Compost heaps ROCK!

​6 may W E D N E S D A Y ----- 
 
Here we are on the eve of the Full Moon in Scorpio and I sure do bet you all are feeling this heavy sort of vibe that has arrived! But I want you to also feel that right alongside of it you are showing up stronger and more determined to accomplish what needs you paying attention to it. 
 
Today we are in the death of seeing what is in the way of our dream, as our insides are so ready to create a new story of how lovely life can be. And therefore, we are working to override what our old selves would go along and manifest due to fear and feelings of scarcity. 
 
This means we are changing tracks and slipping into a new pattern where we will see how we settled for less or did not really value our body signs, to the point we followed along against our true will. But we don’t see it from this perspective until we walk that experience and then see how it got us to stand up for ourselves and to demand that we need things better.
 
But we needed the provocation to get ourselves to stand up for ourselves – and the provocation came through life experienced, step by step, patient as it goes, until finally some time like now occurs when we get to see all directions and to want to strive for more as we learn from our pain and give it something better to exhale into. 
 
The inhale is a very important part of the process. Life is not only the exhale and the satisfaction of attainment. The inhale creates the space for the exhale to then expand into. And if there is a shallow inhale, there will also be a shallow exhale. So to go slow, and go deep and really check out all the corners for what needs your attention, is NOT the worst thing in the world considering it will define where you next expand into. Give this some thought. 
 
Someone will come as a test today to rock your stability and to see if you CAN still hold steady in believing for the better day. This test is kind of fun because it's simply like you have a doorperson and how they have to check your ID first. -- Yes, you may have to wait in line and wonder if you will get in or be stoked for what is going on inside or noticing other interesting people in line. But then you get to this one point and you do this one thing and then that whole scene is over and transforms into the inside world where you won't be asked to do again what you did at that gateway point. 
 
This time is where you will be tested, like with showing your ID, and then everything will shift quickly. BUT LISTEN UP. You can do stupid things like getting in fights with others who are in line. The test also shows that others are in a provoking mood and almost like there to see if you will lose your zen on them. And if you do, the doorperson is going to kick you off the property and you and the other person will go off and fight like wild cats and stay totally fixated and consumed into the drama of your misalignment. 
 
So that is on the table today. And it happens if you fuck up the experience of waiting in line. Patience is key today as it weaves us into this next stage. 

And today we are to find AN EPIC PIECE where we shift into the new space and see something more clearly or come up with the answer that we couldn’t see before. The light goes into darker situations so we can find what really is valuable here. Keep looking until you find something and know that just because it's heavy and dark doesn’t mean this is not exactly where you need to be. 

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​The light goes into darker situations 
So that we find what really 
Is valuable here.
And what we will find
Are like the nutrients that 
Naturally grow from the darkness
Of the compost heap. 
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