Fast was the idea. Go slow for this to grow.

20 april | well hello M O N D A Y!
 
And here we are with a big warning of sensitive waters to come. This can feel bigger than you have felt before, almost as if you are splattered on the ground and can't even find a morsel of hope to pull yourself through. This is a hitting rock bottom of the maximum capacitous – but I TELL YOU WHAT. There is creativity to be found down here and there are ideas that HAVE TO COME as sparks of insight that materialize from the darkest spaces.
 
They don’t just come as if you are ordering them for takeout. They come when you feel splattered and in deep confusion that there IS a place for you or that you DO have something that others will love. Down and out is where we find the gold, but no one wants to step into down and out. So, like shaking out the dust from a rug, the collective tumbles into their biggest fears.
 
To the bottom people tumble, but they tumble into what gets them to rise! So just like training a body to be able to take on a challenging endeavor, we may cry at the beginning, with sore muscles and feeling that we are being worked too hard. In training you go beyond what you think is something you can handle. And then you see you CAN actually handle it and then you get all puffed thinking you are so bad ass. But you COULD NOT feel the bad ass until you first got spattered to the down and out section as the powers that BE shake out the rugs that been collecting nonsensically for too long!
 
After you capsize and then awaken to the prize, you start to grow VERY EXCITED for your plans and new ideas that you can feel are something very special. We all awaken like popcorn into what is our next big things and it is our feelings that guide us. But as we walk the first steps, get used to those ripples of thoughts coming through that have you wondering if you really CAN do this. 
 
Of course, you are to be tempted into falling into self-doubt – but this time you are to fight for the better life and still seek for the visions that are new, fresh and really getting you excited inside. If 90% is doom and gloom, still make space to see the 10% that very well may take over and become the 100% in just 3 weeks. So why buy into the 90% if it is on the way out?
 
Small is not bad. Slow is not bad. Steady is GOOD because it builds. And steady gets you to the dreams you hold in your mind in this very moment. THAT THING – yes. It needs you to dream that it can keep growing and keep becoming something other than 10%. So always move yourself there, even when the 90% shadows with all its stories of doom and gloom and can't be done by you. False. CAN be done by you, but you must BUILD this.
 
We all face projects in life where we are with idea and are now in step with building things and going into a plan to get this into something that sustains. But SLOW AND STEADY is how you will see the movements right now. It is like the mountain bikers that all of us on the trails can't stand right now, because they are on narrow trails and so fast with all their aggression from being on house arrest. And where before you would see 1 every 5 times you were on a hike, now it is like 10 to 20 a hike. It’s so violating to the nature hike and meditation of being out there to receive insight or faith in things. Instead, they constantly force you to stop, move over, and only in very sudden and out of the blue ways. They only come upon you quickly and force you OUT of a relaxed state.
 
Ooops. My rant. But when they are on hills, which is 50% of it, they are going so slow and it takes so much effort to get up the steep inclines. THAT is kind of where we need to be with our consciousness. Not like going downhill and risking the lives of people who are just meandering in the forest. Fast will come the idea – but slow is the manifestation – and for good reasons. So put your all in this and remain steady with it. Don’t falter or allow your mind to declare the timelines. You will know when you know. Just trust this and go where your body wants you to go.
 

Fast was the idea.
--  Allow slow for this to grow.  
Then you will be
Good to go in the future.  
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