4 may MONDAY | Hey familee! All is not lost.

Well hello Monday! And -- oh ouch! Big warning today – and it comes as a surprise. Be aware that something will happen in a collaboration with another where you are going to fall into some position where you are thinking you are not being valued or seen as essential. BUT. This time is 100% a test to get you letting this go and not responding in the old way that needed to put the other person in their place.
 
Today you are to take some sort of provocation that almost gets you thinking you are a nothing and so useless to the world, but then you are to pause, take many deep breaths, go neutral in your mind, and allow this to shift into power. We are to dance with others, and to know the old steps well, but to still try out the new steps that could lead to a better outcome.
 
See that YOUR MOVES steer this along. DO NOT just follow the flows of others to the point you give up expressing your own truth. The test today is to get you speaking up, but to totally do it in a different way – and to also see that the results pay off. We manifest quickly today in response to doing the best thing ON THE INSIDE.
 
You also many need to be the good mother support to your insides where you are lifting yourself up and manually getting your mind to not see such failure things about yourself. Do know that if you feel low, you SHOULD TODAY!!! But the whole entire point will be, how you lift yourself up – and it should be that inside a voice is coaching you to come out of this and see another view.
 
This energy will be like a wave that wafts in and then disappears. So you will be totally in this one space, and then you may plummet to the floor, but then you will rise super high again, but even better. So expect many peaks today and things to not just stay one way. If anything, allow that to be what gets you to move yourself along when you do hit bottom or suddenly think you are such a loser.
 
Something about what hits us today deals with how we have been held back from expressing our truths or really having a reason to exist. We are manifesting situations that bring us back to old times where we see we did start buying into the wrong ideas, that got us choosing for things that now sit as examples getting us to wake up to our worth.
 
The only way for us to rise with feelings of self-worth is to feel how it feels to not be valued. We don’t just learn from people coming to amp us up and give us reason to celebrate who we are, we instead manifest those who show us we DO NOT have value in order for us to use our voices and draw boundaries around the truth that we DO deserve it better.
 
And just because OTHERS and their wounded ways came in to disrupt our journeys doesn’t mean we need to continue the path of pain that they brought into our lives. We can grow stronger from the pain. And we ARE right now. Look out at your familee (if this is not a word yet, it needs to be. The family that is outside of your bloodline. Like what YOU ALL are to me; my familiee -- xoxo).
 
But look out and you see that we ARE collectively growing stronger, talking about our pain, talking about wanting to face how we DO attract things that match what we expect on the inside as we ALL now want to start expecting better things – for ourselves and others.
 
Like, we get that now – and we are at attention with ourselves in wanting to get this right, and to not keep escaping into projections and always pushing away what we ultimately and so desperately need to see about ourselves and what we are expecting life to be. Remember that ages 0 to 7 imprinted you 100% in what you will expect the world to be for you. Now it's time to prove all that trauma wrong as we manifest our best lives, a better rising version of our smashed lives.
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All is NOT lost.
And we all are about to get found
From the vibration of our insides
Expecting better experiences
To hold our evolving souls.
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moon mapping research:
moon journey: Libra
moon phase: start to get the ball rolling
numerology vibration: 1  3  4