Be clean with your private words.

W E D N E S D A Y 9 september |  
 
So I know a lot of you have been feeling more pain than you thought you would be feeling. And do know, there IS going to be a big shift this month, but it doesn’t happen just yet. What we are in right now is the chaos of too many things and not being able to process them so we kind of feel like we are actively in trauma and staying alert for our safety. That way keeps us unhealthy and with shallow breathes and vision of futures that gray and dwindle.
 
So be aware that things are still rough waters and changing by the minute. We ultimately are being asked to stay loose and to not think things are going to go one certain way. There will be a test today where someone will come in with their strong ego thinking that they are the ones correct, and it is just on you to pass on the tango and to instead take the high road and remove yourself quickly. 
 
DO NOT think you have to be polite and stay around until there is an open space to kindly part ways. Just speak up and do it. You may seem rude, but if you don’t resonate, clear the space -- BUT do it with love. You may feel tempted to clear the space with authority as if you are entitled to act in a two-faced way, seeing that the other person is less than you. 
 
THAT is a big test today that you don’t want to trip into because you don’t want to show yourself as an ego maniac who also has an ugly side when you feel superior. We all have lacked discipline in taming that baby beast within, but ultimately, it's like carrying a cement brick for a 5k you want to run with 100 other people. Like, being evil with your words or thoughts, when you think no one can see, is what weighs down your life to the point you really can't get anywhere. 
 
So, we must purify. To bring in New Earth and to stop the devastation that is on the way, WE MUST GET CLEAN inside of ourselves. WE MUST walk our talk and stay diligent on the daily in working to express as our higher selves and not our baby ego not getting its way. We are SO programmed to hate and to divide. It was the original con put into place. Two sides always keeps things divided – and seeing strongly that you are always the right one, on the right team, on the right side. 
 
When we stay locked in choosing one out of two options, we stay locked in limited lives continually protecting the only things we know. Just like how I always tell you how I moved to San Francisco when I was about 24 and it was before cellphones and internet – so we only knew what was right around us and what came on cable or magazines. I grew up where cable wasn’t wired so I have only watched cable in my whole life at Airbnb’s. 
 
But when I was suddenly exposed to people from all over the world, it totally opened my mind to how limited I grew up only knowing the St. Louis area as all that there is. And immersing myself in the expansiveness of the reality, that I was one small dot of the actuality playing itself out, humbled me to the point I meander in life, go with the flow, try to remain open to other people’s sides and not judge things as if I know best. Moving to SF showed me I am in a sea of geniuses and beautiful people with stories to what they bring, and it's best to respect and just allow everyone to be who they are – knowing there is a background to all stories or representations others bring to our awareness. 
 
We are coming together with others today and it will be busy. Things are to be unexpected and I want you out there showing the love and looking for things that help you feel light and carefree. You may want to do something artistic or take a class where you are around others that you don’t know. You also may run into something that has many sides to it and you will walk away wondering what that meant. Go with what your gut says. There was something to the connection. But as long as you play it clean it was on them to learn from. You were just a catalyst or something. 
 
 
You are not the only one.
You can't always be the best.
But you are A Special One
And you CAN always expect the best. 
Give and you will get. 
 

moon journey: Gemini
moon phase: bring it forward
numerology vibration: 2  4  22