W E D N E S D A Y 31 mar | Good morning sweet peas! Expect that you are to be drawing the lines and enforcing something that affirms your value or your creative gifts or the messages you dream of sharing with others. A line is drawn in order for you to show that things have changed and that you are on a new path.
Expect some sort of deep plunge into thoughts around fear of failure or fear of success, as they actually go hand in hand. To put yourself out there means you MAY experience “failure” … but you also may experience “success”. But like the flip of a coin, one side will reveal. So, to take that plunge you have to value yourself in knowing it is better to just KNOW so that you aren’t lingering in regrets from the potential fear of finding out it's failure.
We are to assert with our hearts and to not be stopped by others that want to frazzle us into confusion in regard to the far out leaps of faith we dream of taking. It is easy to be pumped up one day and deflated the next. The part of the journey is that you need to coach yourself through the practices so that you ARE an authority on the game of life. So, YOU need to be there for yourself in saying, YES, keep going, this darkness is not all there is and others may think you need to follow their way but just keep going your way and trusting that your needs will be met.
Go on the journey into the darkness, but trust that you are finding something here that WILL lighten your load. At this time, we all can feel like we want to get with a therapist or do something that really helps us learn the lessons quicker. Our ego will always try to keep us in the old way -- going to WAY too high of expectations from the get-go of the journey.
We need to put in the work in order to get up the mountain and to stop forgetting that the steps upward are what match you with your peoples and get your heart really awake and driving again. To allow your mind to drive your life is to allow yourself to always be living less than you could be living. Your heart knows the BEST way for you and NOW you get to learn, from trial and error, what your body has been trying to tell you all along.
We face the facts, honor our space, declare new boundaries and build again better. There is life to live and the past is to be the fuel that motivates you to go for more. From all things stuck and in dysfunction, see that you are getting to the bottom of SOME solution. Just know you are in this to win this and there is no reason to cast shade and negativity into a good job unfolding. To clean the trashed house, you got work to do, but work that will pay off in providing a NEW ENERGY for you to then enjoy. See that you are getting somewhere because the light IS on the horizon and you are not in this stuck thing much longer. The new pattern speaks of us collectively coming OUT OF DEBT. So, keep with this. You will only work your way out of this hole. Show up and be here with it. You WILL see massive growth in the coming days, if you do!
This work here
Is where you carve out
A new pattern
That leaps into action
Where you commit,
A new flower WILL grow.
Don’t give up on your
It needs YOU dreaming it so.
T U E S D A Y 30 mar | Oh my gosh! I walked into the reading room for this day and got huge shivers and wanted to cry because it was like, OH MY GOSH – this is a big shift we have been waiting for, and something with the message in yesterday’s reading REALLY hit people as today we are seeing clearly into how wrong others wounded us into buying into MENTAL lives that discounted our heart feelings EVERY STEP OF THE WAY.
But now, the fog lifts so that we remember a dream IS possible and a better life awaits when we stop being so negative in our minds and in our actions towards others – with the quick anger and automatic showing of how we think YOU need to get out of my way, and YOU are inconveniencing me. So quickly, we place ourselves as royalty – yet have we walked a life to EARN that higher vibrational existence coming our way? You don’t just get it because you think you deserve it! GET OVER that lower vibing microwave internet programmed way of thinking because YOU ALL need what you get on the schooling period of where you will become an authority.
And we need to understand that we are not here to understand WHY things happen on Earth -- as things play out butterfly affects. There is the karma of our past lives along with the karma of our current actions, and the current actions karma doesn’t even start returning to us until we turn 28! Which is why MANY of you get slammed to the ground at that time because you just DID and DID without feeling the repercussions of your actions for all the years before. So, some things we KNOW we deserve as we have done harm to others and now harmful things are being done to us. But most of our life is a karmic mystery that we only understand as we get older or when we cross over.
I now don’t see my childhood as a mistake! But it took me getting into 4 decades of life to see how it empowered me to live very independently and to discover all things on my own. I wasn’t supported and cared for so I had to discover how to make me a priority and of value so that I could attract people who SEE ME as valuable. Being mad at what broke me only kept me manifesting more people who wanted to break me! THINK ABOUT THIS, my loves. This energy is releasing us from mental constructs that may be mainstream conditioned, but they are NOT full of life and hope and possibility. They are full of fear and keeping you in some box where you will NOT find happiness. Like, there are 3 boxes up here for you to choose from. You KNOW one is empty – don’t keep choosing that box, because habitually you will as we carry addictions to going for what is NOT for our best when we don’t really love and value who we really are.
This energy is WAKING PEOPLE UP. It is time to come to the other side, to see the error of our ways, and CORRECT, CORRECT, CORRECT. There is still time to get this right! Stay hopeful that your journey needed to be how it needed to be in order to get you starting over now and writing a new pattern for your next 7 years.
A new pattern starts today
And it breaks away from the last 7 years
Making space today for the NEXT 7 years.
What are you planting for this next cycle?
Come to the other side
And humble your ride
Because to fight what IS
Will only push your dreams away.
Surrender and see the beauty and grace
In a journey that celebrates you.
YOU are what we all have been waiting for.
Open the new door.
M O N D A Y 29 mar | Good morning sweet loves! We have SO MUCH going on today and there has been an epic shift amongst many of you where you are fully into the awareness of how you have been talking your life into the gutter when you really just needed to lighten up on the darker aspects of the issue and see that you ARE rebuilding better and WILL get to kind lands FROM WHAT you now know and how you feel MENTALLY shifted.
In my opinion, I think of certain areas of the USA and I have noticed over the decades that people who come from these places DO NOT CHANGE these certain ways of using their mind where they ARE more negative and focused into thinking things can only be a certain way. They aren’t as flexible and I’ve found that they stay in the shame, blame and anger game longer.
But ultimately it is because they make their minds the leader of their lives, and they have been programmed incorrectly. But they follow along and don’t let go until they go through some crash that rips their hearts open and then they start seeing they were following along and being mentally programmed to not really live life and instead to stay focused into fear and power over others. These areas also are money obsessed. The money is what gets them to shut down the heart to the point they can believe unthinkables are acceptable because they generate them more money. They think, yes this will hurt all these other people or the environment, BUT I will be able to buy more support for MY family. They can make things make sense to themselves. And it's all mentally about money. IF you were born in these areas, and conditioned like leather to be this way, you will have harder journeys to get to your real heart and real self.
AT THIS TIME, something breaks on through where the fog will lift and your eyes will see clearly how WRONG you have been living. Even how we have been talking A LOT recently about negative talk and shit talking and gossip and the energy that is of a darker force that is generated WHEN WE DO THOSE THINGS. So, it is like a drug that actually feels good. And, if you are not having good sex, you for sure are at risk for being a toxic shit talker. It is a way to vent where something is being left empty.
But just how snack foods are not good for us, but yet so deliciouso to chew and swallow, we HAVE to apply discipline to our systems so that we don’t just live on ding dongs and del taco. We have to see and wake up to how we are hurting ourselves and chasing after a drug that only offers minutes of delight. Buying things gives us those minutes of delight. But it's time to see that inside of you another life can be lived when you stop using the drug of hatred and division. You don’t HAVE to get even, to want to smear, to want to belittle, to want to destroy what another person built. You don’t have to be the bratty, spoiled kid who stomps over someone’s lego castle because they are jealous of how better it is. Watch where you are mean spirited and stop being that way. FIND YOUR WAY to your better acting self. Don’t be an asshole just because you see most people acting that way. YOU ARE BETTER THAN THEM. Show it now or suffer in your very near future. Seriously. You got it in you to be kinder than you have been.
Watch where you are mean spirited
And stop being that way. Just stop.
Inflicting harm will do you time.
With life spent on a lower vibe.
Where true happiness will never collide.
WAKE UP out of the illusion
Getting you to SO QUICKLY fight.
You deserve a better life
Than the old way will manifest you.
S U N D A Y 28 mar | Oh moon! We love when you go full in Libra and when you get us to finally come to some decision or to move across the bridge with something we WERE getting wrong or that we WERE needing to step up and go another level in regards.
This moon is when we are to start anew where we DO work on creating more peace in our lives. From our own vibration, a better world unfolds. To hate and to war with all the things that make us mad KEEPS us miserable and only seeing more disfunction. There ARE higher ways to bring justice, and madness flung brings madness in return from others. We CANNOT hate and shame and blame and expect for others to NOT fight back.
We all learned to be tough guy mafiosos, but we really are just bat wings on the wall and an illusion of what we want others to see. But we are flimsy! Like, uncooked cake all wobbly in reality – at least for now on the journey. We get solid when we stop being so mad and violent with others, and ourselves. We all have grown entitled in thinking we need it all now, we need to know all now, and we deserve EVERYONE ELSE to NOT be wounded and to make our lives more peaceful where we ourselves aren’t getting tangled or provoked by the actions of them.
We think that we can SEE what is wrong and that bashing it into place will actually work. When in fact, only those equally wounded try to dominate others to be what we wish they would be – even if we really think we are the high vibers here and the top dogs of where OTHERS need to follow. We all have grown so arrogant in thinking our lives have provided us enough wisdom to be able to say how ALL THE REST need to be. We have lived so many lives, have traveled as all the sexes and all the races. We have inflicted harm, done wrong, but also been most loving and have done good things that mattered. We have been it all, but we only sit knowing this moment and the past memories that created this next round of incarnation on Earth.
At this time, we are waking up to the existential qualities of life and the other side of rough journeys. We are learning that it is wiser and healthier to meet people where they ARE instead of where we wish they would be. It is the wishing they would be something better that also implies that WE can be better. None of you learn from being shamed – we have to come to the other side and do things with grace if we want others to receive us positively. We all have reasons to be mad in life – but it is the process of digesting them that shows how healed and high vibe you actually are. We think so much that we end up lost and confused and mad that things haven’t gone your way. It's time to let that controlling pattern go and just trust that chaos WILL lead to order and LOVE will be chosen over hatred. Do your part, lead the way. Don’t stay stuck in defining and replanting and conditioning what WAS painfully done wrong. That is NOT how the story is to end. Take what you learn and RUN into a better vison for how this needs to be from your loving heart leading the way.
FULL MOON IN LIBRA
I believe that chaos will lead to order
And that love will be chosen over hatred.
I’m doing my part and leading the way
Where I no longer stay stuck
In defining and replanting seeds for what was
NOT what I dreamed it to be.
I trust that my vibration matters
So, I replace the fear and confusion
With acceptance and love, always
For the possibility of a better.
I believe that love will save the day
WAY before hatred and anger will.
S A T U R D A Y 27 mar | Again, we are in powerful energies! This is leading up to a profound Full Moon that is to WIPE THE SLATE CLEAN in regard to something you did wrong over the last 5 to 8 years. Where you took on this other way where you really did think you were doing the best thing, even though it turned out to be something that broke you or was not at ALL what you planned, we now officially let it go and step into the teaching phase of a lesson long learned.
For this reason, expect to see people fly awake and now know what they need to do. It can be like they were in the gutter for years, spinning out and getting nowhere, and now because of all the time, the mud has dried, and they can just pull out and get to their new story lines.
This will have a PROFOUND affect upon you and me and all our loved ones and friends. People will come out of hiding and will share more particular things about themselves and their journey that deal with their true soul’s purpose ways. Enough of taking it all in or trying to fix everyone else – this time is to wake us up to coming across the bridge and getting to the other side of WHY that all had to be.
Don’t buy into money being something illusive or out of reach. To empty is not a bad thing! Try to look at money as energy and something that vibrates INSIDE OF YOU. It's time to start shifting to the other side so that you GET THIS and stop living in the ways of the patriarchy that want to set up fishing nets that capture ALL, but only need some, thus killing the extra that they don’t really need. Think about this with your own lives. We ALL can be the students in MANY subjects, but can we REALLY be the teacher? Aside from our ego that wants attention and to be seen as beautiful and special, are we really fit for being teachers of so much?
The changes coming are to show you WHERE you need to sit and grow better with things and WHERE you need to come forward and finally teach as an authority. To be a bit shy with sharing your expertise IS to be expected and desired. It's the ego wanting it so badly that usually means it's not time yet. To be hesitant means you have cooked fully, and you ARE going to taste great.
A fear of success
Grows from the fear of failure.
To put ourselves out there
Is also to wonder if we will be caught.
When you KNOW you got something special
It WILL be supported in the ways you vibrate.
When you DON’T REALLY KNOW
It's just not time to go.
F R I D A Y 26 mar | Good morning sweet beauties! Today is HELLA special! And it is full of so much change, ON PURPOSE, so that you settle in more with seeing how things ARE going in your favor and are not up for your egoic interpretation in any one given moment.
This energy wants you keeping with the tasks and not seeing so much of the big future so that it gets you doing nothing! The MAJORITY of you are facing situations that are going to be long to rebuild, but just like the alcoholic who drinks more BECAUSE they think about how much they have already done wrong, we have to support ourselves taking action in ways that get us from escaping and running from what really needs us to face it.
SO. Where you are on the journey of healing will show up in this day and through the weekend. You will see if you have been thinking the worst and getting hung up on the fear of what could be. IF you are more balanced from the wild ride of 2020, then you will start to see things fall into place where you are seeing parts of your dream become a reality.
The day will either tangle you in what is so messed up, so that you finally do look, OR it rewards you for how much work you already have done. For this reason, the ways this day manifests will be diverse! You will see many people who are SO MAD and bashing their silly heads into things that further enforce madness be expressed. You may even see them as sort of funny in how you can see they are digging their own graves. Like, THEY are doing this to themselves.
While others will see that we are coming together now, and all the ways things got tripped up and slowed down MAKE SENSE. We can see why we said no to that other opportunity or person and now this other thing shows up with perfect timing. Expect gifts to show you that you ARE onto something and that you can trust how you meander along in your car. BELIEVE you are getting somewhere and you really will. The energy is THAT magical. But also believe you are getting nowhere and that place too will arrive.
Take control of this moment and LOVE what is here! It is NOT a mistake. Your “mistakes” were not even mistakes – but rather experiences in life that needed you learning all sides of this. The healed become healers. The walked become teachers. Students have taken over the classrooms and filled it with cocaine dreams and lip filler ways of being. And the energy is coming in to set the fake news stories straight.
The healed become healers.
The walked become teachers.
Do the time and
You’ll walk the higher vibes.
To GET THERE you got to
Surrender into the schooling period.
It is the only thing that will make you solid.
Otherwise you are just batwings on a screen.
And projections of the illusion you WANT to be.
T H U R S D A Y 25 mar | This is an important day where you are being asked to move something forward and to break through the illusion making you think you don’t have a place or the journey is too much work. You are to still shine your truth and project that things WILL go in your favor. Don’t seek for ways to imagine that you don’t have a home in the world and won't manifest what you see others receiving.
Project like the peacock who KNOWS she/he/they will get through with the messages and ideas you are holding about your future potential. The dreams have been awoken in us over the past month or so and now we are to take strong action towards getting what we want and not sitting idly by and waiting for it.
Many of you can be speaking up where you feel childish for keeping it so real, but DO SO. The ways we reveal our truth, even if dramatic and over the top, ARE getting through and something in us needed to be so bold and all about ourselves. What I know is that if we don’t bitch and demean others and things our lives grow beautiful and serene. But when we bitch and gossip and say mean things about others, we NEVER are really happy, and we ARE trying to figure out why that is true.
But the negative talk vibes this energy that is like drugs and it keeps you hooked. So, to find your way out you REALLY have to vibe love and clean up where your mind is actually sort of evil and cruel. You were programmed to be hurtful when you don’t get your way and to want to destroy what doesn’t make you a priority – AS SEEN from your wounded and left empty ways. And where you inflict harm, you get back even more harm. It's taking out debt with your future happiness.
So, we have to DO THE WORK on ourselves SO THAT we aren’t so hateful to others. Because just like with our nighttime dreams, all the characters are YOU. So, your anger towards others is anger towards you and how let down you feel about yourself too. It's time to flash awake and get ourselves out of this old way of living that does NOT create happiness. No one with a gutter mouth is happy inside. Wake up or stay miserable and losing things that mean the most to you. Kindness done will bring kindness your way.
Will bring kindness your way.
Will bring compassion your way.
Time to lead like a boss
And attract more love.
W E D N E S D A Y 24 mar | What a unique day! Things will be interesting because we are feeling really sensitive in wanting to be seen for who we really are – and at the same time we can't hold back what we are feeling inside. Where before you could let something go and not make your feelings or opinion known, NOW it will feel like what you need to say just pours out of you and clarity is coming in getting your heart to speak up louder.
Big and dramatic moves happen now and they deal with you putting it out there and believing in some aspect of your creative dreams. This energy is planting seeds in us that will get us going for things and really asserting into a world that helps you feel comfortable and important. The voices inside can be louder than at other times and it's all to get you seeing that there is a better plan for you to follow and that what you believed to be true in the mainstream world is crumbling under its smoke and mirrors and front of energy that is not really based in OUR reality.
As our hearts grow stronger and louder, we all will make different decisions where we will position ourselves in the sun. For many of you, a step happens today that makes it clear you are heading into different lands. This should feel exciting and new and where you have hope bubbling up seeing that there IS A WAY. Don’t question where others come out of left field to challenge you or provoke you into action. This is VERY possible and it's not about them, it's about YOU. Just see how they poke and it gets you to face something that maybe was too much to see.
Big projects are underway so it may be that the journey feels daunting and even depressing that there is still so far to go. But still, degrees are to be walked and earned, and schooling prepares us for final presentations. And like babies, they need to be grown, like gardens, they need to be worked and trained and given the space to grow into what they will one day be. So, let the sadness go and be excited for finally stepping into what needs you to get it done – and to face how carefree and lighthearted it feels to finally face what needs a correction and the attention of your heart.
Look into where your heart speaks
And provocation invokes feeling.
Something can be done better.
The answer comes
When you make your happiness
A potential reality.
T U E S D A Y 23 mar | Be aware that acts of aggression or dominance are showing up and getting us to see how WRONG things have been and how we have to come together to make things better. We are seeing how much others are hurting, and this is to get us on the same page and where we do what we can to NOT keep allowing the old ways to dominate us into submission.
There is steam in the energy as we are getting heated over how clearly we feel things are out of balance. Many of you will feel like the mama bear who is protecting the future generations and working to do whatever you can with the limited time we still have. You also will wake up around this day where you shoot alive into something that gets you feeling passionate and where you want to make a mark. This is the inspiration rising that gets you into a stronger position in life.
The bridge can feel shocking in what it gets you to express, but you need this provocation and friction and feeling on the edge of the cliff so that you really do something different this time. You are to think about growing new things and outshining anything that was done before. Quality over quantity is rising in our systems as we correct where we were oversaturated and trying to take it all in, and now will be choosing for community and farmers markets and supporting the dreamers who see that THEIR THING IS going to be what others feel the love from.
Many of you also can feel like you are emptying out and letting things go that were aspects of your false self. If followers drop or you drop passion for the FRONT of energy you USED to hold, be okay until you form again into something stronger. If you empty at this time, it's because you are getting ready to decide for a different path and one that has more heart and soul to it. It's GOT to feel good to your body. There is no other reason for anything else. Time is passing too quickly – time to take the bull by the horns and go get what IS our fancy. This energy wants us NOT holding back and instead assertively reaching for and drawing boundaries clear as day. You DO have something to say and it WILL come where you no longer will just sit by and allow others to manipulate you.
Let go of how THEY got you
Buying into the form of following along.
Feel how you ARE ready to shine
And to delight with your true brilliance.
Come and show the real you.
M O N D A Y 22 mar | Good morning sweet love! Now BE AWARE that today is highly emotional for many of you and it will be made worse because you won't be patient with others the way you wish they would be for you. For that reason, many of you can get into bickering and passive aggressive moves. Many of you will feel like you are boiling over and that something can no longer be contained.
BE OKAY in this space and just allow yourself to go Italian with it where they DON’T take things so personally. We don’t need to persecute ourselves or others because we act out and get grumpy at times. Allow yourself to show anxiety or discomfort – and try to understand that others are going through the same! This is a great day to soak in the tub or to sit out at your winter garden space and think about how you want to grow something new.
This energy will love on you if you just meaner with it and don’t diminish anything because it is a big job to do. YES, it may take years for you to be an actual authority on something, so get to it and start now. Things are showing up as inspiration that will require we learn things and adjust to a new flow. This is to bring excitement and a fresh start to how we want to nest and support what we DO have that IS where we have the most control. Just like how I say that when we are negative in our minds or with gossipy shit talking, we have a life that looks the same.
And where we have TRUE POWER is in our minds. You CAN steer it positive and to places of compassion and understanding. You CAN let go of the egoic hold that LIKES to see others suffer or to influence negativity about certain people or things. How you hate yourself is how you hate on others. If you don’t hate yourself, you don’t hate on others. So, no matter how you feel crushed or limited in life by others, YOU STILL HAVE THE POWER OF YOUR MIND. And you still CAN dream and hope that one day your struggles will be worth something. In the mind that plants flowers, beautiful things grow. In the mind that buries lives, devastating things grow. Pay attention to your mind like your life depends on it. You CAN start this over TODAY.
In the mind that plants flowers,
beautiful things grow.
In the mind that buries lives,
devastating things grow.
Pay attention to the vibes of your mind
like your life depends on it.
S U N D A Y 21 mar | Don’t be surprised if you wake up feeling tired today even though you had plans to get tons of things done. MANY of you will feel confused and may even think something is wrong with you. This energy is presenting as a limbo space where your ideas want to plunge you forward, but something in your bones is making you feel kind of bored with life. Just know this energy is actually needed because it creates a bit of friction in thinking you ARNET doing enough and ARENT getting anywhere, for the purpose of getting you to take dedicated moves that affirm how different you need things to be. Many of you will be going through huge growth spurts this week and it comes from feeling like you aren’t growing at all! So it's interesting like that.
You also will be having new levels of support that you are DEMANDING in your life. Again, it will come from something like a rip in the tapestry or from some deed in the past that you haven’t been able to let go of in your mind. What this feels like is something you have hidden behind, not really showing what you got or what you can do. So, it requires you believe in yourself and assert when others are not doing the same. Your feelings will inspire the movement.
You also may be EXTRA hungry and will need things that you weren’t needing before. Kids can feel this energy and get extra needy in wanting your affirmation that things are okay. Just don’t question what you feel called to do – and know that messengers and messages come in unique ways at this time. But you won't leave as empty as you feel – you need to be hungry for what is waking up in you. And for many of you, the desire will be to put more space between you and the edge of the cliff. FEEL IT in order to find the way out of it. Just be here for the inspiration that WILL get you to grow and go for something that has needed you pumping it up with more faith. To feel grumpy and unsure is just proof that you are getting closer to the change – so love yourself through this process! You ARE evolving into something better – and the old CANNOT keep continuing in the same ways. It’s time to start over better.
I am ready to share
What I feel in my body
About what I need to feel safe and secure.
My needs matter
And I have a new vision for things.
S A T U R D A Y 20 mar | Good morning SPRING! And with it comes a full heart where many of you will wake today and will feel like your car got washed or your system finally now shifts into awake. This retreat session has felt longer this winter because we took our hearts inward – and usually we don’t. Usually we keep things separate and don’t honor the cycles of time and change and life. We try to cocaine our way through things – only to then be left with nothing.
So, to change, we had to take our hearts inward and really FEEL what life is all about. This time is when we are letting go of our winter skins and outdated molds that worked for a minute, but now something inside of us will need more from life. EXPECT that others are making really bold moves around this time where things are finally being talked about and compassion will be stronger than the mental blocks we put in our way.
I always tell you how harmful the insta therapists are as they box everyone in to the point NO ONE can date them or friend them or get deep with them. Apologies are scrutinized and hoops must be jumped through in order to be “REAL”. The wounded lead the wounded into a healed state without getting there first themselves! It’s all intellectualized and soul crushing. In the real therapist world, you do the work and YOU manifest better people who treat you with more respect. YOU do the work – not point the finger at all the rest who “aren’t doing their work”.
We have an infinite amount of ideas to talk about with others. This energy wants you talking in better ways so that what you talk about grows positive foods instead of toxic genetically modified foods. You are what you eat, and your life grows from what you think. Things will feel palpable with others showing you who is good for you and who is going to muddy up your visions for future growth. Change is happening because it's time to grow up, grow more conscious and grow more kind on the inside. Face this reality and you will find your utopia up ahead. We ARE being rewarded for changes of the heart that deal with us going for more love and life. Reach out and make your feelings known. Others NEED to hear from you – and you know who.
To connect, we find love.
To disconnect, we find love.
It all leads to more love
And what your life needs more of
F R I D A Y 19 mar | And now we come together to test the waters of the new lessons we have been walking. EXPECT to collide and to be in the perfect place at the perfect time so that you can find these people and ideas that ARE your future. Signs of times to come are falling on our path and getting us curious about what this could mean and how it will affect us.
This energy also feels like falling in love or when you find your peoples and how things are just natural and effervescent. Signs of your future days are showing you what you have to look forward to and how a new spring IS rising – and we needed the suppression of 2020 to get us REALLY showing up and getting off the couch and away from the phones.
Things are to get busy in your immediate environment as this is where the new life will arrive that will get things excited for being here now and letting go of our addictions to thinking we need to get someplace other than where we are. We are to find the love in our neighborhoods and in reconnections with friends from our early days. What you need WILL be around you and things are to set off fireworks and flickers of hope that get you seeing how you NEEDED this change and this reversal or going backwards so that you could invest better with your time and effort.
The 2nd chance is always better and we are getting something like this where NOW we will do our best and be conscious of each step of growing a new field of food. Plans need to be considered and the inspiration will get you laughing and feeling giddy! Stay loose with others in what they show you because people are chatty, and some of them are stuck in the gutter and are looking to pull you in with them. Just play it light, don’t fight and keep looking for better matches to find you. This day is about change, so you need to blow with the wind if something is not inspiring you. You MAY have to choose for better as the test of the day asks that you make your voice and opinions a priority. Make decisions around choosing for support in whatever ways you need to get your messages across clearly. It is safe to communicate your feelings.
It is safe to communicate your feelings.
It is expected that you find support
For what you need to release.
On the same page
Is where you CAN be.
Choose for chemistry.
T H U R S D A Y 18 mar | Good morning sweet beauties! Today is going to ask that you let something go that deals with you shaming and blaming yourself for a decision made, or not made. Many of you may get stuck on this and will see things from an angle where you are at fault or where you think too much has been done wrong. You may also feel that you are in this position because of others who tried to control you or limit you in some way. It's a complex sort of day because this will most likely come out of left field and where you really were NOT thinking so negatively.
Within this day is where you are to give your voice to something you are feeling that IS an upgrade or a better solution to how it has been done in the past. Truthfully, the day just wants you to get back into the rebuild and to stay open to time and aging just being mental constructs that keep us never feeling like we are on top of things. By the end of the day you will be in a stronger position because of what happens today. It will test many of you, but it also will get many of you standing up for yourself and not so easily tanking into feelings of defeat.
There IS a lot of work to do and you will have to tend to your lands as they grow into what will one day feed you. But stick with the love of your visions and trust that hard work pays off. The slow way is the better way, and where you are slowed you just need to appraise things with higher value – and then go from there. Expect to have to go back – but honor that decisions being made deal with you feeling valuable and not overextending because the speed demon illusion wants you to buy into the quick fix. You deserve something real – and it requires that YOU up your game and seek for a new plan that shows you believe in your creative dreams. There IS a way to support and sustain yourself. And the mountain peaks are poking up through the sky to inspire you for this next big climb and higher level expression of life as you know it. You are where you need to be. Get serious about this transition. This doesn’t come around every day.
You are perfectly timed
Only your mind
Gets in the way.
The rest is as it should be.
W E D N E S D A Y 17 mar | Don’t question the shock of things or how they take you to places where you DO feel raw and insecure. If something hits you awkward today, it is to be faced and you ARE to find ways to value yourself more and to see how you are contributing to this same fire or flood or catastrophe that you have seen in your past.
But something kept you quiet and not thinking your opinions mattered. You are to break away from things that stifle your voice or your creative dreams. This doesn’t have to be anything dramatic, but you valuing yourself more is going to show you that MORE things will want to love on you. Many of you can feel like the curtains are down or something is evident now that changes everything.
Don’t be afraid to invest in yourself and to believe BEFORE you actually grow what you are dreaming. To invest in yourself is to say that you know you are valuable, and you will figure things out when required to. It is saying, you will leave on the cross-country road trip without knowing the exact journey but trusting that you will have the time of your life. Be carefree with where you are going but do know it's time to break away from some old mold that got you thinking with scarcity and limitation as what IS your potential.
To think there are NO jobs is to find that they ARE hard to come by. To think that you ARE supported by the Great Mystery and that you DON’T need to know the whole plan or figure it all out or even be so much in charge IS going to make things easier to come by. You can push things away or you can draw them nearer. Like bees to honey versus hot sauce. YOU have more power than you think. Sit with where others got you to think at a bias to what you feel is correct now and just allow solutions to come. Be in the roller coaster ride of life, but also honor that you ARE buckled in and it WON'T come off the rails. You are safe, even if things DO turn you upside down at times. Trust this wild ride and dream it to be EVEN better. You ARE safe to give voice to your desires and to even scream if it rises out of you.
I am safe and secure
In the roller coaster of life.
So, I scream when it rises
And giggle when called,
But never do I give up
On the miraculous journey of my soul.
T U E S D A Y 16 mar | Get ready for this! We have some special energy coming through that wakes us up to an old pattern where we have been adding fuel to the wildfire instead of water. We won't be looking at others moves so much as we will be looking at our own. This is what makes it rare! We are masters of projection with seeing in others what we are unable to see about ourselves. But a force of energy keeps that option out as now the mirror seems to be what we all are facing. And keeping it real, you are to awaken to your own part, and to the ripples YOU send out there. When we can't see what we need to see, we see it stronger in others. So, just be aware that triggers and provocation are for YOU to deal with.
Things can take you back to memory lane where you will see where something started and how you got the wrong ideas about how things ARE. This energy IS to hit you like a lightning bolt – and it is to bring you into awareness of your energy and impact. It's all to get you seeing how powerful you really are, but through some situation that shows you how you got off track – BECAUSE you didn’t see something clearly.
Consider what shows today to be something that WOULD get in your way in the future. Having compassion and giving yourself permission to keep it real is where you make a discovery that WILL get you seeing how valuable you are. When things no longer fit, they cause pressure. We are a series of cycles playing out in life, where we must leave a comfortable step and go to the unknown, like going from grade school to high school.
Trust that the wind of change is blowing but don’t be anxious in trying to figure out what it all means. Just sit with life and allow it to inspire you with a new story. The inspiration comes from within, triggered by your enjoyment of life and expectancy that things WILL go in your favor and will go beyond what you could have dreamed. Sit with your ponderings and believe that you are growing something new this time where the outcome WILL go better, and it WILL be something that is loyal and supports the new ways you FEEL about life. Your feelings awaken to get you growing a better garden to eat from. Trust this process.
What you feel
To what you need to heal.
Don’t run from
What is to liberate you.
M O N D A Y 15 mar | Around today is when the majority of you start to awaken like popcorn where new yearnings and ideas for a better life will spring out of nowhere and be the thing that rejuvenates your spirit. Things are coming from the mystery, and with quick movements, because they play a part in how far we pop and grow from what is revealed.
Most likely you will be VERY active today in wanting to put the home in better condition and to treat yourself with more care in regard to the things that support and hold you. If you sleep on scratchy sheets, you won't sleep as good as you could on soft sheets. But YOU have to be the one to choose for that better condition in life. You CAN just let things go and not make them important. But this time is like a level change for you and it will require that you step into higher expectations for HOW you are treated on Planet Earth. If your soul sends out the call that you need more, The Mystery will bring you the essence of what sits in you.
As your dreams grow wings, sacrifices will be made. Don’t be shocked by what comes or read too much into it in any negative light. Sacrifices are giving of one to give life to another. You drop things off at the donation centers so you can lighten your load and make space for things better appropriate for your new decisions in life.
You chose for things in your past, that matched the old you, that now need to be taken away. And really this needs to be a celebration where you are seeing how far you have come and how much more you want now than you ever have before. Enjoy this energy and keep using it wisely! You can get things done now that deal with blocked energy in your home or office. Clutter is like open windows in the freezing weather.
See that you DO have the energy and you don’t need to do anything other than take a NEW step forward and do what feels like a leap of faith expansion move where your heart is speaking and wanting to take the lead. Think like the sprout who first breaks through the soil and DO YOUR THING. Something rises because it's time to assert where before you kept hidden. There is NO need to hide.
I won't hide
On this ride
There is too much to take in.
And too little time
To get what is mine.
No time to hide it out.
Gotta ride it out.
S U N D A Y 14 mar | Good morning sweet beauties! So today is one of extreme action where something has revealed and now your heart will be more driven than ever to get things going again where you do what feels best to you. Choices are being made where you may have to move or step away from something that defined you. This may have been that you thought this road was for you and it would never change. But life is happening, and you are growing.
Many of you can feel like you are sprouting awake or noticing that others are too as they make brave and brazen moves that may seem out of nowhere. But these moves we are making deal with dreams of long time where something has nagged at our soul or kept rising with curiosity as to why we keep thinking these things. I know that I talked about moving to San Francisco when I was in my single digits. I KNEW I would leave Southern Illinois and would live in SF one day. I moved there at 24 and found myself. I left at 28 and lost myself. I came back at 32 broken. I left at 37 for Santa Fe and fumbled through success and death and transformation. Then I found Taos for the 1st time at 49 and EXPLODED alive – finally plugged into HOME. Where no other place could tempt me to leave.
MY POINT. We don’t know why we are led here and there, and to make sudden and drastic moves at times. But our guidance system supports us living the best life – and if we listen, and make moves accordingly, life is easier, gets better and actually is more exciting. It's only that we fight and war with what is not working – and then get more of it and stay mad at how wrong things are. If you are in a corner, get the fuck out and stop bitching about it. Let’s go. Let’s move. Let’s get you doing what your heart and soul is screaming for you to get doing. Just stop positioning yourself in the gutter and not doing something productive to at least try to get yourself out. Enough of the shit talking and the mean ways that would PISS YOU OFF if another did or said about you what you do or say about other things. Let’s not keep going low when high is where you want to be.
Let’s not keep going low
When high is where we want to be.
Trust this incredible journey.
Believe you are where you need to be.
And open to change
As your learning
Becomes what heals you.
And gets you to choose different views.
S A T U R D A Y 13 mar | Oh hello new moon! We LOVE when you go new in Pisces and get us all feeling life in stronger ways where things are undeniable, yet confusing because they seem existential and so out of reach. We love how you get us daydreaming and floating throughout the day as new thoughts rise around all these things we NEXT want to do, as we appraise our last year and think how next year will be our outstanding year.
This energy will be confusing for many because you may want to get up and go, but you will feel better laying around or driving and just daydreaming about better scenarios. Put time into expressing yourself because there are going to be new loves rising. This means you may now suddenly want to do different things, that maybe are crafty or artistic. But they rise from you resting and growing like a mushroom.
Things are rising from the depth of you that are what you REALLY want from life and where you will REALLY see that you can have these things. And you don’t have to go it the old way where you worry about needing to comply or stay hidden. It's okay to wake up bolder. You WILL get there through this unusual process going on right now. Expect to have old emotions come up that you maybe haven’t felt before. It deals with something that got you to hide or with something that didn’t see you. This time will bring compassion and expansion and change to what did you wrong and got you going in their misaligned direction.
And the journey is set to be unusual! It is set to surprise, to delight and to bring movement to where you stayed hidden in wounds that kept you thinking your ways don’t matter. A very new you walking a very new dream is here and unfolding in the next few days. Just go to what feels better and stop putting your hands to the hot flame. The hot means this is not going to love on you the way you deserve. We don’t have to fix it all. Our state of peace matters first.
Choose for better things that support you and keep going in that mysterious direction waiting and praying and daydreaming of how beautiful this year is going to be for you. STOP going negative and into all the worrying. It only manifests you another negative view to have to walk. Stay diligent in the dream spaces as if you are thinking about the house you will move into that you just rented but have to wait 2 weeks. Play in creative mind thoughts of how you will paint and design and buy all these wonderful things. Don’t worry about how this could be; stay out of the critical mind. Trust and you will receive.
NEW MOON IN PISCES
I stay diligent in honoring the dream
In staying soft in my mind about
The life I will one day be living.
I am here to do what hasn’t been done by others
And therefore, my path is a mystery.
But within my power I hold attention
To how I visualize for how wonderful
It will one day be.
I have a dream.
F R I D A Y 12 mar | If you thought things were strong yesterday, wait till you step into today! FEELINGS are activated and things are coming out of the blue to get us choosing for more than we ever thought we could have. Keeping it real. I live in Taos, NM now and I will never ever leave. This place is like being under a mama’s wing where I am utterly protected and dreams manifest on the daily. The people are OUTSTANDING. But dude, I turned 50 yesterday. Who could have guessed that this late in life is when I finally manifested the ultimate dream life? It wasn’t in my 20’s and 30’s when I was fumbling around trying to find myself. It started to grow in my 40’s, and now I’m looking at a full speed ahead life where I even manifested a home with 2 organic raised garden beds and a huge back yard to do whatever I want with.
Now my eyes are fully conscious and ready to do whatever it takes to keep living more and doing more and planting more and beautifying more and believing more that the dream IS possible. You ALL are going to manifest a dream around this day, and it is to be a sweet treat that shows you that dreaming WORKS. You were programmed to think it was a waste of time, but all in your mind is what buys your time. You purchase what you think. So, think in the ways of a wild dreamer, who CAN have what feels best and who doesn’t have to sleep on scratchy sheets and CAN invest in something super soft and soothing.
We don’t have to go to discord or hide behind our truth because others tell us THIS is the way to go. We are to break out of the bounds and start doing things that feel better to our soul. It matters. Expect emotions to be extra strong and sudden and to also feel a bit pulled into yourself where you really don’t want to deal with anyone. That’s okay! You are rebirthing right now into your truth. In a few days you will get stronger and with the energy to pursue what feels better to YOU. Trust this process. You are working with Spirit right now and you surrendering to what you need to feel so that you can make a discovery about something deep in your soul. Be okay in your raw and vulnerable version. You WILL get firm again soon.
I allow myself to feel raw and vulnerable.
I trust that the feelings rising mean something.
I surrender into the journey,
Knowing I am coming home to me.
T H U R S D A Y 11 mar | Oh hello! It’s my 50th birthday!! And the final day of my 14 day water fast. And the day I launch The Moon Planner, that was originally published in 2014. AND the Sun is exactly conjunct Neptune, which rules Pisces. Absolute wildness.
Be aware that today is really special, like really. And with it comes REALLY strong feelings. All things come in bigger packages today and with tidal waves of expression coming through. Water breaks and floodgates open. Things are to shift in the blink of an eye where you just GET IT. And like, get it to the point you won't look back into the old and you WILL honor your mental space, your physical space, and the space of your heart yearning to express its truth.
Compromising for the sake of others to lead YOUR LIFE forward won't be on the table for many of you anymore because things are to come synchronistically that show you how there are specific places, people and things that ARE YOURS. They are a match to YOU and the quirky and unusual ways that you are. They fit you like glue. As we have spoken for the past few months, when we come together with things that are no longer glue, they fall apart like the arm of your sunglasses. They just don’t stay together anymore. These things are not negatives; they are opportunities to upgrade and go higher levels just like what you did in schooling. You didn’t stay in the 6thgrade forever because you liked it so much. You actually WANTED to level up, and it pushed you to get to higher grades and degrees.
YOU TOO need to go to a higher grade and that means classmates may change, along with environments and ways of thinking that DID get you through the grade you were in. Be aware that your heart is getting louder and your dreams are getting stronger. You also may feel like you are in la-la land today and keep visualizing all these things you want. This is on purpose! You are being teased to dream for the changes you want AND you are being asked to keep with it. Things DO manifest. They just got a better timeline than your programmed mind thinks things need to be. Feel your way to life. The best is always there waiting to be discovered by you choosing for you.
I am ready for this new level
Where I am free to be authentic
And to live the dreams
Where I really find peace.
I know that something special
Is about to arrive for me.
W E D N E S D A Y 10 mar | Oh yes! This is a wild day where we are going to be seeing the pieces come together where we are understanding our own dance with others so that we really are seeing improvements in what we want THEM to be showing us. This also is a day of HUGE surprises with things coming out of the blue where things will sprout and show new growth. This will have many of you walking on air because it was just the thing you needed and the LIFE you needed to amp you up in wanting to do more and more.
The energy wants us expanding and growing into more where we ARE provoked by what is not working – which, THIS is what gets us to search for something else. EXPECT that many of you are really waking up out of the internet illusion and will feel called to want to do other things that actually matter.
We won't totally detach from the internet, but all of you will start to do much less scrolling of all the images your mind doesn’t really need to be taking on. Overload makes you lazy and depressed. Drugs suck the life out of us. But we crave what we crave. And we have to break those habits and start doing better things so that we crave new and better for us things.
The thick skin of the tangerine is what is being pulled back from you, which requires strong effort to change what was. Don’t judge the journey but do speak up and make it known how you feel and how you want more from your life where you have community and land and support and people and things that SEE YOU. When your mind removes itself from phony images and messages on the internet, you find your own images from the life you walk. And THEN you find the things that are there to see you with grace.
You find your pieces and your people when you step out of the old world that wanted you to be something other than what you really are. Go through the process and you get to the gold. There are beautiful things happening right now and you just need to SEE WAY for there being some solution and answer to ALL. Don’t look at anything in a negative. See that there will be something for you that tastes like sweet tangerine when you finally get there.
I see what is not working
And it fires me up to want to change!
I don’t see this as a negative;
I see it as an opportunity to upgrade.
I trust my journey.
T U E S D A Y 9 mar | Good morning love! Today is going to be a surprising day because something about the journey is getting you to see how much YOU are upgrading. And for many of you it will kind of shock you to sit here and think about how far you have come in the last year and how you can feel that you want more NOW in your life than you ever have before. There is a strong need rising in us to see things come into healing and to be upgraded into situations that help us feel like we are really sharing what we feel inside.
EXPECT to come together with others today where words will be shared with passion. We are being asked to come out of the shadows and reveal true feelings or aspirations for things and for many you may have felt too tied down and held back and out of shape in even knowing how to express true feelings.
For this reason, expect that many of you will go real strong and real clear in how you do not like something or how you need something to be another way. Do what you can to not take offense because if you do it's your wounds speaking – and in this situation no offense need be taken. We want more right now and it requires that we speak up or come out of the shadows where we WERE just following along and not really doing what was true to our hearts. And things pent up tend to splatter their way out when it's time to reveal. So, try not to judge yourself or others. We really need for others to see us and to hear how we need things to be different.
This energy will get you up and going into wanting to fix what was broken and to keep with putting things into order so that you feel like you are doing all that you can. This will be a new energy for many of you, but you may be going around and seeing what you would like to change and grow and plant and sew. What is happening is that there are changes going on in our minds where we won’t want to escape so much in life. And think about it, really, we only want to escape from the life others got us to buy into! So, see that new yearnings and desires for change are you getting closer to your true souls path.
Often, yummy things have
a strong peel around it first.
The orange, pomegranate, tangerine.
They hide inside a sweet treat.
That takes work to get to.
Do the work to get to YOU.
You ARE delicious too.
M O N D A Y 8 mar | We stay in this energy where many things are revealing and where we are REALLY feeling different things inside with our love nature and how we want to rebuild and do what we can to get the dream and put it into proper working condition. This means you can be all over the place in seeing what you want to upgrade and build into better condition.
This energy is kind of wild because it's painting people’s eyes as the artist and getting us wanting to express how we feel with things that are sort of fairy tale and out there. Think of this energy like when you go on vacation and drive through their streets and dream of living there or somewhere sweet like this sometime in your future. Feel how being in this other view inspires you to want to get to work and do the things and make it happen.
This energy is trying to get you to say ENOUGH WITH THE OLD. Just because it was doesn’t mean it needs to still be. With this new inspiration rising in your mind, you WILL see for a new way. Be aware that others are in places where they maybe are being pulled into darker spaces that feel painful to see how “wrong” they think they got it. We need to hit bottom and possibly do it on our own. But they will see that gold will be found, so don’t fight them for their choices, but be an example of better times by talking about what you see for them or how you think their lives will change.
As we climb a mountain, sometimes we lose all hope and it will be the kind passersby that show us it can be done as they who offer us a snack to keep going. This energy says keep with it and keep going until the full job is complete. Don’t waste energy thinking any of the steps are wrong because certain steps in the near future will feel like the best thing ever. You can trust this. The energy of spring is rising quicker and stronger this year, and FROM what you find when you dive deep and see how wrong you got something in following along. But YOU are to find what you are to find. Your guides are ahead of you with dog treats hoping you will just keep with rebuilding so that you DO get the best life you have ever seen. Your future is bright. Don’t judge the dark tunnels.
I know I got it in me.
Even though I don’t really know.
Still, I trust the powers that be
That delivered me here
To live this time now, with great purpose
And a reason that I will know one day.
I trust this journey towards the dream
I’ve always hoped it will one day be.
S U N D A Y 7 mar | SOMETHING is moving to the surface and we won't be able to stop this. This is good, but for many of you it can feel like you are backsliding or having to return and fix what was disrupted. TRUST THIS because in the process of what you have to rebuild is where you will see how you missed something. And this older and wiser version of yourself will be able to see what you need to face about how you have NOT been honoring yourself in seeing that you DO have a place.
This energy may slam some of you pretty low as you go back to feeling like there is too much to repair or you have done too much wrong. Don’t let this keep you giving up on the better life! Stop retreating into failure and get to rebuilding the dreams of your life, one thing at a time. The point is that you are to just do the steps and keep with it knowing that the view changes dramatically on mountain climbs. You really don’t know what is going to come – and you need to be okay with not knowing but still GOING. When you feel down, sit with it and anticipate that it will reveal how to get better. Don’t assume you are to keep growing the sad situations. What comes to the surface is supposed to be here right now and we need you handling it like a champ and seeing that none of this is to break you. Heavy jobs lead to huge success. Keep with things.
Now many of you are going to be on fire in seeing all these new ways you want to rebuild your life and do this and that and the other thing. You may walk around and see all these things in your home you want to change or how you want to alter your career so that you DO have more time to enjoy the sacredness of home.
Expect a process to start where you are thinking about your public image – and will be wanting to make changes. For many, a great leveling up is occurring and it requires sacrificing what you thought you would be doing. If you only feel something and don’t see the way just yet, be okay with that and remain open to the steps revealing. But like getting a whiff of coffee when you walk into the kitchen, something IS brewing, and many of you are only smelling this and yet to take a sip. You KNOW how good it feels to walk in on coffee brewing. Be excited for the first sip to come. It WILL come.
I got some big jobs to do
And I know I got it in me
To follow through.
I trust that falling down
Is a gift offering me a second glance
Into what can be made better.