25 february | well hello T U E S D A Y!
Good morning! Today comes as a turning point for many of you where now you have a grasp on something, and THIS is what you now know you need to move forward on. Something comes as a situation that brings gratitude ---- BUT ONLY BECAUSE of the pain of something recently that went down or a pattern that has controlled you or kept you from feeling free.
Without the experience of not being able to move forward you wouldn’t be appreciating the GIDDY UP that is about to occur as you RUN away from never wanting to be in a situation like that again. So this could be seen as a wakeup call, but it also could be seen like your blood sugar was low – and you finally got some food in you and are back to your positive senses. I couldn’t tell you that the past few weeks were just a test and one that really showed us what we have going on inside – and how out of alignment it is for the brilliant futures we desire – keeping it reals -- but now we fully know and understand that our feelings matter and that not keeping things real keeps us in things that are false.
And today something will have us writing a new story and sitting there with our plans for the future where we ARE going to get ourselves out of things and shift into new perspectives that move us to higher lands. But we now know WE GOTS TO DO THIS. We have to do this for ourselves. We have to choose for ourselves.
We have to trust that visions we have for potential futures CAN come true if we give them the steam to manifest by pushing the ball forward and just keeping at it until we get there. Just like how we sit in things now that we longed for a decade ago, feeling discontent without. But here we are again, and we need more. And the last few weeks got you in the feels so that you could start dreaming up better colors to use for what NEXT you would like to walk. Just like how we see things in the world that we KNEW could potentially happen, but we had to wait it out to see if we were correct – and these things cause us sadness because we knew it would be bad.
And now seeing reality play out we are to grow strong in looking at accountability and seeing where we encourage the growth or where we are still in our wounds and our patterns where we FIGHT instead of wanting to understand and work towards some sort of peace.
When we want to understand we aren’t in the ego, we are in our humbled spaces that got us there from facing our own flawed lives that were projections of pain cast inside that we never knew what to do with. So we learned to talk smack and be mean and put people down and try to diminish what others have created.
Our pain gets us acting wrong and we heal it when we FEEL for what we have done in our pasts and how it HAS led to things that HAVE affected others in a negative way. Things WERE “our bads”, but life is about making them right again. We are to come in here and mess things up to the max, but then we are to rise again and fix things and heal them with our heart strings. From the heart we understand. And right now your heart wants to write a new story and it is on YOU to allow this better new thing to be what you next walk.