Go deeper. You are held.

M O N D A Y 29 june | 
 
Your emotions are going to be rising in confusing ways today but you are to allow them expression because this is something deeper in you that has been held back that now needs to find a better way of expression. For the next few days we are walking new aspects of this pattern I talked about yesterday and therefore you need to pause before you defend or go into instinctual ways of expressing your upset when you don’t get your way or when life is not what you planned. 
 
There are new ways for us to dance with others and with the challenges of life, where we surrender into the mystery of their place in the bigger picture and we allow ourselves to feel held by this higher power that guides us into the shadow work or deep caves where we really can't see beyond a few steps in front of our face.
 
Putting us in those panic mode spaces is to humble us – and also welcome us into what will be a new world to discover where we will be expressing new needs in order for our system to run effectively. Imagine a baby when they just are born and how they cry, and their limbs flail about, in total discomfort – after also going through hours of change as the water breaks and the birthing process unfolds. It is ROUGH on baby. And then going from being in the womb where you have the food you need, to birthed, and to now figuring out ways to have your needs met, which, ultimately, are pains inside, like hunger pain is. 
 
And as YOU BIRTH NEW, there are stages to this. Today is where you get vocal on new needs discovered, where you are DONE with the old world way and will NOT keep cutting yourself off from the good life by nose-diving into the gutter just because YOU KNOW IT SO WELL. The comfort of the old is leaving us, as before we really could find reason to stick around, even though it's been hurting us and keeping us chasing our tales. 
 
Now life is way too short and we are here to move things forward INTO PEACE. Let the rat bastards do their things if it's the only thing they know -- we are to be a part of the cure and never again a part of the problem. We MUST find new ways to relate. We MUST find new ways to see people whose behaviors disgust us and to not have it express as disgust in our bodies. We can't always get our way; we can't just change people into how we know they should be. We have to walk and dance with them SO THAT THEY NATURALLY BECOME what we want them to be.
 
You can bring out the best in others. But do you choose to? To think that the world around you could change if you did -- … ---  Go deeper into yourself. Find that you ARE powerful, fully equipped, heading towards abundance, and you CAN see the best in what is a heavy load that needs to be faced and dealt with. You CAN show it how you need it to be. You can show up surrendering, like a kid getting in Grandma’s car to go about the day. You ARE taken care of. Now just go into what needs you and see how YOU can change to get it giving you what you really want. Don’t see that this will be hard. See that this will be beautiful when all is said and done and go into what needs you here for this page of the story. 
 
 
Don’t see that this will be hard. 
See that this will be beautiful 
when all is said and done, 
and go into what needs you here 
for this page of the story.