Something is shooting us out of an old area of our thinking where we were buying into something and not really noticing that it was sucking our life force. We are waking up to something we “fell” for and it can be wild to now see how wrong that was for us. Expect to see old paths and to see how they got you to where you are now but expect to flash to visions of times past and to see that now you would NOT do it the same way.
We are seeing into something where we chose for something because we thought it was the best we could get. Remember that in that moment you WERE supposed to live that experience. But now we are to see how we got something wrong because we weren’t using our voice to demand that things were better --and now we are to be grateful that we see this, and just move on.
The only trap is that you stay in the old world and feel regret or shame or anger for what you lost or what didn’t work out as you planned. Today the old world will dangle it's carrot and it's really just on you to say, yes, I see you and see how this fucked everything up, but now I’m gonna go create something better from it and use my mind to think in ways that bring support to what is broken, and not batterment and bewilderment and frustration and fear over THAT it is broken. We are to be solutions people who always seek for SOMETHING, even if it all looks blown to smithereens.
What you are going to notice in yourself is that you feel very solid inside in regards to knowing you can break the rules if need be and that listening to your body and your heart and the feeling aspects of life is what you now need to allow to guide you. Something is shifting as if our feelings are so strong now that we have to stop and listen and we have to rebuild our lives with new plans based on being able to choose for more and to value ourselves so much that we DO believe we will figure it out and we are like the Goddess Kali who has all the tools built in for any demon that comes her way.
When you wake up to realizing you got the tools, you wake up to your power. And no, you don’t now know what is to come – but you know deep inside, like if you were fortunate to have a supportive and loving parents who always had your back, you know you will get through it no matter what.
Whenever I have moved, I always move to where I don’t know anyone, and I don’t know anything about where I am moving. It has been my thing. But I realized that doing so has gotten me very comfortable with new situations and not knowing how anything was going to go down. If I stayed in one same thing maybe it would be harder to change. But I have always been someone who wants to try it all, but I also am always moving in order to find a better upgraded home and world based on how I AM UPGRADING. Every step is an upgrade and betterment from what I woke up to in regards to me not loving and valuing myself, and what that produced.
We all are healing so quickly because we are finally willing to look at our feelings and see how much is hurting us, and – now we are not bashing what hurt us or diminishing ourselves because of others who hurt us, and rather, we are growing kinder insider where we are talking in voices that want to support how we are broken little kids inside and just operating in ways that we HAVE TO now in order to heal the wound that created it.
But that journey is so mysterious! It can't be defined or interpreted. It just is what it is. And right now, we heal in lightning strike ways where doorways open in our mind and we see into things from this adult perspective, or wise whale being, and we see how we are contributing to something by still expecting it to happen again. We must NOT expect anything that is not for our best. Just know this ALL is getting you better. Find no fault in your journey, just keep growing from what you learn that hurts to see.
Find no fault in your journey, just keep growing from what you learn that hurts to see.
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