T H U R S D A Y 3 dec |
Today is different! And do know, my sweetie pie, you are ready for this, even though you may want to doubt that you got it in you. But still, notice that something is growing stronger inside of you that is like a mama bear and you are NOT going to be messing around with things that in any way threaten your safety. It's almost like we need this in order to THINK of safety and THINK of what we would do IF something like this happened. But don’t let things scare you or get you thinking you need to be suspicious because ultimately this is just a test of the energy to get you standing up loud and proud. You may even be shocked at how you draw the boundaries so exquisitely. Like, who this??
EXPECT to be shocked at how badass you are – even though you have been hanging by a thread and doing your all to stay grounded in these times. You have been worn down because we now need to see you bouncing up with conviction and ready to confront and face all the injustice that is getting you to feel real sick in your stomach.
As this collective curse lifts, the truth is going to make you angry at others. Just know the whole point is that you WILL never forget, but you need to cut this off and not make it your priority mental space. The boundaries are coming out of you and growing stronger and bolder because FUCK THIS SHIT. It ALL has been a manipulation. Every detail was fraudulent and with intent to confuse and take from. And while, in a way, it is satisfying to sit and relish in righteousness or superiority or we are the champions of the world, but ultimately that space doesn’t even need you giving of your energy.
It's time to rise in that the mama bear deals with what is here and does whatever it will take to keep a safe home and sweet space for family and self, but then mama bear is done with you. You are NOT the priority. You are NOT being dwelled upon.
At this time, we are learning to fight when we need to, to stand up when we need to, to stay it like it is when we need to, to go for what is OURS when we need to, to stand up for others when we need to, to do what we can for others when we can – but to then move on and get back into the direction of our plans. We are learning to face the FUCK THIS SHIT, but to then move on when it has been put into a better position or we have done what WE CAN. It is like having a fight with someone because your needs need to be heard – but then when they are heard, it is time to get back to how it was – and not stay resentful or in that moment and repeating the rage or insecurity or devaluing that was felt.
So, expect life to dish you up some serious things – but notice that you also are not feeling addicted to their drama and in wanting to make it your life and your day and your energy and hope for the future.
You are going to be hearing MANY good news ideas floating around in the world in the coming few weeks. Be aware that believing for the best is always the best way to travel. Use the excitement in the air for what is on the way to lift you in life and get you out of the gutters where you are just taking on too much from others and having it drown you in despair.
It's time to wake up and hear the call of your soul saying, IT IS TIME FOR YOU. Do what you need to do in life, but always seek that you are on the pursuit of the best home environment. Know that home is the only place for you. Until it is here, don’t be distracted by others keeping you from choosing for safety and security and things that will REALLY support you. Get on with the nonsense and seek for your inner healing and balance.
Believing for the best
is always the best way to travel.