S U N D A Y 31 jan | Good morning sweet beauties! OKAY. THIS DAY. Be aware that you are going to be tested to go with the high road, and to have hope with this mysterious situation, or to take the low road and go scarce with things and go into your mind to worry about what you are going to do. There WILL be a mystery, and you are going to be asked to trust in what you don’t know or can't ground down into reality just yet, but you are to keep going into what feels like the best thing to be in.
You will have visions for where you want to be going but today brings that level of a test that is to get you questioning and wondering if you really should use your time to worry and fret and think limiting thoughts about money and how to get through future situations that MAY come. You also may even make yourself sick thinking this way. You can feel like you are holding a dead weight.
And love, look at that! If you FEEL like you are holding a dead weight, you aren’t where you need to be. You are playing the hotter/colder game with the Universe and staying where you are being warned to remove yourself.
I went out walking my dog the other morning and the moment we hit the pavement I was GRUMPY. Like, I was so irritated in my body – and keeping it real, I haven’t had one moment of that feeling since I moved back to New Mexico in August. Grumpy isn’t a way I have felt AT ALL. So, I wondered what was up, but kept on with the walk, bitching about everything – things that normally I love. We HAD just gotten a snowstorm, so it was slow to walk and precarious all the way. And then, we get 2 blocks from home and I slip on this patch of sidewalk that had just been shoveled, with the guys just up ahead. I stepped my left foot and it just kept going until I went down on my right knee to catch the lunge. It all happened in .00001 second. How the fuck did I get down here?!
But I did stretch my groin muscle on the right side to the point I limped for about 4 days, but I now 100% trust the new energies to speak to me that way again when I am not supposed to be walking into what I am planning on walking into. Now I know to just turn around and go back home if I feel that grumpy going out for a walk, or going to the store, or going out with the person, or going over to that party (PARTY?! WE WISH!!!!)
LEARN to judge and decipher in new ways where you do honor the go with the flow of it and don’t get too much in thinking you know how things are going to be, to the point that if they aren’t, you go negative and plunging into seeing that you are not skilled enough to succeed. This energy wants to keep you from backsliding in ways that you are the one pushing yourself away from what is good. You give up and don’t complete the cycle and process of what needs to be done.
STAY DILIGENT with tasks today and don’t let the waves of the mystery or other people’s drama pull you from where you know you need to be. Stay neutral but know things need to get done. And you need to keep with them until you can feel the satisfaction of a job well done. THEN – you will see it pays off. You won't see it until you walk the longer job that is not a shortcut and that is not about giving up midway because NOW you think maybe you got it wrong or don’t have it in you. No. You are right about your dreams. You just need to keep growing them. You don’t plant them in the garden and then walk away. You got to keep with protecting your seeds. Would you go out to the garden and yell at them about what losers they are and can't trust who they are destined to be? Would you ignore them for months, giving them no water or weed pulling? Don’t do it to your dream seeds. You deserve what you are rebuilding and putting into better order. But you won't see until the job is done. Get going on what you know you need to dedicate yourself towards.
Get going on what YOU KNOW
You need to dedicate yourself towards.
Don’t let the drama of others
And the mystery of life
Be what keeps you from your dreams.
Stay grounded in where you need to be.
And patient as you grow into a tree.