Yes, a bit frazzling out there today.

26 january | ​well hello S U N D A Y! 
 
Okay my loves. With this energy, I want to interpret it in this one way, but I feel that most of us will not actually be there. And it is because of manipulative words or ways that we are going about things in a sort of frazzled state. 
 
Things just got electrocuted in people’s minds -- and I wish it could be this higher thing, and it’s sad that many of you will get this wrong. BUT ---- WHAT we are getting wrong, actually, is what I just did in the last sentence. 
 
We are MANIPULATING with our words as we say things, but we mean other things. We mean to put you down, put you in your place, make ourselves feel so powerful, or whatever we get off on doing when we feel let down or hurt or challenged with another. Not many of us play it humble, as we instead feel superior in needing to be right, be better, or whatever. Where our triggers may be, we want to CONTROL. 
 
And, if we fight, how do we fight? And me saying, it’s sad how many of you will get this wrong, is a damp and manipulative statement, which I made for this example. But when we are hurt, we LOOK to hurt another and right now we are looking at how our words go out and how they ripple through and affect others. Was that empowering or disempowering? Is there a way to say this where the lens of your wounds or past is not what others are hearing as you project your pain?
 
And something about where we are now is with seeing how our inner thoughts and feelings on things is OFTEN not what we tend to show when we are tangled in confusions with others. We instead try to sound composed around also flinging something with intent to make a mark. And even saying things like, oh I’m so sad that you would do/choose for that – it’s a statement that packages a punch of, I am let down by you. 
 
And all of us are worn down by others thinking we are bad and wrong for who and what we choose for. The shame load is intense, as we now shovel it out to others too. 
 
So we are learning ways to use our words, both inside and out, so that we can talk honestly about what is going on, because being let down means there is a problem that needs to be addressed, but it needs to be like a stage of grief where next comes TRUTH and speaking honestly about why this makes YOU sad and not that what they did makes you sad. 
 
Take responsibility for your triggers because we all spontaneously burst into others’ lives in order to wake each other up to what we are not doing best for ourselves. We do this by getting a therapist and also by accepting that a wound from our past got our reactions in some areas stronger than in others – and therefore now we passively or aggressively try to CONTROL these areas.  
 
And if you are doing these things TODAY, you are seeing something that must be transformed for you to reach this higher level of awakening that shifts you at this time. Your words matter. Clean them up and make them as high vibe as you desire to be seen and THEN you will get to see explosions happening where things are coming together like magic and where pieces fit and then other things expand from them – similar to coming together and then having babies. 
 
So get over this mental hurdle of hatred within and you get to COME TOGETHER again. This will mean something different for you all, but it means coming into home and something that upgrades the situation you have been in.  

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MOON MAPPING RESEARCH:

MOON journey: 22 Aquarius to 3 Pisces
MOON phase: Plant the seeds
NUMEROLOGY vibration: 1  3  4

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​Where our triggers may be, 
we want to CONTROL.
 
Look at where you want 
To be in charge
And dominate
And there is where
Your triggers await. 
And there is where
Your healing is to take place.