This is so interesting!

​W E D N E S D A Y 27 jan |  
 
Expect to feel driven in a new way where you are NOT going to allow things to control you or get you to nosedive with your life thinking something is wrong. A deep trust is to be growing in us where we see things need a patient and consistent level of support, but we also are STRONG in not staying around if things are clearly trying to take the life out of us. 
 
Your feels are strong now and they deal with nostalgia or how you had hoped things would be now in your life. The feelings calling you to go back in time deal with you needing to plant more dreams in your future where you are coming together with others and cooking and eating and talking about things that make you really love the moment you are in.
 
New needs rise at this time where we want things simple and down to Earth and with our peoples and doing what we love to do. We may still stand in a small position, but we all are expanding our dream and thinking about the ways we want to be supported on our journey. FORTUNATELY, what we do to walk this path is what gets us closer to where we want to be.
 
It is about not bashing this moment because it is not good enough right now, but rather, feeling your way through it and saying, HEY, this sucks, so let me move around and use my voice and think about what I really want so that it doesn’t stay suckypants. 
 
Never in history have we been able to smoothly transition in this way UNTIL NOW. You all will start to notice that where you would continue and stay addicted in an old pattern that deals with you muddying up your life, BECAUSE of how you process it and interpret it to be, you now will just see that you got this and will keep pushing that you TRUST THIS. With the new way, you will know that nothing is working to destroy you and it is only an aspect telling you a story that you need to listen to. How you take it is part of what comes, but also how you move with it afterwards. 
 
I just went through so many problems with a recall on my car, that I didn’t know about, that I was trying to diagnose why my push button start wouldn’t work. There also was a plumbing issue with my home that needed to be snaked. And a few other things I can't remember now, but it was all these things together that had me in wonderment as NONE were clear and easy to solve. 
 
But I NEVER interpreted them as negative. I saw them as interesting. Even when I finally did get towed down to Santa Fe, with the coolest dude and we talked about me being tripped up in my foundation to get my business going where I am doing too much and needing others to take care of me. As he commented on this must be a beautiful sign that I am getting a sweet ride and not needing to take care of a single thing. 
 
THE MOMENT he said that, we were driving by the river and an eagle was eye height and right there so close it was totally unreal. I KNEW the problems were only challenges to rise through with grace and to see with the higher way of the eagle who doesn’t get worked up in the moment but stays focused on the bigger picture. Seeing an eagle AS I just held the Eagle Vision was pretty profound. 
 
I didn’t worry even once; but it was a pain in my ass. All the things were consuming and took so long to come together. But when they did, and when I was towed to get my car fixed, I had one of the best days of my life. And I mean that; my life. It was SO BEAUTIFUL. The car was fixed for free; they fixed a tire for free, they let me drive a new car all day for free, and didn’t even want me to pay for gas, which I did anyway. The towing was free, the dude who drove was an OUTSTANDING native human of only 26 years old. I SAW AN EAGLE!!!  They even gave me 3 months of Sirius. Hemps seeds were on sale. Oatly was stocked. My vegan cheese was on sale. 
 
Like – it was such a sweet day. So ---- if I got so beautifully rewarded, HOW COULD ANY OF IT HAVE BEEN A MISTAKE TO HAVE TO WALK IN THE FIRST PLACE?
 
Keep on your journey in a positive tone, inside and out, and you WILL be rewarded like I was. And THEN you will finally see that even when life gets consuming and fixated in confusing spaces IT IS NOT A BAD THING. The other side will be divine if you allow it to be. Dream positively, my sweet babies.  Nothing is EVER to break you; it's to teach you. 
 
 
Don’t see things as negative. 
See them as interesting.
Nothing is ever to break you;
It's to teach you.