W E D N E S D A Y 30 dec |
Oh hello FULL MOON in CANCER! She came late last night, so we have the energies flowing into 2 days! BE AWARE that something got turned on in you and it has you with attention towards your heart and your feelings. This is all a test to see how you handle the feeling and to open to looking towards a better future instead of acting rashly and going into the outcomes that are from what you saw in your past that was dry, lifeless and lacking support.
Be aware that YOUR RESPONSE to something is important and that you see you are wanting to heal and make better and not just escape from or shoot down or go into some automatic response. The wound will speak, but will you allow it to hurt things further? Or will you open to how you need to let something go and start in a new way where you rebuild and want to nurture what you have around you so that you can get into a better position out there.
You will be thinking about your home and how you need these things in place, and you need this certain feel from what ultimately is what supports you. You will make changes to help things support you better. But the changes somehow need to come from your orders, and your desire to set them straight.
You are moving into an assertive position where your role will change because you get up and start doing something different. Just like how a baby goes from crawling to walking – and how when walking comes into play, crawling is not really the main mode of action anymore. It served a purpose. It got you to grow and learn. But then you start over in a new way, and one that serves where you will be going, which is then running and jumping.
See that right now you are STARTING OVER in how you think about your limited time on Planet Earth. Where you paused before or let others lead the way, no way if it doesn’t feel good in your body now.
This reboot or starting over point will have you VERY selfish on the inside, in that your needs WILL feel strong as some things will feel no longer acceptable -- that you possibly just attracted BECAUSE of your wounded state. And the flow of following along in your old ways will no longer give you steam. I am seeing the image of a backed-up pipe and the tub not draining and how you can't put the rubber stopper in, because the pipe is full and there is no space for the water to be drawn down.
So, it's just like all one big pool, as a puddle would be, until it finally drains. So, SEE that many of you can feel backed up in this way, where you have overgrown into areas and now are just sort of sitting there and waiting for something to get you moving. When there is a clogged pipe, something AWAY from what is visible is the problem. It's not the bathtub or the water in the tub, it's something down below that now creates this chain reaction.
So, understand that for the steps of things. Be patient as your clog undoes itself. But for all floating moments, dream of how your life will move along and you in a higher position of wisdom and inner comfort from the inside – which likely is being birthed from this experience of floating with your backed-up material. Almost so that you can really see this and then say, WAIT. Do I want to take this with me into the future? With what backs up around you, is this what you want more of?
If not, set it straight for the next drain. When it finally leaves, let it go. And if it comes back later, show up and represent in a different way so that it knows it is no longer a part of your being that now dreams for better things. We don’t just suddenly start crawling again or continue to do it. We did that thing. It got us to another level, now let it go and focus on walking in a better way. And with others who are still crawling, respect their journey. They may start standing tomorrow!
It's not on you to judge, it's only on you to support. Show yourself as this better example. Your heart and feelings are leading you to get into what feels like it will love on you. Let go of what makes you chase after it and constantly wonder. What is real is right here and it FEELS a certain way. The feelings will get you to heaven – even if it takes going through hell to get there. Think about dating and looking for people who resonate with us. Most people WILL NOT be the one. But it doesn’t mean there isn’t a one. It just means you got more steps to walk in life still until you can find each other. Walking through NO’s is not a NO in all of life. It's just no for this thing – as inside you feel you must wait and work for this other better thing.
FULL MOON IN CANCER.
Let go of what you chase after
That moves further from your reach.
That asks you to jump through hoops
That never feels like peace.
This is a fence. This is not for you!
Wait until a gate arrives
And then you will naturally walk through
And into what supports and wants to love on you.
Give up imbalance
And thinking things have to be hard.
Expect absolute resonance.
And for all good things to take you far.