well hello T U E S D A Y!
Okay my loves! Something moves today and there will be no denying it. What we have here is something that feels very illusive and sort of teasing us to fall back into our old ways, but where now we see through something because we feel changed because WE WANT TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER.
It’s kind of like in the Bible, which you know I didn’t grow up with religion so I don’t know all the things, but how they say that if you accept Jesus as your personal savior that you are forgiven of all that you have done in your past. Just like that.
And in this case with the energy IF YOU WANT something to change, IT WILL. Just like that. We have the power to sit in our hearts and really need something to show up and save us, as we believe into the mystery that something can come in and lighten the load.
What I can tell you is that you are to sit in that position and sit there until it changes. It is with all things in life; sit with the pain, move through the pain, see into a future day when all is healed, and then just keep breathing until you are there. -- Eventually you get there!
If you are new to my scene you are new to ALL my stories, SOOO -- back in 1999 I channeled through 700 pages of astrology when I didn’t know anything about what I was writing out – and at 12 pages at a time without even lifting the pen. But it wasn’t until 2012 when I finally started sharing them and seeing if anyone was interested.
And I was in a closed Prosperity Gate, which I now am offering those readings again that let you know where you are! -- but I was in a period when nothing was supposed to work for me out in the world. I WAS learning to walk my talk and be in the struggle of life OFTEN in order to just feel it and figure my way through it, day by day. But bottom line, I wasn’t supposed to bring my work forward until 2011 when my gate was to open. So sitting on those files and not even sharing them was part of my journey. And all those years I instead sat in poverty and with never being able to pay rent, keep jobs, feel solid, or be respected.
The energy hit and I channeled this special thing, but then in order to bring it to the world I had to walk all the things that would happen to us on the Earth Walk. I didn’t just get to bounce from channeling it to being a teacher of it.
So I had to learn how to sit there with what ultimately is what now is my work to offer the world -- but BEFORE that could happen, I had to walk a life where the challenges were heavy, and getting out of the gutter was like getting out of snow on a day that starts to warm up. You just spin and get nowhere except maybe a bit lopsided into an even worse position. I could NOT get out of the gutter for over a decade. After being told by my guides that this work would reach millions. But THAT process was written into my soul journey – to wait for it.
And we all have things that we need to hold steady to even though we don’t have them in this very moment – and don’t really have proof that we really, really will. We are to be soft with ourselves as we build our new dreams.
Looking back on my own experiences makes me want to shout loudly that you don’t have to worry!!! You don’t have to think you are getting anything wrong. You don’t have to question life that is teaching you all these things, but you DO NEED TO BE OPEN and trust that this is all for the better and that you are growing something very important for yourself.
Good things take time. You shall see that in the beautiful future you are visualizing for yourself.