Good morning sweet loves! You can expect to feel a bit sensitive today because tests will come with the intention of getting you to go against this or to stand up stronger for yourself. I see this as a wall of energy coming your way, like a police person with a shield, and how it is intentionally moving you away from something.
But don’t see this as a negative because it's pushing you out of something that you really don’t need to be in. Many of you will be seeing how you have been so fixed into thinking something is for you -- but it hasn’t really gotten you feeling like it's loving on you. For many, you are in something that you are chasing, and it can be like chasing a lost dog who keeps running as you run towards it. Those things can come slamming into us right now were we see we were approaching this from the wrong way, like wanting love so desperately that you only turn people off.
Expect to uncover something real important that deals with where you have held yourself back in believing what others say or think or how they have planted fear in you into thinking things can't be done and some dreams just aren’t based in reality.
Your heart is set to get LIT and in one of the most beautiful ways where you then will just find yourself moving on things and getting things done and thinking like SOMEONE or SOME BIG DREAM is on the way, or a guest is to arrive. Be stoked that we have this energy coming in because we are being pushed out of where we really are wasting our time. And we need to surrender and trust that sometimes the big dogs come in to set us straight, and we DO have to trust that this is for our best.
When you feel this spark that is to come alive in your heart, you will understand that it all is for your advantage and NOTHING is out to hurt you or cut you down. We can't all win. We can't all be in the top position. We can't all be best at all things. This energy is working to get you being comfortable with the world and how things run, but then also working on yourself and really getting your things in prime position so that you vibe the love of them and not the fear that others won't see you and value your special qualities and gifts.
When it is time for you to rise, you will. But don’t seek to go out as a balloon where you are all puffed out and not really holding this thing. Honor your place, my child. And if you are feeling still young and learning, then hold that position and sit there and learn. Don’t exalt yourself into the highest thing because you want this right now.
What blocks you is saying, NOT YET MY CHILD. And nothing at all otherwise negative. It's just, work on your gifts and work on the love that you hold for yourself and work on FIRST feeling supported by Mama Earth. Find where you can see that you ARE supported and that some big loving force is really there for you. Find where you see YOU DESERVE THE BEST -- AND YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU BELIEVE YOU DESERVE.
Be okay with where you show yourself now but DO show what is real in you and speak of how you need things to be. You are to beautify but to not shame and blame because things don’t feel totally full and concrete in reality. Still stay in the trust that you are creating something that will bring more joy into your life. Keep WORKING for the dream. Keep pushing the ball forward, even if you have decades still to push.
Your destiny has a particular timeline – and if you alter it, you alter what you could have later in life, buy “using it up” too early. Think of cocaine and meth and how they GIVE such life and FULL feeling in their high. But over time, they do something that makes it harder for the brain to feel happy when not taking them. It's like all fun now, but it's later challenges to deal with. Like credit card debt.
BUT THE REASON we want to leap to these exalted feeling things is because we are insecure with something already growing in us and THINKING we need to puff it out and turn into a balloon. When in fact, we just need to be a child and to keep learning. The joy is here when you stop turning to others to see who you are. Be patient, MY CHILD. Don’t seek for too much just because you don’t think this right here is enough. It is perfectly enough for your perfectly timed journey.
You deserve the best.
And you will get
What you believe you deserve.
So, what stories do you tell in your mind?
-- Does that sound like someone who
Deserves the best?
It needs to.
Wake up to your child.
And show them how to dream.
Only good awaits
And this they can believe.