23 January | well hello T H U R S D A Y!
Okay sweet beauties. For today be prepared to make a huge dent in something that has needed your attention, that you maybe thought of as negative, or at least not something you wanted to face. Today moves us in a way to know that we have to get to something better and we have to create some sort of plan to get things going – for our own peace of mind.
And this is where it will hit you because in the mind is where it will get you up and going. But do also realize that with this rebuild, or whatever you are doing to go back and make something better, do it because it needs to be done and don’t let your emotions get too much in the way, or at least to the point you sit at indecision.
You are to make quick choices like when you feel super pumped up about taking things to the donation centers as you flip through things quickly and say, STAY or GO. Maybe imagine that the place will come pick your items up and you have one hour to clear your space of energy you don’t want around anymore.
So in our life we will be seeing things where we just have to quickly go with the YES or the NO. And notice that your body is doing this for you anyway, as we are learning to be okay with how quick our NO’s may come – TRUSTING that it means something. But if you notice yourself feeling a bit “cold” with how you are feeling today, be okay with that new side of you taking leadership and moving some things along without making it into something it doesn’t need to be.
Now A WHOLE HEAP LOAD of you are going to be super depressed around this day. And it’s really been a big part of 2020 so far. Which is the 4 year. And as I told you, it’s about being tested. But the tests carry rewards! This is to get us into a 6 year when we really vibe love – in 2022. And look, its 222. That is a very peaceful number. And 6 is love.
So. We NEED THE TESTS WE ARE GETTING so that we can be prepared to authentically vibe as love – and not love in theory, and hate in daily natural triggered state actuality. When we know trauma, as in it forcefully came into our lives, then we have quick triggers that show themselves as hateful or hurtful or mad or mean.
AND WE ALL KNOW TRUAMA.
So we all are walking around feeling pissed off and so let down, but ultimately AS WE HEAL we don’t get triggered by the same things. You can read my Vegan talk as a meat eater and not be affected at all because you are confident with how you need your own life to be – so you neither DEFEND YOUR STANCE or question mine – you move on with respect because, I have an opinion and so do you.
They just say, NOPE, and move on to my other messages. But only because they don’t have a wound that felt triggered by me saying, Vegan is the way, or whatever. I am someone who never took offense when I was a meat eater. I was like, I don’t eat it too often and I am full of gratitude when I eat it and I feel better (or so I thought!) when I eat it. I neither defended nor questioned. Just move on with respect that differing opinions are okay.
Whereas, someone who gets upset by my talk is UPSET for any possible reason, but that reason is inside them and goes back to wounds from their past. We don’t just get upset over everything, we get upset over what is fractured and in need of healing inside of us.
And the last 3 years got us thinking we were allowed to get all vocal and mad about all things that trigger us. And yes, on the global level issues, we are – my stance on Vegan is not a personal trigger, it’s a global issue.
But on the personal ones, that is ALL ON US. We are triggered because there is some sensitive spot inside that gets HEATED when touched. Others don’t change when they get touched. Think about being ticklish. That is what it is.
And where we are ticklish we need to understand WHY -- because it is unfair to keep rattling your system, your day, your plans, your hope for the future because ANOTHER PERSON has come in and triggered you. Don’t you want to not have your life dependent on others, where you see they are on their own healing journey and with the environment that influenced who they are and what they believe. Don’t you wish you didn’t need to control ALL THEM in order to feel sweet, kind, loving, happy, free and excited for your day? We get there when we heal what tickles us.