Go within and make it about you.

M O N D A Y | 25 may 
 
Oh loves! Now today is a bit sensitive and there are waves of nostalgia hitting us where we are going back and making connecting into our patterns, past life karma and things that have us looking at ourselves and wanting to know HOW can I make a difference in  making my own life better. I told you that in 2020 we would all find our way into getting trauma therapy so that we can see what we will never be able to see on our own. We have to find the authority for us who will steer our strong egos into healing and not into more pain and more complicated situations to manifest. 

We need to get clear. And we are not clear because we have seen so much pain that we sit very open to the negative spectrum of what we think will manifest for us, and what we think we deserve. When we get clear we touch into our love vibe and it awakens us to our own importance, and all the gas lighting or manipulation trying to keep you thinking you are bad for making yourself important. We think it is spiritual to think of others first and to try to make things easier on them. But that is actually the voice of trauma because you are always to put on your breathing mask on first and to get yourself stable and then you are to reach out and assist others. To think of others when you aren’t giving yourself the value and attention you deserve, puts you in a position of co-dependency and the feeling that if they are not happy you can't be happy. 
 
This is important for you to see because you are pushed further from healing when people say you are selfish and you need to think of others more. Maybe you do, but that isn’t on anyone to tell you – except your trauma therapist. And honestly when you do take care of you, you DO want to think of others. It is a natural process. But today when you want to curl into yourself and hide way, DO SO and do it because you love and value yourself. This is important today because our patterns are rewiring and you are saying that you DO deserve a lot  more than you have been getting. Go inward to hear a story of vulnerability defining your true needs.  Release your voice and be clear with what you now need to feel safe and secure.   

Go within
And stay there until you 
Are ready to be more for others. 
It’s important that you feel 
To heal. 

ARIES: Now do know that your journey is kind of tricky right here because there is a test now where inside you will really doubt if you are on the correct path. But this is your test and you are to remain loyal to your feelings. If you feel you must go for something or do something, then follow through – and EXPECT to doubt yourself a bit today and to wonder if you really do have it in you. To pass this test you just need to keep moving forward on what your spiritual sense is guiding you to do. Your mental space needs to be filled with the wonder and nothing else needs to matter right now.

TAURUS: You are being asked to show that you have learned from what you didn’t see in your upbringing and how you now see THIS is the better way to go about it. Something wants to expand what you expect to see happen and things will connect to surprise you and get you seeing THERE IS MORE. This is to get you feeling lively and hopeful for the massive changes you plan to bring forward next. Friends will bring something that reminds you of where you need to be. Answer all calls and reach out today because things get you with a stronger voice into WHO YOU ARE when you do.

GEMINI: In comes something that can feel like a shock or out of the blue situation that will ask you to face your finances or something with your feelings of value in regards to how you see yourself being PICKED and having a place in the world. Yesterday was to get you speaking up and making YOUR WAY known. Today is about getting you to continue on, even if you feel insecure, and to keep looking at your thoughts that come up when you feel like you won’t find something to sustain you or that the solution maybe isn’t out there. You are being asked to see that you have everything you need inside of you. Dream as if it is already here. 
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CANCER: Assert yourself in some way but do know around this time you will wonder if you really can lead and may want to hide behind something in the shadow, thinking maybe that is your better place. Be aware that wanting to go hide is on the table but you are to stand firm and be strong with your focus on doing what feels right. So face the fear, but correct it and affirm your direction in doing it your way. From what moves you within you will see the space expand to show you that you do have a place. But you are moving from within -- keep that in your attention. Don’t allow others to define your way. Something will be more special with your unique imprint.

LEO: Since you expanded into new possibilities yesterday, your old parts are coming in to cast doubt and to get you wondering if there really IS another place to grow into and if it really is worth the effort. You may see yourself as smaller and wonder, what was I thinking? Today is really about getting you to feel something. And if it’s really love, and you let it go, it will come back to you -- there is something to that. And you letting go of your faith is what will get you seeing you LOVE the new life you want to create. We need that passion rising in you, but from the inside, and from your true feelings, kept locked up no more.

VIRGO: Be aware that this day is a test where provocation will be coming to get you looking into the dark cave space to hear what needs to be faced. Worries or fears may rise where you won’t think a solution is out there or you will think you are too damaged or too far gone to correct this ship. Think about when someone tries to hurt you because they really want your attention. See that the uncomfortable feelings are getting you to stand up for your life and give you the tough love that gets you really looking at all that is backed up and in need of your attention.

LIBRA: Today comes as a bit of a test where at first you will think you cant hold something or show up in true form as you will doubt that you can change from what changed you in your past. When this ripple comes and you start to feel that others energy is too much for you, just stop yourself and see how you would talk to another in the same situation. This is about you applying forgiveness to the journey and not being negative when things aren’t where you want them to be. It is time to merge your thoughts into the land of support so that you can stop cutting yourself short.

SCORPIO: Today is a test where you are going to not see enough growth to the point you almost tip into glass half empty and start to bite your lip and worry. Remember that you are working for the sparkle and that your heart is worth it and the wait is just getting you into the best position. Keep climbing and feel your way to what direction or which change is best for you. If you feel stuck, do something creative and see that your work is traveling out there far and wide. See all the people you will affect and the love you feel and that will attract them your way. Wake to your power, Eagle.

SAGITTARIUS: People are moving you in big ways and it can have you wanting your space because you can feel how much they are influencing you. Do know that people are coming at this time to show you something that you haven’t been able to see but the birthing push can feel pretty intense. You may feel real sensitive around your love nature or your creativity or in believing that you can create a joyful life. The good dreams may get shadowed by another, who triggers you in some way. This is for your good because we need you seeing where an old wound and pattern keeps you hiding your dreams from YOU.  See this and the pattern changes.

CAPRICORN: We sit at another test where you are to use your words and hold the energy of seeing yourself in a new role and where you are working in different ways that support how you want to cultivate the life around the work. You are doing something that is about self-care or starting over in how you first engage with something and this means you will have to put yourself first or chose for something that will hold the new you want to grow into. And if you don’t feel supported, DREAM that you are. Shift the energy from the lack and into the abundance that would bring that into healing.

AQUARIUS: Keep your focus tilted to glass half-full and see that the support you need will be there when you need it. This time is special in that your words are connected to some loudspeaker that is going far and wide to deliver the beauty of what you love to do. It's important that you are looking up into the microphone instead of looking down and wondering if you are getting it wrong or staying mad that you aren’t seeing enough growth just yet. Look up and trust, like the patient student who is just about to see a major reward, where things click into a more aligned and satisfying space.

PISCES: These lessons you are in right now deal with a sensitive heart and wanting to be celebrated for what you bring. You want others to light up by what you say and do and to bring something to their lives. Believe that you can rise from what got you to fall and that wishing upon a star works. You are to go to lofty places when it comes to what will hold you and see you for what you bring. But you also are to do the work that gets you there. Believe there is a place for you and see what your heart REALLY wants to do. Go to your inner child and ask questions of what YOU need from this path.