This pain will lead to gain.

​F R I D A Y 7 august | 
 
My loves! Sorry to ghost you all! I lost a grip with life from all my moving -- and how every detail of it was the straight up hardest challenge -- but it has brought me to a home that I love more than any home I have lived in before, and it has a neighborhood I love more than any I have walked. I am in HEAVEN. 
 
But the birth to get me here was torture. Go figure. More proof that it is the things that challenge us that get us into higher spaces in life. OR, we also could say that we need to trust the journey and not get so worked up thinking that just because it’s hard today means it will stay that way. 
 
We need to see that sometimes things are just a speed bump – and not something that is here forever. When we get so worked up in how hard and uncomfortable things are, seeing that they are utter mistakes, we stay in things feeling wrong with our lives. This is when we stay focused on finding the flaws and stayed fixated into seeing that we are losers or that only others have their shit together. 
 
And today a speed bump comes where you will be tempted to think lower about yourself and where you are on your journey. You will suddenly hit something, and it will suddenly take you into another wave of thought that feels like maybe you AREN’T important enough to be counted. Your thoughts will make you think maybe you HAVE gotten it wrong and SHOULDN’T really believe and trust that you are still growing at a normal pace. You will see that where you are is wrong, and like how a balloon either deflates, or inflates, with no in between, you will be in one space and the speed bump will take you to a polar opposite. 
 
Today you are to take what you see and talk it into a position that feels good to you. Don’t settle for loser town where nothing will ever work out for you. See that your painful birth is getting you to your dream home. See that you WILL start over and SEE that you deserve to be here, living a quality life where you are bringing light to the world – and where the world openly loves you for it. SEE that you DO fit in and DO have a great purpose. 
 
Today go out there and do something kind. Give, support, offer your help, say a few words, be aware that we attract good things by doing good things at this time. I would say this window runs 24 hours in HIGH POTENCY, and then it lowers for the next few days at maybe 20% -- which is still really good. 
 
But today is special in that we are to do good things to others and ourselves – and with this portal opening, the very last thing we want to do is be selfish in only seeing how flawed we are. You are but a stone still tumbling to greatness, but NEVER should your focus be on diminishing who you are and how you have traveled in life. Do kind things at this time. Do them for others and do them for you – but do them because right now they manifest amazing dream come true situations that are going to come faster than you think. 
 
You will not know what things mean in your life, but things ARE going towards your rebirth and towards getting your heart to soften in order to attract the good that wants to smother your life in new vibrations. You need to invite this energy in, and it comes when you are like a child waiting for the tooth fairy to deliver some coins. There may be pain as the tooth comes out, but then after a period of waiting it is known that a gift comes. SO TRUST the tooth fairy and celebrate the pain that brings the treat that is SURE to come. 
 
 
 
Your pain will lead to new gain
And this new gain
Will make your heart smile.
So, trust that you don’t know
For good reason -- but keep going,
Keep believing, keep talking
Like you know the blessings
Are on the way.