M O N D A Y 21 september |
I walked into the reading room today and heard: go into your mystery, go into your depth. We are being asked to keep at something and to not want to run away or to get out of the pain or confusion. You are to stay with things and be fixated EVEN IF you don’t have an answer and you can feel there is something more to this. Your feelings are VERY activated today – but they come 100% with an existential quality or where you can't really put your fingers on anything. But still, you feel that something is coming or something is on the way.
This is a great time to ground yourself and to do what you can to clear before you take more in. You WILL elevate from what is on the way but first you almost have to saturate in too much, to the point you feel lost -- and THEN comes the sun a-rising or the shade parting so that you can see another side of this. FOR SURE something is coming and it will shift things dramatically for you. But surrendering into the confusion or madness or non-sensical things and just allowing them to be something for you to see and feel IS the point of this day. You got work to do and we all need to face things that we otherwise have wanted to deny or even to paint as something really horrendous when, in fact, there possibly is beauty in there.
So open your mind to understanding that if you have gotten off on the wrong foot with someone or you are diving into fears from times or experiences past, then you very well may open to something today that gets you seeing how incredibly off you actually were. IN REALITY there were backstories and they have importance that you won't be able to understand until now.
But the big point of this energy is that we are to see that we had something wrong. That what formed us, got us looking at something that NOW needs a new appraisal. Time has passed and more layers are being revealed so YOU need to go with the flow and upgrade as you go. THIS MOMENT is one where YOU need to step higher and to NOT do what you would have normally done. That old way was not honoring – and you know that now. Allow these new pages of this interesting chapter to reveal on their own. But stay present to knowing that light will follow whatever deep feelings are rising now. This will bubble something beautiful to the surface that has needed YOU TO CHANGE how you see something and allow it to define you or your life or your future or your healing journey or whatever.
So, expect a big rise today that feels different from how things began and see how you are making good changes that ARE rebuilding your life. See that you DO have something to dream for and to move into that IS a leap of faith. See that something is rising lighter in you from the depth you have been EAGERLY looking and feeling into. If not for you showing up and doing the work, you couldn’t go through the gateways up ahead.
So KNOW THIS and feel that you ARE with a therapist now and you ARE safe and you CAN look and you DO NEED TO USE the hour with total consciousness – like, be present in your deep experiences. If they cause you to feel – this is something you just need to be very present with and not wanting to hide it away or color it anything other than what it presents to you, minute by minute.
Like with sobriety or changing deep, outdated patterns, it all is day by day – but that is what gets you acclimated to the beauty way. From the day by day you see that you ARE stronger than you were programmed to believe. And when YOU WAKE, the world changes. When you stay asleep it stays the same. So, hello my love, good morning to your new life. There IS light up ahead for you and you ARE turning a corner. So sit tight and feel it all and see how it inspires you to want to change. THAT THERE is the lesson here. We need to get your passions rising.
From the day to day
From feeling on the edge
From feeling you have no control --
From there, you find your voice
To draw boundaries
To speak clearly
To heal your past
And to rise with direction, determination
And a passion that can't be burnt away.
Fire won't destroy an ignited heart.
It merely wakes it up.