13 february | well hello T H U R S D A Y!
Something beautiful is happening right now in our mind spaces where suddenly we are believing that more is possible or that maybe there IS something to using the compost of our past to create a better future.
It’s like before we were looking at a situation and feeling really hopeless over the mistake of it or the devastation of it, but now we are finding ways to use our brain to process this in a way that makes it doable or something that is just a part of the journey.
What this is saying is that something with our dance with others somehow got us to lose our energy or lose our faith in our ability to hold some aspect up. This can be like thinking you need a partner to be happy in life or that something is wrong with you if you are single.
When in fact. That can be something you take on and own, or you can realize it’s not really the story you want to walk as your truth. And where we stand right now is at a crossroads but where our minds are suddenly deciphering things that before they couldn’t register. So we GET how moldable we are or how we put energy into short changing ourselves or not believing we can handle this or do what needs to be done. We think we need to be saved.
What I know about this particular upleveling of 2019 into 2020 was that we have been given things we have imagined as our heaviest loads, or the challenges we most want to not dive into. What we MOST want to run from is what most sticks around us as we uplevel into this new dreamy space of our creation.
And we can actually be holding back this investigative inner work because of a fear of success or things actually working out because of your expectancy for them not to. And that is what we need to look at within ourselves. We are so used to seeing that others are not accountable or that even if we think we should be the winner, we are not.
We learn that we have to just accept and move on. But what this did was create a pattern where now you hold that expectation for A LOT to not work out. You still think, oh I know this light will turn red on me, I know that person will get in line in front of me, I know you just want something from me.
And ----- that tone, that energy, that anticipation into something unfavorable is not acceptable for where we now are to go. We must be these people who don’t lose steam at the loss, but who take it and use it as compost to create something better. To see, oh it didn’t work this time, but I bet it will next!! We are to embody that we ARE ONTO SOMETHING, while at the same time holding this perspective that all things ARE going in your favor.
If you can hold this position, you are golden. And the world will be golden because of what you give.