6 february | well hello T H U R S D A Y!
So today has a lot of activity to it in where we run into people or hear things being said, and we NOTICE how much we are flowing with what we hear to the point we can see how we are being pulled by this string manipulating us through the media or through things we take in from our eyes and ears, and that bring feelings to the gut that then alter what we were just feeling before we took this in.
Something about this day is showing us the manipulation of a game we have to play each and every day as we learn to grow more powerful and solid with who we are so that we can navigate through the illusion that is very much like a mirror to you but it is fake. And even those words were to be slightly confusing for your brain to take in, and it was supposed to be that way.
This time is trying to crack through our ego fronts where we think what we are seeing is the truth and we allow it to be something that takes us full storm – as if it is everything. Yet look at the past few years and see how much was SO BIG yet now nothing you can really remember as there is something else that has continued to always be big – and stealing all your attention.
But ultimately the manipulative intention is to get you going back to the feeling over and over, and not seeing the other things in life going on because you are locked into this feeling addiction in your body that keeps getting triggered. It’s like needed to smoke or vape. Which oh my gosh, I just got taken on such a journey after I wrote vape where I saw the damage it is doing from the propylene glycol, which comes from the oil companies and which creates the extreme cloud of a puff. But WHOA I need to share a whole video on where I was taken to how that actually may be what is causing the extreme climate changes we are seeing in the past few years. But we will talk, and until then don’t vape anything that has that stuff in it and don’t be around anyone who does. TRUST ME. Your life will probably instantly improve when you do.
ANYWAY. Today we have clear vision into things like this where we are seeing through things we have been automatic in, OH SURE! This is correct! They told me this is safe so I can trust it!
We are to crack open in seeing how vulnerable we first are to the influences of all things going on around us, and then we are to get firm with strong boundaries coming from a person who values themselves who is like, NOPE and leaves the room because it doesn’t feel good.
You are to be more about going against the grain and choosing for things that DO feel good in your body, and where you do feel those feelings that DONT feel good and STOP feeding them or allowing them to grow and grow.
BUT on that side note, if your body wants to physically be fed today, feed it. There can be things that your body needs, as if it is your child, who at certain times during the year steps out to say, I WANT THIS THING. And actually I have found that we are to give in to it at this time and listen to how you need to feel this experience of food that maybe isn’t your norm of what you usually allow yourself to eat.
Whatever. I just know it’s best to honor this one, otherwise you can end up spending the whole day being focused on hunger ---- and not satisfaction. We are to go to satisfaction. We are to find ways to say MMMMM, even if it means we cancel all plans, stay on the couch all day, in a book, in the bath, in the kitchen -- ITS ALL GOOD. Because seeing how the things in the world are affecting you so, it’s time to for you to be the boss and choose spaces that are your first choice.