That NEEDED to happen.

T H U R S D A Y 27 august |  
 
Oh wow! We have been waiting for this day and the energy that comes through!! New vibrations are in our environment that will be affecting the wool being pulled away from our eyes where we are seeing much clearer into what we have done, what we have agreed to and what we walked that now we feel total shame or embarrassment or sadness that we weren’t more conscious with times in our past. 
 
BUT --- to get to that higher perspective, we have to walk some journey that triggers us awake and that gets us humbled or down and out so that we do finally ask for help or surrender at the lowest points. It is not bad to be in the gutter!!!!! As I always tell you, I was in the gutter from 28 to 38 (and was in the highest point of my life from 24 to 28) and even though I was SOO frustrated having to suffer with not more than $5 to my name at all times and where I was always getting fired or just couldn’t stay in any jobs. But. The person that I am now and the unique way I share was because of that time from being in the gutter. I am not anything intellectualized and just sharing what I read or heard. I walked ALL OF THIS.
 
Recently this person asked what astrology move I was talking about in this energy update I was sharing. And the thing is that I don’t look at the chart to find things to tell you -- I FEEL things happening or my guides come through and will tell me that you all need this certain message. They then make me feel all the things all at once, and then I share the post – and go on my way. 
 
But it was the gutter that taught me to get out of the mind with astrology and to try FEELING IT instead. And then years later I started to try it out in doing the readings without looking at the chart at all, and only at the end looking at it -- and I nailed it EVERY SINGLE TIME. I don’t need to look at the data. I can feel it first. Data is just the un-existential confirmation for me. Feeling it is the existential getting my attention to go deeper.  
 
So see into the higher reasons you have had to walk the journey you know – with the pieces that are on your mind – and look to how they are something that now makes you wiser than others and more skilled to be a authority in life. Think about a mountain guide who only read about the journey versus the one who has traveled it often. This stuff matters more than we want to THINK. – but it is everything – it IS the missing link.
 
This current energy will shine the light into the illusion you have bought into that keeps you looking at a gift in a negative way, and thus shooting yourself in the foot. Something in you is confused as to how you SHOULD be treated and when you make this shift you will see you needed the chapters in order to complete this epic journey of a novel you got planned. At this point you are to be waking to your power and seeing that if you can believe it, you can achieve it. But if you don’t believe it, you won't get to hold it. 
 
Think about free education for all. It is a genius idea and it is what good parents would want. So, countries that do this DO actually care for the citizens and want them to be their best. But just because it is free doesn’t mean everyone will go!!!! That is the big thing. You have all these nature things that are free around you, even education things, but you don’t exert the energy, or you just wish for something else to appear. But it was there. And free education would still mean most people wouldn’t go – because people have been programmed to be lazy – to love TV, toxic fast food and things full of non-tested chemical fragrances.  
 
But to have it available is a beautiful thing. And you TOO have free dreams that you COULD be living if only you see that what destroyed you was to groom you into an authority where you DO know best. Trust your process. 
 
 
 
What destroyed you 
Was to groom you into 
An authority where you 
DO know best. 
Trust your process.
It gets better.