Oh moon! We love when you hit us in the middle of the night so that we get to celebrate you AGAIN. How Gemini of you! And how magical of the Universe to give us our last Full Moon of this decade at 20 degrees right before we go into the year 2020 when we ARE going to be seeing clearer -- Magic IS in the air.
OKAY THEN. What I feel is that something will feel different BEFORE the Full Moon hits versus after it rolls past 20 degrees Gemini. And things are changing. But what is going to happen for us is that something in our lives is getting into a balanced position or one where healing is taking place. We are getting here because we have had our minds opened to another perspective of something that we have been staying confused and murky in regards to. But the ground is shaking, the floor is moving, or an elevator has suddenly appeared to lift you way UP, high into the sky, where a new level is appearing for us, with a new view, and this will inspire us all to think again about what we dream of happening (but also think again of what we FEAR happening.) The energy wants us to make this shift into something that is glass half full and WAKING UP from this addiction to fighting, anger, hatred, and basically saying exactly what you do. A while ago, this woman said to me that she isn’t a jealous person at all but I know her well enough to know that she actually is very jealous of other women. I remember thinking, especially because I am seeing a therapist now, that when we say those things so rightfully so, a therapist always knows you actually ARE doing that which you state you are not. It’s like we want to state we are NOT to affirm inside that we are not what we KNOW we actually are challenged to be. But this tangle of our wounds takes a new perspective to get us seeing how WE are attracting these things or believing in these things or hiding behind blaming others for what we actually are and are doing. Step into the healing arena -- and all our perspectives change. Kind of like how some people say you move away or go to college and then become a liberal. But, the world expanded and thus a new view was taken on about an opinion held, maybe. I know when I moved away to San Francisco in the 90’s and came back to St. Louis I drove people crazy with all the eco things I had discovered that had not hit their awareness yet. I moved away and I learned more about what was reality and therefore my whole world changed. I actually move often to keep with that flow of what is reality because I don’t ever watch the news. I get it from real people who aren’t paid to lean in a certain direction. And right now I live around a lot of wealthy conservatives and they and going through shifts in what they are awakening to. Light bulbs are going off on all sides and what I’ve noticed is a new common denominator is rising and it’s not so ignorantly divided, as cutting things in only 2 slices can be. And that is where we all are right now. We have seen something in a new light and it forces us to grow and awaken and change our perspective that wasn’t correct in the first place. Within our mind spaces is where we are giving ourselves permission to come out of some programmed mold and into a new world that is much kinder and loving and on the mend. In our minds is the invitation and from something wounded is what got your mind leaning in a certain direction, towards thinking something can’t be done. But it CAN BE DONE and YOU are here to do it. Invite your mind to see clearly into the reality of your potential. The space you can grow into is huge out there. Go get it.
I decide to make this a new year Where I will fly To my destinations, Where I will rise above The fears and limitations, Where I will sing the praises To others in letting them know That it can be done. I am awakened.