​Oh new decade! We love when you show up as a 4 vibration and you move us through situations that test us to be better peoples. During the 4 we will be in opportunities that will ask us to use our intuition to move through them – and not our minds. We will manifest the EXACT SAME SITUATION if we leave something during a 4 year where our THOUGHTS on how this “should look” are what get us to jump or quit or walk away. (Take that sentence in)
 
We must listen to our bodies in a 4 year and USUALLY wait things out for the answer to come our way. We somehow must trust the bigger picture of growing our lives better by BEING in what is there until the next rock for us to jump onto shows up. We can move effortlessly at this time if we learn to WAIT.
 
It will feel much different than the 3 year of 2019. As I always say about 3, it is always A LOT and it is either very good or very bad, and that’s pretty much what all of us said – last year was A LOT. I do know 5 and 6 will be GOOD for us!!! So this year WE WORK and we WALK THE TALK and we go through processes without jumping the gun or thinking we know how this will go. We must NOT allow our minds to rule our life or we will be in the gutter often this year.  Instead, we must listen to our bodies, trust Spirit, and wait for the next instructions. Last year was think and do. This year will be think and wait on that. 

​Okay babies! In comes a big energy that will have you with strong feelings where you can think you are losing it and just can’t do this drama thing anymore. Be aware that we don’t have to get slapped down by the waves of others’ tsunamis – and it comes from us recognizing the pain underneath their aggression and that they are hurting inside, so they show it on the outside – and why do you have to get defensive about that? You only do when a wound inside of you is triggered when they show their pain – because you have similar pain. 
 
We now go through a leap of evolutionary growth, like through a gateway where all is changed, and it’s about us seeing through the eyes of pain and how WE DO lash out when we are hurt even though we know it does no good. 
 
We KNOW acting out is acting dramatic about something that IS upsetting us and in need of healing and correction, and as we wisen up on the Earth Walk journey we learn to see with new eyes that process pain in a deeper way. We don’t take assault or feel let down by them, we instead see OH, they have things to learn, OH they are not as woke as they think just yet, OH, they don’t know my perspective yet. 

​Oh wow -- Many people are feeling pain today as they are full on into their past and into fears that are so familiar because THESE are the ones that really run deep. And the next few days, or really this week, we need to be aware of this energy that feels like it is pushing us down – that we will LIKELY misinterpret.
 
So how this goes is that we all have things we need to see – and it’s why you will be noticing me encouraging you all to get into therapy and to find a kickass authority above you to hold YOU accountable. You need the correct therapist for you – you need your person, who is there to set you straight. 
 
And this energy is like a therapist has come in to bring pressure to what we need to see that is a big habit and pattern of ours but it deals with our programming and ALSO our karmic lessons – as IN we have done this in our past and are learning specific lessons that come up once again for us to do them better. 
 
So the pressure is a blessing as we are being fine-tuned and picked apart to disassemble and remove the toxic beliefs or ideas we took on that now have us feeling shortchanged in life. 

​So do be aware that you can be feeling REAL low or tired or frazzled and just not really here right now. This energy is kind of zoning us out for the purpose of getting to the bottom of some story or some piece that is in there, deep inside of us, that now needs to upgrade and transform into – maybe what it was always meant to be. 
 
I am being shown that we are sort of walking around in a daze and for that reason we need to keep our heads up, like big time, in regards to what is going on around us. There are many reasons we need to be aware but it is only for protection, from others driving or walking in a daze AND because things in our environment are there to trigger us or awaken us to this thing that we MUST transform before 2020. Something about the next few days is when we are sort of having our systems scanned and for the purpose of seeing, what else, what else – what is standing in our way…
 
And I feel that we may have lots of surprises! The changes to come are those ones that are so epic that your whole life path may end up changing. It’s like getting that piece of information, or that job offer, or that connection and this is IT – from here on out, things fall together and operate in a new way. So do know that the numbed out feeling is really just putting us IN WAIT and something will be invoked or inspired that then gets all of us listening to our hearts more, while also realizing change needs to occur. 

​Okay loves. The readings were unique this week because they were to pull you into this other space and even to sort of distract you from the tight walls of this process we are moving through as we really see and face what NEEDS TO GO. 
 
It is clear, as if things have been turned on in our bodies, where how things we could allow to just be are now unbearable to the point we must use our voices and correct what is not in proper place. 
 
We are gaining this inner strength that is fighting for the community, almost as if we are losing aspects of our ego that only thought of me first and money for me and my family. Now our ego expands to be all of US first, money for US, and all that breathes life on the planet. Something is showing us that new ways DO WORK and that love opens the way for the dialogue of another solution to what is horrendously out of balance.
 
We will be hearing of people having a change of heart, changing their minds, and even blowing wide open to the truth of things. But what you need to know is that others’ timelines do not need to concern you. We need to be out there, tossing flowers to the people out in the world and if they want to pick them up and love on them, that’s on them to decide. 

​WOW. The last 2 days had really long readings!! So much to think about and learn and see from this other perspective but to only and always remember that we are all building a new house right now and it requires this future vision, while we stay grounded in this moment and think through each step as we are in them, constantly weaving them into the future. It’s big work. But when we are birthing our big dreams, this is how it goes!! 
 
Now do be aware that people around us are fighting our growth every step of the way, for some reason. You will be around people that show you resistance but what I want you to see is just that they are scared and, truthfully, do you want to follow what is scared OR continue through this, pushing past the resistance and getting to what you know is beyond this gate of the old world ways?
 
You can feel that there is more for you in life and we must face the storms that are right before this place that we want to be. And that means we must know things can feel heavy and people can seem unhinged from what they are believing in – but the blinders must stay on, moving past what tries to tell us that things can’t be done. 

​Oh moon! You are showing up over 2 days again, as if we really need to pay attention.  Okay then… 
 
We love when you go new in Capricorn and blast our hearts open with a truth that life can be lived a different way when we put in the time and effort and just keep on keeping on, believing that one day we will have this in our hands and be living what we know is the missing link to our true happiness. 
 
The freedom of happiness and to be doing our things and having them support us and support those behind us is all we are going to be thinking about right now. 
 
There are huge waves coming in 2020 and one is with babies, where like, a lot of you will get pregnant. Haha. But no, seriously. And also with people stepping full on into their career. It’s almost like the people who are awake now are feeling called to give something their all – as if the time is now and there is no question. Kind of like how emergencies get us to stand up and do something NOW. 

​Oh moon! We love when you go new in Capricorn and when you inspire us to get serious about our lives and the impact we can make on getting things to look better. We love how you get us feeling solid with our commitments to climb towards our dreams and to strap on the eye guards so that we can stay focused on the jobs at hand. 
 
Oh Capricorn, we even love how you wake us up to reality – even if that call often feels like a spinout in the gutter -- STILL it inspires us to wake the fuck up and DO SOMETHING, be aware of something, walk your life forward, differently, BECAUSE of what almost knocked you out. 
 
Now our hearts have been going through something that was a wake up call to reality and this was required for you to walk into 2020 and blast off in that first month. For some of you it will take until the sixth month – which is perfect -- but MOST of you are not going to wait that long because of how you are handling life now and will handle the next few days of this year.
 
Now the lessons are HUGE!!!! And each of us will have them individually and ultimately they are to wake you up about something you HAVE to change. How it will be for 99% of you, is that you will cheat the odds or do something where you just ALMOST get hit. This is to get you more grateful for what you got and also looking around corners into safety issues about what you CAN prevent. Like wearing a motorcycle helmet.  

​Okay. We go another layer deeper into life, through a shift that hits us and wakes us up to something where we are given this opportunity AND TEST to walk something as our higher selves – and to walk it when we are tested to go back into an old pattern where we would engage in that fight or try to show our visions to another who seems to be coming from the opposite perspective. 
 
You are being given permission to let go of thinking you need to fix others who are not wanting to be fixed. We must hold that time is precious and we must go towards things that are cohesive or at least giving the impression that we can make a difference to them. And if not, move on. 
 
This kindhearted Jehovah’s Witness was telling me how we are supposed to not seek the far off trees, to try to convince those most opposing us, but to be around the trees that are cut down near us, the ones that most hear us and are close to our vibration. Not to overstretch but to be with what is around us first. Kind of like keeping things local. 

​And yes, my loves, today is a bit like yesterday as this lingers in our space, as we feel this thing that hits us and consumes us – and where we just don’t know what to do to get this into better position. Sit quietly with that yearning, as if you are simmering something because YOU ARE. We are going through some sort of tunnel space that isn’t that long but where you will be hyper-aware of your environment, as if in a tunnel and feeling the walls around you, and also where you are looking for a solution or a way out or a way to get into a better groove of a space. 
 
We all want to leave the past right now. We want certain things completely gone from our space, and the PAIN of what is wrong can feel like the worst thing ever BECAUSE that thing maybe is the worst thing ever for your future life that awaits, that next year you WILL manifest. It is wrong because it is wrong but we now need to focus, not on how wrong it is, but rather how right OUR ELEVATED VALUE SYSTEMS need things to be. As if we are privileged and can expect that our needs will be met – no matter what kind of painful situation life delivers us. 

​Good morning sweet loves! SO. Do be aware that you are feeling things BIG TIME and the weight of how things hit you is going to feel remarkable -- as in making such an impact that you can’t move on from this and most likely will feel sort of fixated and completely driven to get to an understanding or a position that sets you free. You are on pursuit and will not give up on getting to the bottom of what is going on and what you need to do to make this better. 
 
Now, I have to be honest in telling you that the pain many of you will feel will make you want to run because it’s just too much, but this energy wants you to stay with things and to give them a chance to change, evolve, or become whatever is necessary so that this rebuilds and becomes something that you feel empowered around. As in, you reach out to help another and feel empowered from how GOOD it feels to be kind and looking out for others who maybe have nobody looking out for them. 

​Oh wow, we got us a big warning today! And I want you to guard this day as if it is one of the most important you got! There is someone or some out of the blue situation that is set to arrive as a test to see how you respond. 
 
Now, there will be elements that totally get your goat as this is the exact thing that gets you most often. It can be the wording others use or the shade that they cast – but it does tend to get you lit. 
 
This time, however, take a pass on the provocation and don’t utter one single word or rebuttal or explanation. If you feel lit in a negative way, GET OUT OF THERE. This day will demand that you make your own sanity important and that you draw any boundaries where people are taking advantage of you or doing things that you can tell are purposefully trying to get a rise out of you so that you are fully distracted into their drama or irrational behavior. 

The reason we are not to fall into this old trap, where no one ever wins, is because something special is to arrive today that actually gets you feeling like you are important and you do have every right to choose a space that feels comfortable for you. We are going towards what nurtures us and supports us, while letting go of our addiction to pain and making things just okay or where we just abide with no question. 

​How funny! I stepped into this day’s energy and something in my heart filled up like warm gold was being poured into it! Then I pulled up the chart to see what was happening and Venus exactly moves into Aquarius as we begin this day. It was pouring this liquid like Aquarius pours out solutions for the betterment of mankind AND my Venus is in Aquarius in the 1st house. How CUTE!!!!
 
And yes, back in the reading room --- there are TONS of ideas floating all around and people are talking about things that need to be rebuilt and in a way where things long-term are being considered. So we may also be realizing that we have to empower each other because there ARE lots of steps -- and we can feel this for some reason – that the journey is not over but rather it has just begun and we need to buckle in and keep GETTING UP when we feel like we are being torn down. 

​Today you are being asked to have compassion and apply forgiveness to a situation with another that has shaped your path forward, where you are now choosing for something better, even if it does require you be brave AF. 
 
There is a decision to be made that deals with a tired old pattern that is so deeply grooved -- and all you have to do is hold love in your heart and feel the pain, as you see it go by you, as if you are just watching traffic go by. 

​Okay. So first thing, you need to be aware that something is going to totally get you the moment you wake up and it could for sure send you into a spaz or some sort of state where you are totally being overly dramatic and wildly emotional in a way that is fully and completely done with something. Like, this was the last straw. 

But today I want you to find the way to not let this take you down and to INSTEAD do something like ground or meditate or do yoga, but do not allow this disruption to your system to be something you take with you throughout the day. We normally DO. We normally get hit by something and then stew in it the whole day. But today we have power when we ground down and do things that need our attention. Today all we need to do is make a change and force ourselves into this other perspective or way of seeing what really just happened. 

​We have seen some things and we are feeling changed. We see this about ourselves and can feel that a new flow of energy has been ushered in. Now DO KNOW this is a bi-polar thing going on and what I am being shown is that we are moving in opposite directions but we are going full speed ahead into a direction that we have created from this past year -- and basically with HOW WE SIT RIGHT NOW IN OUR INTERPRETATION OF IT. 

YAY! You all get to feel like what it's like to be in the GALACTIC MOON membership with the whole week of readings early! ENJOY hearing me read the energy to you!! And next week we go into VIDEO so we will have closed caption and everyone will get to enjoy them in their favorite ways! LOVE YOU!! 

MOON SIGN: 15 to 28 LEO 
MOON PHASE: BRING IT FORWARD
NUMEROLOGY VIBRATION: 2  4  22

​And here we have a HUGE SHIFT of energy! YES! Yesterday was to get us thinking about rainbows and how they DO happen and how we DO take a different perspective after big storms and big challenges in our lives. 

MOON SIGN: 2 to 14 LEO 
MOON PHASE: BRING IT FORWARD
NUMEROLOGY VIBRATION: 1  2  3

​RAINBOWS do happen. Okay. I feel like something is coming and there is a huge relief from a pressure being lifted – but my friends, I want you to take a minute to touch into what you just went through from when the Full Moon in Gemini hit and how you have this new information you know about and SO MANY FEELINGS FELT – but today a 25 mph curve in the road comes and a new layer of how this energy hits us will be falling into place. 

I just wanted to let you know that we are about to launch the new daily reading videos starting SUNDAY. We tried out the podcast readings a few weeks ago and got tons of positive feedback on many of you enjoying to hear the readings rather than read them. And I have noticed in myself not wanting to read them sometimes because they are so long!! But I also know there is so much depth and healing to the readings so I don't want us moving along because we want things quick. And I know tons of you LOVE to read them and do your journal writing with them -- so they are NOT going to leave. 

But in order to be everything that I can for you :) while finding a good groove for me and my team to keep up with, we decided the daily videos are a must. They will be me reading with a pleasurable video for you to watch if you like that dual thing. Otherwise people who just want to listen can play the video in the car and get the reading on the go! LOVE IT. Next -- we're thinking of getting an app made, but lets ground in this new thing first! 

SEE YOU SUNDAY!!