 28 april | well hello T U E S D A Y! Good morning. It's time for Podcast Tuesday! Let's sit down and connect as I explain to you this AMAZING and transformative energy we are in! LISTEN TO PODCAST | subscribe to listen!
 Pluto goes retrograde for most the year, and every year. BUT. When we have no retrogrades, as we have had as a pattern recently, things are more out of control. I don’t look forward to NO retrogrades as I researched years ago that things feel more chaotic and ungrounded when none of the planets are going through a renewal or recalibration space. It’s like no rules or boundaries, which we do need in some form.
Retrogrades are tools for when focus is directed like with a magnet or flashlight into certain areas. Retrogrades stabilize us into a theme that will be stronger in our lives, if we allow it. Just like when Mercury goes retrograde, we are given insight into what needs to be corrected WITH our communications or creative ideas that need to reach the light of day. And we can make it out to be a nasty thing and only manifest frustrating experiences. Or we can love on it, like a friend who is just coming into town for a short bit to be in our lives in whatever ways. With Pluto, the friend coming to visit will be getting us to face things from our past that we THOUGHT of as expanding our lives or something we should be following, but we will wake up to seeing we were following an old path that was built on scarcity and choosing for things where we were worried that there would not be enough to go around or that you have to fight for what you want and fear that most likely you won't get it. Things that got you following like a sheep, supporting corporations, believing in the media to guide you and thinking you are NOT capable of taking care of yourself will rise to be better story at this time. The themes will be around inner transformation, where you enlighten to something where you THOUGHT you were doing the correct thing in your past. Now you will rise powerfully from what you overcome as you take leaps out of debt or fixated and stuck situations that were actually being held down by YOU. Making big changes during Pluto Retrograde will change the deepest of patterns. So all your inner work done NOW, where you face things with honesty and the desire to not run from what feels too deep, will transform you MORE when Pluto is retrograde. But if you don’t know, you don’t get the gain, just like with Mercury Retrograde. ARIES: Over these next 5 months you are being given the opportunity to pave a new way to express yourself in the world where you lead more and break through the old world ways that were never supportive enough for you. You are rebuilding what built you wrong and got you limited in what you CAN manifest through your career or public image. Expect to show yourself new because of what you no longer allow to stop you. You are going way higher than others have gone. But you got to let go to lighten up. TAURUS. Over these next 5 months you are being given the opportunity to allow the unknown to inspire you to open to more change in your life so that you ARE going for things next level when it’s time to take the leap. You will face many situations where you just don’t know, but you stand at something where memories past hold you in denial that you can do this. You will uncover mental spaces where you shut yourself off, and at this time they will fly open! But you have to step up and risk the unknown in order to go for THE BOUNTY that awaits. GEMINI: Over these next 5 months you are being given the opportunity to really discover new aspects of yourself that are so deep! This is when you can totally rewire yourself and get your life into a new track where you do feel like things are moving along and growing. Heavy loads will be released as you will use your voice more to stand at resistance to what tries to control you. You will be changing patterns that deal with you facing what needs your attention and not distracting yourself from getting things completed and done. This will build you stronger. CANCER: Over these next 5 months you are being given the opportunity to become a more powerful person to those around you. You are changing shapes as you awaken more to your power and the influence you can have over others WHEN YOU face your issues head on and discover the journey of walking things so that you become something solid for others. You will see that others are changing their lives because of what you do – and this will inspire you to face what is needing a rebuild, where you keep it real, where YOU show up solid. LEO: Over these next 5 months you are being given the opportunity to really get to business on your life where you are sticking with new goals and pursing paths that feel good to you, heart and soul. This is when you awaken to your soul’s purpose gifts and want to do more where you feel like you are living life to the max and not letting thing pass you by. There WILL be change and it comes when you stay hopeful as you see into what you want to rebuild. You need to shift to glass half full in all that you do because the world is ready to bring you connections that solidify your purpose. VIRGO: Over these next 5 months you are being given the opportunity to open to love and to see where you hold yourself back because you remember NOT being seen and NOT being the special one. You are to transform at this time as you heal creative spaces where you have been holding back because of mental talk going to old times where you stay fixated into the imbalance. You are to break through barriers and to delve full on into creative spaces where you WILL discover how to rebuild what broke you. This is a special time where you find what your heart needs to heal. Be open. It’s getting better. LIBRA: Over these next 5 months you are being given the opportunity to go through the most epic transformation of your life. You are being asked to look and be patient with all that disrupts your security and foundation as you are going to create something better, but only from walking into the depth and going into the process without just judging it from afar. Each step into the challenge of correction is where you find the power to place things better and to start over with your life. It may feel heavy, but if you face this, you WILL rebuild it and the garden to grow WILL delight you. SCORPIO: Over these next 5 months you are being given the opportunity to see that you ARE a co-creator with Spirit and that you do have power to shift situations with how you hold the process of them being rebuilt. You are to take what you see about the imbalances and walk the talk with how you want to see them corrected. MUCH is to shift in response to how you are shifting, to the point you will wake up to the power of your words, thoughts and intentions. What takes time is worth it and now you just need to lay down the new rebuild plan for the rise of your creative expressions. SAGITTARIUS: Over these next 5 months you are being given the opportunity to explore what hits you and moves you and inspires you from the position of how you feel about your own self-worth. What is tied into those may fall apart or reveal cracks, but this is to show you that you need to hold more solid in walking the talk of KNOWING you are valuable and that you can create something that supports what you are best at. You attract magic at the end of this cycle that births from where you rise into waking to your own beauty. Expect brilliant solutions from allowing something to slowly blossom. CAPRICORN: Over these next 5 months you are being given the opportunity to show yourself in ways that express how you have risen above something or have grown into an example of a leveled-up position. You will be tested at this time to show up different and to not just follow the old-world program that got you to think in scarce and limited ways. You are to open to a new flow where you give of things that really are YOUR things. You are to find a path that is your heart and soul and to sustain it as you work with its ever-changing ways. Still, you are to believe in yourself and this new mission. AQUARIUS: Over these next 5 months you are being given the opportunity to connect more deeply into a slower life where you don’t just think it through, but where you allow processes to take place and to become something that transforms into a powerful piece of wisdom. You will feel pulled back in wanting to understand how you hide from the good life or still hold fears that you are cursed or destined to not have what you dream. This time is to get you out into nature more and slowing down as you take in all the signs that are showing up to affirm you ARE the Golden One. When you own it, all will change. PISCES: Over these next 5 months you are being given the opportunity to find a new place in the world where you are being supported and valued for what you bring. You are to wake up to how you get in the way of your destiny by thinking you don’t have a place, or you don’t fit into the world. You are to see that you were just needing to get older and more experienced, but that you DO have something special to offer at this time in history. You will move forward on things where you are truly walking your talk. Expect things to move quickly when you really align – and slowly when you are still learning the way. Love both sides. 
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| 22 april | well hello W E D N E S D A Y! Oh hello NEW MOON in Taurus + Earth Day! AND -- today marks the 50 year anniversary of Earth Day, and you know I only know that because my friend, one of the dearest souls on this planet was born on the first one as a premie baby! Happy birthday Kris! Or, as I would do it, Krrriiiiiiiiis. Gotta peel it out slowly when you really love them. And loves, you too are going to be feeling blessed with this energy as suddenly and out of the blue you see into your past and see how the wounds you were forced to walk are what get you walking in certain ways and manifesting things that only while already tangled in them do you see how wrong they were for you, or beneath what you would choose if you really loved and valued yourself. But we all walk this path together and know this story that plays out over and over. You are to see that you DID choose appropriately when you said yes to that thing, and you also needed the thing to show you how wrong it was for you, like those lovers from your past where the hindsight is so clear, but when it is in current reality you DID NOT allow yourself to see the things that were signs or negative points that you had already declared you don’t do. Your inner voice didn’t speak up because you thought this was good enough or it would do, or you could compromise and maybe look the other way. AT THIS TIME, our inner voices are standing on the crossroads of life and showing us things that HAD TO HAPPEN. You are to release your hold on thinking you did something wrong just because you sit in an uncomfortable situation around it. Life goes up and it goes down and it goes up and it goes down -- and thank goodness for the variety because we learn things while up that we couldn’t learn while down, and we learn things while down that we couldn’t learn while up. We need the day and the night. We need the black and the white. We need the ripples of the waves to get us into position for what NEXT flows. We go to school or apprentice for the one day when we get to do it on our own or even teach others to do it. But we don’t just jump to positions because if we do, we won't be able to HOLD what we are comprehending and experiencing on the Earth Walk. INSIDE we won't be solid and gelled like we need to be, and THUS comes insecurities and fears that we will be found out or something that reveals we took a “short cut” gets in the way of sustaining our growth. And remember that 2020 is about our energy on the inside being “visible” on the outside. So ultimately, taking short cuts is so 2016-2019. As we have been programmed to exploit and to use others for our own gain. Short cuts are about you lose and I win, or I get the upper cut or the advantage or the privilege. And in the old days you could get away with it. But in this new 2020 energy that is HERE TO STAY, we got to hold what we preach and own what we teach. We got to tend our lands and grow our veggies and actually walk the experiences that get us really knowing what REALLY is going on. Just like how I did the 40 day fast and now I KNOW the experience. Same as if I climbed this big monument that only a few have, along with Jesus, like with the 40 day fast, then walking it enables me to guide others on what they too can experience. We can't just point and say DO THIS because we read it in a book and heard that it was this experience for another. I can't just tell you what it's like to live in NYC when I’ve never even been to the North East! I can't tell you what it's like to experience the Corona Virus anxiety when I live in a small mountain town in Colorado and am not in the epicenter of NYC, or Italy. We need to GET THIS. Our poor little internet brains are so programmed, and we only think FAST and I know best, right here, right now and deserve to be seen as a leader or authority. Like, the "internet human" vibes those ways -- swipe, swipe, next, next, and but me, but what about me. And for good reason, you were programmed. It keeps you not taking the time to really get to know someone or something and not dedicating yourself to the purpose of creation and growth. Fast is microwave which kills ALL THE NUTRIENTS!!! Personally, I would NEVER use one and never encourage that anyone would. What’s the rush? The tradeoff is food with NO high vibes. And we are what we eat. So it will MOST LIKLEY make you feel shitty afterwards. And when we talk about your value as seen from your guides and your inner voice NOT shielded and playing the good little obedient one, then we only hear that patience brings you the best things that will truly value you. So deep breaths and look into your far range plans. You ARE going somewhere and we need you slowing down in this moment so that you can make better decisions that don’t speak of a lesson needing to show you that you ARE worthy. Wait for something better. Rushing won't get you what you want. |
In this new 2020 energy
that is HERE TO STAY,
we got to hold what we preach
and own what we teach.
Our insides lead.
So we best pay attention.
22 april. Earth Day. New Moon. Uranus conjunction. Magic. Change.
Movement where before we were stuck in patterns where we bought into scarcity and believed we are not valuable enough to be able to figure the life-shit out. Now we snap to and see that we deserve a lot more than our old selves asked for or expected. Now our voices rise from a truth growing stronger around thoughts that we ARE WORTH THE BETTER LIFE. And it is from LOVE that we grow the crops of our dreams. We now see that we have crops before us and it is your patient and focused heart that gets you to filling in this new coloring book of your future days. Go slow and appraise that all is worthy of your new high vibe birthing soul. To say no and draw boundaries of what is or is not acceptable IS to be expected. This is a test to see if you will just compromise and make others happy, or step aside and live a life where inside you feel real good about what you do. Expect the unexpected. Don't think you just get to comply at this time. We want to see you rise with your true inner voice.
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ARIES new moon in Taurus
This is the BEST energy to be in!! You are in 100% control of how things go down as you are vibing to this new value rising where you are thinking in terms of it being now or never, or where you are suddenly feeling the energy to stick with things and to find the reason for them to manifest for you. Think about that. We were programmed to think about why they would NOT manifest for us. So flip that -- and release the old crippling way that says you are under the control and thumb of others. See that if you dream it, you will see the paths open, when they are to, that will get you feeling much more secure in this world. Something will start moving with your innermost dreams that revolves around your creative gifts and things that you feel give you outside feedback that makes you feel valuable. If things have been dry in how you are being SEEN, you now will experience movement or lubrication, and this is to place you in a more powerful role of planning this rebuild and seeing a better day through the words you use, that you really believe in. You are to receive solutions on how to make things move, and they really come from you valuing yourself first and knowing the protection, or whatever you need, is there. This time is when you are to be showing up for what wants to show up for you and to fully shed the skins of your past that are tinted windows to what you can really have.
TAURUS new moon in Taurus
Things have been taking a minute to show that you can trust the leaps of faith you have taken and the new patterns around how you have imagined expanding your life. Now you will see that things are coming quickly, and when you do finally surrender, and trust your own big moves and changes, you will grow more solid in realizing that change is good and that you DO know when you are ready to exhale after long periods of comfort, or safety, in the inhale. Exhale means you put yourself out there in new ways and show yourself as someone who learned something on the inhale. SO expect to also feel a bit insecure and not so sure at first because this IS a new phase for you. Also realize that all moments of awkward or unsure are to be embraced with eyes to the future for some sort of solution or way to upgrade this into a better position. Be patient at this time because you are rewriting something that is going to manifest on the outside of you, but this is inner work writing where you are waking up to realizing you DO have creative gifts that are here to be offered in new ways, as per the old path you walked and what it got you to learn. So pause for a minute in this unknown, but walk solid in knowing you are paving a new life for yourself and we need you choosing for things that HONOR YOU to the max. Lead and they will follow.
GEMINI new moon in Taurus
You don’t need to know, and you don’t need to speed up any process that you are in. You are being taken inward for a minute to understand something where you have not spoken up or believed in yourself, and in the escape of it all you are not coming through in the ways you want to. You may be full of fears or thinking you are getting something wrong because your life is not progressing as you would have planned. You also can have guilt over not speaking up or going for something in life and this can have you putting way too much energy on what you DON’T WANT. See that this moment is a bit of a test because you are to see all the things and to feel all the feels, but you are to see that you can make this better and that there is a way to move all your things forward. After you go through this cave like space you will discover important pieces that you DO need to be walking soon, and you do need to HONESTLY HOLD THIS VIBRATION for how you would like to see things manifest for you. You are to see that you are destined for greatness and you CAN trust the process and journey up the mountain that gets you there. But you won't know until you know. Trust the dark before the dawn. You are about to get WOKE and it will change your path to where you DO want to be; things will finally move out of the way and show you that this process was totally worth it.
CANCER new moon in Taurus
Things are deep for you right now and you probably feel them on another level. You can tell that your life is changing and that things are moving where you are wanting to make a difference and to work towards sharing more of your creative gifts with the world where you see that you DO have a place and what you do IS of value. This tree that is set to grow is watered from you believing that you can come up with the solutions and figure out what needs to be faced. This energy is to make you feel stronger, more determined and really ready to create new plans for how to create a sustainable life where things are simplified, but always growing into something better. Like, with farming and gardening, and even when it comes time to compost, something better is coming from what first has to break down and fall apart. You are to be a guide with partners where you are leading more and sharing that you are committed to growing something solid. Expect unusual behaviors from others as if they are showing themselves different. Know that they are mirroring what is going on with you. So, encourage this or look within and see how you are holding scarcity thoughts or something where YOU are not valuing and loving yourself enough. You can rebuild ANYTHING. Be patient and wait for the signs. You are being drivingly guided to what is divinely destined for you.
LEO new moon in Taurus
Show yourself as a new upgraded influencer and be open to seeing that you can use your voice in different ways or show up stronger in valuing that you DO have something to offer and you ARE here to make a difference with HOW YOU DO IT and how it can affect others to follow along or support you or believe in you. It’s time to awaken to the need that the world would benefit if you were sharing more of the hope and trust that you DO have in the journey, even if it is slower than you would like or where all these left turns come in to keep you wondering. You are being asked to lead as an example right now, where you are holding hope for the best outcomes and seeing that things need to be this way in order to get things into the best place. You are going to be surprised by how the world welcomes you, but my love, this is the authenticity of your heart speaking and showing that you value the choices you made along the way and aren’t seeing them as faults to the point you grow bitter. Your life is to blossom from the love in your own heart remembering that roles change. You may be taking the leap or dedicating yourself to a new fixed plan that deals with you valuing yourself and deciding to build something that grounds you deep with your visions for an abundant crop to come.
VIRGO new moon in Taurus
Life is waiting for you to choose for something beyond what you have seen before and to realize you DO have a place out in the world where you are sharing your gifts and bringing some sort of lift to others’ lives. You are in the space of needing to make a decision and change is to come from you believing that there is a solution or upgrade that could arrive at any moment that will smooth things out and get you flowing where your attention is on expansion, instead of trying to hold it all together, and wondering how long you can keep this going. Things will go out, and possibly feel like they are falling apart before they come together in a better design. Trust that the best is going to unfold and that all NO’s are just showing you that YOU need things better. Don’t be afraid to put yourself first or to see that your happiness needs to be considered. There is something more for you and it's time to make this change that gets you leveling up with how you give of your gifts where you are reaching farther lands and growing something that really solidifies that the world needs what you got. Be here now and feel your way to what really lights your heart up, even if this requires a risk-taking move or something that you don’t have proof of. Where your heart lights up, you are to direct your arrow.
LIBRA new moon in Taurus
ou are to remember that you are important and that you may not know where you are going just yet, but you ARE onto something and you WILL get through this and you ARE gonna come out hella stronger and more focused on expanding your life. Something about the squeeze is getting you to stand up and take serious that YOU can make the best decisions for YOU and that you don’t need others to fill you in or be what you think you can't do. YOU are to defy the odds and to see that believing in yourself is the doorway to manifesting the things that give you more to dream for. You are in a deep space where you are to put yourself first and to see how your heart expresses, outside of the limitation imposed on you from your past and others limited experiences. You are to see yourself as SPECIAL and to really give energy to that being okay. Something with this soft is to get you seeing that you have been hiding behind something that now needs to be let go of and transformed into a higher pattern that honors the powerful human you are evolving into. Remain fixated into seeing into the plan that will get you out from under things that have you forgetting you do got it in you. All that blocks you is to birth you stronger. Accept this. Anticipate the RISE that you soon will be able to exhale into. Dark or complicated does not mean over; it means soon to rebirth better. 100%.
SCORPIO new moon in Taurus
This energy is big in you because you are about to step into a higher role, but it is showing that shifts need to happen within your foundation, and also with how you have been processing what is out of balance. Things are deep and the patterns are to be written differently where you are not reacting in the same ways or operating around these scarcity fears or reasons to think that you won't be supported or able to get through the challenging trail by fires of life. Things of the unknown can be looming, and at this time they are there for you to rise above and to show yourself in a new role where you ARE understanding the process of tending the fields and sticking with things even when it doesn’t look like anything is growing here. You are to lead into the unknown with firm thoughts towards seeing that the solution is there, or something will come when it needs to. Walk as if you believe you can start over at any time, and no debt would be too great to bear, as you now believe you DO got it in you and you can figure your way out of any challenge. Understand that the root of this is that you need to see that you are valuable to others and that we would be lost without you. Seeing your value is what gets your perspective shifting to the higher vibes where a better view will soon draw towards you.
SAGITTARIUS new moon in Taurus
You are about to be awakened to wanting to assert yourself more or show up in a new role where you are offering your souls purpose gifts and doing on the day to day what you really love to do. When you get hit by this inspiration, your path will come to a crossroads where you won't be able to see fully into the results of this needed change. Don’t let this get you looking down! A big test is asking you to still have hope and to keep with the big jobs even if they feel insurmountable. It may take a minute to put your pieces back into order, but they are changing due to changes of your own life walked, that provided you with experiences that first HAD to be walked. You had to get this far and to see that now you would choose MUCH BETTER for yourself. See into your future and still know that things CAN come together. A new world unfolds when you walk different and show yourself as this teacher or next level being who is not judging all the pieces of the process and missing out on the big picture that is unfolding. What you learn is bettering you for the journey ahead. Be here now to learn from what is bettering you. You will arrive to this new level when you VIBE what you think you do.
CAPRICORN new moon in Taurus
You are to walk this energy CONSCIOUS AF because you sit in a sweet space where you are re-designing aspects of your life – and what you are to next see grow is blossoming from the inner feelings you have with your value and how you REALLY feel about yourself on the downlow. So, if you have fears, this time can keep you feeling in mud with your creative gifts or being seen in the light you wish. But if you have faith in yourself and patience as you learn then you can see real sweet things come your way now that makes your heart happier than it has been. This time is about finding what loves on you, but first you need to invite it in through already seeing the love that others see in you. Build your life new. Spring is about to get sprung in your heart. Stick with creating your art. And know that you CAN grow this if you give it your patience, dedication and focus on keeping with a plan. Things are NOT to look like what you thought, as the test is getting you to FEEL what feels good in your heart. And then to just risk it all and go from there, KNOWING this time is different. You deserve this new thing you can't get off your mind. So leap with conviction knowing IT IS YOUR TIME.
AQUARIUS new moon in Taurus
This is your official start over point where something gets you to snap awake and see that you can create a better world for yourself where you are living from your heart and doing what FEELS right. Expect to do the unusual and to not follow along as others are doing. This is in the equation because you need to take a risk of the heart and believe you are WORTH a new foundation that really holds and supports you. Get ready to see your stability finally growing roots into soil that really values your magnificence. Keep believing until you see it as the dream. Realize you are in a space of darkness where something will rise. This is why you must continue to roll your ball forward and keep going towards something that is what YOU would imagine for yourself. You often think scarce thoughts with your own self-care and needs around what could support you – which comes from a childhood of seeing that you COULDN’T count on support. So it is time to shift that thought that looks out for a fight or looks to struggle, and instead, you are to rise into seeing that you deserve the best of everything and if you have to wait and say NO to many things on the climb to your dreams, then so be it. YOU must make sure all aspects of this new move feel good to your body. If there is any hesitation, hesitate your reach. Things will come that feel AWESOME. And right now you are being tested to see if you anticipate their arrival, or don’t think they will come. What you think is what you will see.
PISCES new moon in Taurus
Your creations are about to fly high ---- when you release your addiction to thinking you know how things should look. Dream from places of authenticity where there is plenty to go around and you can create a new foundation from the patient visualization when laying low and going slow and knowing the journey is set to surprise you because you need to see that you can trust the great mystery to support the climb of your destiny. Your words and intentions are 100% driving your life right now. So surrender, be patient, and do keep living for the dream. You DO need to move, and you do need this change – even though it may go against what others expected of you. See yourself releasing what got you judging yourself and making your things less than. This is when you are to rewrite the story of your future where your words and offerings to the world find a new home, where your creative gifts break through all limitation and build again around you seeing and expressing FIRST that you ARE valuable and that what you offer WILL make a difference. Your vibe is magnetic. This energy will sail you as high as you first see yourself sailing. Go inward and think about what you really want and how you really want your new foundation to feel for you. You need to think of inside first and then go layer by layer, making sure that value abounds. Because you are SO WORTH IT.
Movement where before we were stuck in patterns where we bought into scarcity and believed we are not valuable enough to be able to figure the life-shit out. Now we snap to and see that we deserve a lot more than our old selves asked for or expected. Now our voices rise from a truth growing stronger around thoughts that we ARE WORTH THE BETTER LIFE. And it is from LOVE that we grow the crops of our dreams. We now see that we have crops before us and it is your patient and focused heart that gets you to filling in this new coloring book of your future days. Go slow and appraise that all is worthy of your new high vibe birthing soul. To say no and draw boundaries of what is or is not acceptable IS to be expected. This is a test to see if you will just compromise and make others happy, or step aside and live a life where inside you feel real good about what you do. Expect the unexpected. Don't think you just get to comply at this time. We want to see you rise with your true inner voice.
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ARIES new moon in Taurus
This is the BEST energy to be in!! You are in 100% control of how things go down as you are vibing to this new value rising where you are thinking in terms of it being now or never, or where you are suddenly feeling the energy to stick with things and to find the reason for them to manifest for you. Think about that. We were programmed to think about why they would NOT manifest for us. So flip that -- and release the old crippling way that says you are under the control and thumb of others. See that if you dream it, you will see the paths open, when they are to, that will get you feeling much more secure in this world. Something will start moving with your innermost dreams that revolves around your creative gifts and things that you feel give you outside feedback that makes you feel valuable. If things have been dry in how you are being SEEN, you now will experience movement or lubrication, and this is to place you in a more powerful role of planning this rebuild and seeing a better day through the words you use, that you really believe in. You are to receive solutions on how to make things move, and they really come from you valuing yourself first and knowing the protection, or whatever you need, is there. This time is when you are to be showing up for what wants to show up for you and to fully shed the skins of your past that are tinted windows to what you can really have.
TAURUS new moon in Taurus
Things have been taking a minute to show that you can trust the leaps of faith you have taken and the new patterns around how you have imagined expanding your life. Now you will see that things are coming quickly, and when you do finally surrender, and trust your own big moves and changes, you will grow more solid in realizing that change is good and that you DO know when you are ready to exhale after long periods of comfort, or safety, in the inhale. Exhale means you put yourself out there in new ways and show yourself as someone who learned something on the inhale. SO expect to also feel a bit insecure and not so sure at first because this IS a new phase for you. Also realize that all moments of awkward or unsure are to be embraced with eyes to the future for some sort of solution or way to upgrade this into a better position. Be patient at this time because you are rewriting something that is going to manifest on the outside of you, but this is inner work writing where you are waking up to realizing you DO have creative gifts that are here to be offered in new ways, as per the old path you walked and what it got you to learn. So pause for a minute in this unknown, but walk solid in knowing you are paving a new life for yourself and we need you choosing for things that HONOR YOU to the max. Lead and they will follow.
GEMINI new moon in Taurus
You don’t need to know, and you don’t need to speed up any process that you are in. You are being taken inward for a minute to understand something where you have not spoken up or believed in yourself, and in the escape of it all you are not coming through in the ways you want to. You may be full of fears or thinking you are getting something wrong because your life is not progressing as you would have planned. You also can have guilt over not speaking up or going for something in life and this can have you putting way too much energy on what you DON’T WANT. See that this moment is a bit of a test because you are to see all the things and to feel all the feels, but you are to see that you can make this better and that there is a way to move all your things forward. After you go through this cave like space you will discover important pieces that you DO need to be walking soon, and you do need to HONESTLY HOLD THIS VIBRATION for how you would like to see things manifest for you. You are to see that you are destined for greatness and you CAN trust the process and journey up the mountain that gets you there. But you won't know until you know. Trust the dark before the dawn. You are about to get WOKE and it will change your path to where you DO want to be; things will finally move out of the way and show you that this process was totally worth it.
CANCER new moon in Taurus
Things are deep for you right now and you probably feel them on another level. You can tell that your life is changing and that things are moving where you are wanting to make a difference and to work towards sharing more of your creative gifts with the world where you see that you DO have a place and what you do IS of value. This tree that is set to grow is watered from you believing that you can come up with the solutions and figure out what needs to be faced. This energy is to make you feel stronger, more determined and really ready to create new plans for how to create a sustainable life where things are simplified, but always growing into something better. Like, with farming and gardening, and even when it comes time to compost, something better is coming from what first has to break down and fall apart. You are to be a guide with partners where you are leading more and sharing that you are committed to growing something solid. Expect unusual behaviors from others as if they are showing themselves different. Know that they are mirroring what is going on with you. So, encourage this or look within and see how you are holding scarcity thoughts or something where YOU are not valuing and loving yourself enough. You can rebuild ANYTHING. Be patient and wait for the signs. You are being drivingly guided to what is divinely destined for you.
LEO new moon in Taurus
Show yourself as a new upgraded influencer and be open to seeing that you can use your voice in different ways or show up stronger in valuing that you DO have something to offer and you ARE here to make a difference with HOW YOU DO IT and how it can affect others to follow along or support you or believe in you. It’s time to awaken to the need that the world would benefit if you were sharing more of the hope and trust that you DO have in the journey, even if it is slower than you would like or where all these left turns come in to keep you wondering. You are being asked to lead as an example right now, where you are holding hope for the best outcomes and seeing that things need to be this way in order to get things into the best place. You are going to be surprised by how the world welcomes you, but my love, this is the authenticity of your heart speaking and showing that you value the choices you made along the way and aren’t seeing them as faults to the point you grow bitter. Your life is to blossom from the love in your own heart remembering that roles change. You may be taking the leap or dedicating yourself to a new fixed plan that deals with you valuing yourself and deciding to build something that grounds you deep with your visions for an abundant crop to come.
VIRGO new moon in Taurus
Life is waiting for you to choose for something beyond what you have seen before and to realize you DO have a place out in the world where you are sharing your gifts and bringing some sort of lift to others’ lives. You are in the space of needing to make a decision and change is to come from you believing that there is a solution or upgrade that could arrive at any moment that will smooth things out and get you flowing where your attention is on expansion, instead of trying to hold it all together, and wondering how long you can keep this going. Things will go out, and possibly feel like they are falling apart before they come together in a better design. Trust that the best is going to unfold and that all NO’s are just showing you that YOU need things better. Don’t be afraid to put yourself first or to see that your happiness needs to be considered. There is something more for you and it's time to make this change that gets you leveling up with how you give of your gifts where you are reaching farther lands and growing something that really solidifies that the world needs what you got. Be here now and feel your way to what really lights your heart up, even if this requires a risk-taking move or something that you don’t have proof of. Where your heart lights up, you are to direct your arrow.
LIBRA new moon in Taurus
ou are to remember that you are important and that you may not know where you are going just yet, but you ARE onto something and you WILL get through this and you ARE gonna come out hella stronger and more focused on expanding your life. Something about the squeeze is getting you to stand up and take serious that YOU can make the best decisions for YOU and that you don’t need others to fill you in or be what you think you can't do. YOU are to defy the odds and to see that believing in yourself is the doorway to manifesting the things that give you more to dream for. You are in a deep space where you are to put yourself first and to see how your heart expresses, outside of the limitation imposed on you from your past and others limited experiences. You are to see yourself as SPECIAL and to really give energy to that being okay. Something with this soft is to get you seeing that you have been hiding behind something that now needs to be let go of and transformed into a higher pattern that honors the powerful human you are evolving into. Remain fixated into seeing into the plan that will get you out from under things that have you forgetting you do got it in you. All that blocks you is to birth you stronger. Accept this. Anticipate the RISE that you soon will be able to exhale into. Dark or complicated does not mean over; it means soon to rebirth better. 100%.
SCORPIO new moon in Taurus
This energy is big in you because you are about to step into a higher role, but it is showing that shifts need to happen within your foundation, and also with how you have been processing what is out of balance. Things are deep and the patterns are to be written differently where you are not reacting in the same ways or operating around these scarcity fears or reasons to think that you won't be supported or able to get through the challenging trail by fires of life. Things of the unknown can be looming, and at this time they are there for you to rise above and to show yourself in a new role where you ARE understanding the process of tending the fields and sticking with things even when it doesn’t look like anything is growing here. You are to lead into the unknown with firm thoughts towards seeing that the solution is there, or something will come when it needs to. Walk as if you believe you can start over at any time, and no debt would be too great to bear, as you now believe you DO got it in you and you can figure your way out of any challenge. Understand that the root of this is that you need to see that you are valuable to others and that we would be lost without you. Seeing your value is what gets your perspective shifting to the higher vibes where a better view will soon draw towards you.
SAGITTARIUS new moon in Taurus
You are about to be awakened to wanting to assert yourself more or show up in a new role where you are offering your souls purpose gifts and doing on the day to day what you really love to do. When you get hit by this inspiration, your path will come to a crossroads where you won't be able to see fully into the results of this needed change. Don’t let this get you looking down! A big test is asking you to still have hope and to keep with the big jobs even if they feel insurmountable. It may take a minute to put your pieces back into order, but they are changing due to changes of your own life walked, that provided you with experiences that first HAD to be walked. You had to get this far and to see that now you would choose MUCH BETTER for yourself. See into your future and still know that things CAN come together. A new world unfolds when you walk different and show yourself as this teacher or next level being who is not judging all the pieces of the process and missing out on the big picture that is unfolding. What you learn is bettering you for the journey ahead. Be here now to learn from what is bettering you. You will arrive to this new level when you VIBE what you think you do.
CAPRICORN new moon in Taurus
You are to walk this energy CONSCIOUS AF because you sit in a sweet space where you are re-designing aspects of your life – and what you are to next see grow is blossoming from the inner feelings you have with your value and how you REALLY feel about yourself on the downlow. So, if you have fears, this time can keep you feeling in mud with your creative gifts or being seen in the light you wish. But if you have faith in yourself and patience as you learn then you can see real sweet things come your way now that makes your heart happier than it has been. This time is about finding what loves on you, but first you need to invite it in through already seeing the love that others see in you. Build your life new. Spring is about to get sprung in your heart. Stick with creating your art. And know that you CAN grow this if you give it your patience, dedication and focus on keeping with a plan. Things are NOT to look like what you thought, as the test is getting you to FEEL what feels good in your heart. And then to just risk it all and go from there, KNOWING this time is different. You deserve this new thing you can't get off your mind. So leap with conviction knowing IT IS YOUR TIME.
AQUARIUS new moon in Taurus
This is your official start over point where something gets you to snap awake and see that you can create a better world for yourself where you are living from your heart and doing what FEELS right. Expect to do the unusual and to not follow along as others are doing. This is in the equation because you need to take a risk of the heart and believe you are WORTH a new foundation that really holds and supports you. Get ready to see your stability finally growing roots into soil that really values your magnificence. Keep believing until you see it as the dream. Realize you are in a space of darkness where something will rise. This is why you must continue to roll your ball forward and keep going towards something that is what YOU would imagine for yourself. You often think scarce thoughts with your own self-care and needs around what could support you – which comes from a childhood of seeing that you COULDN’T count on support. So it is time to shift that thought that looks out for a fight or looks to struggle, and instead, you are to rise into seeing that you deserve the best of everything and if you have to wait and say NO to many things on the climb to your dreams, then so be it. YOU must make sure all aspects of this new move feel good to your body. If there is any hesitation, hesitate your reach. Things will come that feel AWESOME. And right now you are being tested to see if you anticipate their arrival, or don’t think they will come. What you think is what you will see.
PISCES new moon in Taurus
Your creations are about to fly high ---- when you release your addiction to thinking you know how things should look. Dream from places of authenticity where there is plenty to go around and you can create a new foundation from the patient visualization when laying low and going slow and knowing the journey is set to surprise you because you need to see that you can trust the great mystery to support the climb of your destiny. Your words and intentions are 100% driving your life right now. So surrender, be patient, and do keep living for the dream. You DO need to move, and you do need this change – even though it may go against what others expected of you. See yourself releasing what got you judging yourself and making your things less than. This is when you are to rewrite the story of your future where your words and offerings to the world find a new home, where your creative gifts break through all limitation and build again around you seeing and expressing FIRST that you ARE valuable and that what you offer WILL make a difference. Your vibe is magnetic. This energy will sail you as high as you first see yourself sailing. Go inward and think about what you really want and how you really want your new foundation to feel for you. You need to think of inside first and then go layer by layer, making sure that value abounds. Because you are SO WORTH IT.
| 20 april | well hello M O N D A Y! And here we are with a big warning of sensitive waters to come. This can feel bigger than you have felt before, almost as if you are splattered on the ground and can't even find a morsel of hope to pull yourself through. This is a hitting rock bottom of the maximum capacitous – but I TELL YOU WHAT. There is creativity to be found down here and there are ideas that HAVE TO COME as sparks of insight that materialize from the darkest spaces. They don’t just come as if you are ordering them for takeout. They come when you feel splattered and in deep confusion that there IS a place for you or that you DO have something that others will love. Down and out is where we find the gold, but no one wants to step into down and out. So, like shaking out the dust from a rug, the collective tumbles into their biggest fears. To the bottom people tumble, but they tumble into what gets them to rise! So just like training a body to be able to take on a challenging endeavor, we may cry at the beginning, with sore muscles and feeling that we are being worked too hard. In training you go beyond what you think is something you can handle. And then you see you CAN actually handle it and then you get all puffed thinking you are so bad ass. But you COULD NOT feel the bad ass until you first got spattered to the down and out section as the powers that BE shake out the rugs that been collecting nonsensically for too long! After you capsize and then awaken to the prize, you start to grow VERY EXCITED for your plans and new ideas that you can feel are something very special. We all awaken like popcorn into what is our next big things and it is our feelings that guide us. But as we walk the first steps, get used to those ripples of thoughts coming through that have you wondering if you really CAN do this. Of course, you are to be tempted into falling into self-doubt – but this time you are to fight for the better life and still seek for the visions that are new, fresh and really getting you excited inside. If 90% is doom and gloom, still make space to see the 10% that very well may take over and become the 100% in just 3 weeks. So why buy into the 90% if it is on the way out? Small is not bad. Slow is not bad. Steady is GOOD because it builds. And steady gets you to the dreams you hold in your mind in this very moment. THAT THING – yes. It needs you to dream that it can keep growing and keep becoming something other than 10%. So always move yourself there, even when the 90% shadows with all its stories of doom and gloom and can't be done by you. False. CAN be done by you, but you must BUILD this. We all face projects in life where we are with idea and are now in step with building things and going into a plan to get this into something that sustains. But SLOW AND STEADY is how you will see the movements right now. It is like the mountain bikers that all of us on the trails can't stand right now, because they are on narrow trails and so fast with all their aggression from being on house arrest. And where before you would see 1 every 5 times you were on a hike, now it is like 10 to 20 a hike. It’s so violating to the nature hike and meditation of being out there to receive insight or faith in things. Instead, they constantly force you to stop, move over, and only in very sudden and out of the blue ways. They only come upon you quickly and force you OUT of a relaxed state. Ooops. My rant. But when they are on hills, which is 50% of it, they are going so slow and it takes so much effort to get up the steep inclines. THAT is kind of where we need to be with our consciousness. Not like going downhill and risking the lives of people who are just meandering in the forest. Fast will come the idea – but slow is the manifestation – and for good reasons. So put your all in this and remain steady with it. Don’t falter or allow your mind to declare the timelines. You will know when you know. Just trust this and go where your body wants you to go. Fast was the idea. |
| 19 april | well hello S U N D A Y! Good morning! So let’s just say with my new format that Sundays will arrive as podcast OR written, with no set rule. Because today I feel like starting the week with writing and sitting here for a bit longer in what I can feel is pretty big for you all! So. There are big tears coming and they arrive because of an interaction with this person who is close to you. Now do know that however this goes down, this is to inspire a dream for you where you are believing in yourself or doing something that STILL perseveres and even more solidly because of the interaction and the way it makes you feel in your body. There is a story going on and you are to peel it back with questions where you keep looking into WHY this created such a strong feeling inside your body. Plan for quiet or alone time to just sit with this and peel back. We all are inspired to grow and work for the way to a better life. And it is as if the house is on fire and it is now or never as inside of you there will be a new solid feeling rising where you are IN THIS and ready to go through the growing stages that move things along, like growing food in the garden that changes along the way and also requires you to change as you support it becoming something that supports you. Be prepared in feeling that you don’t know and you don’t really know that your dreams can really be your reality, but understand those are the mental needs; the need to know, the need to have control over feeling that you can manage what is way in front of you. -- While your body is always still here guiding you and giving you the signs that you need to know; giving you ALL the signs. There was this documentary on this loved mother of many kids whose husband was a preacher and she had a pretty big following from sharing her sweet life. And then she got cancer -- and recorded in the documentary were conversations around how it’s like eating food was making the cancer worse. And this preacher knows that in the bible Jesus did the 40 day fast – and we are to do what he did, right? And they didn’t connect this as an idea to try out – I’m sure because Western Medicine wouldn’t allow that train of thought. But their bodies still got them to utter words like, it’s as if eating food is making the cancer worse. This energy wants you to know that no matter what your body is guiding you and you are never alone. You always get answers – they just come in magical ways that take interpreting them and trusting the gut feelings that go heavy, or sparkly. A yes, is 100% when it is genuine, and, THIS is something for you. You know your body feels this way when you are doing something that feels good to you, and you also know your body feels this way when you are forced to do something that another wants you to do even though it goes against how your body is vibing. You know there is a feeling attached there. And the permission you need is that you CAN follow those feelings 100%. You can put a voice to how you DON’T feel good about this now, even though you DID a few minutes ago. You can express that something has changed and that now you feel passionate about this other thing. Life is full of these changes where we stand at the crossroads, only because the feeling in our body has changed. And each time they come, they come for a reason. And each time you honor your body, you grow closer to a strength that can overcome ANY storm --- because you know you got the body signs guiding you every step of the way. We are NEVER alone. Find that trust and you see that you ARE home.
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| 18 april | well hello S A T U R D A Y! Good morning. It's time for Podcast Saturday! Honor your feelings today and know that you DO deserve to go to where they lead you to be – even if it disrupts what others expect of you. YOU KNOW BEST. Feel your way to a magnificent day that offers you connection and insight into the dream you know is unfolding soon for you. COME CHAT WITH ME! Got some insight to talk through! |
| 17 april | well hello F R I D A Y! Hello babies! So here we are with WRTTEN READING Friday and you are being asked to pause as you take in what is to come because this is a test to see if you will walk what you learned, and have compassion for another who is doing or showing you what YOU would have done too in a past version of yourself. Today you are to see them fucking it all up, remembering that you were capable of doing the same if it was years ago. You are to hold them with the wisdom you currently possess that knows time passes and we never really know how wise we are going to get until we get there. But wise, we do become. And compassionate for others who are not where we are now is what happens when your heart opens. We were programmed to find fault or to cut things down, when in fact we can think in ways that are like an information booth where we offer assistance when it is needed, but aren’t out there just forcing everyone into our way, as rather we sit in our booth until someone calls something out of us. This is putting us in alignment to receive, whereas we were programmed to second guess and to push things away instantly when they brought a feeling up in us. Like walking out of the room during a fight. Now we can feel the pain, go into it, and then see what we are to learn from the journey of it. It is the least resistance way, and it is the way we are to take. Back in 1999 I had a vision my father was going to die and on that very same day I went down to the mailboxes, in my apartment on Fell St. and Divisidaro in San Francisco, and received the very first letter from my Father, who wrote in the first line that this was his very first letter to me -- and as the last line he wrote, Least Resistance. Over the years I’ve gained so much from understanding those words and what it really means and how it calls us to surrender in the deepest of ways where possibly we do feel cheated or this life is unfair. STILL, we are to surrender and trust the bigger picture of life in all moments that we are in it. We are here for a reason. So we need to be here, and to not fight things so much, but rather trust and hope and work for a better outcome when things do look rocky and unstable and not really what we thought they would be. What we don’t realize is that we had to walk this journey right here in order to gain the strength that can then move mountains in your life in future days. Just like how no one will really understand what it is like to give birth through the vagina except for those who have. Or to climb a mountain, or to move to a country where you don’t know anyone or to leap into the unknown where you don’t actually KNOW something to be done. But WALKING THOSE gives you the fizz to life that gets you appreciating what you have and how much more you want to take advantage of ALL Earth Walks yet to come in your short journey in this incarnation. You may think things unfair, but in reality, they are what they need to be to continue along a process that is unfolding through all of your actions and beliefs. Direct things upward because you deserve it and YOU CAN HAVE IT. Why not give that dream something to be? You give the fears your attention – and what does that serve you? Pay attention to where you give you attention.
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| 16 april | well hello T H U R S D A Y! Good morning. It's time for Podcast Thursday! Oh I hope you ride this wave that is high for many of you where you get to connect in THE most magical ways and where you could not have dreamed for something so right. You are either scattered in the brain or riding on a big kite where you can see things connecting in such a way where all you want to do is trust – and expand how big you believe for more. Come and chat with me! YOU deserve the more we are talking about. |
| 15 april | well hello W E D N E S D A Y! Oh wow. Again the worlds are so polar in that some of you are in the best days of your life, while some are still feeling there could not be anything worse. With those in the gutter still, be okay with it. Much of what we manifest in 2020 comes when we do the work and face unbearably heavy loads that don’t seem to let up. It is the 2020 energy that sees clearly into what you really vibe. And we collectively see what we collectively vibe. And as more people hit bottom -- which leads to the light -- we have more people seeing that it is OKAY to suffer and to feel left out and to have money problems and to feel lonely right now and to NOT have the life of your dreams just yet. None of us had them, until we manifested them. Nothing starts from the get go, as we must build, tear down, rebuild, tear down, rebuild and go until we get it right, in alignment with our evolving selves. As WE grow higher, we do better things, we expect better things and we don’t get worked up over the small things because we realize they all are just moving along and shifting into something else that they need to better be. And at this time you can feel like nothing is going to stop you because it really feels like it is now or never and something has come alive inside of your body that IS getting your words to talk positive about the journey at hand, even if it is not where you want it to be just yet. We are losing our addictions to needing to know, while also giving new attention to what feels right in our bodies, trusting that we do have it in us to guide ourselves safely – without knowing the roadmap or how this will go down when all is said and done. What we need to realize is that even if we are pulled into poverty and loss, we still gain lessons that our soul needed to walk in this incarnation, and without those, we couldn’t rise higher. So yes, right now may not be exactly what you want it to be, but it is a part of what you need to learn – and when time is up, you shift quickly to another level, as you have seen yourself do many times in your past. Out of the blue, they tend to come, but usually just when we were down and out and completely confused as to how to carry on. But, looking back we see somehow it all worked itself out. So therefore, none of our steps are a mistake. They may be wobbly at first, but the more we fall, the more we learn and grow solid as fuck down the journey of life. It all is worth it at some point, and maybe that point isn’t this current moment, but that doesn’t mean we give up on the journey. Just stay open to the solutions being there and expect for them to drop into your consciousness and to shift you quickly to looking out at a different view. The point of the energy is just asking you to not be distracted by all the old world ways that are here to keep you forgetting the dream you have inside, the seeds you have for a better life, the hopes you have that we can create a world where there is peace and fairness for all. You have it in you. Now you need to keep others from blocking your light – because your way is the way and it can be the reality if you continue to dream it to one day be. Life. |
| 13 april | well hello M O N D A Y! Okay do know that you are going to be super sleepy today no matter how much you have to get done or need to be in this other space. Something is physically holding you down, almost as if something is purposefully trying to derail you or keep you from some goal. It may be that you have a headache or some pain that is keeping you distracted. This is happening in some way to get you make peace with life and that you don’t always have control around how you want things to be. If you can roll with it and go to where the waters ARE allowed to be then you can have a day of wonderful plan making where you really see the course that will get you out of the situation you are in. Something in you will be amped up about the rebuild and wanting to look over all the details in order to make sure you are going for the best and not cutting corners because of old world fear ideas that keep you turning back and not going for your dreams. Something about this energy is not only wanting us to release the memories of our past, but also to expect more when we do replenish what has been left dry in our lives. This won't be a small climb up the mountain. It is to be monumental and something where your inside voice is affirming that there is a way, and why not try. It is the, why not try, that is going to change all of your lives, because we ultimately face how we ultimately just don’t even try. We talk ourselves out of things or we allow others’ sad stories to keep us from buying into those dreams. As we think time is limited and we need to only buy into stocks or money things or things that are on the quick return. But remember last week we learned about how our energy turns into flat soda pop when we focus on money as a priority in life. But when we live from the heart, we attract money that supports us and it's not the main thing, so it creates a healthy flow. And people like me FEEL that flat soda pop in people. And I also feel the fizz and sparkle of people who are HERE NOW and trusting the future because they know their heart is making the decisions for them. If you listen to your body today and go on that guidance, then you 100% are where you need to be down the road. It really is that simple. But don’t act like you are a total authority in that your soul is not here to make “mistakes”, that you will call them later down the road as you upgrade and learn through those said mistakes. Where you are today, you will not choose for down the road. But you needed to choose for it today in order to learn that actually you DO deserve better, are worth it, and are moving along right on schedule with the lessons that must be learned by you this time around. Learn and rise again. If you listen to your body today |
| 12 april | well hello S U N D A Y! Oh look! It’s time for a written reading for the day! I decided I will do the daily moon vibe readings WRITTEN on Monday, Wednesday and Friday, with Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday/Sunday as PODCAST + VIDEO. Variety!! I am all the mutable signs – and getting locked into all the routine has been crushing me. So I start a new pattern this week, BUT I will give a written for today because it's a big day and needs me to go slow – as when I do written I am in the reading room for almost an hour for each day. Which is why I appreciate when people support me doing this work because it takes the majority of my energy of each week, and keeps me from doing personal readings, which I haven’t been able to do since 2016 because I’ve been too busy with these. And I know that there are heap loads of you that would love to get a personal reading from me. So I am trying to figure out how to get UNLOCKED from this commitment of deep daily readings – into something that is shorter, to the point and where I love doing them again! I’ve always loved them and started them at the end of 2015, but recently I feel stuck in mud because I can't grow in these other areas of my life because I have to stay in the energy SO THOROUGHLY with each day – it takes a toll. SO. I am figuring a new flow! And I hope it pleases you so. OKAY today!!! SO today is super big again as we have been in big days that I can see are where you can't really see where you are going, but you know that a big change is here and it means you have to apply upgrades and solutions to things even if they look too heavy or too impossible to you. You are to seek for things that haven’t been done and to believe that this thing is for you to take and run with. Whatever shows is a part of you that needs to rebirth and rise into this other creative idea or vision for a move or new home or way of living. You should be able to taste that your new thing is here or arriving soon and no matter what you see going on around you in the world, NO MATTER, you are to hold to your dreams. You are to see how others have gotten through things and life still goes on, when we thought it was close to the end for several times over the past WILD years. This feels more like a culmination of the pits and the waste products of toxic things that were allowed to rise when clearly this is only about money and nothing at all that deals with the heart. Do know that as your hearts awaken in new ways, you won't do harm. Just like what I haven’t told you yet, but on day 20 of the 40 day fast I woke up and KNEW I would never eat animal products again. And I had never been full on vegan and had no desires to be. But on day 20, after having no food for 20 days and with 20 days still to go through I actually said that I would never eat cheese and gyros and fish again! Wild. And here it is almost a year and I have had zero desire to eat any animal products. Like, no thank you. But. I didn’t know that I would have the conviction of such a thing until day 20. --- go figure. Who knew. So expect that you don’t really know, and you shouldn’t hold too strong to any one idea going on right now, but also see that when you change, you will be CHANGED. So how this energy hits you is to change you for the better. Allow the mystery of it to unfold and surprise you. This all is for your best. But yes, it's time for something better and that means change is on the horizon. Don’t forget to move your body and get yourself GOING towards your dreams. One of my favorite things when spin was my thing, which now it's hiking and pilates, but with spin I would always get a front bike so I could look at myself in the mirror and I would focus my eyes like on my belly and I would spend the whole class SEEING my new life, which I actually AM living now. I was still working in cafes and coffee shops and a chocolate shop and not sharing my astrology world yet, but I would see all the wonderful things I would be doing once I finally shared my works with you, once I finally was confidant and JOURNEY WALKED to hold the gifts I possess. I knew I had to wait, and I didn’t come forward until I was 41. So know that your dreams need YOUR steam, but they also need your patience. Too soon is rarely good. Our dreams need to cook and stew and become the best thing for us. And they do when we organically allow them to. Nothing is a mistake here! Stop looking back into that. Look into your bright future that unfolds from the tune of your inner song. Sing, bird, sing. Nothing is a mistake here! |
| 10 april | well hello F R I D A Y! Good morning loves! So today is where you get to notice a very powerful shift, that will be like you finally got your shoe laces retied and now you are standing up and moving again freely in some regards. Be stoked for this! Energy is making it easier for us to see the reality of what we are holding in our minds, and all of the solutions and hope for betterment is bringing us to positive positions where we will get a leg up and where things will take on a new flow. We also get hit by something today that may be positive or negative for all of you, but it shows that there is something else to consider and others out there need more of you or more from you. This can be positive in that your creative gifts are being seen, and it can be sort of negative in that others need your attention and you have been hiding from them, so you need to take responsibility and reach out or connect. We connect to make better, so even if something feels like you are still in mud, being open to making contact into SOMETHING is what pulls you quicker to the other side of the situation you are in. If you still feel fixated in what is out of balance and out of your control, a slight shift of perspective, possibly delivered by another and through something online or that you read, is what can be the tipping point to this whole other thing ushering in. So please, hope for the best on your journey. Believe this is just riding the waves of life but getting us into better lagoons where the waters will calm down and became super bright blue and green with opportunity and abundance abounding. Create your dream through knowing the impossible is about to be made possible.
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| 9 april | well hello T H U R S D A Y! Now loves. Today is a big day for you seeing the things that are getting in your way, but you can totally feel support in that you can tell it's time to face this, like you’ve never faced the depth of something before. It's time to GET IN THERE today and really start cleaning up the mess that is like walking with your shoes untied. YES, you could keep going. But it's gonna mess you up somewhere down the line. It WILL trip you up and then you may hurt your knee or do something to further mess up what COULD BE STOPPED TODAY if you face it today. So know that about the energy. No fucking around with this week at all. If it is there, you manifested this to see if you will actually stand up and do something about this, with your energy set to hopeful and knowing that this is a task long dreaded but it really is here now to be let go and transformed into a better pattern in your life. It's time to stop, tie the show lace, and possibly replace it if the ends are too worn down, and then reloop it all back in and then tie -- and THEN you are good to go. But, no matter. Hear the process in your mind. It may take a bit of effort at first, but then it's tied, and you can go on as your better form. So. Be stoked to stop this fixated thing, where you hold fear that it may give out at the worst time, and instead assure that it won't, where then you can walk free not worrying about it all the time. It is a waste of your time to be in fear, when there is something you can do to just set it right. Set it to hope. Get jobs done if they scream loudly. No more pushing in the closets. |
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| WEDNESDAY ... Okay loves! Here is when we are really feeling the Full Moon in Libra and where something is starting to settle so that we can process this clearer. Because we have been taking in so much over the past few days, and with all the awkward energy getting things to LEAP into a new space, we now sit with things and get to know them better so that all the pieces are feeling like they fit in the best ways. There is a lot that is still in the darkness, and all over the place, but for some reason that sits okay with us because we can tell that we are in this now and each day we move closer towards our dreams. Many of you will start planning a big move that hasn’t even been manifested in reality, but inside your bodies you can tell that you will do this, and your life will be changed because of it. All of us have dreams planted that we now must water with whatever it takes in seeing how WE get in our own way. So expect to feel low or heavy with things, as the jobs do feel heavy, but know that if it's happening now, this is important for your future steps – and we MUST clear this out of the way. Got to take care of, let it go, AND DEAL with the heavy shit. It MUST be done to get to the lighter ways. But actually -- t is only the first steps that feel heavy and slow and hard to tangle your way out of. So know that. When it changes, it changes quickly. So don’t get so worked up in fear thinking you are getting something wrong. Carry on. Everything to see here, but nothing that is the end of the world. Carry on.
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| TUESDAY ... And here we are a rising into a full moon in the evening hours. There is a lot that befuddles you and all details may seem to be slamming you from all sides. Expect to just be taken over by a lot going on, while not being able to set it straight or understand total clarity just yet. This full moon really starts speaking in the next 2 days as she will be slow to rise. You may even be SUPER TIRED or just very noticeably heading towards visions of a nap. It is a softer energy that asks you to see to all that there is while waiting for when you have total clear vision on, THIS IS FOR ME and now I am going to leap. The important thing is that you don’t fall into the old world ways that says you have to leap, no matter what. This energy wants you to take it all in and only leap when it feels good to your soul and when you can tell that this will bring more beauty into your life. Wait for good and attempt to weave goodness into all that you interact, so as to attract even more of the good. It’s time to take control over creating a life where we lead from the heart and don’t do a thing if inside it feels like flat soda pop. We are to go towards LIFE.
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| MONDAY ... That awkward energy! Here it continues! Get used to learning to go with the flow today. Things are changing quickly, and out of the blue, as our screens are being wiped cleaned. Expect to be talking and then not remembering a thing. This is getting you towards seeing what is really important and often what you were talking about or thinking about is something with you steering into glass half empty or in supporting fears or you NOT being able to do what you dream. So your mental screen will be wiped clean and will turn you into, ah, ah, ahhh… anyway. We are getting back to the human space and it comes in awkward ways. But keeping it real and being flawed and showing ourselves as a work in progress is where we are wanting to show up and do better in our lives. We aren’t hiding behind what needs to be done; we are like at the Chinese Medicine Doctors and with open hearts asking, what do I need to do to put my life in balance so that my life isn’t spiraling out of control and heading into the gutter. We are on our knees and open. THANK GOODNESS. Now the good work gets done and we really see what we need to do to clean house and get it all in order. Think and do. You will be led correctly. Just don’t judge yourself for about 48 hours. It gets weird before it smooths out. And it is on you to not judge it negatively and make it all about a small detail of the song of life while not taking into consideration a whole other beautiful day that is on the way.
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| SUNDAY ... Good morning! There is so much for you to be focusing on today that is about change and going with the flow of where your heart is to be taken. A special new energy is here and it is like floating on a cloud! But you don’t find it until you surrender and let go and believe that the best IS going to come about once this wild ride plays out. Seek for the solution. Seek for there being a way. Use your creative gifts to visualize hearts opening and solutions laying a new foundation for our new world to rule from this day forward. Go get to the video today because it is so good and supportive! This whole week is deep to the core, but a NEW ENERGY is here and now you need to hear how we navigate safely and in our sweet heaven like states! Also! I was thinking about how the Universe worked this great move where we are all at home watching documentaries and waking like popcorn! Haha. So, today’s MOVIE SUGGESTION is --- There’s something in the water --- My gosh! I just have to say, at the end I clapped loudly and cried. And then had to rewind and hear what they just said again, to see if I really heard that correctly. And even with the 2nd time I clapped loudly and cried again. YES. Finally. People are waking up and when people with money wake to their hearts again, we can save it all. We can rebuild. We can make this better. Just because it looks like THIS right now, doesn’t mean it has to stay that way. Rainbow Tribe Rises.
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