Loved. You deserve to be.

T H U R S D A Y 10 dec | 
 
OKAY! Know that you are being asked to put your heart into what is needing to be rebuilt. This means really speaking up about how you need things to be and THAT you DO deserve to feel safe and secure and growing in a healthy way. AND NOT on the edge of the cliff, trembling in fears, and wondering if you really do have a purpose or place here. 
 
YOU ARE NOT to be doubting yourself at this time – and instead to just allow this to play itself out, but to know that your FEELS are strong SO THAT you see your body is speaking, and something really does matter. You may be making a decision, but it's not time yet. For now, try to still remain open as if you are watching a spin wheel come to a stop. You really can't do anything more than what you can do. So, trust as the turns keep going BUT DO HOPE that you are a winner. 
 
Just try what you can to look at what is around you like you WILL get what you ask for and what your body is telling you is correct. We are moving out of the way of others and for that reason it's tempting to fall in line with them and to not really honor the path we wanted to take. Just keep turning if it doesn’t feel right – and don’t go head on into things that go against your wishes. Such as people who come in with their power, or bad timing, where they interrupt when you just wanted to go along in peace. So, change course and don’t smack straight into things because you think you have to, or it keeps from ruffling others or having them talk negative about you. 
 
That doesn’t matter. Those things become forgotten. What matters is that you stop giving away your peace because something just so happens to be there or just so happens to be offering those trigger things. Like, step up and love yourself more! Don’t give up your space. Draw clear boundaries and know that how they take it is on them and nothing to do with you. Focus on you. 
 
Focus on you creating a day where you get to be taken care of and YOU are the one who feels loved on. I realized we are to be with people who think we are the most kickass thing ever. We are not to be with people who talk about how perfect they could be for us or who WE think they could be for us. We are to be with people who make us FEEL like we are wonderful. It's about how you feel around them. Just like with my new home and how it feels sooooooo good!!! It’s so cozy! I am in Grandma cozyland – and it's just what my body needs. 
 
But it took me standing up for myself and demanding better than I had seen before. LISTEN TO THAT. I needed the pain to help me really come up with the best dream ever and to FINALLY be held in the ways that feel good and honoring to me. I needed the antithesis in all its ways IN ORDER TO DREAM WITH PASSION and to allow the Universe to say, oh you want this then? And to finally be able to say, YES! YES! YES!
 
So, demand better. DO NOT SETTLE. This time is the time of big dreams. So your mind needs to be on getting your own Grandma cozyland thing. Call in that partner who makes you think YOU ARE the best thing ever. Call in that job that makes you think YOU ARE the best thing ever. Go get your best because you deserve this – and we are choosing for ourselves now. No more making space for others to dominate the way. It's time to draw your own new course – that goes towards love and harmony. It's time for you to get a home like mine. 
 
 
It's time to go get
What makes YOU FEEL
Like you are the best thing ever.
Forget the talk or ideas you THINK
Will be. 
HOW DO YOU FEEL?
Loved.
You deserve to be.