And hello you! -- So you made a choice for yourself yesterday and now we are at that place in the journey where you may doubt if you made the correct decision. But remember – you did exactly what you should have done, and we ARE to go against the grain in pursuit of what we are feeling in our hearts and bodies.
We are waking up again in quick layers that come this week but we are to soften -- and the more we listen to what we feel, and actually do something about it, the more superpowered and badass we feel with ALL things that challenge our change of plans. But before we get that super stoked feeling, we question ourselves – because we then think about how we don’t want to disappoint others or let them down.
So we go backwards a bit after every time we assert ourselves into a new plan or mission or idea or direction. And this is how it is to be. Like waves of water going in and out, going big and wide at times, but small and still at others. So feel where you are taken in feeling bad about something or in feeling like you maybe should follow along or tone it down or not come in AS FULL as you want to come.
And as you move through it, without stopping it or shaming and blaming it, you eventually see that: oh well, they can adapt to this new you, or not, but that’s on them to deal with. You no longer must hold ALL parts and pieces in keeping it all together. You need to drive things from your body for a minute so you can gain this new steam and also new faith to trust in the bigger picture of life. When you let go, you truly show up. When we surrender, we organically arrive in places we have always been destined to be.
Control is an illusion we are addicted to. But what controls is where our body clearly says NO. And if we stay attached to those things, we end up like the burnt coffee from yesterday’s reading. Instead we are to see them as an alarm that our body doesn’t want to be here and doesn’t want to be around this and doesn’t feel comfortable with this and doesn’t understand why maybe --- but the feeling is there. And it's louder than we have felt it before.
Now do know that this energy is super positive about inspiring us to create new plans for the rebuild and how we get ourselves out and away from things that have our bodies NOT feeling good. When we surrender, we organically arrive in places we have always been destined to be.
And to surrender into life is to see that we are being guided, but our guides cannot drive our life as they only show up to give us signs that help us make the best decisions for our soul journey. Remember how I told you when I was out walking with headphones at the dog park and noticed this guy sort of too close to me when it was this huge open land.
And then I walked away, pushing aside that he felt sketchy to me and I needed to pay attention, and thought he stayed where we just were, but then my whole front body felt like I was being pricked or pinched, along the entire front side and not the back. But it was such an alarming feeling that I ripped out my headphones and looked behind me and the man was only a few feet behind me, and as I turned, he quickly went to the right as if he was going over there anyway. But he was so close he could have grabbed me, and I had no idea – at least until my whole front side was notified that I needed to stop what I was doing and pay attention.
So listen to your body!! You are learning this week that you need to take care of your body and honor your body and listen to your body. So get ready to hear things and to know that it IS on you to do something about this. It IS on you to bring the change if change need be. Body signs ALWAYS mean that change and paying attention needs to occur right now.
When we surrender, We organically arrive To places we have always Been destined to be. So today is a great day To start surrendering.
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