2 february | well hello S U N D A Y!
Good morning! Okay sweet loves! Here we are in a day where you will come upon something that speaks of your value and gives you some sort of take on where you are in terms of what is still sensitive in you that IS keeping you from coming on through to the other side where you are full on in a new plan that DOES value you.
But see here, today is a big marker point of your inner growth journey at this time because if you are sensitive today, THIS is your wound in the same way people who talk about people A LOT and cant let go talking negatively about them are actually experiencing jealousy of them. And jealousy comes out as painting the other so bad and flawed, whether they are in actuality or not, and let’s talk about them again, let’s see who wants to join together with me and talk negatively.
Now, again, global issues are not the same as the ones we talk about right now. There are several people in our attention who we maybe can’t stop talking about for good reason – and we are 100% not jealous of them. But that is global. That is the world around us that is not in our control.
But the little inner connections and well-traveled places in our lives where we DO batter on someone or cant stop hating on them IS WHERE WE ARE JEALOUS ---- and for whatever reason and in whatever ways, they get us because something particular about them touches on our own story of LACK and not getting what we needed.
So we grow attachments to certain triggers in people and we either allow them to grow – OR WE DO NOT. And where we are right now is needing to see ourselves CLEARLY as if we are in the doctor’s office and now is when we talk about our secret things and reveal what no one else can see. So to feel sensitive means THIS. -- This is something that will cripple the potential of your future and make things harder for you if you don’t lighten the load of THIS. THIS. THIS pattern that YOU are allowing. And facing this and wanting it to be better is all you really need to do today. But you need to FACE IT.
And otherwise. MANY of you are not going to be triggered into thinking you have no value, but rather will feel that you have exalted value and your voice deserves to be clear and to expect what you feel in your heart. Others are feeling privileged today as if anything really can be done and all it takes is a solid dreamer holding it steady.
The feeling they just gave me brought me to tears and sent a wave of tingles all over my whole body!! BIG CHANGE is here for some of you already as it begins around now where you are SO FULL ON with chest out and ready to fly into something that you know is possible – even though the odds may be so slim. It wont matter.
This new energy is SOOO SWEET and its where the dream is leading the way NO MATTER WHAT. No matter what, when it is the final hour and you have 5 more minutes to get in your car and get to that appointment, you DO kick into a different kind of gear and you DO get the shit done even if you are racing with losing an opportunity.
And we are to think that with our lives, with the lives of future generations and with Mama Earth, who is in so much pain. What we do not realize is that she is the mirror to US. And our pain being allowed to run free and hate on so many things, and show ourselves in such ugly ways, is why things are burning up and lashing out and sparking fights over nothing and everything.
We need to take responsibility to all our secret places. We manifest from them just as we do from our superficial affirmations and good outwardly deeds. Hidden inside, the I HATE YOU AND I HOPE YOU FAIL is the equivalent of throwing a match on a field, but this will be the field YOU WALK THROUGH.
So where does it pay to be so mad. Where does it pay to allow our wounds to be how we cast out further damage to our own journeys by not facing the depth of our feelings and expressing the truth of what the trigger triggered in you. Stop the darkness you cast out and it wont be what fills you up inside. Stop painting your walls red when you really want them to be a pale pink. Stop painting them with things you KNOW are not good things to be doing or saying. If you don’t stop yourself, your future path will.