T U E S D A Y 17 nov |
Good morning sweet beauties. Okay. Today can be a bit rough. It seems like you are going to be tempted with going down paths that you KNOW you shouldn’t do, but you will feel a strong temptation to do them. This can be like hearing not to look at that email or feeling like you shouldn’t open that thing – but then you talk yourself into thinking YOU DO need to -- so you do, and then you end up in trouble. Something that is trouble, or limitation, or fear is there to be opened -- and you actually DON’T HAVE TO.
But. If you did and now you feel sort of sick to your stomach or real unsafe in this world, then you just need to sit with the feeling and stay there until you rise out of it. This one is just a bump in the road – but it is another lesson coming that is telling us WE NEED TO LISTEN TO OUR BODIES MORE. We WERE warned. We DID get the sign that this was a no-go – and we DID GO. So, see it for the lesson and move on. This one is not for you to just sit in all day and keep looking for how flawed you are and how you are never going to get anything right.
DO BE AWARE that we can be sort of negative with looking at our pasts or really seeing all the ways that we have messed up or hurt others or damaged our potential. But my loves, understand that when you look back, at when you did fuck it up, you DID NOT REALLY THINK you were fucking it up. You thought this was an a-okay thing to do. YOU DID. So honor that you are changing and becoming a better person – and it is only now that you see the error of your ways, and that’s okay! It is that you see them that changes everything and allows you to vibe higher on Planet Earth, and thus manifest a higher life. So, feel all this old stuff where you did with no consciousness, and chose from scarcity or selfishness. Feel it, and then be GRATEFUL that you finally feel it and that it's no longer buried as dead weight in your life.
And now. Let’s rebuild. Let’s rebuild you so that you don’t make those kinds of choices again. So that you see things need to be fair and just and that the good thing needs to be done by all. BELIEVE that you can start over and rebuild yourself. A key is in letting yourself off the hook from seeing how you actually were doing the best you could back then, from what wounded you and dented you and got you in those awkward ways that you can be.
So, honor that a story got you here, but that a new story can be written from today that doesn’t need to be about the past any longer. You don’t need to keep manifesting the old learning situations. At least. If you cross the bridge in life when you finally FEEL what you have done, and how at this point in your life, you would never have chosen that again.
When you arrive to that position, you can finally choose a new chapter to step into. But if you are all ego, and I am right and YOU ALL are the problem – you can't heal or feel or get to that position of awakening when you see that YOU CAN BE BETTER. You can think more of others. You can care for others and how something hurt them, before you care about how it hurt you too. When you can tip and lean into YOU FIRST, you arrive at a higher level in life. This shift and change comes from the heart. NOT THE MIND.
The mind sees the way to the higher lands, but only the heart can get you there. Like, how we talk about intellectualized learning of subjects. Reading in the book only keeps you in the mind on what this really means. WALKING IT and learning as you go, bravely often alone, is how you vibe this higher essence of what others are only reading about. You can read every book there is on the Grand Canyon in Arizona, but until you actually go, you have no idea what it's like to go to the Grand Canyon and how it will take your breath away. You can read everything there is on living in Phoenix summers, where it will remain 120 degrees in the night, but until you walk it, you never know how hot that really is.
We are at a juxtaposition where we really get this thing right now and see that we CAN be brainwashed to do and believe in ANYTHING. You 100% can be manipulated to believe that a square is round. You all are chasing the beliefs that certain humans hold and present as authority. We need to learn to NOT DO THAT. And to not just allow our sovereignty to others to be the guides of who we are.
When we hook into our feelings, we find the true way home. You hear the truth when you listen to how things make you feel. You are an alarm system that you just don’t understand yet. But when you learn the ways of YOU, you are going to love the system that you can be. You can go for more, be more, and YES, those miracles ARE just around the corner up away. So, keep on believing my loves. Believe that your body will always be here to let you know and that there is something special for you that others are not to go for. So don’t let them judge the journey when you are to go beyond where anyone around you has gone before.
Believe that your body will always
be here to let you know
and that there is something special for you
that others are not to go for.
So don’t let them judge the journey
when you are to go beyond
where anyone around you
has gone before.