T H U R S D A Y 28 may | COLLECTIVE + PER SIGN READINGS |
First thing. Expect to be in something deep and to not know what is going on because so many things keep coming from others to give a new essence to what you are trying to process. You also can feel real sensitive and will be going into how you feel seen or do not feel seen -- and will be finding the ways to ground this into something healthy. It will take a few days as your things won't settle until you feel things inside of your body that need you putting a voice to what is REALLY INSIDE THERE.
And when we are wounded -- and also just the whole internet wounds us because it blasts you constantly with things that poke holes in your confidence – but when we are wounded we aren’t giving needed attention to ourselves because we were told that it is bad and selfish or we can't trust what we feel and need to focus on what we think.
So we all are warped in our presentation and only those keeping it real can admit it, and you only see it when you work to finally start to heal the ways others 100% HAVE taken you off path. They 100% did something that got you now seeing you don’t got what it takes and you aren’t special and you maybe don’t have a place in the world to do what you would really love to do.
When we get hit, we get crooked with things. And every person who is wounded will wound others, until they start the healing process. And even then, it will be awhile before the wounds stop triggering reactions and words that show others that something is wrong with them, as they take them in through their own wounded ways and find what you are showing to be the very thing they fear others keep showing them. Our karma ties us like rubber band balls and how we touch and connect is really far out there – but totally timed as these constant tests for us to do the better thing – to do the thing we would do if we loved ourselves and held value for our time and for what we bring.
Bit by bit we are moving towards owning that we can have it better and that we need to be bosses of our destiny. But we don’t do that from following others; we do it from following our own hearts. And we ALL have not been following our hearts, as we put out words to define and feelings to the fears for why it can't be done. And if we FEEL it can't be done, it puts us yards away from ever attaining it.
So focus on your heart today and feel out what you love to do and how to create a joyful life where you are feeling seen. Just do it. Do it for you. Play in the energies and creatives spaces that SEE YOU and allow your true sweetness to just be.
Well hello Wednesday! Here we are on the eve of the Full Moon in Scorpio and I sure do bet you all are feeling this heavy sort of vibe that has arrived! But I want you to also feel that right alongside of it you are showing up stronger and more determined to accomplish what needs you paying attention to it.
Today we are in the death of seeing what is in the way of our dream, as our insides are so ready to create a new story of how lovely life can be. And therefore, we are working to override what our old selves would go along and manifest due to fear and feelings of scarcity.
This means we are changing tracks and slipping into a new pattern where we will see how we settled for less or did not really value our body signs, to the point we followed along against our true will. But we don’t see it from this perspective until we walk that experience and then see how it got us to stand up for ourselves and to demand that we need things better.
But we needed the provocation to get ourselves to stand up for ourselves – and the provocation came through life experienced, step by step, patient as it goes, until finally some time like now occurs when we get to see all directions and to want to strive for more as we learn from our pain and give it something better to exhale into.
The inhale is a very important part of the process. Life is not only the exhale and the satisfaction of attainment. The inhale creates the space for the exhale to then expand into. And if there is a shallow inhale, there will also be a shallow exhale. So to go slow, and go deep and really check out all the corners for what needs your attention, is NOT the worst thing in the world considering it will define where you next expand into. Give this some thought.
Someone will come as a test today to rock your stability and to see if you CAN still hold steady in believing for the better day. This test is kind of fun because it's simply like you have a doorperson and how they have to check your ID first. -- Yes, you may have to wait in line and wonder if you will get in or be stoked for what is going on inside or noticing other interesting people in line. But then you get to this one point and you do this one thing and then that whole scene is over and transforms into the inside world where you won't be asked to do again what you did at that gateway point.
This time is where you will be tested, like with showing your ID, and then everything will shift quickly. BUT LISTEN UP. You can do stupid things like getting in fights with others who are in line. The test also shows that others are in a provoking mood and almost like there to see if you will lose your zen on them. And if you do, the doorperson is going to kick you off the property and you and the other person will go off and fight like wild cats and stay totally fixated and consumed into the drama of your misalignment.
So that is on the table today. And it happens if you fuck up the experience of waiting in line. Patience is key today as it weaves us into this next stage.
And today we are to find AN EPIC PIECE where we shift into the new space and see something more clearly or come up with the answer that we couldn’t see before. The light goes into darker situations so we can find what really is valuable here. Keep looking until you find something and know that just because it's heavy and dark doesn’t mean this is not exactly where you need to be.
The light goes into darker situations
So that we find what really
Is valuable here.
And what we will find
Are like the nutrients that
Naturally grow from the darkness
Of the compost heap.
moon mapping research:
moon journey: Scorpio
moon phase: start to get the ball rolling
numerology vibration: 1 5 6