Uh oh. I walked into the reading room and I said, NO. That is not the best of signs!!!! But okay. I’ll go in anyway and see what this really is all about.
So. Today is when something hits us like a load of bricks that at first will have us feeling that things are so incredibly dark and doomyland. But what you are really feeling inside, and what you will wake up to, is that the down feelings really are because now you know you have to do serious work, and that all escaping and going into lofty spaces where you take on others energies or waste your day scrolling on the phone or just don’t show up in true form in life won't really be so easy for you to do.
We are in a time that your body is registering as you would when dealing with a fire that just started in your home. -- NOTHING ELSE WOULD MATTER. There would be no other thoughts or anything focused on anything other than getting the fire out. Same if our animals were being hurt or our kid was suddenly in danger.
Unfortunately, it takes something down and gloomy to get us jumping into this motion, but it is a motion that is 100% in this to do whatever you can, no matter what the odds may be. And it does create a bit of anxiety and feelings like we are totally fucking lost, or your heartbeat may race after you have to come alert and pay attention in seeing that YOU are needed for something. And the whole process of this can further get you down.
Now. DO KNOW that the New Moon in Aries on the 24th gets us going, and as we move up the step by step motion of this week we get further away from some trauma or something that shook you up -- AND THEN we grow those strong Mama Bear wings. Those are the wings we earn that hold us above all the things going on around us, even if things do feel like the end of the world.
Those wings keep us at an elevated position where the body is calm, at ease and no longer in those tense and frazzled states. BUT. We only earn these wings through walking the journey of trauma where inside we HAVE had to stand up and do something to keep our self or others safe. It is only when we have to not know at all where our next thing is coming, and be okay with that, that we activate this diamond shaped thing I am being shown in the brain that is teal and luminescent – and happening to many of you right now.
And like, it wakes up in us when we go through enough challenging times. We earn our wings through residing in the gutter and seeing many of our dreams not come to pass. We humble from the falls of life and then this diamond thing turns teal. Many of you had this turned on with the Full Moon in Virgo, and when you notice it is there, those wings keep you above what everyone else is going through, will calm your nervous system so that you can put out the fire if need be, rescue the animal, and even fall to the ground as you leap to protect the child who could possibly have been hurt.
With wings, it all is a breeze. Get used to this new way of operating. It will further solidify that we won't be fooled by the media or with others superficial fronts. We will FEEL that all is good, or danger is here, or something is not right – and that will be very new for many of you! But first, let’s get your wings turned on. See the HIGH of your low and you are 90% there.
With wings, it all is a breeze. Even when it seems to squeeze The life out of us. Earn your wings And your journey grows lighter.