​21 march | well hello S A T U R D A Y!
 
Oh sweet beauties! What a wild world we are in right now. Today is going to be a real big day of feelings for many of you and I want you to know that whatever you feel, you are being given the permission to take it to the max and express whatever it is. At this time, we are releasing something that is so sad or so mad and it is something that is basically poisoning us anyway.
 
YOU KNOW I drive you crazy always talking about our inside voices and how you are NOT allowed to talk mean or hurtful, and NOT see that manifest in your own life. Evil words towards others taint our own waters that we then drink from. This is 100% no matter how smart you think you are or how rich you are or how better educated you are. Just like the CV – it brings us to looking at each other as a potential carrier and NOT black or white or height or weight or sex or brain skills.
 
For the first time EVER, we look at each other as equals. THIS is the foundation we needed to find in order to start building again from all that crumbles at our feet. Do expect to see mountains really showing movement with rocks falling, earthquakes happening and movement as we RISE UP FROM WITHIN. The more that shakes and rolls the BETTER. It is showing that we, like seeds, are finally about to emerge >>> this IS our resurgence.  
 
See that your awakening comes up from below and that what was put in place is going to show movement and change as you break through the soil and grow to your next level. DO NOT WORRY. This is what we need to create global shifts and to wake us up to the walk of life, like for real and not just the intellectualized version that was easy to comprehend in books or videos.
 
I am seeing many people out and about who are studied up hardcore on all things spiritual and metaphysical, and they are a ball of fear when I see them, with faces that don’t even look like their normal face. They have bought in and are following along like the walking dead and forgetting that THIS IS OUR TIME.
 
What does it hurt to play around with magic and to believe that you are the seed that is just about to break through? What does it hurt? And -- what does it hurt to sit in this moment and wallow in fear as your mind tries to figure out the Rubik’s cube when you just can't get it. It hurts EVERYTHING!! And honestly boo, you actually are not to get ANYTHING right now, and NONE of us get it, none of us know, none of us have any idea how to walk what we don’t have the capacity to understand.
 
This is really like being a child and having to surrender to Mama Earth and hope that there is something greater up ahead. I know that we don’t really know that there is, but I know 100% that there is!! I am full of the highest of faiths, and I have seen into the crumble and what it will do to empower and bring an awakening to the Local Movement and connecting again in special and intimate ways that can only be found in community.
 
We will start knowing each other better and wanting to help in whatever ways we can. Support is about to FLOOD in and it's going to be coming from those already teetering on E with their own gas levels. But the shock of what is to come is here in order to get us giving, because we so hope that someone would do the same for us. It's almost like doing for others right now feels blissful because we do so want to see the support also be showing up for us.
 
But this flipping of energy now is saying YOU DO IT FIRST AND YOU WILL BE SUPPORTED.  The energy has changed. The New World is here, and we sprout in order to hold it in place.

​20 march | well hello F R I D A Y!
 
Good morning sweet beauties! Today you may feel a bit fried in the brain from all that you are having to process, but notice today that where you before would consider yourself freaked out or use words that solidify where you don’t want to be – (solidify where you don’t want to be) – you instead will recognize that too much is too much, but what you need to do instead is GET THE BODY MOVING out of here.
 
All of you are going to notice that when moving the body somehow the mind is settling, and you are able to recognize a calmer feeling in your body. 100% if you sit facing the phone or computer all day you ARE going to be in a downward position where your power goes to empty. You will be no good to the movement if you are on empty. We need you waking up even if with a thud and some pain and whatever it is that you SOLIDIFIED where you didn’t want to be.
 
We fully see where people hold hidden fears because they are facing those realities, and they are growing stronger through what you solidify with your thoughts and intentions.
 
Therefore, NO WAY do we need you in the media scene. If you are sent home, then stay home and pretend it is a snowstorm where no internet scrolling will be available. But movies – go crazy on them!! You need to learn what’s going on out there, and the series Dirty Money would be a great way to start. But allow your body to rest and stop and don’t think and DO create and DO play and DO hike and DO write letters to people and DO the things you have wanted to catch up on.
 
Today you are to reach out and have actual conversations and actual connections. We are in the first days of rewiring community and local consciousness, that once was all there ever was. People still alive know when we were in these times, but most people have no idea what it really means. So we are learning something new and bringing that by example for others to realize, OH --- there IS the better way!! We have to show them. We can’t expect anyone else to be more evolved and aware than us because they are not.
 
Through this journey of the next few months and really this entire year – as for the first time ever I went all the way into the year to see what each new and full moon felt like and WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had no idea what a year we have, and I look forward to making changes so that I am able to be there for you 100% with those readings coming early and not a week late – as is per my life being that I’ve been overextending myself since 2012. But only overextending because I didn’t value myself enough to expect things to be better and I didn’t ask for help because I’m so independent and used to doing it on my own. I even fed myself as a kid, so I only ate nuts, cheese and crackers.  And that was what I got to eat every day, which I felt so lucky! I thought I was so lucky to be a kid and to not have to eat the vegetables and all the things at the dinner table gathering where I would just stay in my room and be alone. I thought I was hooked up with that deal! But all that independence now got me overextending and not able to be here for you in the ways I WILL be in a few days.
 
But going into the full year of energy woke me up with insight that I need to upgrade my role in what I offer you, and these daily readings will be coming upon a change in the next few days BECAUSE they take SO MUCH out of me and keep me from bringing bigger messages to you. I’ll tell you more on that soon, but realize YOU TOO may be coming upon a change or a decision that needs to be made where you are finally valuing yourself, valuing your time and working your way out of what the old you manifested.
 
This new you has to clean house before you just take on the new life -- and good on that! Do you really want to move into a house where there already is old and unloved furniture? Or do you want to start from fresh and begin again with this consciousness that you now possess. DESIGN it better and expect that solutions to all that is stuck are soon going to release.

19 march | well hello T H U R S D A Y!
 
So today everyone is on social media or getting their messages through the internet, and many of you will find it hard to disconnect once you get hooked in. BUT PLEASE, don’t get hooked up in it in the first place. I hope you can make that commitment today and just unplug and SURRENDER.
 
We are 100% in the position of needing to surrender because -- even if you think things are totally unfair and super challenging up ahead, I can see into the big picture of this and many things that are being done to manipulative are going to have opposite effects. So what crushes and buries alive will actually grow that seed that is superpowered and will defy all odds once birthed again in better form.
 
NO ONE is out for the count. I can tell you that in my body this time feels very special and where now finally, we see each other, we think about each other, we think about our health, we are THINKING about right here and right now because something we never imagined is what we are all going to have to walk through, like a wave rushing in where it will hit some of us harder, some of us deeper, some of us longer, and some of us not so much.
 
But our hearts are being hit right now and we all are going to grow so much stronger, with new solid communities forming. This is actually what forces us into LOCAL CONSCIOUSNESS. We will learn a way to create better human spaces through a big thing spreading to all toxic human spaces. All the toxic in the sky, in our bodies, in the soil, is the results of industrialization-alizing things.
 
When we go too big, we go cheap, we cut corners, we exploit. When we go local, we care, we go for value, we want to create value, we want to do what we most love to do and see that others value us for it. We want to contribute. We want to make sure that older person is being watched over. When we go local, we recognize, so we are more aware when something is off or out of balance.
 
When we stay on the internet and go too big, go too wide, go to all corners – without ever really being able to grasp human numbers, then we just dissipate, and our power, our joy, the healing we are here to do doesn’t happen. But before now you have never been able to comprehend the human numbers. This time will DO THAT, and then with that we keep moving and become UBER aware of locals and your peoples and the area around you.
 
I’ve been going into the grocery stores every day to support the workers with things like those empty glass bottles with a sprayer that we don’t know what to do with, and fill it with Grapefruit Seed Extract diluted in purified water and with some Rose Hydrosol to give it this loving and high vibe feel. But I’ve been having them spray it on their hands, in their mouth and on their face to kill the germs. I’ve also been bringing our products Lightning Bolt, to ground them, and Toxin Shield, to keep their liver alert and flushing the system.  
 
But I think of it as going in and looking in on my kids because the grocery store workers have it hard in this. But in doing this daily check in I have noticed the wave of energy change in the last 3 days where the customers are super weird and like are even afraid to make eye contact and smile.
 
But I’ve noticed the workers are now showing up strong as fuck. So they are like WE GOT THIS!!! And I know in part it's because people like me are showing them that we got this, that they got this, that we will get through this and thank you for showing up to serve us in this unimaginable time. But my new attentive local way is very much like Mama Bear with Wings and knowing that first take care of you, then go outward with that. And right now, we have to take care of our communities. And we will. And we will develop them way better – with the heart and soul that can never be recreated with the industrialization-alizing of things.

​18 march | well hello W E D N E S D A Y!
 
Uh oh. I walked into the reading room and I said, NO. That is not the best of signs!!!! But okay. I’ll go in anyway and see what this really is all about.
 
So. Today is when something hits us like a load of bricks that at first will have us feeling that things are so incredibly dark and doomyland. But what you are really feeling inside, and what you will wake up to, is that the down feelings really are because now you know you have to do serious work, and that all escaping and going into lofty spaces where you take on others energies or waste your day scrolling on the phone or just don’t show up in true form in life won't really be so easy for you to do.  
 
We are in a time that your body is registering as you would when dealing with a fire that just started in your home. -- NOTHING ELSE WOULD MATTER. There would be no other thoughts or anything focused on anything other than getting the fire out. Same if our animals were being hurt or our kid was suddenly in danger.
 
Unfortunately, it takes something down and gloomy to get us jumping into this motion, but it is a motion that is 100% in this to do whatever you can, no matter what the odds may be. And it does create a bit of anxiety and feelings like we are totally fucking lost, or your heartbeat may race after you have to come alert and pay attention in seeing that YOU are needed for something. And the whole process of this can further get you down.
 
Now. DO KNOW that the New Moon in Aries on the 24th gets us going, and as we move up the step by step motion of this week we get further away from some trauma or something that shook you up -- AND THEN we grow those strong Mama Bear wings. Those are the wings we earn that hold us above all the things going on around us, even if things do feel like the end of the world.
 
Those wings keep us at an elevated position where the body is calm, at ease and no longer in those tense and frazzled states. BUT. We only earn these wings through walking the journey of trauma where inside we HAVE had to stand up and do something to keep our self or others safe. It is only when we have to not know at all where our next thing is coming, and be okay with that, that we activate this diamond shaped thing I am being shown in the brain that is teal and luminescent – and happening to many of you right now.
 
And like, it wakes up in us when we go through enough challenging times. We earn our wings through residing in the gutter and seeing many of our dreams not come to pass. We humble from the falls of life and then this diamond thing turns teal. Many of you had this turned on with the Full Moon in Virgo, and when you notice it is there, those wings keep you above what everyone else is going through, will calm your nervous system so that you can put out the fire if need be,  rescue the animal, and even fall to the ground as you leap to protect the child who could possibly have been hurt.
 
With wings, it all is a breeze. Get used to this new way of operating. It will further solidify that we won't be fooled by the media or with others superficial fronts. We will FEEL that all is good, or danger is here, or something is not right – and that will be very new for many of you! But first, let’s get your wings turned on. See the HIGH of your low and you are 90% there.

​17 march | well hello T U E S D A Y!
 
Today is a big one in that you will face a challenge and it may have you feeling like you have no control, or all is totally lost and there is no reason to keep going on. This energy is coming at us with a huge force that wants you to forget and to not realize there is another view and another vibration to hold that would get you out of this situation.
 
We are being tested with a bully who wants to scare us, but we are to still stand firm and stand with your belief that knows there is another way and another perspective -- and that we are CLOSE to what we seek. The pressure is to let you know you are moving through something like a doorway or a gate or out the car wash with those strip flaps smacking the windshield. We must feel the pressure of moving into our new states in the same way the baby makes its birth presence known with a very big and dramatic scene.
 
But at this time you are to remember that you DO got a big job in front of you, but also that all is not lost and all is not over and all is not done growing up yet to become the adult who rocks at life and brings on a revolution. As we baby our way to this next level, we do grow very strong. You will hear of the people who already are on the other side with this energy and they are strong. You can feel that they are not like others – that something in them is unwavering and SURE of whatever it is that they bring.
 
Our new leveled up beings are going to get a lot of attention. And this is what you need to know as you move through the muck of others stuck energy, and get to the strength of what is in your future. There is something to this and it WILL BE worth it. But we now learn through something extreme, and we learn how to better enjoy our lives or make the most of what we do have when we go through these squeezes or stressful situations.
 
Do know that many people around you are considering suicide at this time and we will be given signs to reach out and connect in with others so to let them know that they do have a purpose here and that we do see them. This time is when we are to connect into community and really see the value of WHO IS AROUND US on the immediate.
 
This also is when you will be thinking of changes you would like to make as many of you will be thinking of downsizing and seeing that living on the local and in ways that are simple is actually really filling your heart with a feeling that you don’t get when you are on the internet or connecting in ways that are just superficial.
 
We are going deep with others around us and this is a magical thing that you won't see for a few more months, but this is paving the way for community consciousness. Just like to the core of me, personally speaking, I believe we should either be vegan OR only eat animal products from local farmers where they are close around you and where you could see the owners or see the animals if you want to. This means no bargain meat from mass stores.
 
It means a local butcher shop or Co-Op – and yes, you will pay more for what you are getting. And you should be. Just as you are worth something better, so should you only put the most respected animal products in your body – if you choose to put them in you. And it will keep you eating them less and honoring them more when you do get to eat it. That sort of meat eating I don’t have a problem with actually and if the state of animal consumption wasn’t so grossly out of balance from that paradigm I would eat local lamb or fish on occasions for sure – like how I only drink 0 to 3 times a year and have been that way for 2 decades. But. Because it’s so out of balance I will choose on the side of Alkaline Vegan.
 
Within the community structure we really do grow solid and strong within ourselves. I also think we should support our local communities first and really see who needs our support right here – instead of who has the best marketing and the most money to pay for the most promotions to pay for the best designers to pay for something that forces us to buy it – even if when, and is often the case, what they offer is not made with love or care or integrity or any of the good things we will now be thinking of supporting.
 
The old world naturally exploits for monetary gain and now we seek for what creates from purity and originality, and therefore we naturally WANT to support them in monetary ways. Get ready for this shift. We need this.

​16 march | well hello M O N D A Y!
 
Okay loves! We are moving into some important days and this week will be very active with shifts that upgrade your consciousness and get you to higher and higher levels. What is happening right now is that a plan, that is bigger than we know, has been put into place and it will bring the feeling of us moving up steps this week. 
 
What this means is that you will be on a step and will be fully in the feeling of it, but then within minutes you turn a corner that gets you up onto another step, where again, the feeling is totally defined, but unique from what you just walked. 
 
This is a plan to release your hold on how you expect things to be, because believe it or not, many of you are stuck from getting to the other world that is available to us now because even though you say those affirmations and WANT with strong feelings, you still ARE NOT VIBING THE FEELING OF WHAT YOU WANT TO BE MANIFESTING IN YOUR LIFE. You still are not holding the YAY of the feeling of that which you most want to see be your reality.
 
And that is key. We can't sit frigid in the fear that we can't really manifest our dreams and expect them to be abundant and fruitful. We can't just expect to be taken care of, to be able to hide our fears inside, while holding a superficial front that we hope is the power player in our manifesting team. We do need the positive front, but we also need the positive insides that just KNOW. 
 
This time in history is exactly as it was predicted to be, and just as things of the old world have to fall apart, WE TOO have to rise into our strongest roles and bravest vibrations knowing that nothing will break us and that all of us are connected, now more than ever. 
 
What is waking is that we all are on the same page now, or something is that way when you get to another step. Suddenly there will be support where you are and growth where before something was too unclear for you to manifest what you needed --  kind of like putting us on these steps keeps us narrowed down so that we CAN use and amplify our energy for better things.
 
Just like you all having to stay home and stay away from others, this time wants you getting down to business on something you have been neglecting but KNOW is in the way of you feeling like you are moving forward. In some way we are being given an answer that helps us to make the space for the walking of our talk so that we really vibe this other thing. And we will be given the answers that get us into better position. But you won't get your gift until it is decided that you vibe something where you own what you are asking for. 
 

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​15 march | well hello S U N D A Y!
 
Expect big change today, my loves! We are going through a process where thoughts are coming back and connections will be made in regards to blocked situations in your life. You all are facing new decisions and a new path that could ensue, but none of you have proof that your risk taking, leap over the cliff moves will work. 
 
This time is ON PURPOSE in that you know you need to suddenly make this change, but you won't have proof that you are correct with your desired outcome. You won't have the knowing of the relationship that sees how you actually DO walk together down the road. You don’t have the actualization of the café being run and owned by you, and YOUR responsibility. 
 
So we all are doing something like carrying an egg across the room and we are HOPING we make it to the other side without dropping our idea, but also realizing we need to take great care in this moment because this IS important to us. None of us want to get wrong what we have ideas for, and this is the steam needed to get them off the ground and for us collectively to move into a new space of seeing a better vision for us all. 
 
The hope that is rising is palpable at this time as we come together with others and things just expand on their own. The energy is automatic in that the flow is on if we go out to meet it. This will also apply to creative ideas or with blocks in your career where you didn’t know what to do, and when you go into the desire of WANTING to know and KNOWING you will eventually know, as in putting your body in the position of anticipatory wait, then your answers and solutions WILL COME. 
 
We are working on a big project of change and your vibration is what will draw the next steps in, but your vibration is shifting quickly from things you are facing that bring you back to your past and the way you learned things to be. You will be seeing how you don’t value yourself, and you learned it from how you were treated. 
 
But at this time of your life you are to face and heal the childhood wounds that now have you going for less and creating huge potholes to work your way around, while others who do not have your wounds do no create that same potholes and seem to live lives much more expanded than yours. You are to see this connection within yourself and how you are self-sabotaging or doing yourself wrong – even though it may be something that felt okay or acceptable for a long time. As you upgrade, you get bigger, and like the Hulk, your clothes can kind of pop off of you and suddenly NOT feel okay on your body.
 
Where you are to expand, is where you are going to find a new pattern of happiness in your life. But you have to go big first and it starts with you seeking for something to come beyond the wound, the pain, the fear, the unknown. Just know the answer is there and it WILL find you. This space is MAGIC, but if you don’t see it, you will totally miss out on it. Think meteor shower and how staying inside keeps you from this experience that opens your mind. There is no room for doom and gloom as THIS is the beginning of our better days. 

​14 march | well hello S A T U R D A Y!
 
Okay loves. Today is coming with something that we need to be aware of because it's an important ripple on the path that needs you to REMEMBER SOMETHING. You recently committed to a change and today is when you get to first walk over something that could trip you up and throw you back into the old pattern. So be heads up and REMEMBER what you decided or said back then. 
 
There also for sure will be an event today that gets you losing some hope, and this one is important because it can shift in a heartbeat from you recognizing your value and that you do have it in you to handle difficult situations. 
 
You are the boss that leads the team today and you just need to step in and correct what is the placement of an old pattern of yours that would merge you off the highway of life and pull you into a fixated space of contemplation about people that you are not happy about. But this time. You will still see the merge coming -- and you will need to use your energy and attention to keep your steering wheel from going to the right. 
 
We need you going straight this time -- and away from the old pattern. Just remember it takes your consciousness to steer this. Things are NOT hard for us to change right now, but WE have to be the ones doing the changing things. We have to commit to the new way and then walk it. 
 
At some point today you will dip into thinking there maybe is not a place for you and others are more qualified. This will come when you are off thinking of something else, and it will appear quite suddenly, inside your mind where there will be a voice with questions. This one also will be palpable in your gut, and because of that you MAY buy into thinking this is truth. 
 
But it was a test and there will be a few more next week, so just remember to be the boss and lead them out of the dark cave. Something about the energy just wants you stepping into a leader position with yourself. It's about stopping the dark thoughts or words that diminish you and stopping yourself from that pattern that you ARE agreeing to. 
 
I’m not bragging, but I NEVER talk mean to myself inside my mind. I somehow learned to stop doing that and created a pattern where now the wise and compassionate adult is the only one in there. But I still walk a life where I am learning through trial and error, so everything that doesn’t make me happy I still face with an adult voice helping me see and better my way out of this learning experience.  
 
We can learn to have this same operating system running for us, but it only happens when we avoid the merge that takes us out of life and puts us in places we know so well -- but they are DARK and not where your soul really flourishes and shines. We hurt ourselves way too much and this energy wants you to see that you don’t have to do that anymore. You don’t have to think you will be the loser because you’ve done too much wrong in your past. 
 
You need to seek for the new and to stay on the road even if your heart gets hit or your mind is utterly confused as to what to do next. Just don’t stop moving forward because the paths that keep you unhappy are all around you right now and enticing you to still call them your own. Be the boss in your mind and steer things better. It's NOT hard to do at this time. It is EFFORTLESS – because assistance is here to help you stay clear. It's time to get this right. Resist the merge. 

13 march | well hello F R I D A Y!
 
So it’s Friday the 13th, we are in the most magical energy EVER in our entire lives, and it’s an 11 day. So, this is beyond otherworldly and where we rise into these new positions of woke and hope where we believe in more, and therefore we attract more.
 
At this time people are going deep with things and discoveries will be made EVEN IF you are not there yet. You are mining away into something that will have new possibilities of consideration as you go, but eventually you WILL hit into something and it will be a discovery that opens something new for you in a few days. 
 
Be aware too that the energy is going super divided in that some people are seeing gloom while others are seeing their best days ever. It's SUPER divided in that even in the reading room there are worlds that are on top of each other and one is gray and the other is full of abundance and vibrancy. So it's interesting to see them on top of each other and operating together. It's kind of like one is living 3d and the other 5d – and those words just typed out without me thinking, well yeah -- but I saw it in the same way that one is more flat and the other elevated and lifts off the ground – while they still sort of take up the same space. 
 
This is a wakeup call for us all to see that if your life feels gray, you need to look up to something and aspire for some change that gets you out of what is heavy in your heart – you must lighten what causes you pain. At this time, we are being assisted in really going in there deep to make sure we are not hauling something with us that is NOT for our best and that WILL hold us back down the road. 
 
We are being assisted so that we look longer and take this in deeper, so that healing can take place and from the position of YOU healing what you still allow to play out and be a part of your story. For where you allow something to be, if it is not of your true soul destiny, it just won't fit at this time. There will be SOMETHING that you maybe can't even put your words to, but something is not okay. This will be happening because it IS on YOU to draw the boundaries, to declare yourself valuable and WITH an opinion that needs to be known.   
 
You all should be rising into feeling like you are choosing for yourself and maybe in the process letting another down or doing something that goes against the status quo or what you feel expected to do. You are to leap against the grain if inside you feel this is something you have to do. 
 
And to expect that others may come in to try to alter your decision is just a part of this process of getting you to STILL stand your ground and be true to you. Often in the spiritual world you get knocked down, and the moment you get back up you get knocked down again. And it goes in that pattern until your ego truly surrenders and you see the patterns OF YOURS that were formed by others that ARE NOT THE ONES you need to take with you at this time. 
 
So knock down means LOOK UP and seek for the understanding of how you got yourself in this position, while remaining true to you in how you seek for the better. Seek to never find yourself there again and show up in this moment wanting to learn everything you can so that you can rise into the learned experience of the journey experience. The learned journey. The talk walked.    
 
When you are loaded with the talk walked you are confident with all things that try to knock you down. And the more you walk the more nothing knocks you down, it just ripples through your system on its way to OUT of your life. But high value attracts a beautiful world at this time. And you don’t got to fight to get what you want, you just got to vibe that you know you deserve the best.                                           

​12 march | well hello T H U R S D A Y!
 
Oh love! Something beautiful is happening right now where we are attracting people into our lives who feel like family and who have this feeling to them that is right at home with our true soul essence. This is MAGIC. Now. Here is the thing. When I first walked into the reading room, I realized that there is severe illusion and manipulation going on to the point I almost questioned if I could trust the energy in the room. I was thinking I needed to come at things from a different perspective or way of understanding that was above the manipulation.
 
So be prepared to know that illusion has gone wild – and yes, something is way out of balance in regards to being in a healthy state, BUT if you can see beyond this and be the wiser one who is the old soul Shaman who feels and breathes their way through this, then your inner vibration elevates and you will 100% organically and 100% certainly attract new people and opportunities that instantly open up your life to a story you were not prepared for or thinking was there. 
 
This is the blessing of March that we have not seen before, but it comes as a gift to get us out of what is occurring in the media and as the collective mainstream theme. This month you are to rise into a new position, and 100% if you rise, IT WILL RISE TO MEET YOU. No one gets lost if they take the high road through March because our dreams are manifesting and what we will see is that when we come together, life just automatically becomes this extra kind of thing. 
 
Whatever you have seen in your past, know that at this time our connections are real extra where the inspiration and the love REALLY creates palpable things that stick with us. When those vibes stick with us, we ride life in a different way -- like when we feel protected or supported or safe. 
 
So there is work to do at this time and where we are being tested is in handling things that others bring while not allowing them to confuse us or muddy up our focus. Do something to ground yourself and to really make it know that YOU ARE HERE NOW – and, be aware that others bring heavy flood water dramas, possibly, and how can you stay as out of that as possible? Like, with eyes on the horizon with anticipation, but with the first attention on keeping YOU safe and out of what could sort of short circuit your mental system. If you know others bring things, you can be aware that it's not your responsibility to take them on.
 
You are learning to let something go where you will be holding a higher value for yourself, and THIS is what got you to birth the voice to draw your boundaries. So your inner changes are showing that you DO know you have every right to be here and that there IS a way to work with others so that peace can be achieved -- or at least that hateful vibes can totally be avoided. 
 
This energy is upping how we mingle with others and this is all about what first has been growing inside of you all these past months where we have been working SO HARD for little sight of success. Now we start to sprout and there are signs that things have changed. Just know that you can change all things to something that is beyond better. You can use your heart to speak and get your feelings out, and the other person will be VERY receptive and you both will feel VERY transformed from keeping it real.
 
You are being asked to go deeper and more truthful than ever before, but the results are all about a new kind of connection that is birthing on Earth THIS WEEK. Be out there for this. Be present for this. None of you get left behind if you seek for this higher view, even when things are murky and you think there is NO way out… STILL, seek for the higher because we are NOT locked into this one dimension of energy and others are high as fuck because of how things are suddenly and miraculously coming together. Be stoked. That old would is screaming for attention right now but if you give it a rest, the new world will finally be visible to you.

7 march | well hello S A T U R D A Y!
 
We are sensitive in all the good kind of ways today as what hits us makes it even more clear that we have to make a change that deals with being vocal on what we feel we must do, even if it is a risk of the heart, but to proclaim something and make it known that what was fixed is now moving and it will grow into a better level of fixed that matches the enormous growth you are going through. 
 
You can tell that your little kid shoes no longer fit the big adult feet that are growing. Your feet are wanting to expand into greater lands and that means you got to go where you have never been before. 
 
This energy wants you to look full on into the depth of the mystery and the unknown, with this energy being held by you where you KNOW you are buckled in and on some ride at Disney land – but where you are more of the witness to what you see and not so agitated by it or upset by it or so ONLY in this moment that you feel the trauma of the ride only – like sitting there with the burnt coffee and allowing the signs, ignored, to keep you driving into the negative of something.
 
We are to step back in what we expect of others by choosing for things that we need to see happen for ourselves. When we use our own voice to say, hey I need it this way, we then free ourselves from all the expectations we have on others. If I want YOU to allow me, then I need to also allow you. So when we hear others come at us strong with their own boundaries and hurt feelings that express in out of balance ways – how are we to deal? We are to go high vibe and see them as needing to do what we need to do too.
 
We have to speak from the heart and to focus in ways that bring healing to the darkness, and consideration instead of attack. There is still something to grow better and we do it through going deeper into what is not really clear to us that draws us into feelings of fear or debt or foreboding futures. Where the lands are cold and brittle, many of you stay fixated and dreaming for more. 
 
We now knock on the window that surrounds you so that you can see there IS MORE and it's NOT coming from what you stay fixated on negatively because that is the scary and you have had enough of that in your life. It is time to change a pattern and leap into a new life from this awakened state where you put yourself forward in realizing you ARE important and that your way CAN be the way that shines brightly for you in your future. 
 
You can create something beautiful that rises out of the ashes. You can create a story that is unimaginable, until you go out and do it. All your dreams tucked away behind the patriarchy telling you that just aint how it's done are where you are to apply all your love and belief. You deserve the better you dream for yourself. 
 
And the plan is waiting for you to step into creation mode so you can get the ideas in place that will provide you the better life that you know awaits. This knowing is deep inside all of you and you will feel that you have been awakened in regards to paths that MUST be taken. So feed this feeling and feel joy that you are being heard and that your dream is just up the way. It’s time for big change -- and for maybe the first time in your life you are really awake for this. So -- aint nothing gonna stop you now. You are worth every morsel of what you dream occurring for you. So go claim what is beautifully yours. 
 
 

​6 march | well hello F R I D A Y!
 
We have some seriously powerful and interesting days before we hit this MOST EPIC Full Moon in Virgo. I can already tell that this is what we all have been waiting for. And the moon knows it already and looks forward to blasting us with this new Goddess energy on the rise. 
 
But today is a BIG ONE. We officially step into the awareness that our heart has other plans than what we expected of things. So we are adjusting to there needing to be a change and one where our heart is leading the way, even if the masses think we are crazy to believe in such a thing. 
 
We must accept that all of us face our new world dreams with the opposition of others beliefs and opinions on what we are doing. We all will have to leap into our authentic truth beyond all doubts in order to open us to our new view in life. 
 
So we may be called selfish by others or made to feel bad for going outside of the lines. But still, you are encouraged to follow your heart, no matter. But the energy wants you to know that making a big change and going against the grain in some way IS how this goes down. We don’t just sail into better lands, but we first face illusion or something challenging us to follow the footsteps of our words spoken.
 
And your ideas for how things need to be is about to blossom into lands in your mind that you didn’t even know existed! Or you may even relate this to times in your past when you were in heightened creative spaces. This is about to open and unleash in you a desire to create a beautiful life with sensual things and satisfying ways and where you are in a space of love that is growing. You find these pockets when you focus into your community and start to see how you manifest WHO YOU ARE. The vibe you really hold may not penetrate out into social media or the internet as you’d like, but out in the world you certainly can see that the world you imagine is the world you are seeing play out. 
 
And what is happening big time is that people are following their hearts and therefore we are aligning with others who inspire us to be better. In getting to know yourself you see that you don’t have to be envious or jealous or to think something is wrong with you because you are different from others. You can just see beauty and be grateful for beauty and affirm beauty. You don’t have to cut down beauty or belittle beauty or find flaw in beauty. 
 
You can say, WOW, you are gorgeous!! ----- and NOT have it alter negatively your potential to manifest or attract positive things in your future. On the contrary! It will manifest you gorgeous things!! To be beautiful with others is to see it showing up in our own lives through beautiful seeds that they plant for us in gratitude for US SEEING THEM. – which we all long to be seen. 
 
You can see and affirm – instead of see and belittle because YOU don’t have what they have and you wish you did and think you deserve it. Don’t punish others for what you wish you had yourself. See the beauty and honor it in others. 
 
We are flipping out of our old molds right now and it really is about being more loving and gentle with ourselves and each other. There are better ways to relate, and the way we were taught was to hate. 
 
We can do better. We KNOW there needs to be a better way. Let’s walk this together. Because one broom would take forever to clean up a stadium. But if we all take a broom, we can get this cleaned up in no time flat. Most stadiums hold about 60,000 people, so if we show up, we can bring in the change FAST. Let’s sweep in the direction of betterment and organization and healing and correction. We don’t wait to lead. We take the lead. 
 

5 march | well hello T H U R S D A Y!
 
And hello you! -- So you made a choice for yourself yesterday and now we are at that place in the journey where you may doubt if you made the correct decision. But remember – you did exactly what you should have done, and we ARE to go against the grain in pursuit of what we are feeling in our hearts and bodies.
 
We are waking up again in quick layers that come this week but we are to soften --  and the more we listen to what we feel, and actually do something about it, the more superpowered and badass we feel with ALL things that challenge our change of plans. But before we get that super stoked feeling, we question ourselves – because we then think about how we don’t want to disappoint others or let them down. 
 
So we go backwards a bit after every time we assert ourselves into a new plan or mission or idea or direction. And this is how it is to be. Like waves of water going in and out, going big and wide at times, but small and still at others. So feel where you are taken in feeling bad about something or in feeling like you maybe should follow along or tone it down or not come in AS FULL as you want to come.
 
And as you move through it, without stopping it or shaming and blaming it, you eventually see that: oh well, they can adapt to this new you, or not, but that’s on them to deal with. You no longer must hold ALL parts and pieces in keeping it all together. You need to drive things from your body for a minute so you can gain this new steam and also new faith to trust in the bigger picture of life. When you let go, you truly show up. When we surrender, we organically arrive in places we have always been destined to be. 
 
Control is an illusion we are addicted to. But what controls is where our body clearly says NO. And if we stay attached to those things, we end up like the burnt coffee from yesterday’s reading. Instead we are to see them as an alarm that our body doesn’t want to be here and doesn’t want to be around this and doesn’t feel comfortable with this and doesn’t understand why maybe --- but the feeling is there. And it's louder than we have felt it before. 
 
Now do know that this energy is super positive about inspiring us to create new plans for the rebuild and how we get ourselves out and away from things that have our bodies NOT feeling good. When we surrender, we organically arrive in places we have always been destined to be. 
 
And to surrender into life is to see that we are being guided, but our guides cannot drive our life as they only show up to give us signs that help us make the best decisions for our soul journey. Remember how I told you when I was out walking with headphones at the dog park and noticed this guy sort of too close to me when it was this huge open land. 
 
And then I walked away, pushing aside that he felt sketchy to me and I needed to pay attention, and thought he stayed where we just were, but then my whole front body felt like I was being pricked or pinched, along the entire front side and not the back. But it was such an alarming feeling that I ripped out my headphones and looked behind me and the man was only a few feet behind me, and as I turned, he quickly went to the right as if he was going over there anyway. But he was so close he could have grabbed me, and I had no idea – at least until my whole front side was notified that I needed to stop what I was doing and pay attention. 
 
So listen to your body!! You are learning this week that you need to take care of your body and honor your body and listen to your body. So get ready to hear things and to know that it IS on you to do something about this. It IS on you to bring the change if change need be. Body signs ALWAYS mean that change and paying attention needs to occur right now.  
 

4 march | well hello W E D N E S D A Y!
 
Good morning loves! Now here we are with a test of challenging energies coming our way. Be in the know that you need to be heads up with attention today and ultra-conscious of the feeling of the energy around you. Others are coming in hardcore in today’s energy and they carry a story that is full of fear and things that would cause many people to go unstable. But. Remember your new energy and that THIS is just a test and a part of the process of getting you to make YOU important and to see that following your heart and body is the only way.
 
I had this experience recently where I had to do something with sending money to someone in France and it wasn’t through PayPal, even though I think it was a safe source, but the whole process was tangled with steps and then I started crying and freaking out because it just felt SO WRONG. So I stopped and sent the money through PayPal and got on with my day feeling much better.
 
But this was just an example of my body overriding my mind which was following along and doing what I was told to do. I went into unknown lands and trusted that this was the way, but as I walked further my body started giving me all these palpable signs. It was only, NO, NO, NO — and it took me finally crying to listen and say, okay, okay, okay.
 
But our bodies are speaking in rejection to others or other spaces that will not honor you the way you need them to be today. So you may feel OFF to the max and crying in a heap like I was over a direction you feel forced to make but stopping your tracks is what you actually are to do.
 
You are to STOP where you were going and stop its forward motion instantly. You are tuning into your body that is letting you know the coffee is ready and on the warmer until you get to it. If you keep walking into this situation you will have burnt as hell coffee and you know that stench and taste is one of the worst.
 
But your body is speaking. Your body will try to stop you. Your body brought tears which means coffee is done, or smoke alarm is going off or car is out of gas or lotion bottle is empty. Your body will try to warn you of all things negative and needing your attention – same as giving you the signs when you are hungry.
 
You can’t necessarily just be an oracle who can withdraw any answer you need, but when YOU are walking into something that is not for your best, YOUR BODY SPEAKS UP EVERY SINGLE TIME. Your guides speak up every single time you are walking into danger or something that is not good enough for you. But you were programmed to not hear or honor your body, your heart, your feelings, your sensitive ways. So you walk head the fuck in to situations that are like the coffee has already been burnt for hours. You still go, okay, let’s see if it's still good – I can trust this.
 
We trust because were told we can or told we should or told it's the kind thing to do. We give second chances because we were told we can or told we should or told it’s the kind thing to do. BUT. We must include that ONLY if in our body that message is true. If we feel heavy, freaked out, frantic, crying, sick, or NO, then it IS a no go and you need to listen and trust that vibration as being the final word.
 
Today the universe is bringing you a test with your body speaking loudly. Listen and trust that coming out of your comfort zone and causing others discomfort is how it will be for MOST of you. Saying no to manipulation or programming is not “the way to be”. But living as we should in that quote, unquote keeps us living a life that is limited in scope. Feel your TRUE way to be, knowing that sometimes it's best to not follow along. Sometimes your body and guides are aware of so much more than you THINK is going on.

3 march | well hello T U E S D A Y!
 
Good morning sweet beauties! Today is full of this energy where we are talking about our emotions or talking about our feelings and this is somehow opening our hearts to have more compassion with each other and to see that we all are experiencing this wild river ride on this journey of life. 
 
And we collectively know those times when the waters get flowing too quickly for us to assimilate that we are safe and okay. And other times it's like all is flowing like magic and we are on fire with faith in better days. But water flows as up and down and sometimes still, but most times busy. Especially in this time when the Mayans predicted the end of the world as they knew it. 
 
Something about this time is where we really give attention to the ripples we set forth and how the things we escape from cause others pain or where others do things without a second thought and it causes us a huge situation to have to clean up. Think childhood wounds and the therapy and years we work to set things straight and back to our true north ways. 
 
We are seeing how we tangle and influence and contribute to things rolling along. And this is a beautiful thing!! You may have been full of emotions that are too much to take, but still you are waking up to your footsteps and to the contribution you can make. You are waking up to how others can affect you so and cause you to malfunction to the point you ARE off path and ARE pissed as all get out because this happened. But. We all got to face the things in our path where we want to escape or run into negative ways through our response to them causing us pain. BECAUSE WE ALL ARE IN THIS TOGETHER. 
 
And we have to wake up to how we connect and influence. We are walking billboards and imprinting every step of the way. And as if the Rainbow Tribe, as prophesized about by Native Americans, finally flutters awake to see that they are the creators of the better days – and we don’t get those better days through bashing and lashing around in the anger of the old world that has done so much damage. 
 
We need to see that they are doing damage and be mad at them, but then we are to use that steam to “save the babies from the wild dogs”, as I put it. We need to be peoples who snap into attention in this moment when we are needed to show ourselves as higher lights that influence others to then follow the joy they can FEEL we are starting to emit. 
 
As we align to our new higher paths, we vibe a sweet scent and it will get all the butterflies and hummingbirds wanting to explore what you are all about. The beings that are all colors and here to bring in the Age of Aquarius are SPECIAL. They are not everyone – they are special someones --  Who suffer more. Who feel more. Who feel lost more often. Who wonder what this all is for.  
 
And we had to stay asleep or half asleep for most of our lives because we had to wait for this time when we shoot alive TOGETHER. And how we get this party started is by being around others and being open to there being a way to do interactions better, and from us leading the way and showing ourselves as exalted. 
 
Send positive ripples into others’ lives and very soon those good vibes will return, affirming THIS is the way to navigate the energy. 

​2 march | well hello M O N D A Y!
 
Now today is a day I want you all out and about! You may have decided to stay in yesterday, but today is really about getting you out there so that you can come together with things that inspire you. It may be the feeling in the air or seeing someone do something that you would like to be doing yourself. But seeing it at this moment will feel like you are getting the ultimate gift or sign -- whereas the old you would have seen it and thought it meant that you will never get the same. It may have even bummed you out or had you thinking you were a fraud or too flawed to manifest the same. 
 
-- Not no more. You are changing!! And it's okay to change. And change is necessary to keep life moving along, in the same way you aren’t still wearing the clothes you wore when you were 8. Change is beautiful – and it’s happening now. 
 
So be aware that LOTS of things are shifting. You may even feel fried by so much going on or so much to notice – and with the energy of us having ping pong eyeballs jarting all about – it makes it all the more intense. BUT. Within this “system still loading” space we then are to hook into others or hook into one thing that is a connection and then we will feel grounded as all get out and REALLY into this thing that has our attention. 
 
This is why you need to be out and about because when we connect, it's magic. We return into things and have the opportunity to do them as our higher selves, and WE DO at this time. It is on schedule for us to just keep rising and rising and rising to the point we get to a relatively flat land where we get to coast a bit. 
 
But for now, we have to rise into these better forms, and not through intellectualizing the journey upward but through testing us to see, HOW DO YOU RESPOND? How do you go out into the world and walk your wisdom? When it comes to walk and talk, what does it really look like coming out of you? 
 
And what is really beautiful about this time is that we get rewards SO QUICKLY!!!! Like, you do it right this time, and 25 minutes later you get some job opportunity or housing opportunity. It's almost like we are test animals who are being watched from above to see how we respond in these certain situations that we have gone over in our minds in waffling ways. And if we pass, we get a treat. 
 
And the treats coming to us are the sweetest things we could imagine! Our best tastes are on the way, and it's on us to do our best to manifest them. Know that you got it in you to do all things better and to see them shift in the wildest of ways. See that you WILL rebuild and acknowledge that your attitude is coloring your future steps. So be kind inside and know that NOTHING will stop you, even if it looks like it is trying to. 
 
To all of you who are on your last breath and just about to fall over the cliff – know that your soul journey NEEDED YOU to go to the very farthest point before collapse. It is just part of your story about how when you do turn this corner and come out again you will rise like a person no one has seen from you before. At this time in history, if you are on the edge, you are going to see a reversal of that and one that goes to the farthest antithesis point.
 
So rejoice in the mess and the confusion and KNOW you got it in you to hold on a little while longer. And that’s all that you need anyway! Be happy for what is on the way even if you sit in something that makes you want to cry. Allow your process. It’s perfect, actually. SEE that for yourself. 

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​1 march | well hello S U N D A Y!
 
Oh hello MARCH!!!!! Here we are and finally it will feel like the new year, with a new energy, a new excitement and a new plan to NOT let anything stop us from our mission to make things better. You can officially consider yourself reborn today, or within the next 24 hours, and even though you may be sleepy from partying/processing/healing work done while sleeping last night, you will roll into a great steam today that is SO READY to get down to the discipline needed for how to get things rolling in your favor. 
 
What is beautiful is that today we need to SEE the discipline of what we are going to change about our lives when the moon goes full in Virgo next week. So we start to wake up with this new sparkly energy about new ways we are going to treat our bodies and take care of our health and do what we can to feel like we are keeping the balls rolling, keeping our bodies moving, keeping the flowing going. 
 
This new energy is about align and go. And the alignment comes in where we are experiencing synchronicity with others or with situations that spark the new ideas for us. And then, almost as if that is what we have been waiting for all along, we just go. And we will go into new patterns, new ways of doing what we were in deep patterns of doing before. 
 
So none of us flip on a dime, but we see that we are ready to work for something right now and the dreaming of it can feel fantastic to most of you. It just feels good to have a plan or a purpose or a feeling that NEXT we will be on our game and showing up full with what we long to bring. 
 
Expect your mind space to be really busy today as you may even notice that your eyes are jumping from side to side looking at things and won't be able to take it all in like you normally would. It can feel like over stimulation, like tons of images are coming at you and it's hard to make sense of feeling grounded in the experience. 
 
This is part of our upgrade that is really about your system still loading! Don’t think anything is wrong – it's just how it flows before it settles. For this reason, you may want to give yourself permission and value yourself enough to choose for something that satisfies your senses and allows you to stay in a buffered state. 
 
Something inside of you may even get grumpy if you are being forced into something that actually is not for your best. This is your inner guidance and it's the same as a signal letting you know that you are hungry. Choose for what feels good to you knowing that this energy is waiting to ALIGN you – so, you got to be in a good flow of your own creation until you are moved to do something about new connections or realizations. But whether out and about or out in nature or tucked away doing crafts around the house, you need to create the space that values your voice choosing, speaking and being.