I want to go higher. Higher, baby.

M O N D A Y 16 nov | I want to go higher. Higher, baby. 
 
Oh loves! This is a special day! Things are changing with us so that we really do make better choices that come from us expecting more and expecting there to be some amazing thing to take a risk and leap into. As we raise our eyes to expecting something that we haven’t seen before, the steps of the rebuild will start falling into place. WE DO still have A LOT to rebuild. And it's important that you are acknowledging that today, and that you really only need to go one step at a time, but to keep them going UP and not giving in so quickly that you are like, oh, my bad. I give up on my dreams. I’ll go back to how it has been.
 
NO. NO. NO. Stop yourself. YOU KNOW YOU WANT BETTER and it is going to require that you stick with this and be excited for putting things into better position, as you are to eagerly see into what plans need to be put into motion as you give your eyes the opportunity to see it all, or to see long range plans. 
 
Use this energy wisely and ONLY see to how you can expand your life and get out of the stuck places where you don’t feel like you are really grasping the bull by the horn. It can feel real sad and depressive if you think too much about how you feel like you messed up and lost out when you had another chance. DON’T GO THERE. Don’t even give your energy to the past as if it is all there is. Today you are to start the first day of your life where you DON’T DO THAT ANYMORE.
 
You are to be more trustful with life and with the Great Mystery. There IS some ending to a chapter that WILL one day explain it all, but until then, you don’t need to know. You don’t need to know what it's going to look like, but you do need to PAINT IT as how you hope it will be. Because most of your life you painted it how you DIDN’T want it to be – because you became obsessed with worrying the worst and being eaten away by fear bugs. 
 
It's time to come out of that cave, and that choice in life. It's like being liberal or conservative – and it's time to look for more and to want to not keep things the same just because we think they give us comfort. People are walking zombies because they don’t go for more. They stay in a small box and just keep moving around it. And that can get boring. That can take the life out of you. BUT THERE IS another view; there is another level to grow up into. And you don’t need to worry about who grows and expands alongside you, but you DO need to keep looking up in regard to everything going on around you. 
 
Look up, and OVER the illusion. The illusion stands in the corners of the small box and tries to scare you back into place or pull you back into drama so that you can't concentrate, and you lose time. Wise Mamas know to draw boundaries and to also use their time wisely. So don’t just give it away because another comes in more dramatic and coming from a place you DON’T want to go. LEAP OVER THEM. Think of yourself going higher, and over. 
 
Don’t stay at the same level, as in the small box, and instead see yourself getting out of it this time. See that looking for a better thing actually DOES bring you a better thing! It's time for the new chapter to take hold. Expand with this. Be open to how better things are next going to be. Smell the change in the air. Nostalgia and excitement to do something better are to be what moves you now. And my love, you need the new. And you need to believe it true. In order to draw it to you. YOU got to believe, before you see. To dream, before it becomes your reality. Be like the child and expect to have your needs met. Be like the child and use bold colors. That go outside the lines. You deserve the beauty that awaits.
 
 
 
My love, you need the new. 
And you need to believe it true. 
In order to draw it to you. 
YOU got to believe, before you see. 
To dream, before it becomes your reality. 
Be like the child and expect to have your needs met. 
Be like the child and use bold colors
That go outside the lines. 
You deserve the beauty that awaits.