3 february | well hello M O N D A Y!
Okay then. Something is set straight today with your thoughts or with your words so that new ideas are starting to flutter awake in you with how you can make a difference by doing something that values you.
We needed yesterday to wake you up to your value and to see that you DO have a lot to offer, but we have to be clear on boundaries that show our high value and not demand it. If someone doesn’t meet our needs then we have needs that we need to look at because, are they healthy needs? Are we needing them to fill in our wounded places and over compensate where someone else left us empty and depleted? We need to see how we manipulate with energy like that, while staying in states of anger and resentment over others not giving us what we need so that we feel solid in life.
BUT. What about if we don’t need others to fill things, but we need to first fill ourselves and then share as full containers with others. As full containers we are solid. And this energy has wanted us to see where we are frail or not coming through as true to ourselves and where we allow others to force us onto their paths, thus weakening what is ours to own and live out.
Inside of you is something growing stronger knowing that there is a way to have your dream and to lighten the loads and to get to better days. You are like a child inside with knowing there is a way, and now it is just about taking one step in front of the other and following the breadcrumbs that then lead you to something that feels better to you. But we have to listen to our voices and wants and needs and dreams and wounds and lashing and anger and all of it. It all is telling a story for us to unravel so that we can move along and get things going.
In some way we all are starting to get going and connecting things in a way that wont have the same emotional tone in that you see it as negative and thus want to escape or not deal with this. Now is when you will start to amp up and get motivated to transform your words and inner thoughts so that you are on the repair and working to fix something that has grown way out of balance.
But what you will see is that you don’t need to know, you just need to go. It is our eagerness to want to see or figure this out that moves things along, like doors that will continue to open for you, but not until something else takes place with a choice you make.
We are in a time where the answer is there if we want to put forth the effort and make a change this time to THINK OUR WAY THROUGH IT IN NEW WAYS. We just have to plant the new seeds of the unknown and see that it will work out, see that there IS something to this time and to feeling that now it will be easier to grow the better crop we dream for. We are more present at this moment and seeing that if we can think it, we can have it. So therefore, we all are the best students today, right? Your door will open if you think it will.