F R I D A Y 22 jan |
Things are coming at this time in order to get you seeing how you have been following along and not really opening your mind or using your voice, where you DO feel inside like you have been needing to let it loose. You KNOW you need to speak up and you KNOW you need to stand up for yourself. But doing so can be another story! This time is pushing us to make things known, to speak from the heart and to see that there are ways to support and rebuild things – even if the plans to do so will be lengthy.
It would be a good day to look out at your whole year and see how you want to complete things, but see that you ARE going to set your life straight and start a better crop of a life that feels more creative, or where you are using your natural gifts to support you and to BE what is a big part of your life.
The old-world fake zone is on the rapid decline – but also the realization of how brainwashed we can be, where you literally can be manipulated to reject reality and stand up proud in bashing it completely. You can be convinced to go towards what is fraudulent and to think THIS is the thing to trust. Just because things have numbers doesn’t mean they didn’t buy and/or exploit to get them. Like they say with white privilege; are you on this pedestal because you are authentic and operating from true gifts, OR, are you just white and that affected you having the audacity to push yourself forward or the opportunities to figure it out.
In 2021 our gifts will be found out. And this is a beautiful thing! It will show us where we need to be and what is OUR lane to own and rise into as an authority. AND it brings us with those that help us to naturally blossom. You are to find people and associates and neighbors who are a battery to you keeping with showing your new truth. We really do this healing journey together, as we project onto others. But the more we face the projection, and how things are NOT about THEM with our wounds – they are about US. Where we lash, we have been hurt in our past and we just know this path so well. We took on the role back in the day and now we follow along even though inside WE KNOW THIS IS WRONG.
At this time something breaks apart and no longer stands from what has shown itself to be illusion and a mirage on the wall and nothing close to the grounded truth you need. You will be tested to go with the flow, and to see that sometimes you say you are in it for the long haul, but then awareness comes through, and you HAVE TO GO.
This is a time in your life where things MAY NOT value you enough. And it will be on you and your inside voice REALLY valuing YOU that gets you manifesting a life that is what you deserve. You deserve what you get – but we are not the judge on what that means. How could you deserve to lose someone you love? You deserve to walk the journey of fully understanding what it feels like to have it all, then lose it all – for the purpose of REBUILDING IT ALL BETTER, and only THEN finding real joy.
You know and hear this often with people in recovery. They are some of the ones you MOST could have a successful and exciting future with. They are learning all the emotional ways and become more vocal on what they are feeling – instead of running to something that numbs those feelings. But they gained the skills FROM the backward motion of their addictions. The gutter it put them in is what gets them going for the best life that they still have the precious moments to create. Snapping awake snaps you aware and on purpose.
Our time on Earth is unusual. But we really just need to trust this and grow the best crops we can. That means not following along WHEN it FEELS WRONG, and continuing to rebuild and keep with things -- NOT LETTING GO. If you dream of offering your teachings to people far and wide, then you need to grow a slow crop that covers all the bases and grounds in something that you see you really love – and not just what you THINK you will love.
We are all internet fucked, so none of us have minds that think appropriately at all times. We think we want it all way too quickly. We LEAVE this moment now all too often. WHEN THIS IS ALL YOU EVER GOT. It is ONLY THIS MOMENT that is reality.
Snaps you aware and on purpose.
Allow yourself to snap
Back into your passion path.