well hello T H U R S D A Y!
So things are set to show up today where there is something coming that will leave you feeling confused about something you want to do that relates to where your heart is DREAMING.
And today really feels like a test where others are going to be playing roles with us but also, we are having the opportunity to see actual proof that when we change ourselves and how our energy goes outward, the world around us changes too. It is undeniable around this day that we are the ones who are keeping the better life at bay. And it’s all because we get too insecure or thinking we are too flawed or that in some way we are lacking and therefore we feel limited thoughts about our future or what we DESERVE.
And something will show up like a gift where you say or do or dream for something and IT HAPPENS. Every one of us is getting this so that we see that there is more than the patriarchy got us to believe and choose for. And we have held back and waffled with our insecurities behind closed doors where we REALLY make them big and where we can really muddy up our lives thinking we are so messed up.
Do know, sweet loves, that air signs always have a challenging journey on Earth because of how their minds work and how they have to learn to tame that beast and rise stronger, with reminders, with affirmations, with constant toddler teachings or dog trainings. And even people who are in their 70’s and are gifted healers and leaders in their community say the same thing when they are air signs – it is a challenge to be built with dominance in the mind.
I have dominance in my emotions and feelings, and even with my thoughts I can shut them down so easily and go totally zen. And I also can tip my negative emotions into a realistic positive -- and shift along with them. I don’t doubt myself or worry about fooling anyone.
For me it is negative thought in, and then negative thought transformed into a supportive and keep with it and you are not so bad new thought.
I try to be a good parent to myself (since I didn’t get one in reality) and I say, NO, my love, you don’t have everything you want just yet, and yes you have made so many mistakes along the way, and yes it may seem like all is lost at times, and yes you have let down so many people, and are NOT living the life at capacity that you wish you were – but my love, you are not so bad, and what you should be saying is THANK YOU FOR TRYING TO BE BETTER. Thank you for being a better person than you were a year ago. Thank you for looking at your negative things and wanting them to be better. Good on you, baby. Now keep up the good work.
That is what I say to myself. And kid you not. Spend all that time explaining and you only have to do it a couple times. I DO NOT allow my mind to fool my life into thinking it is a failure. Our minds are like the sail on a sailboat, but they ARE NOT THE BOAT.
The boat and your body is this whole other thing that is giving you messages that are the truth for you. The mind is where you can be controlled. The body, YOU CANT. Just like when someone is lying, our bodies will let us know they are. But do we listen? Or does our mind take over and then really start messing things up. Because in the mind we will make ourselves wrong for thinking we think the other is lying. Or, whatever we feel on the downlow around others.
But. Change something on your insides today and you will see something on your outside showing you YES, BABY, NOW you are onto something. So all mind manipulations can be put to rest. TRUST yourself. YOU ARE OKAY!!! Nothing to see here. Nothing wrong here. LIFE. It happens to us. And we are to keep on rising no matter what.