S A T U R D A Y 27 june | READING FOR EACH SIGN
Okay now. Today things are coming at you and they will be testing you to maintain balance. The thing is that MANY people will be acting in ways that TOTALLY get your attention and consume you like, WHO DOES THIS?? There is frustration in the air because things are reaching a maximum space where we really can't take anymore. Or so we think.
DO KNOW this is all the illusion and it’s part of the manipulation that IS getting you to spiral out of control and NOT show up. So today you need to be like a Nurse and understand that YOU are essential -- but you won't know what you are going to have to face, though it will probably be more rather than less and you actually will be really good at juggling it all. You got it in you to be the Rockstar and the Boss and to really see that NOTHING is going to break your faith. So you get kicked down? So you lose something that you thought was going to arrive? So you have to deal with so many complications on the way to where you want to be? SO WHAT? This new energy wants you just getting with and doing it, and not judging things to pieces so that you really do stay in a pile of negative things, as it will become all that you can see.
Now be aware that if you are someone who feels you are surrounded and up to your eyeballs and you really don’t know how much longer you can handle this, you need to start taking stock of good things you have done, and you also need to reach out and be kind to others, even if you do feel like you are freaking out and that is all that you can see. Extending attention to others, even if just complimenting their hair or their energy or having a little chat about them, unlocks the key today for people who just can't get out of the fixation of their current situation.
With this energy I am totally being brought back to about 2005 in Oakland when I still was about 4 years from holding down a steady job and even though I had already channeled the Birth Chart Book information, I had not yet shared it with the world and wouldn’t for 8 more years. I was still stumbling through my days, trying to figure out what my purpose was and where I was going to be needed. This was the time when I talk about how I didn’t have more than $5 to my name at all times and kept getting fired from café jobs or couldn’t get them at all. And I would just hike and sit at the park for hours every day, praying and asking for help for why nothing was working. Movement was the one thing that got things moving along. When I just sat in my room, I went crazy. When I got outside and moved, I ran into people and opened to things, inspiring me to want to keep on believing.
This one time at this park in the Dimond District I was walking and ran into this little Black boy of about 7 and he was like, You’re the one who always sits up on the hill? And you’re always writing. What are you writing? I ended up talking to him for like an hour about being an artist and writing and getting your emotions out and crying and being scared and all kinds of things that now I see were beautiful seeds planted in that inquisitive boy, who needed me showing up, showing him another way.
It also brought sudden awareness that there were others, outside of me, and people noticing that I was there every day, many times during the day. All I saw was that I was trying to process and figure out what was going on with my life, I was totally fixated in my self-centered world and trying to connect with Spirit and hear what I needed to know, but that day was such a life changer and one I’ll never forget. He had been watching me and saw me over and over and got so interested about WRITING – what is this writing thing? I would love to one day hear of an author talking about being inspired to follow his dreams because of some white woman who would sit on this hill at the park and just write.
So, yes, it does feel like going within and staying fixated is where you solve the problems but it actually comes when you don’t notice your problems and you reach out to connect to others who place you back into this moment and not in the past or in the future where you don’t need to be yet.
Be here now
Because someone needs you
The way you need the Universe
To tell you what to do.