T U E S D A Y 8 september |
This day has a lot to it, and you need to be aware that just because something is stuck right now doesn’t mean it won't rush forward and get to moving real soon. Something will feel like it blocks you or you will feel frustrated with how much gets in your way, but do what you can to be patient and to just hold the space that you DO know you are important and all things throwing you off schedule are NOT signs that you won't be seen.
The test with today is that you just need to not take yourself low and try to affirm your lack of value and how you really don’t have any gifts to offer or you are a fraud and will be found out. Just don’t even go there anymorebecause you have traveled that road often and you know that eventually you see it was just a dip in the road.
So, dip – but then do what you can to get to higher grounds as soon as you can. Things DO suck sometimes – but they also can be essential pieces that are a part of your ultimate upgrade and what gets you to the better life.
Right before I landed in this most wonderful home where I have NEVER LOVED A HOME MORE and have never felt more supported than I have in this new environment. Like, this home is the comfiest home I have ever lived in!!! It just feels like you are at Grandma’s house and hugged and safe and like every single thing feels great about it. But it came after 6 months of having my safe place taken from me by a predator who stalked my house late at night, leaving signs and doing things wanting me to know he/she/they were there.
For 6 months I didn’t even sleep. I didn’t take any deep breathes. I didn’t relax. I was so stressed I totally went gray when I had not even gone gray yet!! And I didn’t even tell anyone until I told a few friends days before I reached out and told you and asked for help. It was so traumatizing. Yet here I am NOW in the best dream I have manifested yet!!!
So, hold on my loves. I know that things were so hard in my world a few weeks ago and I questioned every day if I could get through this. I was like breaking down, as I know many of you are right now. And then, just like that, my whole world turned into MORE than I could have asked for. This is JUST what I need to heal and to get me back into position. And it came after HELL.
AFTER I lived the worst thing, I manifested the best thing I have EVER had. So, TRUST THIS. And write a story for your very near future that is beautiful, where you do come out the other side, like I have, and go out there and ONLY see that you are A Star and one who is being schooled into the best position for your Souls Purpose Work to offer to the world.
You are supported and you need to walk like you know you are, and you need to be creative so that your nervous system can attract it all. YOU MUST disconnect from your devices that need batteries to fuel them, and you need to get to nature so that you can slow down and get back into your true flow that is not based on scarcity, lack, fear and what the media gets you to buy into. THEY ALL ARE LYING TO YOU. If you are watching anything that has millions or billions of dollars to promote itself, it is a LIE that you are buying into, and probably hurting your future because of it.
So, disconnect from all the fragmentation of the internet and scrolling and see that something more creative based is there waiting for you to give your heart and soul to. AND this will feel good. With the current energy, the moment you say YES to the good things for you, your nervous system calms and some other reality will start to play out. Kind of like when you put on headphones and you suddenly are in this other thing. THAT is available to us all right now. And this is reason for us all to yell out, HELL YEAH!
Now get to celebrating growing the crops of your dreams. Make this a dream you are walking into, no matter if right now you are in the nightmare.
What goes down
Must come up.
Hit your bottom
And shoot to your top.
You got places to be.
moon journey: Taurus + Gemini
moon phase: bring it forward
numerology vibration: 1 2 3