life to reap and benefit from things you really do want to eat and enjoy.
You also are going to have TONS of creative ideas and inspiration around what you are really good at and how it makes you feel seen or important in the world. If you are creating something new or it’s just not yet manifested in your reality, know that you are to hold onto a dream with all your might because you believing in this thing and that you DO deserve to receive the bounty or attention is what will magnetize it your way. You sit in a position where you are a magnet for manifesting things but they are chasing the tail of YOUR sense of value.
So. It’s that thing where it can feel real heavy and real bad but your thoughts are most likely feeding that outcome. And if you make some slight shifts you can start seeing a new world manifest before your eyes. You also will be waking up to how others conditioned you to have the thoughts you have. It may be that you saw them do it or heard them do it and that led to you having some of the thoughts you do now.
Seeing how you can sort of find yourself again, outside of what others think is best, is when you will notice a shift or elevation or transformation in what you are saying inside of your head in terms of what is still to come or what is the potential for an outcome.
Be conscious of how you want to create something different this time and put things into order that need to be brought into some sort of balance or peace. It is really just that you need to be the container for what you want others to do and that means, if there is a way to heal something, you need to lead the way with knowing it can be done, EVEN IF you have no idea what you are doing. Your sense of value will get you to where you need to be – listen to what it wants to create. This is possible if you believe it every step of the way.
Full Moon Affirmation:
I release the old story that I have bought into that got me following along, believing in the words of others’ programming. I awaken brightly to a new truth in my world that I can create a space that holds me, inspires me, and keeps me wanting to expand even more into the potential of life. I’m creating a new plan where all is possible and holding steady to my dreams, knowing there is a way to bring this into my reality. I got it in me to succeed -- and that is my plan.
Oh wow. What a shift for you! This is a total reboot where you will suddenly feel like something is back or you are more like yourself again. There is a fog that is lifting and it’s about getting you to wake up and step into a new role where something is now being put into order with your career and what you want to give of yourself to the world.
You may feel like you are snapping awake and suddenly it will be clear that you want to do this, that, and the other thing, and YES, let’s get on with it! A new energy is rolling in and you are going to want to be talking about how you feel changed and how this is inspiring new things that you will want to be implementing in your life.
You also will be inspired to walk into something new as if you can start over and it is not too late. But do realize that you are in a space of processing your past in new ways and this is to get you to be here now and wake up to what you CAN do to make things better or to believe that there is a way to correct this or get it into a better position. It’s essential that you are waking up out of this fog that had you confused and not really able to confidently run with all things -- but a clarity is coming and it will open your mind to wanting to RUN into the creation of a new foundation that will be able to hold this NEW YOU that has something to share.
Do be aware you may still be a bit sensitive as you ground yourself in with a new energy, but there is a space in the world that needs what you offer and that you WILL BE HELD needs to be the focus of the arrow you hold in your being.
You need to aim at something keeping you in the game, climbing one step at a time out of whatever you created in your past that feels limiting, with the trust that all seasons play a part. All levels of our journey provide what we need that we don’t necessarily know we need when we are taught the lesson.
So you are to be taking a new flow with your life where you trust this process, as you have learned and now get to see that things do work out and things do turn back on again and one thing is never the only thing forever. When I came out of my decade of living in the gutter I couldn’t believe that I didn’t have any of the negative feelings that I had while in it. It all kind of made sense that I would walk that journey, when I finally got to the other side and began TEACHING that journey. Suddenly I realized I would not have any material if not for those challenging times in life, that had me always wondering if I was getting something wrong. Now the pieces come together, and the strings are all tied up, and it makes total sense.
So you need to drive this new year in a different way where you already know you will get through this, but where you do stay conscious of the arrow inside of you as you lift it with higher expectations for where you are going and CAN go. This year is to get you busting ass with how others see you and the role you play in what you offer for us -- and it really gets moving with this Full Moon where you open your mind to seeing you DO have something to offer and you ARE pretty fantastic.
Now it’s just about leaning into things that make that known in wider ways, so that you shift or elevate in our eyes as someone who is an authority or gifted in regards to a creative gift that is something that has taken time to grow into or steps to hold the position of authority. Students can’t be teachers at the beginning -- right?
And it always is in our perception that we see the positive or the negative of what took us off path or forced us into some healing or learning experience. Now it’s time to only see the light and to see that all things happened to lift you higher and to get you really focused on the time you have left in this lifetime AND doing what you can to make it better for those around you.
You may be waking up to your power to drive your life forward as if waking from a rebirth situation where NOW you will go for this. I am excited to say the majority of you are on the up and you won’t be accepting the down as something is going to jumpstart your heart to the point you won’t let things go and you will put your efforts towards the betterment in whatever ways you can, realizing you DO have a say.
If you lead the way, we will follow. If you don’t, we won’t know what to do around you. STEER those around you. Steer your life in the direction of your dreams. BELIEVE the Universe is waiting on your every wish and send them out there with plans for healing and balancing so that your life can feel TO YOU that you are serving a purpose. Once that is planted in you, you will be on fire with attracting things new.
Full Moon Affirmation:
I release the old story of the old persona I have been expressing for the world to see. I awaken with new dreams and new visions for the steps I see for me. I have new aspirations, built from faith grown from times challenging to my soul. I rise empowered to begin again, better than any old version before. This year I express myself in an exalted role. I already feel grateful. Thank you for the best year of my life.
This is an exciting time when you have the potential to step into a new world that is what you learned about life the past year, with the corrections applied and a new steam where you will NOT let life pass you by. This is going to feel like a brand new space for you is rising, even though you are still in the last spaces of things coming together to really show your eyes that things have changed.
But, for sure, you sit about ready to merge and to have a whole other story you would like to rewrite about life because of what you have learned in the last year. So now you are looking back and seeing how far you have come, which is to empower you in a way you haven’t felt before, to live a life with dreams you maybe haven’t felt before.
Something is releasing in you that is the old ways you walked that were the old ways programmed into you and this will allow your mind to make the shift into believing that things ARE on the mend or ARE on the way or there IS a way to get this healed and brought back into a balanced state.
You DO already have this built in you but this ability to roll with life, on the positive, has been buried deep in the reality of adulting. This time is to awaken the dreamer in you where you realize it doesn’t pay to worry and think the worst because that way of handling things causes you so much pain.
You know it. I know it. We all know it. But now something shifts in you where you are not going to want to waste another moment on how the outer world has shaped you to create the world that is around you right now. You will see what has been like a glass ceiling to how far your dreams were sailing and you are going to want to change things around so that your view is better and your aim can go further.
This is all change BIRTHING FROM THE DEPTHS OF YOU, where awakenings will get your mind opening to the more of life and the releasing of the battering and judging of where you think you need to be in terms of what others programmed into you.
You will be releasing the critical eye you place on yourself into places that were timing issues, getting you MORE primed for excellency, but you need to lighten up on the schedule of your life and realize the only control you need to place is on keeping your mind on the positive when facing things of the unknown.
You need to control your thoughts and the words you use that DO seem to want to sail you into the gutter to EXPECT the worst and wait for the big hefty bill or the truth that you don’t got a grip on life. It’s time to NOT WAIT for those situations anymore and to trust the flow of life as it changes all around you to create better and better environments to hold the advancement of you, to support the growth of you, and to encourage your steady climb up the mountain.
When you take a new perspective from one that allows processes to play out and there never to be an actual ending, you see that you can trust yourself and trust your place in the world. You see that the winter brings things to death while the summer brings them to life again -- vice versa, for my southern hemisphere loves.
Something about this moment is showing you that your fears or your feelings of inadequacy or your thoughts that maybe you are doomed and are going to not get what you dream for need to be shifted into an older, wiser voice that is even deeper inside you that says, OH SWEET ONE. You got this.
And the goats continue to climb the mountain even when others can’t keep up and fall behind. REMEMBER THIS. If you are judging yourself through what others conditioned you to be --- then you are not believing in where you are DESTINED TO GO.
Think about that. You need to be sort of fairy tale with your thoughts and what you say inside and out because this time wants to shift you in regards to what you are doing out in the world or how the world is treating you and expanding for you.
Like, you have all these fences in your yard and you can climb over all of them but most people cannot. So you may find yourself holding back because others have to hold back. But if you find that voice again that says, THERE MUST BE A WAY, then the way will be revealed.
Goats don’t freak out and think oh no what if I can’t get through something in the future. They go one day at a time, one step at a time, one experience at a time, but with an inner knowing that there is always some new way to be discovered if you keep looking. And YOU, my love, need to keep believing in the way because you, more than anyone, is destined to find it. If only you don’t give up where others HAVE to. Wake your sleepy head, my goat. What you think you will see is what you will see. So see something beautiful for yourself. FINALLY.
Full Moon Affirmation:
I release the old story of how I so quickly assume something is wrong or I won’t be able to handle what may come in my future. I awaken to a new power where I feel held by the Universe and supported to go beyond where my mind sometimes tells me something can’t be done. I see through the eyes of the Mystery and surrender into my highest destiny. I will live my soul’s purpose work in this lifetime and it is my faith that will get me to all my desires.
Oh hello! Look who is waking up! This is profound! What we have here is that you are going through some kind of huge transformation where your sense of worth is leading the way. This will be pushing you forward into life where opportunities are set to come WAY OUT OF THE BLUE that somehow get you opening to a new perspective in areas you are looking for attention and not getting it and therefore feeling that you don’t have a place in the world.
But. What has had you with those thoughts were seeds put into your garden that have you wondering or waffling if you really even have any authentic gifts and this is being shown to me that your doubt is keeping your things in this murky form where WE can’t even see them, but it’s because of your doubt with what you create and wondering too much if there is a place for it to be appreciated.
WHEN IN FACT what needs to happen is that you just do your thing and do it because you do it better than others and you have a deep passion for it and just continue to apprentice in this arena, getting better and better, even if it does feel to be behind the scenes. You need to not look from the outside lens before you will do or say or create.
You are the LAST sign that needs to watch the news, so you know, and this energy is wanting you to come back home to yourself and get back to making choices and decisions around that. Not, oh, will there be a place for me, but, there WILL be a place for me. You need to make that slight shift with how you are seeing things and declaring them to be and to manifest for you.
You may also be coming into a time where all the answers arrive!! It can feel hella exciting because the pieces will fly together as if you were just waiting for this time to come, like waiting for a train. And this is part of your lesson where you will be receiving special things coming from out in the world in ways that see you.
They are to get you loving on yourself more, where before you were always judging, even if you didn’t notice yourself doing so, when you didn’t win or weren’t seen or weren’t feeling like you had a place in the world.
I’m not 100% that I am correct, but I’m like 95% correct that there are more black people born under the sign of Aquarius than other signs. Look around and see if I’m correct with black people in your life. Aquarius. Aquarius. Aquarius. And I say this because we are in huge transformational times where people of color ARE finding they have a place in the world. They ARE being seen. They ARE being valued. And the programming around racism and privilege IS what we are correcting at this time.
As we all know, as humans changing patterns, we have to train and work hard to get our minds not projecting the pain that we knew when feeling like we didn’t have a place in the world. I came from a mother who hated me and only sent me that vibration until I was 11 years old. So I KNOW what it feels like to be hated and to not have a place and to always be the loser, because in my house my brother was the best thing ever and couldn’t do one thing wrong. And it was only the 3 of us. So I never won, not once, and walked out into the world projecting that I would be rejected and others would hate me because of who I was and what I looked like based on what I experienced in my home, with my core support unit.
And the Universe wants you to transform how you see how you have not been loved – and how it keeps YOU not loving yourself – because you think something is wrong with you. What didn’t love you COULDN’T love. But you can love you now. You can love the inner child of you now. You can tell the messages and feed the stories of, baby you can do anything you dream!! YOU CREATE IT AND THEY WILL COME. You ARE IT and they will know it WHEN you know it.
So expect to be surprised by things wonderful, or that shift things into a solution, and to see that things do come full circle or they do work out and you CAN TRUST in the powers that be that orchestrate the slow and steady climb up the mountain of our dreams. Things happen like magic at times and you are stepping into one of those times. Allow this to smother you with love so that YOU finally smother yourself with the same.
Full Moon Affirmation:
I release the old story of how I feel that others are not seeing me for the value I believe I bring. I open to the healing of what got me looking out and expecting or thinking I have to fight for what I deserve. I release the pain of what let me down and did me wrong so that I can transform into expecting the blessings of life to rain down on me as if the drought is finally over and abundance is now my thing.
So at this time you are being given the opportunity to see into your past and what first molded you into a being – and to see how your perception of this time and how it influenced you IS holding you to an expectancy where you don’t really believe you can just settle in to trusting that you are safe and that you will be supported.
And the support we are talking about now is that you can put yourself out into the world and be seen and valued for what DID mold you into a person who had to rise above and come out of the trenches to get this far. Life as a feeling being is not so easy in a world that wanted you to be confused about your emotions.
Something about what set you on this way IS obscuring what is possible for you because there are beliefs where you see that you DON’T FIT IN and where you will hesitate INSIDE YOUR MIND or with your reactions when you feel that you are up against another or out there to be appraised when doing your thing.
This deals with you REALLY, or really not, believing that you can start over and that things can change. From back then, you grew some sort of belief where you maybe DO still think it can’t be done and you are just some day dreaming one who really won’t be able to accomplish the wild things you set out to do.
But THAT is the thought we are looking for and those are the feelings you need to pay attention to at this time because you actually are in a PRIME POSITION to step into a new role where people ARE going to see you different and they WILL project a new sort of energy on you. The whole new way is only made possible because you are releasing some thought pattern from way back then that now IS an anchor that must be released as you transform the idea around it being something that hurt you.
Like, if we lose a parent when we are young, we may think we are broken as we grow older BUT that wound gets us growing stronger in ways that deal with our soul’s purpose work. And, later in life, we always see that things that broke us are actually things that make us better in some way. But we have to walk life and get to the other side of something, AS IS happening right now, so that we just see this differently and release the pain it is causing by not believing in as good as things can be for us. We are stuck believing in the pain, that we don’t fit in, that we will suffer, or whatever.
Inside of you are things that need to transform because they were 100% planted in your garden by others who now would do anything to do their lives better and not make the mistakes they made. What you feel, they feel, and we all feel as time passes and we grow more mature and awakened.
We all are operating with hindsight vision, doing things that we did not have the consciousness around when we were in them. But that is life. And that is how we learn. So the blame and the shame and the negative feelings you have around what created you or gave you the opportunities to grow from are now breaking through the soil for you to see them as something that has made you superhuman or so much stronger than others who do not know your pain.
And THIS shift WITHIN YOU will shift the ability for you to take on a new role and one that goes up a level as in advancement, as in “we notice your changes and want to support that.” PEOPLE are seeing you. THINGS OUT THERE are connecting to you.
The growth you will experience from this VERY BLESSED TIME is completely in relation to the transformation you have allowed there to be, where the weight of the “mistakes” are not being allowed to play out in the story from this moment forward. Seriously, this energy wants you to dream that you can manifest one of those things that you can’t even get your mind around how others accomplished it. You need to believe you will get something NO MATTER HOW MUCH TIME HAS PASSED and that you are not too far gone.
This is to bring a new page to your life where you are held and respected out in the world, in the ways you maybe weren’t in your past. If you are on board with this, you WILL GET ON BOARD, but if you have a sliver of doubt, thinking you won’t be the one or you are too flawed to manifest something awesome in your life, then THINK AGAIN because those thoughts are not your reality and your reality needs you showing up and not letting go of the dreams inside of you that maybe nobody even knows.
Inside you is a world that you envision coming true and you must put all your stock and energy and thoughts into rising into this new role. It needs you to show that you got what it takes. And you do. So do it this time, baby! Let go of seeing that anything broke you for permanent and see that it played a part in getting you to something that others now value about you.
Full Moon Affirmation:
I release the old story of how I have felt held by this world and open to a new way where things DO manifest and things DO work out and there IS something to the pain of my past. I open to a new perspective of the road I have traveled so that I allow it to lift me, next level, into a role that embodies my strength and wisdom. A new day is here where my dreams are now coming true. I am grateful for how far I have come, and plant new seeds for how far I next plan to go.