You deserve the good that is on the way.

17 april | well hello F R I D A Y!
 
Hello babies! So here we are with WRTTEN READING Friday and you are being asked to pause as you take in what is to come because this is a test to see if you will walk what you learned, and have compassion for another who is doing or showing you what YOU would have done too in a past version of yourself.
 
Today you are to see them fucking it all up, remembering that you were capable of doing the same if it was years ago. You are to hold them with the wisdom you currently possess that knows time passes and we never really know how wise we are going to get until we get there. But wise, we do become.
 
And compassionate for others who are not where we are now is what happens when your heart opens. We were programmed to find fault or to cut things down, when in fact we can think in ways that are like an information booth where we offer assistance when it is needed, but aren’t out there just forcing everyone into our way, as rather we sit in our booth until someone calls something out of us.
 
This is putting us in alignment to receive, whereas we were programmed to second guess and to push things away instantly when they brought a feeling up in us. Like walking out of the room during a fight. Now we can feel the pain, go into it, and then see what we are to learn from the journey of it. It is the least resistance way, and it is the way we are to take.
 
Back in 1999 I had a vision my father was going to die and on that very same day I went down to the mailboxes, in my apartment on Fell St. and Divisidaro in San Francisco, and received the very first letter from my Father, who wrote in the first line that this was his very first letter to me -- and as the last line he wrote, Least Resistance.  
 
Over the years I’ve gained so much from understanding those words and what it really means and how it calls us to surrender in the deepest of ways where possibly we do feel cheated or this life is unfair. STILL, we are to surrender and trust the bigger picture of life in all moments that we are in it. We are here for a reason. So we need to be here, and to not fight things so much, but rather trust and hope and work for a better outcome when things do look rocky and unstable and not really what we thought they would be.
 
What we don’t realize is that we had to walk this journey right here in order to gain the strength that can then move mountains in your life in future days. Just like how no one will really understand what it is like to give birth through the vagina except for those who have. Or to climb a mountain, or to move to a country where you don’t know anyone or to leap into the unknown where you don’t actually KNOW something to be done.
 
But WALKING THOSE gives you the fizz to life that gets you appreciating what you have and how much more you want to take advantage of ALL Earth Walks yet to come in your short journey in this incarnation. You may think things unfair, but in reality, they are what they need to be to continue along a process that is unfolding through all of your actions and beliefs. Direct things upward because you deserve it and YOU CAN HAVE IT. Why not give that dream something to be? You give the fears your attention – and what does that serve you? Pay attention to where you give you attention.

​Pay attention
To where you give
Your attention.
It really matters.