S U N D A Y 7 june | READING FOR EACH SIGN
Expect to feel a bit run down or low feeling today. Something comes in from the establishment or those in control and it can make you feel that you are lost or won't be able to get anywhere. Be aware that we will have many tests in the coming days where we are to hold to our dream even if the storms are battering and you are down to your last $5. STILL this is NOT all there is and the lesson is getting you to hold your vision to a far off place and to not let go of seeing that this is adding up to something, like drops of water in a bucket that do add up over time.
We also are aligning to a group vibration so that we are feeling that we are all in this, and this will somehow pull us through or give us the feeling that we MUST carry on – because there are others behind us that we are influencing – and we need to walk our talk and keep believing that all of this does get us to a better position. Think about the dismantling process when we are healing. Just like how a few weeks ago I shared how I was so sad feeling my upbringing from a cold, hurtful, and unloving mother, and a warm, loving father who wasn’t there. And feeling the whole disgraceful story had me so sad.
But a few days later I was super sonic stoked for things. And feel changed and more grounded FROM the dismantling of seeing what my 0 to 7 formulating times were all about, and how I now need to constantly steer a car that has 2 front flat tires. And not that it is comfortable to live this way, like someone in recovery has to live, but it can be done. And those with trauma, which is all of us here, have ways where we are dealing with the car pulling in this direction and us having to constantly stay conscious of not allowing it to go where it is trying to go.
When we are wounded, we will choose for things and people that will continue to wound us. It is written in the wound to do so because we now expect this and project this BECAUSE it flattened our tire and changed how we would naturally be. But we blame ourselves and therefore we keep attracting things that cause us to feel shame, blame and guilt. We find every reason to think about our flat tires and to think this is all it can ever be. But this time wants you to be in that muck but to keep pulling yourself up to a higher view where you keep going and keep going and keep going.
We just need to not focus too much on what we are seeing to the sides of us but be like on a train and move where you are being taken as you also take in the view of what keeps changing around you. This time is to hit on many low feelings where you are seeing into WHO got you thinking you are broken beyond repair to the point you break your future to prove that they are correct, and your fears are real. We all do this! And when we wake from it, it becomes something very enlightening. Allow yourself to enlighten from the darkness that causes you to first feel pain. Walk through the fire.
Walk through the fire.
You find your power here.
It WILL be worth it.