Go towards what feels good.

W E D N E S D A Y 27 may | COLLECTIVE READING + PER SIGN READING | 
 
So today is where you are going to be tested to do what we have talked about this week. You are to put yourself first and you are to not let others come in and dampen your parade to the point you forget what you really came here to do. 
 
You already were programmed to follow and to see and do, and that needs to be broken out of you. To the point, all your steps, you look at with caution. To the point, all the media messages bring you to, who is this anyway? And what kind of life do they live? Are they even similar to my standards of living? 
 
I mean, keeping it real. When I look out at all the people in cars around me or in the grocery stores, I feel like I mostly don’t see people I resonate with. Like a few maybe I see that maybe we could be friends maybe, but – for the most part I see people who need to wake up and who are following along and not even noticing they are doing so. I mostly see people like who I was in the 90’s. With a styrofoam coke in hand and thinking of a quarter pounder with cheese to sustain me. I was there and loving it at one time!
 
But I don’t do the things I see most people around me do. And I’ve always been that way because of the evolutionary process of wanting to be better and to do it better and be more aware. But the programming doesn’t want you going there. They don’t want you growing. They want you staying the same, stuck in the 90’s.
So we need to see that just because something is large or the majority doesn’t mean it gets to RULE OVER YOU. 
 
At this time you are working to create your new story and that means you will have to go against the grain or do something that makes you not comply, and therefore it can feel uncomfortable. But trust me, do it a few times and it becomes like second nature. I was in this meeting where I just wasn’t feeling it at all. And the person just kept talking about things that I wasn’t interested in being there for. And as if it was the most second nature thing, I ended the meeting by just standing up and heading towards the door. I didn’t sit there and allow this situation to take my valuable time and keep me in what I was not enjoying. I just stood myself up and was like, good to meet you and goodbye! And it felt wonderful to do. And you all can do the same thing where you are just like, no thank you and goodbye. It's time to embrace this story for your life – as we tell our stories every day – and yours needs to be where you are loved, valuable and ALLOWED to go towards what feels good.

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​You got it in you
To say. 
You got it in you
To decide. 
Go for something better 
That your heart dreams can be. 
Break the pattern 
Of following along in normalcy. 
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ARIES: This energy is going to have you feeling a bit sensitive, but notice how this sort of excites you because it is new and it is FEELING and it is getting you to see that YOU are important. You will have situations come that get you to stand up for what you believe. SO expect to stand. You aren’t here to be shut down by others who aren’t here to do what you are here to do. Be open to what emotions come up at this time but seek for a healing or some sort of creative release that gets better waters flowing through your space. Choose better and choose for you deserving the best. 

TAURUS: This day will feel like things have shifted and you now are clear on the need to start over and to show yourself in a new role where you are using your voice and bringing support or care where the old world has left this stripped and bare. So you are looking into something new and feeling the provocation or inspiration to stand up and share what you know best or how you can make a difference. Your feelings will be strong, and you will act without thinking. You are to take this responsibility on and give it your all. Things are changing. Change with them. Show yourself new. It is time. 

GEMINI: Another side of the coin is to present and this will get you seeing that you need to look beyond what others have shaped you to believe. You can feel down and depressed if you are in someone’s shadow who does not see you for what is special about you. It’s important that you are using your voice and drawing boundaries where you need to believe in yourself and come in clearer in what you would like the path in front of you to be. See that the solution will come and stay persistent on plowing the garden of your dreams. Surrender, but commit to staying around until something moves. Don’t disappear from what is important to you. 

CANCER: There will be a wave to this day and you may have moments of feeling insecure or as if you don’t have a place with your work and where you can sustain yourself from your gifts. You may fall into woe is me and will see that your pace is NOT acceptable. You may hit bottom with this, but just wait for it because there is a rise to come that will pick you up and set you straight. You just needed this glimmer of hope and here it is. This comes out of the blue and it is showing as the solution to something that gets you feeling your value and seeing you ARE a boss. We need the rain to get the rainbows. Here you go.

LEO: You are being asked to show up in a different way and to remember that you are steering things with the way you communicate and how you bring solutions to the table when working with others when things are in a bit of a clash or in need of a rebuild. Step into this higher role today and show yourself as someone bringing solutions to what needs grounding and is otherwise frazzling and having people spark off in unusual ways. Be the calm that comes in to set things straight. Believe that this is here for you to show leadership and to put things into order with ideas on how to upgrade. Come with this and you will leave with opportunities that will affirm your creative gifts to YOURSELF. 

VIRGO: Start this day in meditation or make the point to connect to nature before you step into what is to arrive. This day is BUSY in that so much will come at you and you are being tested to hold this vibration as if you know you go it and you know that this is getting you to some place greater. Doubts will be here and you will have to NOT judge things by what you see, as they are processing and forming into something greater. You may doubt your timing or will think you need to do be doing more when, actually, you need to flow with it and expect that your perspective WILL be changing FROM trusting and letting go.  

LIBRA: Remember that you can start over at any time and you aren’t really stuck in anything that is not moving forward. The cake may still be cooking and not ready to eat just yet, but it is cooking. There are some feelings coming today and it can make you sad about what formed you or something with your parents or childhood. I want you to feel this fully and to notice how soft it makes you feel. But then you are to see that there is some solution to this and it comes from giving your inner child the chance to speak. It WAS unfair. You SHOULD get mad. You SHOULD feel. And then I want you to focus on your inner child feeling satisfied and loved. 

SCORPIO: Your world does not have to be what you see as the world others are living. Remember this. You are here to create a progressive and new way of holding things so that you are able to shine what you bring and live a career space that supports your creative gifts and gives you good reason to feel important and seen. BUT. We first have to get you clean and get you seeing what you want to hide and project onto others. Today someone may provoke you to show yourself different -- and you just need to remember that you are laying the foundation for others to follow. So watch your words and be like a healer who longs to bring peace to the imbalance.  
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SAGITTARIUS: Focus your intent to finding the fish and to receiving what will feed you and sustain you, believing that you can take this leap of faith. See yourself on the boat out fishing into the mystery below. KNOW it is full of things that you are going to choose for and not just take the first thing that shows up. Hold your high value and see that your heart will be given what it needs. You are to steer the energy today because it moves quicker FROM your intent. If you feel like you deserve it all, you really will be delighted by what arrives today. Just play with this and see. Shoot your arrow and expect to feel freed. 

CAPRICORN: This day is different for all of you but it is super high or super low and it seems to be staying fixated into the one you got from the get go. But do know this is manifesting you something that is inside of you and how you REALLY feel about yourself. In 2020 our inside energy is on the outside and today the light is turned on to show you what IS holding you back and what fears and worries are NOT good for your future garden. You need to see this. And you need to take this moment serious in staying focused on trusting your way through this. It will be like a challenging mountain climb but it will bring a feeling that is divine. 

AQUARIUS: Something is coming today that may show a crack in your foundation or something that needs to stop in order to be put into better position. Don’t be shocked by what shakes you and be grateful that you are seeing some belief or way of holding your position out in the world based on the opinions of others. You are learning to stand stronger in your truth so that you can rise into a new role where you are giving of something that makes a difference. We don’t just walk into higher positions; we are tested into them. And if we don’t pass, we are tested again later. So, to get it right is always groundbreaking for the next cycle of your journey.
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PISCES: Consider this day the test into a new entry way. Things can feel chaotic and too much and where nothing is really in order. This is to, in some way, trigger trauma where you have gone back into an old way that keeps you hidden from your gifts and focused on being wrong or not good enough. So take the test today and just breathe, go outside in the sun, get away from the internet and just get the guidance that your soul needs to move on. You will feel and know and see the next steps. But first you must be like the Pisces and go within. Triggers outside are alarms telling you to go inside with it and get quiet.