You about to find out!

​S U N D A Y 15 nov |  
 
Oh hello New Moon in Scorpio!! We are in the magnificent power of this energy and something is to reveal or open up today that gets you seeing into another layer that deals with you finding a life that feels worth living. THIS MEANS we all are in active work mode and you are being shown things where you are going to have choices in how you process them. It will be very clearly divided, but it will deal with you either thinking more of yourself or you thinking more of the other. And for some reason I am being shown animals as the other for many of you. So be aware that they are crossing paths. 
 
AND. This is a huge test for us, and it is the most important one of this year. It will flavor your next few months and it contributes to a gift coming your way that helps you see the light in a challenging and dark situation where you have been stuck AF. So, to pass the test of today is EVERYTHING. So listen up sweet beauties!
 
This deals with a shock, something sudden, not at all what even makes sense, and where it comes out of the blue and you change because of it. BUT ---- it teases many of you, not all, but many where you will only think about how this will hurt you and how this messed up your plans and now you have to pay money or do something to correct what was done wrong. 
 
There is pain with what happens because our old selves are being teased to see if we do really want to keep creating the old stories and seeing how there will ALWAYS be debt and something standing in the way and FUCK IT ALL. The test is there today. But what I want you to sit with, and to also notice when it happens to you, is that you ARE showing concern and your heart does hurt for the pain of others FIRST. You ARE changing, even if in little bitty increments, which is totally okay, but you are changing. 
 
And your heart needs to be broken open so that you can feel how manipulated you have been by others to be this other thing THAT YOU ARE NOT. This time, and for months to come, and months already walked, is about you learning how your body IS speaking to you and how others ARE going to try to manipulate you to NOT buy into that because it goes against how they are programming your mind to believe.
 
What we believe, we see. In the same way that gravity falls. Gravity brings down to reality. It doesn’t float around and get confused up there. It drops into reality. So, your thoughts, your feelings, your intentions, your wishes, your lovely ways, your unhealed anger reactions, they all drop into your reality and create a world for you to walk. THERE IS NO WAY AROUND THIS, just like with aging, it happens. We can slow it in healthy ways, but it happens. 
 
This energy is to get you dropping into really seeing what you are doing and what you are allowing to be. You know I talk a lot different in the past year than I used to when I first launched my business. I wanted us to be softer and to forgive them all and to try to be the peace in things. Whereas now, I am like fuck that shit, YOU BE REAL – and expect that they will fight you and try to make you feel small so as to knock you off your game WHEN YOU DO stand up for yourself. So now I prepare you for what is reality and not the one where we STILL stay the victim in making everyone else’s life pleasant. Yes, in some ways we still are to! In most ways, we are to. BUT NOT when we feel sick over the energy that others cast our way. Not when they come in and dump their loads that we do NOT feel okay with. 

This time is to break you out of old patterns where you don’t got no boundaries in place and you just said, yes and thank you, with a smile always still wanting to be presentable and attractive.
 
NO MORE. The only people who get that beautiful you are the ones who you naturally give it to. Where there are those who try to block your light or fight your mission or cast shade on you seeing your dream, fuck ‘em. You are not here to fix them. You are not here to teach them the way. You are not here to be “the better person”, that they try to get you to believe YOU need to be. 
 
See through the domination and see that actually YOU know best and YOU deserve to show yourself true and to then walk out the room with NO EXPLAINATION. You don’t even need to explain yourself, my love. Just honor that you are magnificent and on this deep sea dive mission so that you can see what blocks your light and what gets you to fight and what gets you to cast shade on your dream… because if it's outside of you, some fear inside of you is calling it near. Like gravity, things fall. And if your reality has you here now, then inside of you we just need to heal where you started giving yourself away to another. It's way back in there, somewhere deep and hidden. But NOW is when you are to suddenly awaken again into the power of WHO YOU ARE WHEN YOU GET TO DECIDE THINGS. 
 
Expect yourself to erupt and to really pop into a new level. This time is to get you back home with your power and to get you raising the bar on what you think of yourself inside and what you really think is the potential. If you thought amazing things, and for real, then they WILL happen. So see where you cut yourself short and see that another planted that doom and gloom on your future. RELEASE their curse. Awaken to your higher ways. Keep looking to the horizon and expect a miracle. This time is special because it is when you are to dig up the most important piece. 
 
 
 
NEW MOON IN SCORPIO
 
See where you cut yourself short 
and see that another planted that doom 
and gloom on your future. 
RELEASE their curse. 
Awaken to your higher ways. 
Keep looking to the horizon and expect a miracle.
This work is heavy duty 
Because the reward matches. 
It's worth every pattern shifted. 
And every fear released
And every line drawn
When before you would never have gone there. 
Awaken.
You are stronger than you thought. 
And you about to find out.