W E D N E S D A Y 25 nov |
Okay loves. Today has two paths to it, but there is something that comes that can really deflate you or get you thinking you were wrong to believe in yourself. Be aware this is SUPPOSED to occur, and it is what creates the fork in the road.
This bump is to test you where you are showing how you handle the hit of feeling low on yourself, and if NOW you will finally decide to take the high road and not keep affirming reasons to be in spaces where you are breaking yourself down or making yourself too flawed BECAUSE of what is presenting from your past or with memories coming back.
You also can get provoked from seeing someone online that you feel affirms you have no worth. Just think of this like a weather map and know that at some time a little storm comes through, where you will have the choice to get out of it, by taking the high road, or staying in it and walking in line with the path of the storm. If you have accidentally chosen the path of the storm, you will be seeing others who are real mad and acting out of nowhere and not paying attention as they may even hit into you.
Realize this path is all about a storm, so it means things of more power can come in and make your path difficult to traverse. So even putting your toe into that space is all you have to do to know you chose the wrong path. And you got here because you didn’t value yourself and you didn’t see that you DO have a purpose here and there IS a reason for you. If you went so low as to use words that diminish, so will be the journey you walk on today. It all is a test, but it is to feel so strongly and be so evidently IN CONTRAST to what you want, so that you wake up and see what you were doing in treating yourself with so much hate. You need to be compassionate as you heal and respectful with words that you speak of yourself and others.
On the high road, things are changing!!! Once you step on this other path today you are going to see that you are really ready to move forward on something and to expect that the tides have changed. You will feel like things look brighter or they have a strong essence to them or there is more life here and it is making you want to run faster and get even closer to more of it. It can have your whole body moving differently! It's like running into home or something that is a final stretch.
For those who find this path, you are in for some real big shift with something that is in your heart and that is different from what others are working on or planning with their future. But the high road today somehow lights the fire into what will reveal in 3 to 5 days. So be aware -- this day is really special in wanting you to finally leave some path of your wounds that was defined so strongly that you felt you HAD to follow along. You are to heal from that old path in just honoring that you deserve to feel better and you want to do what you can to go out there and generate a better life to be living.
JUST DOING THAT and just committing to WANTING the better is what gets it showing up in just a few days! Trust this work and treat yourself like a baby who IS being heard and whose needs ARE being met. You don’t have to know to go. But you do need to go towards what feels right. Things are changing and you deserve to be living in the light. Release your addiction to thinking you don’t matter. Assert and do as if you are a top priority. Something needs you showing that you ARE ready for the better life. And it needs your body moving or arms reaching out or fingers sending the email or phone numbers being called. GO DO FOR YOU. And know that when you do it today, you somehow bring your life into a healed space where things are not so out of balance.
TODAY is the gateway
where we are tested to see
if we believe we deserve
the moon and back.
Seek for the most far out
And declare that only
The most exalted life
Will be next lived by you.
This fork in the road
Needs you gunning it
Towards what feels right
Let go of thinking you have to
Chase the rain.