F R I D A Y 5 feb | Okay loves. Be aware that these energies are kind of heavy on most of you. For the past few weeks things have gotten really divided in the reading room where people are EITHER talking about how blessed they are, and they are finding others who are saying the same. Actually, they look kind of stunned because it's like, wait a minute, there is so much suffering, yet some of you feel like you won the lottery, even if you are actually still broke – so, what is going on?! It stuns people because inside their bodies they feel that good changes are here and on the rise, and that things REALLY cleared out of the way, as of vibration 2021, which is a 5. That fearful, limited, forcing you to learn hard tests of the vibration 2020, which is the 4, is gone.
BUT. For many of you, it will take a minute to warm up to 2021. It will take you a minute to feel like you have won the lottery, which is how A LOT of people feel. This year seems to want to take people through something that requires them to not know, to wonder wildly, to be focused in potential solution wonderland, but to also face FEARS OF THE PAST. So, whatever is happening very well could be something very similar to what happened before. And this will keep you looking into what you want to see happen, as you sit in limbo with no answer, and work to KEEP YOURSELF from using your mental space to worry that it WILL be like it was in the past. So, you are in precarious places on the edge of your own cliff.
BUT. YOU are creating this precarious place in 2021. The ledge means you need to get up and hustle – and stop fucking around with the fears and the negative and toxic habits -- and CHANGE. I was in the store getting stamps and talking to the lovely older woman who was dog tired and with 3 more hours to work before getting off at 9:30pm. But. They sold cigarettes and I was like, hey, how much are cigarettes now? 6 dollars? 7? – and she says, NO! They are $10 now! ---- and I was like, NO WAY. I last smoked American Spirits yellow while living in San Francisco and they were $2 a pack. A carton, $20. It was very easy to have that as a bad habit. If I was smoking like I smoked when I smoked, I would be spending $300 a month. DUDE. That’s a car payment. That’s new furniture and plants and clothes monthly. It's $3600 more money a year to support your community and live your life better.
And now, smoking is a habit that many of you brave souls need to leap the fuck out of. I did it cold turkey and haven’t been back for 14 years. Tons of others say the same. And the main reason is that it is not valuing to your life to smoke something that is so toxic, or to date someone that is so toxic, or to live somewhere that is so toxic, or to be in a job that is so toxic.
But we can stay in them. We can do it. We can fall in line with the habit of it. But we got to face hard truths at times and see if we need to exert the energy and MIND FOCUS to seeing our way out of ruts that are keeping us unhappy and nowhere from a lottery winner.
If we are too used to 2020 and all that 4 energy, we can come into the year of change and keep changing ourselves back into what we were in 2020! THAT is why so many of you feel miserable. The change in the air wants to swing you into shape and facing where you learned to do it totally wrong, and to now do the work to get it totally right. This time is about WORK FOR IT. You WILL face the unknown and it can scare you. But this time just wants you dreaming and believing and trusting that something so totally amazing is on the way – that will fulfill your goals and show that you are safe.
See that you will get your way, and you REALLY will. In the year of change we keep changing as per what our thoughts and feelings vote for. SO, GET UP and clean up where you couldn’t look at this before and stay on it until the light breaks on through. Lottery winners abound! But there is work to do and things to face and old habits to release. Let go of what is killing you – and see that the Great Mystery is just waiting for you to declare that you are special and to know that you WILL get the magic you need. You just got to clear out the toxins and sit solid in the space of a lottery winning future.
You will be a lottery winner
When you trust this energy
And steer it towards treating you royally.
What you do + say + believe, you get.
Are you treating yourself royally?
It's the only way to a winning ticket.