F R I D A Y 12 mar | If you thought things were strong yesterday, wait till you step into today! FEELINGS are activated and things are coming out of the blue to get us choosing for more than we ever thought we could have. Keeping it real. I live in Taos, NM now and I will never ever leave. This place is like being under a mama’s wing where I am utterly protected and dreams manifest on the daily. The people are OUTSTANDING. But dude, I turned 50 yesterday. Who could have guessed that this late in life is when I finally manifested the ultimate dream life? It wasn’t in my 20’s and 30’s when I was fumbling around trying to find myself. It started to grow in my 40’s, and now I’m looking at a full speed ahead life where I even manifested a home with 2 organic raised garden beds and a huge back yard to do whatever I want with.
Now my eyes are fully conscious and ready to do whatever it takes to keep living more and doing more and planting more and beautifying more and believing more that the dream IS possible. You ALL are going to manifest a dream around this day, and it is to be a sweet treat that shows you that dreaming WORKS. You were programmed to think it was a waste of time, but all in your mind is what buys your time. You purchase what you think. So, think in the ways of a wild dreamer, who CAN have what feels best and who doesn’t have to sleep on scratchy sheets and CAN invest in something super soft and soothing.
We don’t have to go to discord or hide behind our truth because others tell us THIS is the way to go. We are to break out of the bounds and start doing things that feel better to our soul. It matters. Expect emotions to be extra strong and sudden and to also feel a bit pulled into yourself where you really don’t want to deal with anyone. That’s okay! You are rebirthing right now into your truth. In a few days you will get stronger and with the energy to pursue what feels better to YOU. Trust this process. You are working with Spirit right now and you surrendering to what you need to feel so that you can make a discovery about something deep in your soul. Be okay in your raw and vulnerable version. You WILL get firm again soon.
I allow myself to feel raw and vulnerable.
I trust that the feelings rising mean something.
I surrender into the journey,
Knowing I am coming home to me.