S U N D A Y 28 feb | Okay loves! This day is highly emotional – but from things that reveal the truth or the way or the answer or JUST the thing you have been waiting for – that most likely you didn’t even know you were waiting for! Pieces fly into position and this IS to change your course of life, and to get YOU standing up for yourself, and valuing your existence by getting up and doing what needs to be done instead of escaping into addictions.
You know how to sail away to numb the pain of certain things. But it's time to just face them and deal with them head on. YOU DON’T HAVE TIME FOR THE FEAR of thinking you don’t got it in you and your opinions don’t really matter. If you feel you don’t have much to show for yourself and your progress in life, it’s easy to dip into thinking you are a fraud. But this time just wants you keeping with the journey and dreaming for a better life, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Don’t hate on things right now because they are not complete or where you wished they would be. You are being tested with situations that are showcasing HOW YOU RESPOND.
And we are learning how to sit with the silence or the confusion and ride loosely as it passes and transforms into something more grounded in reality. If you don’t sit in the silence, you numb the pain and never get to go deeper into WHY YOU ARE the way you are and are experiencing the situations you are. And 100% of the time, when you sit in the silence and pain and confusion, and just sit there, it changes into inspiration and something that gets you up and DOING IT this time.
Our systems are built to go from empty to filled the fuck up. They move in lightning speeds just like our phone that was losing battery power. Just like our bodies after days of fasting and then finally again, food. REJUVINATION TIMES ARE HERE. But we got to accept the empty space and not try to fill it with “speed” or the means to force things into place. We got to sit and surrender and PRAY for rain. That position yields the crops of our dreams. Open heart. Clear wish. And purposeful action when we find what feels like IT WILL GROUND US. It’s time to find our things.
Enough of sitting in a mess
That keeps you scattered.
Pause to receive the direction,
And see yourself getting
Hella shit done today.
It’s time to get up.
S A T U R D A Y 27 feb | Oh hello Full Moon in Virgo! We LOVE when you go full in my favorite sign! We love how you come in and help to bring harmony to places where fractures are taking place and things are too scattered to fully function in proper ways. If you run front of the house and back of the house, you are NEVER going to be doing the best job. We are learning to see where we operate at our best and to give more love and steam to the process of getting more at home with ourselves and with the mysterious unfolding of the hands of the Great Mystery.
This moon is set to liberate us out of our wounds and the ways we stay oppressed in our minds BECAUSE we don’t think we have what we want in life just yet. It is because we sit at the bottom of the mountain and have not fully apprenticed with our specialties that we go negative on what we see. To look negative on what you have is to only create more of it. You are a copy machine and what you choose to make copies of is what you will have to look at. This time wants us getting creative, and letting go of the rules, and just leaping into the wild and mysterious unknown THAT IS being guided our way and infiltrated into restricted places where things have been needing more life and excitement.
Be clear with your feelings and in all interactions. See that you have the opportunity to reinvent yourself from what now starts to grow in your garden. See that the old world doesn’t have to repeat and that NOW you finally land into the ultimate dream. See that sacrifices are for the best and things passing are part of the transformation that betters one into showing up more present in life. This time is to wake you up to how much you want to be here now and soak up things that feel good to you. Don’t hold back on dream things. See that you deserve to ask and receive. Let go of following in the ways of the patriarchy and expand into solutions that are the perfect piece and that fit like glue. Expect that you will get what fits best. Go blindly and feel the way because things MIGHT NOT make total sense. The test is in you trusting your heart.
FULL MOON IN VIRGO
I open to this change
That will get me into better position.
I can feel that my heart needs to heal
And it is in something new that I find refuge.
I let go of thinking I need to know --
And step into what feels like magic.
This next level will ground me
Into what supports my full blossoming.
F R I D A Y 26 feb | We are rising into Full Moon energies and our feelings are STRONG. Just be aware that sudden changes are coming, and they deal with needing to move the plants around in the garden so that they are getting the sun they need. As we change, and the poles shift, we need different things. We never can understand the aging process until we walk it. And we always think we know best in our 20s, then our 30s, but then our 40s and 50s hit and we are polar opposite of what we were in our 20s.
Changes happen when you consider what is the view when you climb up the mountain. You see more the higher you get. You get higher from walking years of life. And you always have no idea of what is just in front of you. The mystery of life is to be embraced where you understand when change needs to occur because things have grown habitually stale.
You may have something happen where you wake up to how quickly life passes and it will have you not letting something pass you by. This energy is all about showing us how things feel. And because of our wounds we fall into habits where we accept pain. As we heal, we break from things that we see aren’t allowing us to follow our souls purpose path. So roll with the punches and flow with the waves, but stand firm in knowing your heart has something to say and you DO need to get out of the way from something that keeps you hiding what you are really feeling, possibly shaming and blaming it into a bad position.
Don’t see your life changes as bad! You are to trust the Great Mystery to deliver you the magic you need to keep you floating and not sinking in life. You are to stay active and alert and working with the magic of the signs and pieces that fall into place out of the blue. Things are showing you that you CAN dream and that what arrives can be what helps you to feel like you can sustain yourself from your creative gifts and be in worlds that value the real you. Remain open to where your feelings guide you. This is here to ground you. Something around you is stabilizing and new. Open to this mystery.
Remain open to where
Your feelings guide you.
You are learning to leap
And trust the powers that be.
T H U R S D A Y 25 feb | This day is important! You will be learning something about yourself and about how you are either open to abundance or shut off and too fearful that it will ever come. Something may show up through another person that is to mirror what you have been doing that is sort of like planting a bomb in your future steps to walk.
Information is to come to show you something deeper on how you are not holding boundaries and putting yourself as a priority. You are to choose a new path at this time and to go for what feels like it will help you become a better person and to face the habits and negative ways that other things in your old life just allowed to be.
This time can bring such abrupt news to what you thought was, and you need to just know that this break is to get you out of old habits that may have served in your past, but now they overwater and saturate in ways that keep growth from taking place. So, this can feel like a wake-up call that hurts some of you as you won't want to change. Trust that new patterns rise in your awareness at this time, and your passion feelings will point you to the better ways.
See that something inside of you declaring that you deserve love and happiness is what is now showing you that you can have what you wish for. But you have to let go of what is flooding you or getting you to not open to the truth that there IS more and we don’t have to be in fear of scarcity or things not going our way – rather we are to take a risk and choose for the new that IS going to be like jumpstarting your creative heart into loving what is around you and working to love on it even more so that you get even more.
The shifts happening now are EPIC. People will wake like popcorn into seeing that life IS beautiful if you go for the dream. And the dream is the new thing that is speaking to you at this time. It's time to learn and teach and discover deeper layers of life. YOU must reach for and expect that your heart knows best.
Your heart sings
Of a new thing.
Your reach manifests what you dream.
Make your feelings a priority
And assert like your life depends on it.
W E D N E S D A Y 24 feb | Oh yes. And here we are in lots of nostalgic spaces where you will hear words and feel what happened as if you were there again. Things are sparking you alive into seeing that you ARE CHOOSING for the life you get to live and the journey you get to experience.
We are peeling people away from the old at this time and it deals with you needing to see that you can have way more joy and love and carefree feels in your life if you choose for things that feel good in the first place – that come with strong signals that this is something for your heart to enjoy. These energies are taking us back into the old when we did something before, as we step into a new experience that can be done better BECAUSE of us going back to think about how we handled something in our past.
So, expect this sort of tidal wave feel to the day where you trip into an old memory and then start to be like a peacock in getting clear on what will help you feel that you are important. You get knocked sensitive when your heart IS saying that you need more, or THIS is it.
People will be coming together where the lights are suddenly on and something isn’t hidden anymore. Go into this thinking of new ways to express, but also to make your opinions and heart feelings known. Put yourself forward in expecting that you WILL get what you want, and it's okay to ask! For many of you it can feel like you are taking a risk of the heart in speaking so clearly, but you ARE to speak in whatever ways the tidal wave gets you to express how you are feeling.
Be assertive and see that you can be like a child reaching out and expecting to get the candy. Watch how your body naturally leans into certain people or ideas of things. This is supposed to be happening right now where life takes on a daydream from what we boldly reach out for with only the thoughts that this is mine. For this reason, do be cautious on the road because others can reach too quickly, and YOU need to be the one aware that others are distracted with self-focused moves right now.
You can reach for what your heart
Is telling you is yours to eat.
This time enchants with love
And with opportunities showing
How important you ARE, actually.
T U E S D A Y 23 feb | Be aware that you can feel REAL sensitive today where you get hit by things and they hit harder than normal. Things can have you feeling like you aren’t significant, or you don’t really have anything special about you. You can take things and then be abusive to yourself inside your mind with thinking you are getting something wrong.
JUST KNOW that this is something that is to get you drawing stronger boundaries around things that you USED to take on and allow, but now you will put your foot down and get clear in the voice about what you don’t like and don’t want to keep growing in your garden.
Things can feel precious where you are protective of your space and the dreams you long to create. You may feel like you want to grip consciously and not just shatter the glass and trample over something that is feeling sacred to you. You may be seeing how parts of your dream that never came together are now coming together because you are getting clear on what you WILL NOT take on.
Expect to feel rewarded right after you draw a boundary. And notice that where you got sensitive is just where you let others use and abuse you where now things are about NO MORE. Do know that we still are in this gateway where we are needing to see that we are around things that support and nourish us. And if we are not, we can feel them as dry and gray and annoying.
But where we are headed onto a path that is wetlands and inspiring to our palate, we are to see that we can start over and THIS is the reboot that gets us shifting back into a renewed life essence. In life, we travel roads to make decisions on what we will or will not accept. The more wounded you are, the less quality you demand. As you heal, you get closer to connections that match the real you inside – and not just the projection expectation from what you got used to seeing in your past.
So, hold firm to needing more from others and to get clear on what deserves more of your time. You can speak up and you ARE to NOT allow others to control you to the point you stay hidden and in line with their limited version of what is the potential. Your opinion matters.
Lead to sensitive truths
Which lead to mysterious next levels.
Enjoy this new ride
Where your heart gets to decide.
M O N D A Y 22 feb | Okay then. Some people are feeling really agitated by what is around them that no longer fits. Today you can get crabby with things that feel like they are holding you back. You are going to want to go towards all things that feel like you can have as much as you want. You may even be extra hungry around this day in feeling you need to fill something.
Be okay with this! Something about keeping the mouth busy is also soothing something that is about YOU standing up for what YOU need to feel safe and secure in this world. Just how I told you all that I now live in this place that feels fantastic, where all my needs are being naturally met, AND in the best way imaginable. It's like all my steps have become dream come true situations.
And from this, I am now HYPER aware of what is a negative vibe, a neutral vibe and a connection vibe. I think we all settle too much with the neutral vibe or the negative vibe and don’t see that we are working for the connection vibe – where things feel harmonious and stimulating in inspiring us to want to live for more. When in a YES that is unique to our souls, we FEEL in this way where we go into daydream land and think more of it.
It's mysterious because it has a feeling to it. But if you only know neutral and negative and have thought you are to learn to just adapt, you don’t grow or notice the kind of vibes that attract the connection opportunities. Things in life have to be worked for to really appreciate and hold actual gratitude for. We take advantage of life because it's always providing, and we think we always have more days and can do it later.
But when you have gratitude for the now, it all gets better real soon. And it keeps getting better as you stay patient in the wait and EXPECT its arrival. It's all about loving this moment so much that it has to bring you more things to love. But we tap into this space through our feeling bodies; through where things come in like tidal waves with strong awareness around the senses. Allow the flow to take you home and to take you into the familiar.
Your feelings are aroused
And this means something.
Feel your way through the mystery
And expect to stop when you
Land into home.
It's time to move into the familiar.
S U N D A Y 21 feb | Expect lots to talk about because of something that revealed and now is moving forward. This is something where you are coming together with others and keeping it real on feelings that deal with surprise changes.
Just know that things are supposed to be changing at this time as you break through what you THOUGHT WOULD BE and see that the Great Mystery has another plan for your better journey at this point. You were to get to here in order to now make a change that is about you grounding in and being stimulated by new things.
It is to be like opening the windows for the first time after winter and feeling the life of wanting to plant a new garden and to be more active with our lives. Ultimately, we all feel off when we are in something that doesn’t fit anymore and where we are not allowed to expand into unknown territories. Before it changes, we don’t feel off. And just like how the smoke alarm is so annoying and unpleasant when the battery is about to die.
Realize that change is unpredictable, but when it comes in the ways it has been over the last, and next few weeks, you will see it's just a leveling up that matches the hard work you have done over the past few years. This leveling up session is very SPECIAL, and it deals with CLEAN breaks where the heart speaks with utter clarity – where offense is not taken.
We are coming from out of the shadows and expressing our truths KNOWING that we are in a vast universe with VAST resources and solutions to EVERYTHING we need in life. We have to trust the synchronicity playing out because it's all about getting us uprooted and into things that charge us better. Batteries get old. And so do we!
So, the ways that spirit calls out to our souls, WE HAVE TO LISTEN. And we have to trust that things coming out of the blue, but so perfectly timed and in alignment with other things changing MEANS SOMETHING. These are new world energies and they are about REALLY learning to trust the Great Mystery and to leap passionately into what feels like a YES for your expanding soul. We don’t need to live in scarcity and to hold on so strongly. We hold when our glue is supposed to.
In the new energies
You think like glue
And go towards what fills you
In the ways that support you.
Sometimes glue expires.
And that is to be expected.
New glue will match the new you.
S A T U R D A Y 20 feb | Holy moly! What a day! You are coming into contact with others and a whole other option is presenting that gets your love nature amped up and ready to plow into some aspect of a new part of your life. You are in the garden and you can see that something new is growing that physically has you charged and thinking like the bull in how much this excites you and makes sense to you.
There is a lot to talk about and people are running into each other, igniting each other with all the ideas of growth that are happening to ALL OF US. It is not just some of you that get rained down on with blessings; it's all of us. We all get a spark of new love at this time so that we get up and get growing the better lives we deserve. We were lost and just chasing what other people told us was the way.
Through contact with reality that is right here around you, you will see that things are changing and this new aspect FEELS like it is where you are to land down solid, and find this thing that also stimulates you to expand and upgrade into what makes you feel like you are making a difference with your life. But also, where things fit, and you are allowed to go outside the lines and it not be something shamed out of you.
We are coming into situations where we can fully let it go and BE HELD by what is around us. We are touching into home spaces and connection so that we CAN let it all go and keep it real and really choose to believe that we can land into places that support our true voice and needs.
You have molds to break yourself out of and today you see that others are ready to support your new ways. You just got to take the lead and be the bull and break on through with how YOU are feeling and how YOU would like plans to go. Be clear and firm and dominant in declaring what is the heart of your song and the truth of your vibe. Know that it is time for breaks and upgrades and solutions to paths gone stagnant. So, hold on loosely, but keep your eyes out for the wildest prize.
Hold on loosely
But keep your eyes out
For the wildest prize.
You deserve this magic.
You deserve to collide.
F R I D A Y 19 feb | Something is hitting you hard and into the realization that you have to speak up about something or to make your art, and the gifts that you innately love to do, a huge part of what you are doing. Things can wake you up abruptly in regard to people who dampen your dream and who don’t really shine the light your way so that you feel special for what you do.
You can be REAL insecure if you are around others who don’t really fit your flow, or the new flow that is rising. Be aware that you are to be breaking out of molds and upgrading where you expect to be in something that fits like glue. Things are arriving in our lives where they make us want to do what we naturally do and this means we have to draw boundaries and choose for more where we are stuck in other people’s paths because we were programmed to believe this is how it goes.
You are to let go of what has not been watering your soul in the ways it needs. This time wants you investing in yourself and your dreams and not letting others fears or lack of resonance be something that keeps you from dreaming that there IS more for you to expect from life. You are to value yourself and then see that things come quickly to affirm that there is another way to communicate with what is yet to manifest – that needs you growing something with hardcore love – and not hardcore resistance. Honor that things are easy in some areas and harder in others. You are to trust that the easy way is showing you what could better value you.
Expect a test where others are here for a good reason, and mysterious change will be rising, like with the scent of a storm rolling in. Just see that you are allowed to have something that is exciting and sensual and affirming to your spirit. See that something arrives to get you dreaming that there IS a new story to step into and the old chapter WAS what it had to be to get you dreaming for what is near your doorstep. Expect to run into what gets you excited to talk and share stories of better things rising.
The fruit from the tree
Starts as a hope in the heart.
Your fruit starts in your heart.
Expect to be loved.
Expect to be in energizing scenes.
T H U R S D A Y 18 feb | Get ready to not know why this thing is calling out to you, but you are GOING FOR IT, and you can feel that this is about valuing yourself and choosing to be in worlds that support a new plan around what you love to do. You are being asked to not compromise and stay stuck because you said you would stick with this forever. It's about being open to what you need to feel like your life is stimulating and growing and doing something where you are making a difference.
You will have new desires at this time where you don’t know how you are asserting yourself like this, but something inside of you is knowing that you are in contact with what is here to be a solid upgrade to what you thought life would be. The surprise that comes and the lift it creates is to show you that we need change when things get stagnant – and also to see that we really don’t know what is in our future, but we do have this moment that tells us if we are in something that values us, OR makes us feel that something is wrong with us.
Life changes to get you upgrading, and what is in your life is about you needing to go for what feels like a solid connection with something that WILL be there for you. You also are going to have so many ideas about how to grow and expand or get something into a state of understanding.
Expect to do things that you would never have thought you would do – but to just know that you HAVE to take this leap of faith and merge into what is getting your heart to feel new things. Many people are breaking apart at this time, but going towards their heart and their art. If someone is toxic around you, you grow toxic plants. You aren’t here to fix everyone or to compromise so that others get their way. You are to see that you CAN get your way and feel that things around you don’t need to be fixed. There are places that are your home and that feel secure and solid and ready to empower you to dream for more. Go to where there is exciting electricity -- and expect more from when there is frazzling and fried circuits that are NOT communicating. Messages are here!
A truth bomb arrives.
The question is,
Where are you being valued?
Go to where something sees
The beautiful light you dream of being.
W E D N E S D A Y 17 feb | Okay then loves! Things are coming WAY out of the blue and it's about bringing you in contact with what will value you and be something that helps you to improve with where you have been going along and not really applying the upgrades and solutions when something IS broken and in need of repair.
You also have to be careful because battles need to be picked today and you do not need to give where you fall into an old pattern where you are hurt and then act a certain way -- where you lose faith in yourself. DON’T tango with just anyone who is sparking up with something. BUT DO BE AWARE that something can happen that starts a new crop growing that will show you that you DO have a place in the world, and it's fair to believe that you WILL be valued for your creative gifts and WILL be able to find the ways to sustain yourself.
Things are coming that are the shifting of the guard and where this is SO MUCH BETTER. Things can change quickly on you, but when they do, you will see that THIS excites you or gets you looking into new solutions where before you thought things were stuck or too much time has passed. Many of you will have blessings drop into your life that shows the wait was worth it and that the best is yet to come.
So, wait for your surprise of a lift because it comes for EACH ONE OF US – and when your thing comes you are to take it and run with it. Your heart is going to push you to go full speed ahead, and this time wants you doing that. We are lucky where fast is a good thing! But the fast movement of today is you reaching out for something and saying MINE or I want to walk this new path. It's going for what you feel is a solution or upgrade to something that wasn’t working and was getting you losing your sense of worth. Something is to come that deals with igniting your creative gifts and getting you seeing that you DO have a place and you WILL share your authority and BE a top dog human WHEN you walk this new path that also deals with you using your voice to break rules and go outside the lines for what feels like your thing.
You are encouraged to use your voice
To go outside the lines
And to quickly reach
For what you can feel is your thing.
It's time for change that is for the better.
T U E S D A Y 16 feb | Be aware that others are pushy, and you WILL be shown examples of aggressive behavior where they are selfish in only thinking about themselves. Your job will be to just digest this in a way where strength is growing, or a better way eventually becomes the way.
When there is feet of snow, you have to pound down feet of snow for every new path you want to be made available. You have to shovel and dig your way through all the new avenues. The streets have to be cleaned and recreated like what they were before the snow. BUT!! At this time, we are facing NEW ways of plowing the snow and creating a new path. It’s like, while we are at it, let’s create a new earth friendly foundation and something that is really being rebuilt in ways of high value. Let’s not JUST take the snow off; let’s take it off and make what is underneath BETTER.
Your mind will be HELLA busy and it will be hard to keep track of one way. You will weave in and out while doing projects and will be going back to thoughts and connections and new feelings that are rising. This is the gift. And it is collective. We are to face things that bring love into our lives and LIFE into our minds. This lift is to get us into a better groove on how our systems function -- and process the disfunction that will be there for decades to come.
Don’t dream for something to shift overnight that wakes all the people up to the illusion. Just dream that enough of us wake up and start walking the new vibrations that are all about collaboration and earth loving ACTIONS. Enough of shit talking, while Goddess promoting. That IS the mainstream programmed way to be and we have to plow down the snow and get to walking where we empower or talk positive about things – even if they are in the state of ruin. We need to learn to be more respectful even if at a clash. We don’t HAVE to be assholes. And when we are, we WILL get more of it in our future. Do what feels good to you, but don’t do it where another is exploited or diminished because of what you do. Show a new way to lead and rebuild where others before you have done the jobs wrong.
Enough of shit talking,
While Goddess promoting.
Walk a high vibe with your talk
EVEN IF your talk is about another.
You are your words.
You eat your words.
Love tastes best.
M O N D A Y 15 feb | Something from your past or with how you were wired into relationships is changing. We are in a space where we get to walk the way of our original imprint before the wounds got us choosing things that affirm our pain. We all are the dinged-up cars that have huge egos in thinking we know best about it all. And we judge others mercilessly – actually affirming what we really think about ourselves inside.
We go a knocking on others, when inside a similar knock is going on. Resonance is ALWAYS pulling us to what we are and what we need to learn. But OUR MINDS are the game changers in why we end up in heaven or hell on Earth. How our minds digest, like someone who is allergic to gluten, and who gets contaminated, is what has happened for all of our existence. We suffer from inflammation because we are staying too close to things that are toxic and CLEARLY not healthy for us. But they were just programmed things that felt good and you bought on and now you are stuck. But you know what is not good for you. Now it's time to wake up your original imprint and use your voice and clear your mind and really get things in the direction of hope -- and a new level to expand into.
MANY OF YOU are manifesting something that shows you it's time to go -- and this movement is getting you into things that make total sense – but are beyond what you could have ever dreamed. They are to be bigger, with more sparkle because this is a collective gift coming to all of us over the next few weeks where we get the willpower and strength to break from one of our biggest patterns where we DO shift into a new mindset and one that is on community and finding harmony – instead of division and judgment and words that are hurtful and mean. The bully that we all are is ready to be put to rest. This will be made easier BECAUSE of the gifts coming that are to lift your spirit and show you a better way to be.
MANY OF YOU will dip into thinking you are a loser, and something is wrong with you. Today you are to USE YOUR MIND to stop this in its tracks and see something better. Mysteries are not negative things.
Mysteries are not negative things.
The wait is to get you in position
For attaining the dream.
The wait is part of what makes
The dream so wonderful
When finally, in reach.
This is for your win.
S U N D A Y 7 feb | There is a huge divide where you are either in heaven or hell right now. In heaven, you are seeing things about your love nature and new desires to love in better ways. Something will ignite a passion that deals with going for more and shooting dreams out there. The learning of this comes while we look into our past relationships and make connections with what did or did not work. You may even feel dreamy in your head as you think about these things and how much you want more love and compassion in your future.
In the heaven space you will be feeling innovative with your mind and coming up with new solutions with how YOU got it wrong because you were forced to deny your feelings and not give voice to how something really felt for you. This will get you feeling liberated; it can have you on fire with ideas and movement where you step QUICKLY into new roles.
Things will change out of the blue and it can be shocking at how different a few days makes; this is the supercharge you need to get out of the programming that is infiltrating your system from the internet with false sources steering you into confidence with the WRONG ideas. When you wake up, you really wake up to how all the info is boxing you in.
This energy wants you surrendering to seeing that you can run outside along the car, OR you can get inside and be driven. When you surrender and trust this big magnificent work of art that is your life unfolding, mysterious and perfectly aligned events will take place. We now are coming together like magic and THIS IS a part of your new life. It shows now to give you hope that dreams WILL continue to manifest and there never is an ending.
If you are in hell, you are still finding the thoughts that are not your own. Do what you can to quickly release them. This is wasting time you could be spending in heaven. Make a clean break and wake up to the illusion haunting you. Are your thoughts affirming that you are a victim? And that you will NEVER GET? -- Surrender. Trust this. Speak with compassion and allow the next pieces to reveal when they will. Stop trying to control.
You are about to catch fire
With ideas and movement
Where you step QUICKLY into a new role.
Get ready for a big and sudden change.
That gets you in love with your life.
S A T U R D A Y 13 feb | Oh these energies! Be aware that things are growing wildly in dream spaces where things have been on the back burner for some time, but now there is a wild growth spurt occurring where things are aligning and colliding and you are seeing that all of your past had to be to bring you to this moment now.
This energy is special and it's about really tuning into what feels good to you – while realizing that you don’t have to hide behind others and never make your feelings or opinion known because you don’t think people will understand you. This time wants you keeping it real in saying that you will not take on another person’s drama or fear because they are so loud and strong about it.
You will be thinking about how others rejected you or unfollowed you and do something that makes you feel like something is wrong with you. Sit in these feelings and think about being an outsider where everyone hates or rejects you. And really, think about what you can do about it. There probably isn’t anything for you to do but keep on walking towards what you are naturally doing, and respect that not everyone is going to like you.
But most likely their issues have nothing to do with you, and THIS MOMENT IN TIME just wants you not hiding away because it hurts to not be loved by everyone. It hurts to have others reject us, BUT in life we learn to KEEP ON TRUCKING when these sort of things happen, and not hide away further as we shame and blame ourselves into silence.
You are to not allow your spirit to stay silent and hidden away because the moves of others make you feel rejected and outcast. Instead work harder and stay consistent in doing what you need to rise into areas where you are not around others purposefully casting doubt your way. This time wants you to be okay with how you feel and to not let others affect you in any way. Be you and let them be who they want to be. You are not here for everyone. You are here for specially wired people who don’t feel threatened, envious or at a clash to your power. You are not here to fix the world. Get stronger in knowing who are your peoples -- and who are the ones who need to be given less attention by you.
Pick your battles.
You can't win everyone over
And you can't win back
Everyone who lost faith in you.
We ride this karma journey together
And we heal through the moves
Of each other.
So, focus on finding what loves you
For who you really are.
Do you really need haters as friends?
F R I D A Y 12 feb | This energy is so refreshing! It is getting us to see things about others in the world and how much we want to come together with them or do things that are where we aren’t always alone and looking out at the world believing we don’t have a home.
We saw too many experiences in class with picking of the teams and hoping not to be the last picked. -- So many things affirm that there is division and superiority. In schools, the teacher should pick. The kids should never be able to choose teams amongst themselves because it only will present that some are losers. When, if a teacher picks, they just fall in line to whichever side they are on.
Our new ways of thinking and interacting are about not finding ways to put pressure on division and one way or the other. But rather, where we do this together and just see how it goes. Almost like not needing to know, but wanting to do all that you can. It's about community coming together to see how we can better things TOGETHER – and not where we need to be superior or supreme.
The energy will be getting you thinking of how much you want to spend time with others or work to have more people in your life so that you are feeling connected and grounded and not too much in your head so that you get nowhere – but rather, so much in your heart and in this moment now that sparks of positive fire to inspire on how much we can do TOGETHER.
I was talking to my plumber the other day and he was upset about Biden winning and the new state of what would come. I was like, “did you do better in the last 4 years?” And he said, “oh yeah! A lot of us did! I can name 9 people right now”. And I said, “what jobs?” And he said, “construction”. And that REALLY woke me up to understanding our perspectives. When Trump gave the corporations a 50% tax cut, they started building like crazy. And that means they needed local help to do the jobs. So, when corporations have more money to spend, construction workers benefit. When we stop mass building, they lose jobs. Allow this to help you see how different our sides of things ARE because of what is for each of us. Don’t make it a division.
There is a side for you
And a side for them.
When we stay in the peace
That all of our sides are reality,
We remain neutral to what is different --
And more bonded and grateful
For when we do see the same thing.
T H U R S D A Y 11 feb | We love when you go new in Aquarius and when you wake us up to something we couldn’t see coming. As we wake up, many of you will see that you need to pull back and heal – or slow down on taking in so much social media and things OUT THERE that really are just getting you to show up as the version you think they will want. But all that fake is air coming out of the balloon now, and you won't be standing unless you are solid to stand. IF inside you can hold yourself up, you will stay up. But if your ideas aren’t really cooked, they can get wobbly.
Wake now to see that waiting is golden -- waiting that trusts with open arms in seeing that the Universe wants to support you and bring you magical feeling things. When you release the pressure you place on yourself to be this other thing, the people and community will COME TO YOU -- and give you the tools and teachings to BE the thing you want us to believe you are.
But no one on Planet Earth doesn’t first have to grow into their position -- to learn how to hold the vibration of what they dream of broadcasting to the world. The ways you want to make a difference and show up as someone remembered come when you just trust the magic of life to be here showing you where you really need to be. And when things don’t feel good and you do feel out of place, YOU ARE IN THE WRONG PLACE.
Life is to hold you sweetly when you work the actual steps in getting you there. You don’t get a house built without building it. And if you have to rebuild, it is only because what you built before was based on the old internet vibe. The new one wants you solid in your craft and in your image that you present to us. We don’t want filters – we want real power players who walked what they now inspire others to walk. This will feel like an abrupt change in energy where things just won't work out.
Allow this to be okay and open to a wonderful solution that upgrades where you are and gets you comfortable in where you really need to be in order to make a big impact. Trust that your peoples will find you and the connections will happen. BE HOPEFUL in these times. IT PAYS to be.
NEW MOON IN AQUARIUS
A new day is here
And my mind is aligned to peace.
I am ready to heal where I am not yet
The Real Deal.
So that when I come forward
I will be an undeniable star
That makes a difference, and inspires you
To how far we really can go.
I’m ready to do the work
To get to how I want you to see me.
W E D N E S D A Y 10 feb | Things are coming together like magic -- and where your thought does travel, your life is manifesting the exact. We are in the most powerful portal where realizations are coming as we see the error of our ways or how we got it so wrong. Now the solutions come, out of the blue, and when you most had forgotten about something.
Sparks of inspiration will rise as you see into a new way of understanding what your life is really all about. The more you bitch and moan and talk negative about others – the more you get the same. We will never know this more than we know it this week. Things are to be one after the other, either into the most blessed thing EVER, OR into the most horrendous and mind frazzling thing EVER.
What you plant, and speak, and think, is everything. We can no longer hide from what we were able to hide since the boom of 2016 when fronting things became the way to thrive. NOW the cracks show in the pavement and ONLY what is ready to present and be the cooked product comes together and works out like magic. This will have many people talking about how things are changing, and they will confront the superficial of how we have been manipulated to not really develop and learn to hold where we think we are to belong in the world.
We are to learn that you go step by step and feel your way to what will honorably hold you. I lived in Santa Fe for 10 years and never really resonated – and complained about it daily. I moved to 2 other places a bit further away, but then moved to Taos, which is 1.5 hours from Santa Fe, and where I had NEVER visited. But here, I now know I will never leave this place. I found what I looked my whole life for.
Now I know that if it doesn’t feel right, it's not right – so keep making changes that get you into a better view. Keep dreaming that some impossible and unknown manifestation is coming soon for you. Believe that something comes to set you straight and inspire you to break through the limitation you were programmed to plant in what you dream for your future. They didn’t do it, but you CAN. See that a solution is on the way. Don’t block the magic.
Something amazing is on the way!
Give it the reason to come.
Be ready and stoked and welcome in
What is sure to surprise
It's time for this big change.
T U E S D A Y 9 feb | Today is gonna hit many of you hard and where you will feel fixated into trying to figure something out that deals with climbing the mountain in life. You may feel limited or like you are losing ground on where you should be. Feel the low and how it pulls you into spaces where you kind of want to give up and broadcast how you NEVER WIN.
But wake up today and see that you are ordering things at a café and this is like saying that you KNOW they will mess up your order and contaminate it with gluten. The more you know it will, the more likely it will. And in 2021 it absolutely will. With the change of this energy, we will feel like we are in different spaces often -- like, one day we will be so low and exhausted, and then 3 days later in love with life like never before.
We are being fed amazing opportunities to keep it alive and to always be surfing as the better responding human. But we are so used to things not staying good that the moment the tests start, we dip into our old ways and handle them how we used to. We forget that this test is to see if we are committed to wanting to show ourselves in new ways and as new people who see things differently.
So, feel the heavy and the fear that can rise from places you thought you no longer traveled. And just see how you are rebuilding from things that do cause you shame and regret, but you ARE DOING IT THIS TIME. Talk with empowerment to yourself and see how you are going to get through whatever challenging situation MAY or MAY NOT arise. Just be with what you feel and let it inspire you for a better day. The solutions are here, and the things are coming like magic after you give them a little thought and dream to grow and transform and rebirth into.
Be strong in this moment and don’t think like we won't get through. See this for others, too. Give attention to those who don’t know what you do – say something that shows you see them or know something great is coming for them. We are being put in contact with others so that we feel this new energy that gives back when you give where YOU never really got before. Enough of holding back, thinking it will get us more.
The way you talk to people
Is how they and others will talk to you.
Wake up to this.
It does not pay to be bitchy and cold.
If you disrespect others
You’ll see that joy constantly stays out of reach.
M O N D A Y 8 feb | This energy is awakening people OUT of the stuck situations that ultimately were dug and maintained from a lowered sense of value. You got here because you didn’t draw boundaries and expect the best, but NOW you are to clean this up high vibe and in ways where you rebuild what isn’t working. Let go of the old patterns where you disappear or deny what needs you to stick with this and properly place it in a different area, if need be, but not through ignoring things or breaking apart from them.
Even if you can't get others to go along with doing the breaking apart in high vibe ways, YOU CAN. You can be honest about how this wasn’t feeding you. If we are squashed, we are in places that aren’t where we are to be. BUT we don’t have to act out in making that known. We don’t have to hate on others to make our way better.
Where things don’t fit, you put them aside for another who WILL fit the shoe. But we are not encouraged to hate what doesn’t fit our body, spirit and soul. There are better ways to be clear where we really are vibing something spectacular. We can be in disfunction, friction, altercation, desperation and STILL vibe something spectacular. The tests coming deal with getting you to see that you can handle something better and it comes from getting grounded in the commitment to rebuild and to not throw anything away into the trash when it could serve another. Just like the curtains I got the idea I needed, and then hours later they were in a bag at the end of my street! PERFECT curtains for the french doors in my office that go to my backyard. I vibed that I wanted this thing, and within hours they were delivered only 3 houses away and in a perfect design -- if I saw them in a store, I would have paid for them. I scored.
CLEAN UP all the nasty, negative, judgmental, hateful, envious, cruel and vengeful thoughts and ways and you clear up your airwaves to start attracting the magic that arrived in 2021. So face what needs you committed to letting go of things you don’t need, like those curtains someone dropped off, and do it with love that you are. Even if it doesn’t fit, you can be kind about it.
Even if it doesn’t fit,
You can be kind about it.
You don’t have to discard
With hate, unless you do want
More things to hate.
It’s always your choice, my love.
S U N D A Y 7 feb | Today we step into a space where answers will come that move us around the bend or get us seeing that THIS is what we have been waiting for. EXPECT an arrival and for something to give you that get up and go. We have been facing heavier loads that we know we need to give our attention to, and now some sort of reward arrives to help you see it was worth it.
Expect to be reaching out and connecting with others or doing things that deal with moving your things out there so that understanding is occurring. Work to be the one who holds compassion, or the hope that others need to see. This month we stop allowing our minds to keep us collapsing in the gutter where we have to play out the same trauma and drama over and over.
When we really step into the heart, we acknowledge that we all have been hurt and we all are working to not want to keep hurting others. When you really see into how similar we all are, and operating through tangles of miscommunications, triggered by heightened sensitivities that come from wounds and pain still present and unresolved, then you can open to wanting to be a catalyst of change FOR US ALL.
When I heal, you get a better experience from me, and then you heal. When I don’t heal, you get an uncomfortable experience from me, and you stay believing people are the way you saw in your past. So, to heal, we are given the opportunity to show up better and to get others inspired to want to do the same. I met someone at the grocery store the other day who was asking me where to find legwarmers as she just got to our town where she sees people sporting them. She was shocked to see it had come back from the 80’s – and I was like, oh it's been back since the 2000’s. And she commented that she didn’t know till she arrived to this town.
We all have the opportunity to stand strong in what we believe and to be a positive influencer because of what we do. Someone discovered leg warmers are actually REALLY CUTE – so they bravely walked it. Then someone saw it and walked it too. Now you have certain areas where it's a normal thing. So believe in what you want to do – and do it.
Walk this idea true.
The world needs to SEE
Something from YOU.
Move it forward
And expect a connection.
It’s time to go next level.
S A T U R D A Y 6 feb | Be aware that you are going to be real tired today and it can have you not feeling gung-ho on getting the chores done, like you thought you would be. Be okay with how this energy wants to handle you because it's getting you into some old wiring spaces that deal with how you are in partnership or how you mess up what needs to be handled by you in a different way.
You will be thinking about your dance with others and how your wounds have pushed away what you loved. Realize, this is the Earth Walk and it is only when we have pushed away so much that we finally hit bottom and see how much we DO want love in our lives and DO want to feel like we matter. Our wounds keep us like my feral kitten, Moonbella. But I tell you what. I gave her space to just hiss and hate on me and show how much she has never trusted humans – and I allowed it to go as it went – and now it's been a month, and I have the best kitty ever!! We snuggle and she is besties with Mamba. She LOVES her new home and does what 6 month old kitties do. She did a 180 and is my little sweetie pie now!
Our wounded ways keep us NEEDING to do a 180. We will hiss and spit and fuck everything up with those that really want to love us WHEN we still come at people from our wound reactions. And again, not everyone is to be the one that helps us to heal, it’s not everyone’s responsibility, but the people and places and things ARE there waiting for US to want to pick ourselves up and go get help – and go start walking the road to recovery.
Because of my wounds, when my business first launched, I said yes to everything. I was inundated with too much business, AND said yes to it all. Which is why I worked from morning till night and overextended like a puffy fish – which ironically, I WAS dealing with food allergies that took 5 years to diagnose, but that kept me in a puffy fish state. And then Moon Bear, who was only 5 years old, was tragically killed and then things really backed up.
But it is now 5 years later and I am 190% better than I was. I wake at 4 am every day and dig my way out of this horrendous situation of backed up I got myself in. And the other week I paced it all out and am now piecing it all together, but it won't be until October 2021 that I am back to zero and with no debt in things that need to be completed. I have about 8 months of steady and dedicated work that now will be required of me. I will have to climb a mountain with strict discipline and paths that must be taken by me for almost the whole year.
So. I have the chore of what needs to be completed and paced out of me – while I have many steps of what that means. To think about cleaning our whole house, we know that it takes many hours and many layers of getting it all done. YOU are sitting in something like this and it needs you just getting into it and NOT sitting in limbo because you are so overwhelmed of the huge task ahead. 100% my business is so backed up because the THOUGHT of how backed up it is has stopped me. And you know that same thing. We must now not allow ourselves to be stopped or to give up. Now is when we do it better than we have done it before and get in the gym and just keep doing it. There is no other option. You MUST move the boulders out of the way, BUT you will see that blessings and lottery tickets are hidden around the bend when you DO. Consider that the Universe is training a puppy how to BE. The treats come when you do what you need to learn to do. Don’t be rebellious and keep yourself showing who you ARE NOT.
Is called house cleaning.
Cleaning clears the way
For better energy.
Dust bunnies HAVE GOT to go.
Value that YOUR PEOPLES stay.
They are the ONLY ones that matter.
F R I D A Y 5 feb | Okay loves. Be aware that these energies are kind of heavy on most of you. For the past few weeks things have gotten really divided in the reading room where people are EITHER talking about how blessed they are, and they are finding others who are saying the same. Actually, they look kind of stunned because it's like, wait a minute, there is so much suffering, yet some of you feel like you won the lottery, even if you are actually still broke – so, what is going on?! It stuns people because inside their bodies they feel that good changes are here and on the rise, and that things REALLY cleared out of the way, as of vibration 2021, which is a 5. That fearful, limited, forcing you to learn hard tests of the vibration 2020, which is the 4, is gone.
BUT. For many of you, it will take a minute to warm up to 2021. It will take you a minute to feel like you have won the lottery, which is how A LOT of people feel. This year seems to want to take people through something that requires them to not know, to wonder wildly, to be focused in potential solution wonderland, but to also face FEARS OF THE PAST. So, whatever is happening very well could be something very similar to what happened before. And this will keep you looking into what you want to see happen, as you sit in limbo with no answer, and work to KEEP YOURSELF from using your mental space to worry that it WILL be like it was in the past. So, you are in precarious places on the edge of your own cliff.
BUT. YOU are creating this precarious place in 2021. The ledge means you need to get up and hustle – and stop fucking around with the fears and the negative and toxic habits -- and CHANGE. I was in the store getting stamps and talking to the lovely older woman who was dog tired and with 3 more hours to work before getting off at 9:30pm. But. They sold cigarettes and I was like, hey, how much are cigarettes now? 6 dollars? 7? – and she says, NO! They are $10 now! ---- and I was like, NO WAY. I last smoked American Spirits yellow while living in San Francisco and they were $2 a pack. A carton, $20. It was very easy to have that as a bad habit. If I was smoking like I smoked when I smoked, I would be spending $300 a month. DUDE. That’s a car payment. That’s new furniture and plants and clothes monthly. It's $3600 more money a year to support your community and live your life better.
And now, smoking is a habit that many of you brave souls need to leap the fuck out of. I did it cold turkey and haven’t been back for 14 years. Tons of others say the same. And the main reason is that it is not valuing to your life to smoke something that is so toxic, or to date someone that is so toxic, or to live somewhere that is so toxic, or to be in a job that is so toxic.
But we can stay in them. We can do it. We can fall in line with the habit of it. But we got to face hard truths at times and see if we need to exert the energy and MIND FOCUS to seeing our way out of ruts that are keeping us unhappy and nowhere from a lottery winner.
If we are too used to 2020 and all that 4 energy, we can come into the year of change and keep changing ourselves back into what we were in 2020! THAT is why so many of you feel miserable. The change in the air wants to swing you into shape and facing where you learned to do it totally wrong, and to now do the work to get it totally right. This time is about WORK FOR IT. You WILL face the unknown and it can scare you. But this time just wants you dreaming and believing and trusting that something so totally amazing is on the way – that will fulfill your goals and show that you are safe.
See that you will get your way, and you REALLY will. In the year of change we keep changing as per what our thoughts and feelings vote for. SO, GET UP and clean up where you couldn’t look at this before and stay on it until the light breaks on through. Lottery winners abound! But there is work to do and things to face and old habits to release. Let go of what is killing you – and see that the Great Mystery is just waiting for you to declare that you are special and to know that you WILL get the magic you need. You just got to clear out the toxins and sit solid in the space of a lottery winning future.
You will be a lottery winner
When you trust this energy
And steer it towards treating you royally.
What you do + say + believe, you get.
Are you treating yourself royally?
It's the only way to a winning ticket.
T H U R S D A Y 4 feb | OKAY THEN. Here we are. Notice that you are feeling ready to face and deal with what before in your life you never could. This energy is getting you aligned and in position to draw boundaries and remain strong in your energy so that YOUR VISION is what you are pushing forward as how you want things to go.
You are to be vulnerable with your needs and as clear as you can in wanting to get to a resolution or to get the prognosis no matter what it is. This getting down to business will have you knowing that it is better to face things and to feel a litle insecure and a little wobbly as you step into these scary things -- rather than have them eat you alive with fears that gets you thinking you don’t have a place here and it's time to check out.
Rather than getting you to hide from what seems to control you, you are learning to stand up to the monster -- with wobbly legs, maybe – but still, TO STAND UP to see what happens. We are ultimately standing up for our lives and choosing to no longer live in the illusion that wants to keep us quiet and following along, insecure about it all.
In our hearts is a new song and we are rising with love that could only grow from the deepest trauma and let down. The high vibing love that is a reality in palpitation births from the trenches. It doesn’t grow from the fruit of the trees, from the privilege and automatic things. -- it grows from WHAT YOU HAVE TO WORK FOR and what takes time and passion to build. The depth you find in a new person week 1 is not even close to what it will be week 111. The getting to know bonds you. Week 1 of a new study versus week 111 is what being an authority on things is about. Those ACTUAL weeks walked through the journey of learning something new is what eventually rolls out an authority and someone who needs to speak up on what they authentically know.
But the first steps ARE to be precarious and not so automatic because this deals with setting a new pattern in place. You got to work the muscles to get them stronger. They go limp and weak if you don’t work them. And to first work them always takes more dedicating and discipline on our parts. But always – it is worth it. It pays off to do the work now and to dive into the debt of it that is not showing just YET. SEE that it will. Just see that when you work harder and try harder and get up earlier and stick with it more, WITH hope that this experience just needs you doing more, that things ARE going to be MUCH better.
Fixate yourself into creative solutions and the old remembering of being a child and trusting certain things. See that storms pass, and rainbows follow. YOU GOT THIS!! You don’t have to RUN AWAY or FOLLOW. Something really good awaits beyond what challenges you to keep with it and work through some debt or darker feeling situation.
The high vibing love that is a
reality in palpitation
births from the trenches.
It doesn’t grow from the fruit of the trees,
from the privilege and preferential things.
It grows in the seed of a dream
Walked, labored through
Believed in, and not seen
For vast parts of the journey.
THAT is where resilience, genius, power
And INFLUENCE grow --
The real love that shows.