Oh MOON! We LOVE when you go full in our favorite sign of TAURUS! We love when you get us to look at the fears we possess that keep us locked into a pattern that others created for us, and away from the expansive and soul satisfying life that we COULD OTHERWISE CREATE. With this moon we look at how others have manipulated us to give them what they want, but inside of us a new voice is rising and this one is ready to talk about how to take care of the crops so that all are valued and all that can be done IS being done.
This energy opens us to ALL IS ONE and not – well only SOME people get to succeed or be loved or have homes or make good money. This new energy is where we all will sort of widen our reach in seeing what we can do to give love to things and to make an impact in whatever and whomevers lives we can find.
These are beginning days of the new Feminine Essence Rising, and with this moon we can be a bit unsure at first or pausing for just a minute to make sure this is really it and this is really when you can afford to expect high value and to invest in high quality and to go beyond what you have seen before.
BUT DO KNOW, this is the test – it is all about you letting go of how you stayed in some mold to please others and contribute to no ruffling of their feathers, like walking with an egg in a spoon, where now you just have to break free and be yourself and keep it real and do what feels like something is coming alive in your body where you DO believe in these other possibilities that deal with your creative gifts and that can sustain you in all the ways you wish for.
You just need to see how others are squeezing the life out of you BECAUSE you still continue the pattern that feeds them having THEIR needs met. It is time for YOUR needs to be met. And for many this is about sexuality and romance and being with someone that excites you and stimulates you with the energies that can only be circulated through sex. At this time many will be crossing boundaries where before they never could have imagined themselves. Be aware that this is just the real you rising and nothing at all to run from. What you need will show up if you declare that you deserve love and are open to it finding you now. Things are coming for us to love on and it may be a rediscovered craft that now your hands and creativity are really ready to dive into.
Expect that you want to plan things in a totally different way and to come out of the shadows in regards to something that is really important to you and that can make a difference in bringing more love or something that is the wisdom from walking the other side of something. This time is when you stop hiding from your power and head straight into it – even if there is pain as you separate or go another direction.
Healing OFTEN COMES from separation and division. See that letting go of something is actually feeding your soul to grow closer to home where you WERE otherwise raised to hide and deny. So let go what is making you sick and open to something really loving on you like you have never seen before. IT IS TIME for something. And it is either love or creativity or something that connects you like a dream family and it is to surprise you at this time.
ALSO be aware that others will be making drastic moves too and it may be that their move is what moves you. TRUST THIS. You don’t have to fear a change coming now and you are being asked to love yourself and trust that you will get through all situations stronger -- BECAUSE YOU WILL. This is getting you into the best position and the time is NOW.
Listen deep within and bring the truth of what you need to feel valuable and loved and held in all the ways that satisfy your sensual nature and relationship to Mama Earth. Go for what sustains and feels like it was meant for you. STOP caving to keep others happy and content. You got a vision inside and it IS rising now.
FULL MOON IN TAURUS
I now declare that a new power rises
Where my voice strengthens
And my eyes brighten.
I can see clearly into what’s illusion
Keeping me good and obedient
And not the freedom fighter
I was born to be.
So, I declare a new day is here
And there won't be any more confusion
On where I stand.
And if I ruffle feathers
They needed to be ruffled long ago.
Allow me to introduce
The rebirth of my original codes.
F R I D A Y 30 oct |
Expect to feel strongly about not wanting to fall into the old ways of fear and limitation and thinking there is not enough to go around. Be aware that old world themes are strong in you right now and eliciting a reaction that is stronger than you are used to.
But also – see that things are showing you where your passions are to go next, and signs are here letting you know that you have arrived, or something honors the changes you have been making with yourself or with something you have been letting go of in order to make way for a better life for yourself.
So, where you have finally seen that you are important, things are now starting to grow. But all of this has been about waking you up to finally putting YOU first and not following along in all these ways that you know have hidden agendas.
You can feel that this lower vibing thing is trying to front that it is the way and the only way – but when you honor yourself you naturally feel that this invitation is not something you want to go to because it just doesn’t feel good. The stronger you get with understanding who you are, and loving that person, the easier it is to cancel appointments, dates and family get-togethers. When you value yourself, you stop doing what doesn’t feel good.
But when you don’t see that you matter, it's easy to just go automatic on things. And we are to not be automatic with life because the program that teaches that way is false, and it will never lead you to the happiness that could be your life -- like within a few days or weeks -- IF you just give it the space to grow from seeing that you deserve something better.
Things are changing quickly for people where they go against the grain or where they were not expected to be, and it works out marvelously. You may even feel called from within to do things that are sort of risky and it may get you getting up and going -- but DO so if you get lit up to DO. Go for it today because from within you will start moving and this is all about staying focused on going towards goals that DEEP INSIDE WE KNOW will pay off.
But these changes in our life are with facing the fears and not letting them overtake us. So, you need to expect that you will have to face things like money fears or ultimately people spreading messages of doom and gloom and things that do get you thinking maybe you are too foolish to succeed with what you dream.
It's just important that you see this test before you and that you don’t buy into the illusion of it because it 100% is not yours to mess around with. Like, think about this. You are going on a road trip and need to leave right now to not get into traffic on the way out of town -- so it is not okay for you to say, hey, let me stop at the video store and pick out 10 movies that I will watch over the next month when I get back home from my road trip next week. LIKE, it doesn’t make sense to distract yourself with things that really don’t make sense. BUT REALIZE the temptation will be there because others are coming for you and trying to get you stuck in traffic so that things don’t really go your way.
But if you just leave now, and do it how you feel called to do it, no matter what, then you will find something amazing today that lines you up as if by magic and shows you that all the hard work you been doing behind closed doors and with no one seeming to even care HAS added up to you earning a bonus or a blessing that shows you the garden you have been working on IS growing important things for you.
Things ARE moving along. So keep moving them YOUR WAY. It's time to stop packing the fears. Stop that old track today and declare that love will save your way and the only thing to fear is fear itself. Like, really listen to those words. THE ONLY THING TO FEAR IS FEAR ITSELF. This really is the greatest truth and the one thing keeping you from the better life that is 100% available to you. Just don’t fear what could be. Give that old world way of dealing with the mystery A REST. Put it down and let it go because inside your soul you are ready to grow.
Don’t dwell in how horrible it could be.
Celebrate how beautiful it will be.
Be the boss of your destiny.
T H U R S D A Y 29 oct |
GRAPHIC READING. SEXUAL ABUSE + HUMAN TRAFFICKING DISCUSSION after the 1st paragraph.
Be aware that something is going to get you SUPER fired up and feeling VERY STRONG in your heart about things. Almost where you are changed and now things hit you differently. But be aware that today is a bit different because people are seeing into deeper layers and it really can have you upset at how fooled you were, or others were, but in seeing this, many of you will be furious at the injustice.
One thing I am being shown right now is human trafficking. And while we tend to only look at how this is OUT THERE, and this thing that others are doing, we need to realize that we are not paying attention to THE DEMAND. And the demand is in dominance coming from caucasian men of the USA. The reasons FOR human trafficking in grotesque numbers that you couldn’t even handle hearing is BECAUSE these white men of the USA are looking for them and paying top dollars. And it is escalating because they keep going even more extreme, from trying this out and then needing more and more.
But deeper, deeper. I would say that 80% of everyone reading this has been molested by a relative or neighbor or pastor or friend or stranger, and sexually violated in a way that 70% of you haven’t even talked about yet. But deeper, deeper. Catholic Priests have been paying out millions to victims for DECADES – and in the news and like $660 million dollars back in the 90’s. So deeper, deeper it's in the fabric of ALL OF OUR LIVES, and this country and the whole planet – this violation and stealing of people’s bodies. And basically, we can keep looking ALL OUT THERE at everyone else doing bad things, but we also need to admit that OUR loved ones did bad things, and bad things were done to them.
We change things from the root or community or local levels. We don’t change the projection on the wall that shares a story of what is going on. We turn around and say, WHO IS MAKING THIS HAPPEN? Same with being vegan, you don’t focus only on the abuse of the animals, you turn around and say, WHO IS MAKING THIS HAPPEN? Who is providing the demand for the supply? Who says this is okay? Because if you do something you are voting for the projection on the wall. And that is where our attention need be. I also know that women were programmed with media messages to be frigid with their husbands, thus opening the door for hubby to look elsewhere and in the same house is what the programming knew would happen.
Keeping it real. During the Gulf war they would show the USA fighter pilots violent rape porn before sending them out to kill others. THINK ABOUT THAT. This stuff is deep, and it is KNOWN how to manipulate things to get the masculine energies out there just ripping into things with the force of wanting to smash and destroy the feminine energies. This was programmed.
And what I believe is that we fix this scene from fixing our dsyfunctionally raised men. And WITH STRONG FEMININE ESSENCE that is way more sexual and way less about hating other women for being sexual. We have to GIVE MORE GOOD SEX in order to clean house with how this other way has run rampant because our mothers looked the other way with their own abuse and ours, because so did theirs.
And now, we no longer look the other way. For that reason, I just warn you to be open to deeper layers and to understand that the people programming you have millions of dollars to con you into being a frigid wife of the 50s or a demonic acting Christian of the 2020’s. The programming gets you to do what THEY WANT YOU TO DO. So, we must be smarter and go deeper, deeper and turn around to see WHO is projecting the movie they want us to watch. Turn around and go deeper. Don’t believe ANY mainstream hype and especially the hype that wants you to believe they are NOT mainstream, and it is the OTHERS that are. If they got millions to advertise, they are one and the same. 100% fact.
One good thing about life is that we all can start over today when we wake up to the cruelty we provide the demand for. When you go and get those super cheap things at Wal-Mart you are getting things that children of 7 years of age or a woman who works 18 hours and makes under a $1 a day works to make for YOU to enjoy NOT having to spend a lot of money on clothes, that you buy to try to feel better about yourself. We (the demand) want bargains, so the corporations exploit those who will do anything to get food on their tables BECAUSE they have been put in such dire positions by those in power, basically forcing them to sell their child or their soul to us getting all the privileges of 300 different outfits a year.
So, can you hear the energy today. It hits hard. It likely will make you mad. But this also will get you to change and we need YOU CHANGING so that you can change and influence those around you who REALLY REALLY REALLY need to change and stop doing what they are doing. Lead the way, baby. Where you get mad, find a way to bring change that turns this into a passion for correction.
The problem is deeper, deeper.
And it's time to clean up
So that the supply will never be.
Look at oat milk! It's replacing cow milk cream!
And that puts more babies with mamas
And YOU rebuilding the dream.
Don’t just hate on the projection.
What can you do to decrease the demand
That allows the wrong things to be?
W E D N E S D A Y 28 oct |
We are back into something from our past that now needs us to make a decision or to see this from another side that we weren’t giving enough attention. When you think about a vacation to a place you’ve been, you have lots of curiosities about how you need to be prepared and what it will actually feel like. But on your 2nd time of going you will have this whole data base PLUS even more that you want to explore because you have this relatively sound feeling of comfort, like you are coming home to a place or experience you know.
So we need one time to do it from an unknown consciousness, and then a known, and then each time opens you to being more aware and in the moment – and ultimately, just because you NOW have the KNOWING.
And you can read about the knowing, like you did before your first trip, but it was not even close to the actual knowing when you have finally walked it. Before having a baby is one story, after having a baby is another. Get that through our mind today as you are being asked to walk gracefully in not thinking you are deficient, or something is wrong with you because you don’t have all the knowing that settles you in this moment. But see how each time we do go to that same vacation spot or go on another date or get through a rough cave period or depression or whatever we do, when we get through it we always feel better – and we try to explain to others what it will be like rounding the corner from one space to another, but we never ever know until we really walk it.
The differences between the last year of high schoolers, like YOU ALL ARE, and the 3rd graders, who are the mainstream and majority of humans, IS a life yet to be walked – and experienced – and touched into – and fallen into – and heartbroken from – and risk taking scary – and challenge overcome – and leap of faith into the best thing ever. ALL OF THEM NEED TO BE LIVED.
This week your system is going through something that looks like video film in a machine that goes backwards fast and stops at a place where you are to do this better and where THIS TIME you are allowing the experience TO JUST BE. We don’t need to fight this life, even if it is scary AF and where too many things are happening one after the other. We need you in least resistance so that your video film can STOP and start over in this new way where you aren’t so automatic and falling into loser town with any little provocation or challenge.
It can be scary to hold hope and belief in yourself – but you can. You are doing PERFECT at this time and there is nothing wrong with the choices that led you to here. So, allow your body, with some deep breathes taken right now to just settle into seeing that big things are coming, and you just need to ride the magic carpet and let it go and surrender for a few days. You are being too hard on yourself because you were programmed to be.
But THE MOMENT you let up, support is going to fly your way and show you that you are a safe little ducky who is NOT all alone and having to fend for yourself. Support IS around you and it comes when you let it go, stop trying to control yourself or the bad behaviored people around you. Let them do their thing and you just focus your mind on seeing the beauty of your life as you trust that the other sides are coming, the answers are coming, the community is coming, the love YOU NEED is building in all of us where we all will be noticing each other much brighter. And where our eyes will identify beauty in a new way.
But first, let’s unwind the story you were watching. Let’s pull the film back to where things got off track, and get you surrendering this time and allowing the story TO DRIVE YOU to where you need to be. Do something in a new way where it is about surrendering to the signs and not forcing yourself in there when things are not ready for you. You don’t have to jump any guns; you just need to sit back and take in the sights and wait for when the path is cleared, and something ignites you with full on passion to go out and kick some ass. But first, let’s unwind and find out where your reach was ill-timed and thus confidence deflating. When ON TIME your confidence will be there, and often it takes a 2nd time to get it right.
Time to unwind the old story
And rewrite your position
On uncomfortable situations
So that you learn to trust this experience
As providing essential wisdom
For you to fully experiment with
On your unique journey.
Without the knowing you come up empty.
And you, my love, deserve something FULL OF LIFE.
S A T U R D A Y 24 oct |
OH WOW! First off, we are in one of our days where the veils are thin and those who have crossed over can reach us easier, and they TEND TO. Usually Grandma or Grandpa shows up with their scent or a strong thought out of nowhere. My Dad came on the last opening, and we’ll see who it is today.
BUT HERES THE THING. This day will actually test you hardcore!!! Like, you won't just get to sail into the magical feeling of the day, and you will be tested with things you need to be tested with to see if you will grab onto this negative thing and allow it to ruin your day. So, you can grow super fixated into something that upsets you to the point your mind replays the debate of what you would like to say.
DON’T LET THIS HAPPEN. It IS the trick of the day. And just like in recognizing that a speed bump is up ahead, this is where you just need to slow down and pay attention, but don’t steer off into the gutter to go fighting with someone or to blow your fuse because then you WONT get a visitation or the thing that inspires you with surprises or upgrades that show you the way -- when you have been so stuck for a while and you NEED this gift.
This day is to liberate you in seeing there is something else, but it needs the correct foundation to lay onto. Like a basecoat or a primer that comes from you being in a certain state of mind today. Just 100% don’t fight and don’t tango with anyone who has a tongue that you KNOW could do a lashing. Don’t be that annoying person who has to be right and who has to be superior and one up you and dominate you as if their way is the only way. Be aware that the test may invite you to dance, but I think you all will do good and will swat away the fly instead of getting into a fight with it. IT'S NOT WORTH IT!!!
IF you are too much in the world today you will start to feel like you don’t have a place and you don’t know how to work with others so that you can get your truth through. Just be aware that we are learning our way out of situations where we are tangled in caustic ways with others, and how we end up being the fuel to fire them into a fury – WHEN we need to learn to be the higher beings and to not have to fight back or get even or show them who is boss. We need to learn to pick our battles and STOP GIVING OUR DAY AWAY to the dysfunction of others who should NOT be stealing our energy when we need to be focused on fixing things and coming together and realizing how precious our energy is.
People are waking up through things coming at them like synchronicity and out of the blue SO THAT you wake to your value. An old friend may appear to affirm that you are a gift to the world. Open up and receive this connection that wants to ignite you into positive action. This day wants to bring you together, not tear you apart.
This day wants to bring you together,
Not tear you apart.
Go to where you are supported.
And don’t you dare one up anyone.
That is not the higher way.
And you don’t want to plant those seeds
In your dream garden to be.
Value your time and space.
F R I D A Y 23 oct |
Wow. This day feels very different and where most of you are going to notice that you are in a different space and much more focused on putting things into better order from a higher sense of value, and also with the awareness that illusion is taking most people but you are somehow seeing into the depth of hidden material to the point you are in alignment with what is NOT being shown.
But it's confusing because it requires that you believe in yourself to step into the rebuild of what you can see is out of balance. And therefore, there will be the temptation to follow along and do as the masses are being programmed, because it is the main prescribed way – OR, to totally go against all that and stand solid with what you feel inside.
This energy is PROFOUND. And it deals with you finally getting yourself out of the gutter, where you ARE positioning yourself because YOU DO expect the worst, or you are entertaining negative scenarios and PAINTING THEM INTO YOUR FUTURE. For every thought and action you put out there, it comes back 100 fold somewhere in your life up the way.
You will be crushed in the future if you keep planting negative things in this NOW. It is because we only get things later that we don’t want to believe this could be true. But it is true. Life on Earth is about Karma, and we always get back what we put out there – and it hurts to admit or to see that one’s current position could be from past decisions.
But we also can correct our ships today. We can start it over where we keep our minds and bodies clean and see that doing so actually brings the solutions and upgrades we seek so that we are finally happy and finally loving the lives we create. My new home is magnificent, and it is the best home, best neighborhood, best feeling, best everything that I have ever had in my whole life. How it is today is not like it has ever been before. And I think I’m in heaven in this new town and life of mine! I SCORED.
But dude, I earned this. Because no matter how much anyone wants to misinterpret me or leave something dysfunctional so that they do want to hurt me or discredit me, I have NEVER fought back or defended myself where I hate on them and point out any flaws I may see – which is what we do when we feel hurt by others; we rip them apart.
And we are to stop doing that as of today because it will never get you what you want – in the same way that if you keep saying no one will ever love you, that energy IS being planted. It's like voting for the gutter, when WTF. You deserve to be valued and living a life that no one before you could create in the divine way you are SET TO. Pay attention to those words!!!!!!! It's time to get you a better life.
It's good Karma to let things go and realize that we all are wounded and if you have a problem with me, it really is your problem. And if I have a problem with you and can't stop thinking about how much I want you to suffer and have failure in your future, then OH BOY, I sure am planting seeds of suffering and failure in my future – somewhere up ahead. It's like taking from a retirement fund.
ENERGY IS ENERGY. YOU DON’T GET TO FEEL SOMETHING AND NOT HAVE IT ALSO COME BACK TO YOU BECAUSE OF THE KARMA ASPECT OF EARTH. SO ALL YOUR EMOTIONS ARE ADDING UP TO SOMETHING. ALL THAT YOU SAY IN YOUR MIND AND ALL THAT YOU SAY WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT OTHERS BEHIND THEIR BACKS, IT'S ALL COMING BACK TO YOU. 100 FOLD. ---------- NOW YOU UNDERSTAND WHY SO MANY PEOPLE ARE SUFFERING AND ALL ABOUT HATING ON EVERYTHING DIFFERENT FROM WHAT THEY ARE. That can't stop planting misery seeds in their future.
So clean your shit up. We all have to do this on Earth, and to delve into our shadows and to make peace and to BE BETTER PEOPLES, or we will create miserable lives where we only want to divide because we are so jealous of other people and what they have and how we turn this into a story that because they have, you don’t get to have. So they become a threat and where you can't stop hating on them.
If you face your wounds and the shadowy things you have done, because you have been hurt, and that hurt is expressing, your life gets better because you start being kinder to yourself, and that’s the doorway to being compassionate with others.
Things are manifesting QUICKLY
For the next few weeks.
You got to be aware
Of the energy you share.
Time to wake up hardcore.
Don’t get down if you wake up
To why you are where you are
And it hurts to admit.
WE ALL have been hurtful.
But to face this and correct it
Is the only way to the new earth life
That so many of you have already caught onto.
T H U R S D A Y 22 oct |
Okay!! This is a big day and we are going back into the wound of the last 8 years, with a spontaneous change of energy, that can give some of you vertigo or leave you feeling ungrounded, but where you are going to be saying your final good bye to something that was in your system and allowing this other thing to come your way.
For example, when you are wounded you say YES to things that are absolutely a NO and you say NO to things that are absolutely a YES. You get real confused because you weren’t shown love or loyalty or compassion or whatever. And where we were wounded, we attract to others who will give us what will hurt us or let us down. And we do this until we wake up, or we heal, or until we get a therapist who truly is an authority and who truly wants to see us grow.
When we get less, we choose for less. IT IS A FACT. This one is 100% verifiable. So see that something that was done wrong to you that influenced changes within the last 8 years, that got you choosing for things that did not work out well, is now leaving your storybook where you are rising into the teaching of it and seeing the error of your ways.
For example, when I moved into my last house, I got so many warnings in my body on the woman who owned it. I saw the image of a snake, which I interpreted as me needing to protect myself, so I demanded that we get a property manager so that I wouldn’t have to deal with the owner. I saw that my warnings were just so that I would take protective precautions, like you would with a snake.
And basically, now living in a new home, and with how things ended up, I have a whole other way of walking life, where NO WAY IN SHIT ASS HELL am I going to get in a contract with ANYONE who I feel I have to protect myself from. This was one of the top worst experiences in my life and where I really saw a way that a human can be that I never saw in my whole life. From the moment I moved in, the neighbors poured in to visit to talk to me about how I should probably break the lease and lose a couple months rent because they said NO ONE leaves with what they came with and the owner usually tries to hurt everyone who leaves.
And keeping it real, I didn’t believe them. I actually didn’t take it seriously because I had NEVER heard anyone talk so nasty about another person. This was like Jerry Springer madness. So I kind of judged them for talking so negatively about someone who was not here to give their side of things. But. You know what. At the end of the journey, I now see they were 100% correct and warning me because they didn’t want to see another person hurt by this woman.
But I had to walk it myself and believe it was not as horrible as 100% of everyone, the neighbors, the power company, the propane company, the whole town, was telling me, SO THAT I WOULD GET STRONG ENOUGH TO NEVER DO THAT AGAIN. Because of doing that bad move, that maybe was a perfect move, I have a tongue that is sharp as a snake in that I know if something doesn’t feel right, IT IS NOT RIGHT!! It means GET OUT. Only the wounded would try to make it work. So, think about that. Only the wounded try to make it work. The healed say, fuck that shit and give a clear NO to what is absolutely a NO and unacceptable to step into. I didn’t get it going into this experience, but coming out, my standards have gone next level in what I will or will not allow into my entire world. It changed me that much.
So also see that we all have a playbook of where we too rented the house, signed the agreement, got into a collaboration, a partnership -- when we had warnings galore – and where we then sit in hindsight feeling so down that we said yes to this thing that deserved our no. But just realize, it's hard to understand but we HAVE to learn our lessons through walking them. We don’t just get to show up street smart about life – UNTIL we learn the hard way. So, embrace this hard way and kick this old habit to the curb that gets you accepting less than. You made a choice, you paid the price, let it go and grow from it. It HAD TO BE to get you this wise. Trust.
You made a choice,
You paid the price,
Let it go and grow from it.
It HAD TO BE
To get you this wise.
There is no other way to enlightenment.
S A T U R D A Y 10 october |
Today is an important day where things are coming together, and you are being asked to express your emotions and to talk about what you're feeling as you bring it to the forefront and let what is inside of you be known. You may feel unstable over what you are seeing in the world to the point it freezes you and you don’t know what to do. Be okay with how things hit you, knowing that you feeling and expressing emotions is the point of this.
The energy wants you speaking up about how you feel and not letting others gaslight you and steam roll over you to the point you just follow along and end up miserable on their dead end path. You are to break free and do what you feel and do it with gusto, knowing that you need this steam in order to get you through the rebuilding process where other things were done wrong.
Many people will not understand what is going on right now and they will beat themselves up for it. Some people will feel the pressure of what they feel inside their bodies and it will be too much to hold. Be compassionate with others and do what you can to get them talking about their emotions. We just need to talk and express how things are sort of scary and unstable. But from seeing how so many are on the same page, we also are finding ways to declare stronger boundaries about what we need to feel safe, secure and like we are supported.
From empty places we awaken to designing something that WILL hold us and that does help us feel like we have a place in the world. Things are to reboot and start over at this time from what you are feeling and how something stronger is growing in you where you will NOT back down just because some people want to tell you that you are wrong or selfish or only looking out for yourself.
Be aware that people only want to fight today, and that is why they argue with anything you are deciding to do. But see that inside they are feeling scared and miserable – but they haven’t processed their emotions so that they can digest it and get the fuel that motivates them to make the changes. So, YOU hold compassion and be the space for the belief that we can start over and that we are not too far gone. Walk like you know you are starting something new and THIS will hold you in all the ways you wish. Just don’t let go of declaring how better you need things. And don’t buy into the illusion of others who are dead set on driving their lives further into the gutter. See beyond their aggression and use it to motivate you in a better direction. What hits us is to get us creating something better and NOT buying into its dysfunction or manipulative ways.
You will do something today and you won't know why you did this, but something will pull you into it and you need to surrender! This is testing to see if you trust but also if you will go on what your body spontaneously tells you to do. It wants you to GO on this but to not have any clue how it could possibly come true. Seek to protect and preserve what will support you.
From inspiration inside your body
You will decide to GO
But you won't have any clue
How it could possibly come true.
Keep at it! Here is where
Love finds you.
F R I D A Y 9 october |
Good morning my loves! So today you should feel a bit tired because we are at the top of the moon mapping wheel where we move into 2 weeks of an inward space of putting things into a better order. But we get super inspired today to want to think and plan around something and to start laying it out so that your life runs better in the near future.
The energy can have you wanting to work on your home or what you have around you BECAUSE it helps you feel in control when the world outside of you feels so out of YOUR control. So, take advantage of how you naturally want to nest or work on the home or do things that get you feeling safe and secure and nurtured and in SOMETHING that gets you creating the space of safety.
You are to work towards the feeling of what has you feeling full or like you are supported from what is around you. You may even want to paint your walls a dark color, which you should! Dark warm tones are LOVELY, and they DO NOT make the room look small; they make it feel unbelievably cozy. It's like heated walls. Cool tone colors are a different story. But make the changes, even if they are small, and where you are using your voice around where you need support and nurturing and things that help you feel more comfortable at home SO THAT you have more steam to go out there and kick some ass in the world.
So where you feel soft and you want to pull away or not be out in the world, DO SO. It is 100% perfect timing for you to unplug and NOT JUDGE that your body needs to rest for a minute. Stop fighting your natural flows because this normal cycle is to get you seeing that you are ready to really assert yourself this time and really find the way to not get conned by what sucks the life out of you, and to make the essential and often fluctuating changes that keep you feeling nurtured and supported and held like a good mama letting you know there IS a mama bear watching over you. And they would be wise to step back and get out the way.
So allow this time to hold you and listen to what your body tells you to do. You are to not fight the cravings or the baths or the many blankets or the movies you want to be the way of your day. You are to just listen and support your own self SO AS TO THEN manifest the best support from others, OR the voice and words you need to share so as to GO FOR the support you need.
You also may feel low or sad, but you won't have words or understanding as to what exactly this is for. It may not make sense. But something is sad in order to move you, and also to honor that too much is too much, and sometimes you have to take care of you before you think others will. And OFTEN you taking care of you gets you feeling so brand new that you wonder why you didn’t do this sooner. Massages always get us feeling like we should have always been doing this and now have to include it in our monthly self-care. Allow your body to guide you to something that may need tears and food and down time but let it be okay and allow this natural reboot that WILL get you full steam tomorrow and ready to start over with serious power. Let this day first soothe you and get you ready. Do only what feels like a yes in your body. LAY LOW.
It's time for you to say no
To all that needs you
To tap dance for it.
Make today about your own self care
And go towards what feels like
Support, love and mouthfuls of yummy.
T H U R S D A Y 8 october |
HERE WE GO!! Something about this energy is the golden ticket. I also heard the words, ding, dong, the wicked witch is dead. And since I do the readings early, who knows what this really means, but what I feel is that we are losing aspects of our nature that fell for deceit or that could be conned because we were so wounded -- and made gullible from the wounding.
But now the lights are turned on and something is undeniable. This creates a mass movement of change that now speaks in a different way and where we are going into wanting to learn how to heal the ways we push away the good and attract and run full speed ahead towards the bad. Something snaps us to attention where the lights get us seeing what is revealed that is about going towards things corrupt or that hurt others.
And it's like the mama bear is waking in us all where we are thinking about our impact on others, thinking about how to take care of our babies when threats abound, and thinking about how to come together to do more together. Mama bear puts her own issues aside and strives to learn as quickly, and to vibe highly as graciously, because there is a bigger job to focus on, and getting these babies saved is everything. Imagine what the mama bear went through who lived near me in Jemez Springs and how a speeding car killed one of her 2 babies. And then they started coming to my house every night, which I think is because of my dog that looks like a little bear, and me too, but I think the twin or the mama was drawn to him. Imagine what that mama went through, knowing too it was a tourist in town speeding through the mountain curves, as they did on weekends. That human going too fast for the thrill of it, of venting his frustration at feeling so powerless in life, and then killing what was just in its natural habitat and having a beautiful day.
We are in something like this where the toxic minded are creating change to what is innocent and love. And you are to know that this only means we get stronger from the pain, and from the horrible journey of loss that ends up placing us solid in this moment where we ARE aware and grateful for what we have still, as we EAGERLY step into position to protect what is being threatened. Mama bear protects – and at all cost.
So you may be called to show yourself where you maybe overhear something in public where someone is being harassed or something is just not right, and you WILL notice yourself quickly acting like you are doing something as you really wait to hear if this needs you intervening. You also will notice OTHERS are intervening, so you may just want to pause and see who is also processing if they should jump in because they are better qualified to be this thing that stops a negative force. This may be happening a lot, and right after you had such a gorgeous day. So be aware that when you need to protect, you will step up – and it is ON YOU to say yes to this opportunity to show yourself stronger. You got it in you!
Never it is awesome
that we have to go through death to vibe higher,
but always does it happen.
From here today,
to gone tomorrow
should get you loving more on today.
W E D N E S D A Y 7 october |
Today is exciting and it's when things feel to be coming back to together or your hope is rising because of news that comes that deals with the rebuild and setting things straight. People are talking and there is going to be a lot of action over the next 2 days. But we are coming together, and something has transformed how we see the patriarchy and the manipulation that is keeping people small and not dreaming for more.
So with this knowledge, we are changing in wanting to do what we can to personally keep our mental spaces pure and where we are MORE tuned into our own bodies, rather than the media manipulation, which is owned by a handful of the elite, who own them all, manipulate them all, and have millions to advertise so as to control YOU. I always say how I stopped watching the news with the OJ Simpson trial, which wildly the Kardashian father is the one who got OJ off -- but being a Pisces, I was NOT about the news because I quickly noticed that it would change me and make me sad and hopeless from all the scary stories. So, I instead went out and walked life, away from the addiction to thinking I needed news from some billionaire source – that OBVIOUSLY has intentions of controlling me. I feel doing this made me a better judge of character and also it got me seeing where I feel very wrong about messages that the media is saying are VERY RIGHT.
If you only know one thing, you believe it heart and soul. But now that you know we all are being manipulated, you need to get to your mind and stay focused on what you SHOULD be believing in and what you SHOULD be taking in that influences your energy to hold hope. If you can't do anything about something AND it squashes your hope for a bright future, get out. That is the plan put into place to keep you behind the TV and out of the world where you gain in strength to really kick ass and show that you DO know best and ARE vibing to a station that is about love.
Others are coming to inspire you to keep at some goal and to assert towards your own personal rebuild. So, keep your head up today and know that the messages coming are what you need to see, and they also are to get you lightening up in your mind! Some people talk about their fears, and they are opening up about how they made it right again. So, listen to how this shows you that you need to see something in a more positive light.
You also are going to feel creative or will be thinking about your creative projects and how to do more of what you love. It comes from giving less time to what gets you to hate! Think about that. Like, if you walk in a room that has a real bad smell, don’t you back out and shut the door and move on? Do the same with what is around you and keep going towards what feels light and invigorating. SOMETHING is to spark you alive today – and it WILL change the way you have been thinking! This is just the thing to set you alive again. Be ready. This day is very important for us.
Something will spark
And it’ll get your heart to speak up
About how you DO deserve
To see, hold and manifest a better story.
Open your mind to a better side
Of why things had to be.
But open your mind
And look to what is high.
T U E S D A Y 6 october |
Oh my! Things are busy in the airwaves today and you need to stay conscious of putting yourself in the light and declaring that only things of the highest vibration come your way. Know that things connect but they also change quickly, and it means we will get up and go, but maybe not know we are going to get up and go until we hear the call. You will be coming in contact with others, and there is a lot of fear around you, but you are to stand strong in this beam of light and just use the energies of today where you are seeing yourself higher and feeling something better about life. Put your focus on some higher point and just don’t let go!
Things are amplified today, and it means all will be out and about – and we are coming together with others who are talking about things that we are learning to process in new ways. Right now, it's important that you are valuing yourself and declaring your boundaries and using your throat to go for and not hold back. Our throats will be getting stronger in not backing down when something is wrong. And what shows up now is for you to show yourself in a way that is carefree, but assertive when needing to stand up.
You may even notice yourself changing drastically today where you are going along and all peaceful and then you spark up furious over something. If it happens today, it's about something you need to stand up in regard and it deals with something you will be asserting more in the coming times. So, injustice may spark you, and that fury is something where others HAVE had control over you, or you followed along only to realize they were way wrong.
At this time, you are to come to another side, and it is to change from what you share or talk about -- and it also is to inspire you that you CAN change. You may even be saying things to partners where you are working to be clearer and to speak in ways that empower and not just see all that is wrong and then take that inwards and find reasons to think YOU are doing something wrong.
We are in mental spaces today because we are getting to the bottom of how we have had some glass half empty approach, like thinking we are too old to fall in love or have missed some boat for career success. If in the mind, it's always being pushed into your future to walk. So, we have to hit moments like today where we really wake up to what we are doing, where we really pay attention to the words we use and the intentions behind them. We are to see that what we put out there is watering our gardens and the food we will eat.
Stay very conscious and in the moment today – because you will see what is the culprit in keeping the good life away. It is in your thoughts today. All that is negative needs to be documented in a notebook for you to examine. Why does that thing trigger you or get you feeling negative and as if there is not enough to go around? What thoughts present right now that cut you down or give reason to say you are a fraud? Look closely and see that you hold the key to shifting the negative thoughts into something more compassionate and trusting of the journey. Do what you can, and you will see a difference within hours!
If in the mind,
it's always being pushed into
your future to then personally walk.
Be mindful of your mind.
It CAN be shifted to a higher station.
But you got to make the change.
M O N D A Y 5 october |
Okay. We now come out of the tests for a minute and into us feeling like we have free rein to roam, as things have changed so that our passion is totally focused and aware of what is valuable about life and what we need to do to make sure we are building or planning towards the correction of what we now know is transforming and in need of guidance on how to lay down a proper foundation so that corners are not cut, like in the capitalistic corporate way, and value is back in the picture.
Quality over quantity. Amazing sex over random sex. A homemade meal over fast food. Hanging out with friends in the physical over a relationship only by text. Things in the world are getting us to want to hold on tightly and to bring things back to where we are connected to them and life feels valuable to us, like we are working for something that will grow and develop. In the air we are seeing where those in power are stifling all motion and trying to keep people hopeless, down and out.
But the people are waking, and our focus is on Mama Earth and how we can stand up to others who are carelessly doing spinouts in the beautiful flower gardens. Things are having people stand up louder and your voice is needed in going against manipulation that is fear based and stealing your power. Basically, what you need to know is that it IS stealing your power. And just like if you were needing to memorize words from a book but a tv and stereo were going on, those things would be stealing your power.
You need to be clear with boundaries and getting stronger with your words when you know this is unacceptable and not okay. So be aware that you may have to come in louder, but if you feel it in your body, do it. You need to move where you feel called to stand up for the matriarchy in ways the patriarchy has used and abused. Something is really hitting the airwaves right now and it IS a clash and it IS the old not wanting to let go while the new is showing up with palpable situations that are sensual and where things are so full of life.
So, it's really a no brainer when the dark situations come to tease you. This moment is really affirming that you have changed, and you value your time and space too much to dip down into negative waters where you know people are wounded and lost -- and NOT in need of you joining them. Hold yourself higher and expect better. Invest if you have to and do something that plants the seeds that you do believe you can make this investment of your creative gifts or something that you see sustaining you. You are to ground something in at this time and know deeply in your soul that you will stick with this AND that it will eventually grow you something you will be able to hold. This feeling is coming BECAUSE you have been learning to value yourself more. We choose wonderful things when we value ourselves. The world will grow beautiful when we value ourselves.
The world will grow beautiful
When we value ourselves.
When we know we are love
We want to love others.
When we don’t know we are love
We want to hurt others.
Find that you ARE love.
No more intentional hurting.
S U N D A Y 4 october |
Okay love! Be aware that another test is here! This just goes to show how huge the upgrade was with the Full Moon in Aries! There always will be swings from good to bad or extra tests when you stand at the gateway to the new. Basically as we have moved into the New Earth vibrations, and many of you are like REALLY in this wildly loving space, but it then tempts you to go back and to fall into your old ways and to be what you most know you have grown beyond and don’t want to take with you.
This energy is much like yesterday, but way stronger. It's where things are sparking like lightning bolts where before there was nothing, and now it has all our attention. Just trust that this is a test to see if you roll with it, or if you make it everything and then it sends you into feelings like you don’t belong or you can't support yourself or there is something wrong.
This time wants to see that you instead are falling into creative spaces where you want to get to work and clean your things up and get in alignment for what you want to see unfold for you. Like getting your outfit picked out the day before an interview. We are to be getting ready, even if we don’t know what for! I would say just start on one project, one little thing. Maybe even walk around with sage and as you go see if anything pulls you, like what about repotting that plant and putting it in the bathroom? Or sweeping outside and cleaning up energy suckers like cobwebs and dust.
Just notice that when you start with one thing, you end up getting so much done today and it can really feel awesome. You are to connect things that get you moving more efficiently. But it comes when you wander along and just keep at making things more beautiful around you – like really taking care with time so that you are doing what needs to be done so that you feel secure in life or like the crops and flowers are taken care of. Like if the flowers out front are dying from no water and you are inside in front of the tv – like, get your ass up.
Tend to what is around you and your life will be blessed. But you need to value yourself and see that you deserve to have things be more beautiful. And bitching about how wrong things are won't get you the new things you want. Realize this today. See that where you want something fixed, go fix it, you badass. You can do whatever you set out to do. Just do it. And stop doing it the old way. Don’t allow your mind or your hope spaces to think of anything old that was something that really got you off path. Just see that you have served the time and now you really can dream for something that sticks around in the best of ways, that supports and sees you as a missing piece to what sets things straight.
Seriously. See that you are done and clean what is around you as you send the old away with a thank you and good bye. Make big space for the glorious new that is like a cherished house guest on the way. Get your place ready and you will see actually you have a lot to be grateful for around you. When better placed its actually kind of lovely.
Tend to what is around you
And your life will be blessed.
Tend to what values you
That brings value to what you do.
Enjoy being busy.
It's the action that will make you happy.
S A T U R D A Y 3 october |
Things are forcing you to step up and to vibe in your higher ways, but they do it through trying to trip you up and trying to bring others your way who are on plan to trigger you and get you losing your mind and going fully fixated into something that only has you questioning yourself and wondering if you should have done what you did or can do what you dream.
So just be aware that it's a test to stay conscious, but it is only a test. And you only need to step beyond what is there that is trying to get a reaction out of you, and to put that pattern to rest where you see all it was doing was showcasing that you have wounds to heal. If you get lit up and furious and want to rip people to shreds, there is something still to heal in you because even in the face of the most grotesque injustice, we still are only operating at higher mode if we use it to be a step ladder to something or a call to action where we didn’t know we were needed. Be like a vacuum cleaner and just clean it up. Don’t let it make you mad when it is on the way out. Be joyful that now you know, and get that shit sucked the fuck out of our atmosphere. Time to go.
We are moving into a 4 day window where things are really going to go off the charts where it is as bipolar as you can imagine. This is on purpose, and just think like with video games, and expect the bad dudes are going to try to get in your way. But don’t go plowing into them unless you know you got the extra juice to move them out of your way. You know they are coming so don’t just accept decimation. Make your time and life sacred today, seeing that you are to use your energies in the best way -- and is fighting with someone else the best way? Especially when you know this person is not going to change in the ways you want them to right now.
You in some way need to let something go, almost as a sacrifice, to allow this upleveling to take place. But what you are sacrificing is the bullshit that has been trying to keep you down! We now need to strengthen how you value yourself, and what you really feel about who you are – inside and where you think no one can see. You are battling something where you are either the whore or virgin – and you aren’t allowing an inbetween. Try to see how you can be either and at any time and it's still okay. See that it is okay to make shifts and to make changes in your life where you expect more and start to look out and see that you want nicer things around you. Something in your energy needs to change to draw them closer. So be aware that you are switching a theme right now and over the next few days where you will become the virgin again or the whore again. Because it is always again and again. We change.
At this time you are to look out and see where you are not being valued and you are to send out your call that you are ready to connect in situations that bring you the things that see you and support your creative gifts, to fill you up with water where you have been left dry. Call it to you by getting real clear on what miraculous thing you would love to see now move into outward motion, like into the whore where you have spent enough time introverted and to yourself.
Feel where you need to change and trust that what you need will be provided. Grow something new where you are feeling taken care of or heard or seen or valued so that it does get you focused on doing more of what you love to do and feeling like you are really living your soul’s purpose gifts right now. We are to jump into new waters, but ones that ground us and that get us feeling highly creative and as if we want to tend our gardens and upgrade our spaces and do what we can to take care of what we can control around us.
The secret right now is that for us to clean up the mess on Earth, we need to clean from inside our bodies, and also around our immediate spaces. We need to make the most of what we got but to not let things go into slovenly and lazy states. The new energy saturating Earth wants you BUSY -- until you need self-care down time. It wants you making decisions and then asserting your energy to get it done. So, allow your body to be led and just see how grounded and solid all the new changes make you feel. It is worth it, as are you.
Allow your body to be led
And just see how grounded & solid
All the new changes make you feel.
It is worth it.
As are you.
Expect your tides to change
And for the good life to be on your horizon.
It’s time for you to passionately be loved on.
F R I D A Y 2 october |
We got a big test here, loves! Today you are coming face to face with a pattern that began in the last 8 years where now you are to be assertive with what you bring where you are NOT waffling or going back and forth trying to be nice or pleasant, and instead you are to be strong in declaring a new way where you are NOT buying into a fear or some disappointment or shift in energy that got you on this current path that is NOT making you happy.
You went wrong a little while ago from something that did you wrong that you haven’t really been able to let go of. And now you are facing a gateway that has to be entered from facing what got you out of order, and where you are to handle it this time in a way that makes you laugh – instead of scream or cry. Whatever comes today that was the theme of your last few years, that had you wondering about what this means or if you did something wrong, it is here today in the energy for you to set it straight and to start creating a new workout program that gets you moving in the direction of correction.
Be aware that others are HUGE tests for you today and they will be a lower vibration that is full of rage and fury. Don’t be one of them. Don’t fall back into the angry pants patterns that only keep you in hell inside. Others will be loud and in your face and all about wanting you to know how right they are. And you are NOT going to bite, my loves.
Realize that you need to keep your attention on where you act like a baby when you don’t get your way. You need to see when and where you get angry and want to hurt others or push them out of the way or scream and act short and violent. Think about how you get mad in traffic and push your car against another person’s car and stay fixated on how angry you are that they are in your way -- and realize that only assholes act angry inside over things like that. And assholes are just in need of therapy and healing. As we all learned when we too were cruel about things where we weren’t getting our way and it made us furious and violent.
But truthfully is it okay for us to act like that and to inflict our negative energy to others who were just driving along, trying to get to work, trying to figure out how to pay the bills, trying to stay hopeful in this scary climate – and then you come up on them with your car to their rear end, trying to inflict your power OVER them. I mean keeping it real, what do you think this will end up manifesting you? Seriously? What do you think? Nothing? Do you think nothing happens when we are cruel hearted and intentionally mean to others?
Or do you see that someone HAS to also now be a car that comes up to your rear end and sends you daggers of hate vibrations, thus disrupting your drive to work where you were seeking out hope. This pattern has all of you full of hatred – and way more hate than love. And we all need to wake the fuck up.
So. To get out of this pattern you must act neutral by what you get hit by today. You must show that you are not affected by the car behind you as you realize it is just a part of life. You are to roll where the punches come and do what you can to pull over and let others pass you or do things where you are not keeping aggression pointed your way, which is not always possible, so at least where you are not changing who you are because they disrupted something. Instead put out words that talk like you know something magical is about to line up and you are going to see the most awesome people cross your path.
See and intend that you won't be ruffled in any negative ways and that doing so will get you to way better days. Today we cross something, but we have to pass this test! We have to go straight up high vibe with it. And it just means, don’t let the assholes get you down. You stay high with it. Try to be on your best behavior so you can be proud of not always losing it over the smallest most insignificant things. Enough of that old baby pants pattern. Let’s grow up and Save Earth.
Today there will be a test
And someone will try to get your goat.
So, don’t let them throw you off your boat.
Think like the Zen master and just float.
This IS a test today.
PLEASE, don’t let the assholes get you down.
Go high with it.
T H U R S D A Y 1 october |
Sweet beauties!! It’s October. Oh, please let this energy be different for us. First notice that today is a SINGLE DIGIT. We only vibe as the 6 today and 6 is love, love, love. It is when we are to be kind and to love and to seek out all ways to vibe as highly as we can with whatever is around us. There are no other numbers playing with the 6 so it is only full strength. And we have the moon in Aries, which is all about force and getting things to get up and GO. And we are in the moon phase of bring it forward which is the most outwardly active moon phase there is. So, we are jackpot baby!!! We are in a sweet space that we need to make the most of!! Okay let see what the feels are for today…
Oh! HELLO FULL MOON!!! We LOVE when you got full in Aries AND in a tight ass conjunction with Chiron when you get us to really see how we get in our ways and how now it's time to WAKE THE FUCK UP and realize that we are powerful beyond belief and that the life we dream for is just beyond the wound reactions we keep giving off that then have us needing to clean up the mess we make by putting it out there. This is when you all are to notice something very different and as if something is on fire and something inside of you moves you in ways you maybe couldn’t have thought you could do before. It is like ACTION ---- and FOR peace or for correction or for finding the ways to stop the polarization and confusion, and get to cleaning things up so that we feel that life is beautiful and we want to live for the next day so that we can again see so much more beauty.
What divides people in the world right now is: who has done their inner work and got therapy for the ways others wounded them and let them down, and WHO HAS NOT. If you have not done inner work and really faced that actually you’re probably can sometimes be an asshole BECAUSE others hurt you in such bad ways and you are reacting to that hurt level where you want to see others hurt or you want to shame them and GIVE what others gave to you.
And until we step into the healing journey, we have NO idea we are doing this. We have NO IDEA that person we KNEW was the one, who then let us down and left, which everyone else knew would happen, but we didn’t know they were the worst thing for us because we were still creating a world based on the pain we have seen and how we now keep expecting to see more of it, as we MAKE more of it, through our actions leaning into what is familiar.
So we don’t get that we are saying yes to what everyone else clearly sees is a no. We go gung ho straight for it with a tattoo because we KNOW this is the one. But until you heal and face how others did you wrong, and got you leaning into the wrong expectations, you will never stop the hatred inside and the anger at everyone else and the addiction to wanting to give it airtime and to keep getting even more mad at how unjust things are.
BUT – when you do the healing work, and face your shit, and make peace with how cruel YOU have been BECAUSE of the ways others rendered you powerless, you rise like helium and life DOES have a better view up there. It is DIFFERENT when your balloon takes you higher. But it will only take you higher when you lighten your load and release all your hatred and how you spend so much time inside your mind acting like you are powerless and vengeful at others for what you see as them having more power. If you want to see others crumble and fall and experience pain, you need to do your inner work. Period. That is NEVER where we are to focus our energy, even if we are facing a total narcist who is putting others in danger. We still are never to seek for revenge and to spew hatred from within our sacred vessels where we stain our insides and then live a life manifesting from that stain. It is NEVER worth it.
And in this energy you are able to see more clearly where you stand on WHO is still standing in your way, because you give them airtime to BE what you believe in, such as with fake news or the mass manipulation going on right now with billionaire media sources convincing people of an alternate reality – that is woven with truth, and deceit, but together, and leaning more into deceit, with a sprinkling of truth to anchor the hypocrisy of this “reality” soap opera. And if you give them airtime, you give the lies they preach air to breathe.
And when we are wounded we give negative things LOTS of airtime. We fan the fires. So allow this space to open you dramatically where you know you need to just keep it real and do this because you KNOW there is a better life there for you when you stop waring, and make peace inside so that you are beautiful to us all. From within, we feel who you are. In 2020 we all are transparent, like I’ve warned you since 2019. So, strive to be beautiful and accept, accept, accept and then do everything you can to make it better.
Don’t allow the old to be what you still walk in the world. CHANGE TODAY. Strive to not let all the others, who are not yet understanding their wounds, BE WHAT messes you up on your own game. Don’t let them swerving into your lane put you in the ditch with a flat tire. Be wiser than the wound reactions and be ready to move out of the way, with MOST people out there. Seriously. We are tiny numbers right now, but we are growing wildly as of this Full Moon. This cracks us open where we have to look and have to see that holding anger inside is nowhere you need to be. You are worth a way better life that manifests from you cleaning your insides!!!! Come up this way! Lighten your balloon and your life will look more beautiful.