T H U R S D A Y 7 jan |
Something is changing here, and it speaks about how you have decided to let something go, and in doing so another space is to open and THIS somehow deals with a solution or some way that you now will figure out how to rebuild. It almost feels like we have gone as far as we could in one direction and now need to start building from what we learned, but not repeating what hurt us and going for what isn’t exciting to us.
Be aware that people are changing BIG TIME right now and it deals with this huge let go of our pasts and how you all are in silent spaces alone and connecting things so that it is easier to see this and let go of what is ultimately hurting you and your future. This time is when you go deep within and see how you are thinking incorrectly because of the leaning from others pushing you out of your own particular and preferred groove.
Just like when you woke up when you heard certain food facts or life hacks, and now you totally don’t do what you DID do on the automatic. The lean starts to change FROM you acknowledging what got you to change and lean in a certain direction. The looking into the wound, and the spaces you would rather just hide from, gets you choosing a different life and correcting the leaning tower of Pisa that you are so that you can stand straight in your truth.
Think about walking with your wounds and how it turns you into the leaning tower of Pisa and imagine how the lean is gonna make you hit people. It's gonna have you coming at others from the wrong angle. When you stand straight, you honor their boundaries. When you are wounded you tend to cross boundaries – and not be so clear on your own! Standing straight is standing powerful. Standing leaning is standing vulnerable. Just honor that you being hurt ALSO hurts others. And until we heal, we just keep showing up as someone less than who we really are.
Now is when we are to go deep and find what needs to be set straight with a flashlight and time to process this. You should be in your mind, but in older spaces or from the past or where you are researching and looking for what is needing a healing and a wiser view that will have you choosing a different path or way to go about things.
Just like how I told you now, I would NEVER give the mixed messages or push away something that feels good to me. I now ONLY am surrounded in all things good and loving. But it took me facing some hard facts and keeping it real on how things were demolished because of my own wounded wrecking ball.
And seeing that hurts – but it strengthens me to never go there again and to be present with life and to see how I am getting in the way because others first got in my way. We all have people who got in our way and did us wrong so that now things are harder. The point is that now we need to go another way and not concern ourselves so much with the problems as we rise more powerful and determined to break through anything that gets in our way. When you heal and rise, you are the Mama Bear protecting babies. Aint NOTHIN gonna get in your way when you awaken. And especially not yourself and your wounded leaning Tower of Pisa.
Standing straight is standing powerful.
Standing leaning is standing vulnerable.
Your wounds get you to lean.
Your healing journey sets you straight.
When you come to the fork in the road
That says heal or stay wounded.
Choose the healing journey.
Don’t repeat what done you wrong.