Become love in palpitation.

T H U R S D A Y 4 feb |  OKAY THEN. Here we are. Notice that you are feeling ready to face and deal with what before in your life you never could. This energy is getting you aligned and in position to draw boundaries and remain strong in your energy so that YOUR VISION is what you are pushing forward as how you want things to go.  
 
You are to be vulnerable with your needs and as clear as you can in wanting to get to a resolution or to get the prognosis no matter what it is. This getting down to business will have you knowing that it is better to face things and to feel a litle insecure and a little wobbly as you step into these scary things -- rather than have them eat you alive with fears that gets you thinking you don’t have a place here and it's time to check out.  
 
Rather than getting you to hide from what seems to control you, you are learning to stand up to the monster -- with wobbly legs, maybe – but still, TO STAND UP to see what happens. We are ultimately standing up for our lives and choosing to no longer live in the illusion that wants to keep us quiet and following along, insecure about it all. 
 
In our hearts is a new song and we are rising with love that could only grow from the deepest trauma and let down. The high vibing love that is a reality in palpitation births from the trenches. It doesn’t grow from the fruit of the trees, from the privilege and automatic things.  -- it grows from WHAT YOU HAVE TO WORK FOR and what takes time and passion to build. The depth you find in a new person week 1 is not even close to what it will be week 111. The getting to know bonds you. Week 1 of a new study versus week 111 is what being an authority on things is about. Those ACTUAL weeks walked through the journey of learning something new is what eventually rolls out an authority and someone who needs to speak up on what they authentically know. 
 
But the first steps ARE to be precarious and not so automatic because this deals with setting a new pattern in place. You got to work the muscles to get them stronger. They go limp and weak if you don’t work them. And to first work them always takes more dedicating and discipline on our parts. But always – it is worth it. It pays off to do the work now and to dive into the debt of it that is not showing just YET. SEE that it will. Just see that when you work harder and try harder and get up earlier and stick with it more, WITH hope that this experience just needs you doing more, that things ARE going to be MUCH better. 
 
Fixate yourself into creative solutions and the old remembering of being a child and trusting certain things. See that storms pass, and rainbows follow. YOU GOT THIS!! You don’t have to RUN AWAY or FOLLOW. Something really good awaits beyond what challenges you to keep with it and work through some debt or darker feeling situation. 
 
 
 
The high vibing love that is a 
reality in palpitation 
births from the trenches. 
It doesn’t grow from the fruit of the trees, 
from the privilege and preferential things. 
It grows in the seed of a dream
Walked, labored through
Believed in, and not seen
For vast parts of the journey. 
THAT is where resilience, genius, power
And INFLUENCE grow --
The real love that shows.
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